A Strange Feeling as of Late...

This is so awesome. Everyone is all happy and smiling! I love it!
I'm in such an amazing mood myself.

My hubby is coming back from heping in Tenn with the flood damage.
He should be here in about 3 or 4 hours. I'm so excited to see him
I may not be around an awful lot this weekend due to it though. I need to get some family time (my other family that is )

As for Sunday night meditation - Did we discuss how long we would be doing this for? Also, I know there are those who are unable to attend due to time schedules. If others want to, I have no problem with moving the time around myself. I don't know if anyone wants to do this. Just saying it would be fine with me ahead of time. Keep me posted if it changes though.
All I would need is some night time. My kids like to run around being ... well lol kids. So, they are a bit loud during the daytime. I would never be able to focus for more than 15 seconds at most hehe

Anyhow, I hope you all have a wonderful night. Keep those good vibrations going!

Love you all
~Tragic~

I posted bedore but in a stupid move I hit one of my bookmarks in my bookmark toolbar! and I lost everything...

anyway, it's RAINING! finally! how I love rain

I just came off of two shifts with a six hour break between them. Feeling exhausted. Slept in my work clothes and re-wore them tonight. Have to do it again tomorrow. Will be at work during the meditation time, but will be thinking of all of you.

Joined the alien dream train while sleeping between shifts today. Don't remember what it was about, other than that there were ships, lots of ships, in the sky, and people were panicking and I was very calm and was helping people to relax about it. Then, I got a very clear message delivered to me in wakefulness that I need to write about an incident that happened to me when I was a kid. I think I am going to make a story out of it though, and not a factual tale. Might be easier for me to get it out and be coherent if I do. Not sure that I will post said story here, or even how long it will take me to write it, just that I am positive that I am being told to write it, for whatever reason or outcome. I posted the experience online years and years ago, and it used to be accessible by googling it. Lemme check...

Nope. Not online anymore. That said, I am the creator of the spelling of Ceriddwen. The correct way to spell it is Ceridwen, Cerridwen, Karidwen, Keridwen, or Kerridwen. That said, I just found THOUSANDS of people using MY spelling and acting as though it is the correct way to use it. SIGH. I have been Ceriddwen online since the days of AOL 1.0. Ok, rant over.

Just woke up, and wow.

Just when I thought my intense dreams were over, well, I was completely wrong. Last night was very different, however. One of the 'dreams' that I had was that of first contact....the 3rd time in about a week...and I haven't even been reading disclosure threads lately!

I don't remember much from the dream other than telling my brother, "There you go. Now you see them. Think I'm crazy now?"

Then one representative appeared in front of me and I don't remember anything at all from our meeting other than something that I was ringing in my head this morning: "You have passed. See you soon." That was all I remember from this dream.

This dream melted into a few others before I got to the one that I remember a lot more about. I was driving with my family on some highway and we were picking something up. Then we got lost, and we had to turn back around, go home, and go a different way to the location that we were trying to get to. As we went, it looked as if we were in some huge city, with multi-lane highways, and these odd ancient looking statues on either side of the highway. I ended up at some small little convenience store and bought a drink. I drank the whole thing there then we went on. After a while I ended up in some kind of castle or large mansion. I felt like I was almost in a video game at this point. But my sister was with me, and I think one of you were with me (Mike, did you have the same dream?). The 'object' of this game, as far as I could tell was to assemble the pieces of Arthur Pendragon's belongings: Crown, sword, shield, bow, arrows, and possibly the armor...I didn't get far enough to find out. Every corner in this castle thing had traps. There was one room where fire spewed from the walls, and another there was a long hallway, and at the end was a multi-arrow launcher. Each room was cluttered with debris: chairs, tables, old paintings, etc. There were also other 'creatures' wandering through this castle at the same time. They looked kinda like ogres, but I don't remember much about them. There was someone else in the castle with me. He was a benevolent thing, and when I couldn't pick up a piece of Arthur's belongings, he blended it into the background. I remember seeing the crown, but I couldn't pick it up. This being swept through the room and blended it into the background, hidden under some sort of cauldron holder. It ended up just looking like another leg of this holder. Well, as I went to leave the room, an ogre showed up and somehow found it right away. When I turned around to confront him, and possibly keep him from stealing it, I realized I did not have a weapon. He started to walk off with the crown, laughing, and so I held up my hand to try and push him down using energy or the Force, or whatever. It just sputtered in my hand, and he came back and pushed me down. I fell down a flight of stairs that weren't there before, and I ended up in another hallway. Around the corner in this hallway was the long hallway with the arrow launcher at the end. Right underneath it was Arthur's shield. I had no protection against the arrows, and no other way to get to the end of the hall, as it was all cluttered. Every time I came around the corner, the arrows ripped through the clutter in the hall, giving me almost no cover. Finally one of the ogres, who at this point started looking like the Gammorean guards from Star Wars (the pig guys in ROTJ), got in the way, and he was shredded by the arrows. I tried to use his body as cover, but the arrows kept flying right through him, and eventually me. It didn't hurt persay, but I knew I was being hit. At this point I woke up.

They were both pretty intense, but that last dream was one that I have never had before, but it was so familiar in a way. It reminded me of the castle tower dream that I had when I was a child. Maybe this was another portion of the castle?

Anywho, it's a beautiful day today, so I'm going to enjoy it by doing something fun.

Keep the good energies up everybody!



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

So I finally remembered a dream so I figured I'd throw it in here lol

It was pretty messed up. Basically I was in a house and some people were there that I knew were bad/evil with machine guns and other weapons. Well, I apparently had a machete and well, lets just say I won. It was pretty gruesome in detail for some reason, but I'll spare them here. The whole time I felt no fear or anything really, but knew that I had to stop them. Boy did I lol. Then at the end some others came in with guns but I knew they were on my side (my side of what I have no idea; I don't know what the actual conflict was). Then I woke up.

Yeah, it was messed up. But at least I remembered it.

I must say that since I've started trying to remember my dreams I'm starting to realize how much there actually is in them. It's actually really interesting to go back and review them.

- Dredge

I had really awesome dreams last night as well.

The first one, I was in a rainforest on a tropical island, somewhat close to the sea. I was walking down a path, and saw an old tanned man with a white beard, obviously the type of person who lives off the land. I sat down with him, and we made music. There was a blue object in front of me which provided a sort of bongo sound to it. The craziest part is that I even remember how the rhythm went. It was a really cool dream.

The second dream I had, I was in a normal forest out with 3 other people. It was one woman, and 2 men. One was the leader and he was showing us the ropes of being out in a forest. It seemed to be set in medieval times since the weapons we had were things such as bow and arrows, and swords and such. We were approached by some bandits who confronted us. Our group fought the bad guys as our leader taught us how to work together in order to defeat the opponent. We ended the fight with a unison attack which obliterated the bad guys. The end.

Yeah, they were some really epic dreams. The kind you wake up from going, "wow that was awesome."

Hey everybody!


Just as a reminder, those of us who can, 11pm EST tonight, I would like to try and do a group meditation. The goals are to raise our energies and awareness to the world around us. A few tips for good meditation:

1) Breathing is key. Focus on long breaths in, and long breaths out.

2) Still your mind. What works for me is imagining your thoughts on a chalk board. Every time a thought comes across that distracts you from your focus, imagine it going on the chalkboard, and then erasing it.

3) Find a comfortable position, whether it's sitting cross-legged, laying down, or what have you. What is important is being comfortable.


This is only an initial meditation, and I want to see if it can work. Just focus on positive energies and the like, and nothing more than that. This is only a beginning experience.

For those of you that don't know how to ground and center (which you should do before any meditation session), here is a generic email that I send out to people asking about how to do it.

To Ground: Close your eyes and take three large cleansing breaths. With each inhalation, imagine (yes imagine) good, pure, clean air/energy going into your lungs, and with each exhalation, imagine all the impure energies, thoughts, etc. going out into the air. Keep your eyes closed (It is also best to either sit straight up with your feet on the floor, or lay flat on your bed while doing this, you will probably feel quite lightheaded for the first few times). Imagine your feet becoming the roots of a tree, and feel your roots going deep into the Earth. Feel the center of the Earth, and feel like you are grounded so deep that no wind, no force can knock you over. Imagine that all of the negative energy, thoughts, emotions, etc. are flowing from your head all the way down through your legs and into the ground. Imagine the Earth cleaning the energy and putting it back into the world. Once you have done this for about 10-15 minutes or so, you are ready for the next technique: Centering.

To Center (your energy): After you have cleansed your body of the negative impurities, imagine that your head is sprouting branches and that the leaves are reaching to the highest points of the brightest sun imaginable. Absorb that energy through your branches and leaves and direct it through your body to your midsection, just above your heart. Imagine that it becomes a ball of light that gets bigger and bigger with every cleansing breath that you take. Once it gets so bright that you can no longer look at it with your mind's eye, take both hands and put them over your heart. Push the energy that you see within yourself. Recede your branches and roots, and then open your eyes. You have just learned how to ground and center. This should be done at least once every two days for at least twenty minutes.

This should all help us to focus better this evening.

I can't wait!



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Hi All,

Dang, I missed the group meditation

It took me a while to play catch up on here, between last night and tonight!

I should have posted last night, as so many things were jumping out at me from what people were experiencing and discussing, but now I have no clue what they were

LOL, I guess I had better keep up with everything!

Well, i am just going to go though some updates concerning random and odd experiences I or my friends have had the last week or so.

1) The dead and being oddly vulnerable?

So, I go to work last Monday and I am in a GREAT mood, even though I am having my monthly 'friend', LOL, and as I did see there were posts in reply to my Q concerning them.
It is rather interesting to see that many of us are having some intense changes concerning "that time of the month'! I just hope that our bodies are responding to the shift and that it has nothing to do with the possibility of becoming dysfunctional in the capacity of baring children or anything of that nature, which I had become paranoid about
Just due to the fact that So many women I know who are going through these horrific monthlys are having various procedures done (hysterectomies) and/or are taking pills that will cause infertility! Most of these women are in prime child bearing years, but they simply cannot deal with what is going on in their bodies. I must admit I too have considered drastic measures at times.

O.K. ANYWAY

The dead:
So, I go to this meeting and it is in an old part of the Hotel in which I work. Everything was fine, yes, I was aware of many dead people there, but they seemed harmless enough.
I then go and look at an apartment, this too is very old; I was in it for 15 minutes and was NOT aware of any dead people at the time. Other than one who was in the office, but did not see him again?

Anyway, I get home and the next thing I know I am vomiting and passing out, I fall asleep and have the strangest, longest dream about the silliest thing? A vampire? LOL!

Then the dream changed and it was an awful nightmare about being in awful situations in which friends were ill and suffering from break ins and such, VERY vivid and detailed.
I slept for 20hrs!

I knew that it was an onslaught of energy from these dead people that I had been around, which is VERY odd as I am VERY guarded and have not been 'jumped' and/or 'hit' like that in a LONG time.

I was ill the following day and just feeling o.k. by Wednesday.

In there had another nightmare about an alien attack, it was horrifying and another about an old friends house and buried secrets there.

Meanwhile, my close friend calls me, I had not spoken to anyone in days due to just feeling really icky, I tend to retreat and recover

She tells me how she had been doing her job, MT, and that she felt a lot of dead people around this one person, she was fine with it at the time, felt nothing bad about them and was o.k. for the rest of the day.

When she got home all of a sudden she is vomiting and passing out, she then falls asleep for hours and has awful dreams.

I was shocked and the reports continued.

In fact even from several friends who are NOT open and do NOT practice and are NOT even into 'all that'.

Reports from them of: Seeing the lights we have all ben talking about here, the streaks of lights, the bursts of lights, of seeing people out of the corner of their eye, some even seeing full apparitions standing in front of them and then disappearing. Many stating feeling very tired and/or violently ill after these incidents!

So, I think for some reason something is up in a HUGE way with the dead right now and BOY are they making their presence known and for SOME reason, even if you are used to them, they are breaking down the barriers and 'hitting' us HARD?

I had noticed this when I did an investigation for a shoot back in Nov. everything was odd and extremely INTENSE, in fact none of us had ever had anything happen as it did on that trip. Cnt......

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Hey mate,

Gotta love those shifts eh?

I'd be really interested to hear what you've been asked to post.
For some reason, I got quite excited when you mentioned that you'd been asked to do it.

I've been having really intense dreams every night for the past couple of nights - some I can't explain in words.

Feel free to send a u2u! I'm all ears!

Much love...

Cnt....

At the time I just thought, we were all very tired, overworked, stressed about the filming and that was that. Now I think it was a pre-curser.

So, I would like to know if anyone else is having these odd encounters?

The last part was brought up by a lot of people who posted and it was concerning feeling 'not here'?

I have been feeling this way for the last two days, just for a bit, maybe a few hours or so? It seems that my perception of THIS reality shifts and it seems as though things are Different? Like, this reality is present, but so is another and it is meshing in a way that you are very aware that another level is upon this one and you are seeing both at the same time. it feels very strange and a bit alarming?

At the time it has occurred I am like "o.k. just breath and go with it?" LOL

I have to state it is very hard to really describe it accurately, just all senses on and over-loading and other sense are acutely activated and aware!?

O.K. so that is all I can recall now and I am so bummed that I cannot recall all the things that were jumping out at me from all the posts

I hope the group meditation goes well and cannot wait to see what happens as a result

Night All,
Amy

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I'm so glad you mentioned the thing about feeling vulnerable. I keep trying to put up my protective shield but it is not as strong as it usually is.

When I woke up today, I felt hate and sadness all around me. I feel like crying right now. It has nothing to do with me; its just the vibe in the air.

It's an icky feeling.

But hey everyone, I'm gonna go meditate right now and get some good vibes in this very stressful environment I am currently in.

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I am going to post it, and will send you a copy when I do, via U2U, but I am too tired to do it. I promise to have it by the end of the month, at least, since that is the first time I will have two days off together. Will U2U you now with the subject matter.

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Interesting...it seems that when we're younger, we'll just take meeting entities like that as matter of fact.
I'm looking forward to reading it mate!!

Much love...

Ok,

Well I did attempt the meditation last night, but I don't think it went very well for me lol.

TS, I tried the techniques you posted and they did help me focus (though I did not do them long enough I think). I will be using those in the future, but I will need to practice at it. I was sitting and relaxing and just could not focus my mind. It was like every thought I could have, I did. So after about 15 minutes of trying to clear my mind (at one point I pictured a whole warehouse of chalkboards and was wiping them clean all at once lol) I was able to get to a comfortable place and kind of zone out.

Once I was there I was ok and focused on positive thoughts and ideas. I did get very tired though and after a little while started to actually fall asleep.

Anyways, any more tips anyone has will be greatly appreciated

- Dredge

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You know Dredge, I had the same problems last night. I could not break through the whole "mental chatter barrier" and it really bugged me. Just when I thought I would go into my trance state, something would pull me right back out, and it was getting rather aggravating. I could feel myself going to sleep at times, but for some reason, it didn't feel like sleep to me. At this point I just couldn't keep going into the meditation session, and I stopped it at around midnight. This is the first unsuccessful session that I've had in a while, and I wonder if it was an indication of something. I saw nothing out of the ordinary while I was going into it, and I just can't figure out what went wrong. Maybe there really is interference from somewhere. We should all figure out another time in the coming weeks where we can all do this at the same time.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

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Aww. looks like our first group meditation was a bust.

No really though, my meditations have been very blocked lately. I have some success, but nowhere near as good as ones I had 6 months ago.

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A most interesting thread as many openly share their experiences without fear and favour.

The ability of normal human beings generating electromagnetic fields are known facts under present neuroscience and had been proven by demostrations of using mental telepathy to move objects on an electronic screen via cable interactions with electronic soft and hardware.

For the adept in generating such fields beyond the material sphere into immaterial space, modern science has yet to catch up on what our ancestors as well as some present living had been able to do.

However, just as there are humans who uses such knowledge for good, to reach out, to explore, to learn, to share, to give, there are equally others who are less noble and are using such skills to confuse, to harm, to destroy in the mental sphere.

Just as there are humans who would sacrifice their own lives to stand in the way of onrushing bullets meant for innocent students in school, there are equally evil men who would not only destruct their own lives, but other innocent ones as well in a packed subway.

Good exists with evil in this world, and the balance is always never in equalibrum.

I am sadden that your mental experiment did not feel exhilarating, but do be aware that as you experiment, there are equally others on the baser side experimenting or even generating electromagnetic fields of further negativities with far reaching consequences as well, evident even in this physical world in pnysical materials, as evident even on this site.

So do not feel disheartened. Such gifts, knowledge and skills are still within you so long as you do not doubt yourself, for doubts are the mental WMD to destroy the mind.

Whenever you have doubt, and it is perfectly ok to have them in order to ensure that you are on the right path, ALWAYS go back to the source of your gift or knowledge.

Begin at the basics again, and once your doubts are cleared, then move forward advancing in baby steps. In time, such mental strengths can only grow even stronger.

Good luck and cheers to you all! :-)

Originally posted by Dredge
Ok,

Well I did attempt the meditation last night, but I don't think it went very well for me lol.

TS, I tried the techniques you posted and they did help me focus (though I did not do them long enough I think). I will be using those in the future, but I will need to practice at it. I was sitting and relaxing and just could not focus my mind. It was like every thought I could have, I did. So after about 15 minutes of trying to clear my mind (at one point I pictured a whole warehouse of chalkboards and was wiping them clean all at once lol) I was able to get to a comfortable place and kind of zone out.

Once I was there I was ok and focused on positive thoughts and ideas. I did get very tired though and after a little while started to actually fall asleep.

Anyways, any more tips anyone has will be greatly appreciated

- Dredge

Thank Dredge, you explained the same scenario I confronted yesterday. The same.

I was blaming the hangover I had, but it seems that it was not just me
I hope that the next time we can do it better and I promise not to drink the day before!

Oh... talking about that hangover... I drank vodka, and it doesn't left me a hangover. Never. That's why I usually drink it... this time was a friend's birthday, I wasn't giong because I was so tired, but one of my best friends (that's also on "this", however he had't got an ATS account yet) begged me to come and well... I went. I had a lot of fun but that's not the interesting part. When we left the pub where we were celebrating at, we went to another friend's place.... and the guy we were celerating his birthday took out a bottle of abisinthe from his backpack. It was the real deal, not the one that's made nowadays in Europe and other developed countries, it was the original recipe, made by a local (and almost illegal) brewer.

I was kinda enthusiastic because I've always wanted to try it. That's what left me the hangover too!... weird things happened, to me and my friend. He, who was sober (had 1 vodka and tonic while i had 3) started to feel the brainwaves of the other guys and was sort of freaked out, because we hide our... beliefs and capabilities from the rest, they don't know we are into this topics). I felt the urge of writing and I have been blocked since 1 year or so. I took a notebook and started to write like mad. Maybe 6 pages in 5 minutes, and that wasn't my calligraphy at all. He took a napking and started to draw. He handled it o me and said "don't show it to me, but keep it with you, we need to gave it to xxxxx when we met him" That other guy is like we but way older and experimented than us.

Then, I started to feel the people too. at the same time a heavy "beam" of energy hit my crown, and I started to freak out, because there was way too much energy running through my body and I couldn't manage it well. The good thing is that those people isn't bad at all, and all that was on their minds wasn't wicked or obscure, they are all in the sunny side. I felt like going home, walking, to burn that energy... and sleep. I talked to my friend and we left the flat. It was like 20 minutes far from my house in bus, but we made it in 10 walking. and talking about what happened and was still hapening all the way, in english.
I reached my housse and fell asleep like a rock. I can't remember what I've dreamt, and then, the hangover. Usually, when I have one I just drink water and try to be in the darkest and noiseless place ever. Yesterday I was unable to close my eyes and not seeing things. It was very weird but interesting. I want to try it again but here, alone, with my pc, my sketchbooks and music. It seems that it just made the weird side effect to me and my friend, the other ones were not "harmed" is any way, just like if they were drinking more vodka.
Sorry for the spelling, I'm not wearing my super glasses and I can't see well the monitor, I tried to do a fast spellcheck but I still know that this is not perfect!

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Wowza. that was a great read. You brought to the table some truly helpful material. Thank ya so mucho!!!

You really nailed it. BRAVO BRAVO.

Hey guys, haven't been saying much, but I have been lurking around...

I've also felt very "blocked" when i try to meditate lately, kinda ticking me off lol.... And when absinthe was brought up it made me start thinking about the stories about lsd and other psychedelic drugs or what have you, and the mind trips and things people have seen while using them.
Not to intrude, but has anyone tried to get past the blockage by kind of, forcing a stat of enhanced psychosis using anything? If so, what where the results?