A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Sol - I'm glad you've been doing well.
I must say I have been as well.
Very peaceful I suppose you could say.
Just feeling centered and at ease.

~Tragic~

today I found that one of my friends REALLY knows how to fill the ambience with high and powerful light. He's awesome. He's the only one of my friends who lost his home in the quake... and he's still very energetic. I love him a lot, he heals the people on his surroundings just wioth his light... is awesome.
His aura is the biggest I've seen ever...

Today he cheered me up without knowing that i'm not completely fine, hugged me very tight and lift me from the ground! just because he was very happy to see me (he's kinda big and I'm short, just 5'2" and 125 lbs). When he left the place, he hugged me again and lifted me from a chair I was sitting on, and made me fly through 2 friends just to say goodbye!. He's one of the important persons of my life, really. You all don't know how sad I was when they declarated his new flat unhabitable...

People like him and his wife, that's the same kind of great person, makes me still keep faith in humanity, really.

Hey all...

Had an incredible dream/experience last night.
Saw those 'beings' again. but this time it was from above.
They had no idea I was there again, but I could see them. They were almost like a herd in they way they moved - it was really bizarre.

But they were building something that looked like a small fence or a dam of some sort and were using logs or something, but the further they got with building it, the more I felt my energy drain and the lower I started to 'fall' down towards them.

I started to panic a little bit and my feeling of weightlessness started to decrease. I thought, "I'm not gonna let them do this to us" and started to let the fear dispell because I thought fear might attract their attention and give me away.

The feeling of having a weight tied round my neck still wouldn't go, but I wasn't falling any further. It was like treading water with a weight on your shoulders. The next thing I know, I'm launching myself at their group from above.

They were almost finished building this dam but I could see they had stopped and were looking for the final piece. They couldn't find it and was so so happy - the weight began to leave my body and the weightlessness came back.

I kept rising, then everything went white and I sat bolt upright in bed - 2 mins before my alarm went off!!!
I've been in a brilliant mood all morning!

Last nights dream is - I think - a continuation of the one from the other day.
I think that whatever I found and took from them might have been the peice of the dam that they couldn't find.
I wasn't sure what the first dream was about, but the second one made it clear.
I think the dam they were building was for us or me, but I think it's us since my intentions have been for us for a while now.
A psychic/spiritual blockage maybe??

Anyhow, I feel great today and I want to pass on those good feeling to you all, so .............................*massive hug*.......................!
Have a great day everyone!!!


Much love...

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That's a very interesting dream zosomike. I wish I'd start remembering my dreams again. It's weird when I don't.

My girlfriend has to have a hysterectomy(sp?) today and I'm stuck at work. Her mom will be there though and I'm going up as soon as I can tonight. So I can't really say how I'm feeling in a normal sense; got a lot rattling around the melon this morning.

- Dredge

Dredge - Ouch, I hope your girlfriend does well.
Just remember that these doctors do these procedures all the time.
They know what they're doing and on the very small chance that something does go wrong (which it won't) you will be called at work. So, try to smile, be positive and send her all the light you can.
She's going to be realllly sore afterwards. Take good care of her and baby her even if she says don't. You guys will be in the forefront of my mind today.

Mike - Wow, that's really something. I'm pretty jealous actually.
You get tobe a warrior in your sleeping life and this is what I get -

The only dream I remember having last night was where I was a lesbian (which I'm not in real life) and my 'girlfriend' and I were fighting. I don't remember why we were fighting. I remember everything in the room being white. From floor to ceiling, just fresh, clean, white. It was really, really strange. I woke up at 2:33 and was really upset. I thought it was because of the fight in my dream but this feeling of anxiety/ almost danger lingered. So, I forced myself to calm down, reminded myself it was just a dream. And literally passed out like I got hit with a ton of bricks. ... Yeah, I odn't know.

reply to post by Tragic


Thanks Tragic,

I know she'll be fine. And I plan on taking real good care of her

- Dredge

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I'm with ya mate...been in situation of that amount of worry before.
The trick for me was to remind myself that it makes no sense to worry about the things I can't affect.
Concentrate on what you can do to help her recovery after the op, not on the op itself.
I'll bet the surgeons have done the procedure countless times.

I'll be thinkin about you both.

Much love...

reply to post by zosomike


Thanks ZM,

Definitely focusing on the positive. And this doctor has done it hundreds of times apparently so no worries there.

- Dredge

I am in pure bliss right now. I couldn't ask for a more perfect day.

There is so much potential in my day today, and I love it.

Much much love and good vibes being sent out to all ya'll.
Have a great day everyone.

reply to post by truthseeker1984


You are around too many chemicals that are eating your brain. Just saying! Nothing you are doing.

Originally posted by assasinforfather
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You are around too many chemicals that are eating your brain. Just saying! Nothing you are doing.

Now, that brings nothing to the discussion.
If we're going to take jabs at people, I'm all for it.
But let's try to make them funny.
Hell, I'll help you make fun of Truth if you can do this
...I'll wait

Ooohh...Tragic, if it's a flame war you want, it's a flame war you got. I know every one in the book, and it makes it easier when I read people so well.....

Be careful about who you start a flame war with...I will win every day of the week.



edit to add: Today I'm feeling rather nice. It's a beautiful day where I am. I did not have the intense dreams last night that have been plaguing me for the past week. The wave of "freak out" has subsided for now. Just waiting for the next one. I cannot wait for group meditation on Sunday night. I really hope we can all get something out of this.

Mike, that's a very telling dream that you had. It really sounds like they are trying to "shore up the dam" as it were, yet we all keep preventing that from happening. If I happen to be able to travel to where you were last night, I might just go psycho on all of them and take care of the process. *evil grin*

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

[edit on 14-5-2010 by truthseeker1984]

Haha, I bet that would be a one sided battle lol.

FYI: She came through the surgery fine. Now I just have to get out of work so I can get up there.

Thanks for the positive thoughts!

- Dredge

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Noooooo
Play nice darn you!!

Love you guys!
~Tragic~

Originally posted by Dredge
FYI: She came through the surgery fine. Now I just have to get out of work so I can get up there.

Thanks for the positive thoughts!

- Dredge

Glad to hear that everything went well with her surgery. Sending healing energy towards both of you.

Hi everbody,

I know I've not contributed here for a while but i've just had a couple of really bad weeks that have made me question what I'm doing in the 'real world' and why. I usually deal with this kind of thing by being very introspective and guarded, so that's where I've been....thinking.

I would like to participate in the group meditation, is there any particular theme or aim?

Thankyou friends

A fully charged "Friday feeling" soaked hello! to you all. I just love the anticipation at the beginning of a fresh weekend. So many possibilities, works over for another week and I got some fresh canvas's to play around with.

Anyone else got that "Friday feeling" happening tonight?

Originally posted by strangleholder1
Anyone else got that "Friday feeling" happening tonight?

YOU KNOW IT! I'm freaking amped on this Friday night! yeeee heee!
Today is a good day. It looks like others on this thread are feeling the same way. That is always good to hear.

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Good to hear my friend.......One love!

Originally posted by DrHammondStoat
I would like to participate in the group meditation, is there any particular theme or aim?

I'm pretty sure we can all agree one of the main aspects of this meditation will be to spread the love and light to everyone. Lively up yourself and the world, basically.