A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Alright Truth. You're freaking me out. I woke up with a bad bloody nose this morning too. It was absolutely disgusting, I almost made my kids late to school cause of it. I never get them unless I get hit really hard in the face or something lol. But I wasn't, I was sleeping like I have mostly been since about Saturday afternoon. I'm feeling better today, not nearly as out of sorts and confused, sleepy. Not completely back either though. Thank you for posting the little lesson you did. Anything at this point helps a great deal.

As for the Facebook thing - It's a good idea to have a forum where we could deal with all this privately. Awesome thinking Cags
Only thing I'm concerned about is, what keeps out someone who is wanting to do harm? I don't personally want to start pointing figers or mistrustng anyone just because they aren't very familiar to me. Ya know? I don't know that I could deal very well with the guit of shutting out someone who may just be misunderstood. I hope that makes sense. I'm going to read through everything again and hopefully absorb it a little more.

Edit: Qoute by TS -"The next is the “Steel Trap”. This particular shield will effectively shut out any and all forms of “sixth sense” as well as keep you invisible from things that would otherwise seek to hurt you spiritually. This is rather useful for shielding your entire house. The downside is that all of your senses are dumbed down and you'll be unable to sense anything outside of your immediate circle of protection. This can be used if you don't want unwanted visitors in the night and want a more peaceful and restful sleep."

This paragraph there. Every night before I go to sleep I have been doing this. It's been maybe about amonth now. Just something that helps me relax. When I do it, I focus on each of my children seperately, myself, my husband and then seperately my house. Just make me wonder if this is a reason I haven't really been remembering my dreams. Also, I was wondering why my 'visitor' had not returned for a while now. I think the last time was the beginning of April. I wonder if thisis the cause.

Love you all to pieces!
~Tragic~

[edit on 19-5-2010 by Tragic]

reply to post by mysticalzoe


Well, children and especially animals can sense tension even if they don't recognise the cause. You're not alone Mystical. I know it's hard, even more so when it makes trouble in the family. It's hard but try to be the one who is positive. Even if your husband was completely in the wrong, (as they usually are ) try to look past it and encourage him to smile. Positive energy and smiling is contagious. On the flip side, so is negativity as well though. So, if you're both having all this hostility rolling off of you, it's like a never ending cycle. What I'm trying to say is be the change. Everything is going to be alright. You have to believe that. Find it in yourself, it's there. And when/if you can't, feel free to U2U me even just to vent. Or even post here some more, everyone here is beyond helpful. I have one of those husband things lol I know how it goes.

~Tragic~

I am so glad to see that my instincts were correct here....

I was a little apprehensive about posting a warning about something draining energy from the group as sometimes, people can shoot the messenger lol!
If I'm being honest I felt the negative force the first time I came to the thread but wasn't sure where it was coming from. The way you have all rallied around is a sure sign of your combined good intentions, a special mention to you "Truthseeker1984" the shielding visualizations you have posted are right! You are working hard for the group my friend, and should be commended.

Stay safe guys, seeing so many bright lights in one place is making me start to believe again. Thank you all for that.

Keep up the great work..........

So wtf.... I was meditating eairly this morning .... about 430am, when i came back i had a bloody nose too...

Originally posted by Tragic
Every night before I go to sleep I have been doing this. It's been maybe about amonth now. Just something that helps me relax. When I do it, I focus on each of my children seperately, myself, my husband and then seperately my house. [edit on 19-5-2010 by Tragic]

I do this too, but lately I've been lazy and haven't. What everyone has been saying rang some alarm bells for me.

A couple of weeks ago we had to euthanize our family cat of 12 years. It was very difficult for everyone, but necessary as he was in renal failure and riddled with cancer.

The other night I had a dream where he came to me, and it was so realistic. I felt the weight of his body and heard him purring as I petted him. My son walked into the room and we were both amazed that we could see our cat so clearly, and that it wasn't my imagination. My husband then walked in and the cat's behavior changed. He began to do this broken up meow, and I could hear his breath rumble in his chest.

That's when I woke up, feeling slightly uneasy, but rationalizing that I must have shifted the dream when I realized what was happening.

Skip forward one day. My son comes into the kitchen and tells me he dreamed of our cat last night, only it wasn't really our cat, it was a shapeshifter who wanted to break into our house.

That's when the alarm bells began to ring. I took it as a reminder to always shield and protect our home from negative energies.

I also took away the idea that now is time to really train and strengthen metaphysically.

P.S. I skipped the group meditation on Sunday...watched the Survivor season finale instead. I know bad excuse, but I wasn't feeling it.

[edit on 19-5-2010 by tk2dsky]

Hi everyone,

I just wanted to say hello. I haven't been on in the past week and I feel like I missed so much. I have been so sick with the flu or something for the past week. Started a little over a week ago. I was so tired and drained, all I could do was sleep . I went home sick last Tuesday and was out till this Monday. I still feel under the weather and I am trying my best to keep up with my paperwork at work.

Thanks to all for the meditation advice. I did try it and plan to continue to practice. I have not experienced anything some of you have, but I definitely felt more calm and relax after.

Also, this week I have had the STRONG desire to help others as best I can. I have always been a giving person, but I notice I have been going out of my way, even when I don't feel good, to improve the lives of others. It is such a great feeling.

Anyways I am glad to be back to this thread. I have missed you all.

Much love and peace

Today has been an incredible day that has shown me there is still good in the world. It really is the little things that can brighten the day.

I was buying dinner, but my card didn't have enough money on it. The person in line behind me ended up buying me my $5 meal. I was so flabbergasted at the amount of niceness that act ensued. I thanked him a million times and was so happy and grateful about the whole situation.

It reminded me of a time a couple months ago when I was on the other side of the spectrum. I was walking by a homeless man in the street who had a sign that said, "random acts of kindness." I walked by him, gave the homeless man $5, and said, "it's your lucky day." He was so happy and said, "thank you so much," as I walked away. It was a great moment.

So to have that come full circle makes me incredibly overjoyed, and I realize that everything happens for a reason, and everything will work out in the end.



[edit on 19-5-2010 by SolarE-Souljah]

I've already made a bogus account on FB, and also settled the private group. A private group isn't adviced in any page or even in your wall when you comment, and also doesn't appear in searches. The only way to join is to be invited. So, if you like the idea, everything is settled up already and we need to say yay or nay as a group (as a group!)

Truth, I think I'm gonna drop you a U2U, I really need to ask you something. I will do it in some minutes

Okay, so this was brought to my attention by one of our posters. I'm not going to say who (nor should they either), because it was a private conversation, but here it goes:

If you EVER see a very large black dog with red eyes, and long fur that looks like an overgrown rottweiler, LET ME KNOW IMMEDIATELY.

Don't ask me why. Just let me know. I'm sorry if I seem harsh about this, but it's important that you let me know as soon as you can. And make sure that you know what you saw before getting a hold of me. These things are very dangerous, and I can guarantee that nobody here can deal with them, including myself, without a huge intervention.

/end public service announcement.

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

There is no need to go into seclusion when one seeks to express and share one's innermost feelings. There is no harm in sharing it with others, more on the opened internet where an unprecedented level of anonymity is offered, never before in the course of human history.

It is only through openess and transparency will debates and discussions flow freely, to comprehend the complex human mind that is far greater than any man-made hardware or software alogarithms can even analyze, let alone predict.

And such exchanges can only be mutually beneficial, for one can be wrong in one's assessment, but when discussed and debated amongst millions, a better analysis can be formed through shared experiences and solutions offered.

Knowledge is indeed power, and knowledge must be suppressed by those in power, just as religious and spiritual knowledge had been burned and suppressed throughout history, such as during the middle ages whereby such books, even the Bible or Koran, was forbidden by those in authority.

Only the words interpretated by mortal men were allowed, not the words of the Almighty or His Teachers.

Even the foundations of the Church that was started by mortal man was built upon lacking in integrity, conviction but with denial, by a mortal who denied the Teacher not once, but 3 times.

The foundations of the Muslim faith were built upon with swords in a time of corruption and barbarism, and as there were a time for war, there were a time of peace when the swords must be turned into ploughshears, but swords were continued to be used by mortal men, even schizoid mad caliphs who deemed their words higher than the Teacher...

Mankind were led to believe the words of mere mortal men were the words of higher beings. And their purpose was for mankind to follow such twisted mortal beliefs in one thing - 'live to work' policies, to benefit the masters, socially, politically and economically.

No one would have minded taking the blue pill if it gives security, but unfortunately, mortal men are only flawed, and what they had done to humanity was only to wrecked further poverty, deaths and senseless futile wars while the elites and their bootlickers grow obscenly rich. The promises of the evil ones are built upon lies and illusions, and the blue pill will run out at some point.

With the internet comes an unprecedented wave of awakenings. And one day, those in control will take it away, as they had done for centuries. What some had done on this thread has more far reaching consequences in one's personal spiritual journey than they will realize.

Jews, Muslims, Christians, spiritualists, free thinkers, white, black, rich, poor, male, female...we are all but one same human race, bleed the same and share joys and aspirations the same.

In the meantime, rather than to go into seclusion and seek exclusivity, a culture of openess and transparency will serve better to reach other to many other millions still living on blue pills even as their world are badly shaken, and will continue to shake much more futher as the incompetence and illusions of the elites compounds with each passing day.....

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


This is the one time I will disagree with you, friend. This was indeed a private conversation and needs to stay that way unless the poster wants to share. I put up the general warning to the thread because there may be people who have seen these things before.

You're right, sometimes it takes being open to see the true doors, but in this case, it will stay shut unless I am otherwise told.

Sorry if I seem so crass tonight....it's been a challenging night for me.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by truthseeker1984


No probs, buddy. Actually my previous post immediately after yours was not meant in reply to you, but a more general post in replies to those who are thinking of going private. There is no place to hide, nor should free man do such. In isolation will one be taken down, or infiltrated easily.

But take care, and may your concerns tonight be resolve. Cheers! :-)

[edit on 20-5-2010 by SeekerofTruth101]

Originally posted by SeekerofTruth101
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

No probs, buddy. Actually my previous post immediately after yours was not meant in reply to you, but a more general post in replies to those who are thinking of going private. There is no place to hide, nor should free man do such. In isolation will one be taken down, or infiltrated easily.

But take care, and may your concerns tonight be resolve. Cheers! :-)

[edit on 20-5-2010 by SeekerofTruth101]

Thanks my friend. When it rains it pours, and it's definitely pouring right now. Of course, the sun always comes back, so no worries.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Mornin all!!

Feeling knackered this mornin after battling with a LOT of VERY negative energies last night.

I don't think they were the same one's I'd got to previously.
These guys were tall, thin and dark and absolutely relentless.
They didn't seem too powerful - they were just trying to wear me down, little bit by little bit.

I think they expected me to crumble and give in to fear, but after the last few times, I refuse to be made to give in.

I sent them packing, but it took a long time.
Feel tired now, but much more resolved to stand strong.

Chin up my friends!!

Much love...


edit for tired spelling

[edit on 20/5/10 by zosomike]

I have been dealing with negatives myself lately. I was doing so well being positive, rolling with the punches, etc. Then, lately, I have been on the verge of tears constantly, feeling very anxious, used, etc. It has been very hard not to engage in negative self talk, etc. For me, I don't deal with negative energies while sleeping. Since I am so empathic, they hit me when I am awake. It has been very hard to deal with lately, and there are times when I feel like I am barely hanging on. Then, I have to do self talk to get myself calmed down and able to handle things. Once I do that, I can deal, but remembering to do the self talk can be really difficult when I am in full swing with this.

As far as energy vampires or other entities draining us here, I honestly am not so sure it is a person, but rather the "beings" who don't want us together and supporting each other. Every time I post here about what is going on with me, SOMETHING tries to stop me from posting. I tend to agree with Seeker about staying transparent and making sure we are always supporting each other and protecting each other with love, honesty, and respect, just as we have been. Some of us seem to really be physically battling something, and others of us are emotionally battling something. Who's to say how many people are reading these posts and not posting themselves out of fear or what have you? How many of those people have we helped just by doing what we are doing? I almost hate to take it private and deprive those people of our help. As for negative people? Our light and love can keep them at bay. We are doing a good job of that so far, right? And we will just keep getting stronger as we go.

TS: I don't know what happened, nor should I, but I have heard about that being you are talking about. Never experienced it, but should I, you will be the first person I will contact. I think it might be a good idea for those of us who are interested to at least share email addies with each other, so that if we aren't able to get here, we can shoot an email out for help if it is needed. Just a thought.


Ceri

Originally posted by mysticalzoe
reply to post by Tadarida

 

I was going to come on here and ask if anyone was feeling down. Since this past weekend I haven't felt really happy, my husband and I got into a fight, and I am still bitter. I have the feeling that life is hopeless and their nothing to look forward to. Plus, two of my children have felt nauseous and nervous, they said they had no idea what was wrong. To add to the problems since the beginning of the weekend my dog attacked me (he bite the crap out of my hand and drew blood) he hasn't acted like that since. So what gives??

Tadarida, life is never hopeless. Never. Even when it feels that way and you can't see the end of the tunnel. Sounds like you are dealing with something negative in your house. Don't pet the cat anymore. Don't engage it at all. Your dog is picking up on your fear, your nerves, your emotions, etc. He also senses the creature posing as your cat on you, and doesn't like it. Try to always be calm around him, don't argue around him, etc. Animals are extremely sensitive to these things, and if he senses you are being influenced by something negative, he is going to let you know. Watch how he responds to you, and take your cues from it.

Ive only read a few posts here but can relate to what people here are experiencing on how their feeling.

Also lastnight I had a nose bleed,,Ive never to my knowledge had one before,I thought it was strange when I did but after reading a couple posts here saying bout them Im thinking somethings going on here.

Hi. I´ve read this thread too, but haven´t replied yet. But I thought I share my experiences with meditation. Maybe someone will find it helpful, though everyone has theor own methods.
Many people say, that they have problems with negative energies trying to intrude their lives. I´ve found, that the best meditation is chanting mantras. I use ancient Sanskrit language mantras, I read them every day and since I started it, all negativity just disappeared. Not at once, I had to deal with my own fears and darker sides and I´m still doing it, lots of old negativity disappeares, but I feel completely safe from outer negativity. I was a mess last summer, I had very hard time, sort of personal crisis. One person I think was affecting me with very negative energi too. Then I found mantra meditation and started it. First couple of nights and days were like hell, it made my feeling even worse, but I continued and then everything started to change. It was like the shield towards negative energies was built naturally and now my life has been very calm. No intruders, no negativity, I know and feel, that I´m 100% guarded just by reading mantras every day. Btw, I didn´t read them in January and felt much more chaotic and negative eneries affecting me. I had several anxiety attacs (I haven´t had before in my life), so I guess the energies in the world really are gone crazy. Then I started to meditate again and shield was back. No anxiety or negativity anymore.
Sanskrit language is ancient and is really a vibration, not a language. I believe, that those mantras are the greatest gift to humanity. Now they are openly avilable and it´s everyone´s choice to use them or not. I must say, that they have changed me and my life. I practiced all kinds of methods, meditations, visualiseations for years and it never gave my this effect. It´s said, that reading mantras will take you across the ocean of change. Yes, even my future plans changed suddenly after practicing this for 4 moths.
Mantras are vibrations and vibrations are everything, all life. Reading mantras you chnage vibrations of yourself and your surroundings and it creates strongest protection imaginable. Of course this is my experience, I can´t say it works like that for everyone. But I reccomend you to researce about sanskrit mantras and try this if you feel, that it might be for you. If some of you are interested I can tell more about some sertain mantras that I´ve used.

reply to post by Ceriddwen


Hi Ceri,

I think the level of empathy I'm at now (whatever it may be), I'm ok with the duality of my life. I've had to deal with it for years. I can get on with work during the day and let the negatives bounce off. But come night, I'm ready to seek out those beings and make sure they know without doubt, I am not a walk-over.
I know who I am and what I am and I refuse to be put off course.

As far as energy vampires or other entities draining us here, I honestly am not so sure it is a person, but rather the "beings" who don't want us together and supporting each other.

I completely agree and I've 'met' with a group of them last night and last week, but it's only now (past day or 2) that the bigger picture is starting to take shape.
The fact that we ARE togther and supporting each other is testament not only to the door of Sychronicity (which TS opened - thanks mate!), but to the fact that we cannot now be driven apart. Being here and having all 'met' as such, was meant to happen - nothing is able to change that, even though we're all dealing with what's happening right now!!

So I'm ready for what lies ahead and feel stronger now for the the fact that we have all come together as kindred spirits/souls and so should we all (if you don't already)!

I truely love you all!

Much love...

Edit to add I also agree about the emails - could be useful!


[edit on 20/5/10 by zosomike]

Well I can't say I've seen anything odd around me, but I get weird vibes. I've had tightness in the chest the last few days. I know partly it is just anxiety due to the normal BS in my life (been to the doctor for it before and they gave me acid reflux meds; I quit taking them and now just use alkaline supplements), but it just doesn't feel right. No nose bleeds, but if I get one I'll definitely let you know as I have NEVER had them.

The email thing is a good idea. If someone wants to keep track I can send it to them. Just send me a U2U.

Be excellent to each other (yep, movie quote lol)
- Dredge