A Strange Feeling as of Late...

I must say I am a strong man of faith..

I beleive faith has is a element in life, and at times prayers, or hopes from others really make a differance.

Besides my main Laptop, getting a fried HDD, this weekend, I have begun, feeling happy and doing things to change people's lives, and succeeding in this economical system. I remeber a few weeks back I was feeling uneasy and posted on this thread, and I got positive reinforcement, and just positive replies, I cannot focus on how important it is to effinsise on how important it is to positively reinforce your actions, it is so easy to be negative these days, and make excuses for failures or blame others. It is very important to be around successful people, whether it be online or in real life. Its getting harder and harder too, since as time goes along, things get more complex, which theirfore creates more corruption due to the complexity, so many cannot deal with the stress associated with the complexity as it arrises, which theirfore will be a demise, to a I suppose a cataclysm. Sorry my spell checker is broken.

Just remember I guess from time to time during real life activity, I think of this thread and say a prayer or a hope for you all. Not to mention ATS, itself, it maybe silly but at least I pay respect and do not forget you exist.. Apreciatation..

thank you..

Sometimes life is weird. You run into people that believe in you, and have faith in you to be someone, and can see that someone before you, and it takes people like that to get you to be that person you are. People come and go in your life for a reason. You just have to believe on your own if your strong enough, or try to encouter those that can unlock you ignorance that holds you back from your potential, and indeed, if you do not know who you are are, then your feelings are weird, and BY God, do not give anyone any advice..



Ok thats my closure..

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Whatever happens my friend, realize that your prayers/thoughts/meditations are so very welcomed.

I'm glad that you found some good feelings from our group, and through all the doom and gloom, there is always that ray of sunshine, that glimmer of hope that things will turn out okay.

There is a reason why we all found each other. I think it's because we were all looking for someone to believe in us, to give some sort of acknowledgment to our frustrations, our feelings, and our paranormal happenings. Things do happen for a reason, and I think this particular thread is a testament to that very fact. What you have said just reaffirms my own feelings that I am here to help those that need it, to listen to those who may not have a voice in the "normal world," and to offer my own experiences and struggles in hopes that someone may benefit from them.

You are always welcome here to post your thoughts or comments, and I am so happy that you benefited from all of us. I think that is the best news that I have gotten all day.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Just thought I would throw this in -

Sunday (May 16th) I felt really exhausted and down all day. So did my boyfriend.

Got an email from my mom saying she felt tired, depressed (for no reason she could put her finger on), and really sad all day, just waves of sadness.

Toward evening on Sunday I felt a little better, more "awake" I guess.

Today at work (Monday, May 17th), 6 people mentioned to me they had a strange, quiet weekend and that they felt down, tired, depressed.. something like that.

Now that I have read through the last couple days of posts here, I wonder what is going on.. any ideas?

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Hmm,

I'm pretty new at this, but is it possible for those of us that are not too experienced to somehow interfere with those of you who are more practiced at this type of thing? As crazy as it sounds (and in the past I wouldn't even post this even if I thought it) maybe someone unintentionally (or even worse, intentionally) 'blocked' the progress of the session? If the reality behind the idea of group meditation at a distance holds true, then anyone could potentially 'attach' to the session. Or am I looking at it incorrectly?

Anyways, just an idea that I had.

- Dredge

I was thinking the same as you, Dredge. I have been practising this just a while ago (less than a year) and sometimes I screw the other's plans (like the time I was trying to help Ceri and Truth ended helping me instead of her). I think that we need keep practising till we can comunicate in the propper way. I'm doing it anyway, I love to meditate.

Hi everyone. I just woke from a chilling dream in the middle of the night and it still really has me feeling really icky.

In the dream, I was in a motorcycle accident and I crashed. I was a bloody pulp and I was dying as I kept hearing the medics say how terribly injured I was. When I woke up, I felt slight tinges of pain from where I sustained injuries in the dream.

It has left me feeling very... uncomfortable.

Hi Caggy,

I agree. I am not very far in my progression with such things, but I do want to continue learning. I really think that is the logical step for most people. Once a person is comfortable with his or her life within this world, it is time to start looking at the next.

Hi Solar,

Do you currently own a motorcycle? I recently picked one up and am taking a 3 day safety course on it next month. I completely understand that feeling. The best thing for that type of situation is to not let the fear get to you. Take all necessary safety precautions and be safe. If you don't own one then no worries

- Dredge

Hi everyone,
I just wanted to drop in, catch up and say hi. I've been so tired that all I can do is sleep. I didn't get to do the group med. with you guys because of it. I don't know if I'm getting ill or what. I literally cannot stay up. I just nod off and the next thing I knw it's hours later.
Either way, I'm sorry to hear the meditation didn't go so well. We can always set up another one though. Practice makes perfect, right? Hopefully the next one I'll get to participate in. For now, I'm going to go lay down again. Miss you guys.

Stay positive and don't forget to smile

~Tragic~

Hi everyone,

I'v read this thread since it was open, just enjoying the fact that I'm not alone in experiencing a change emotionally.

What I'd like to add is that within the last 6 months, I've noticed my ability to predict things happening, small, but it's more frequent. I can also feel what people are feeling, which does my head in.

I just feel these waves of emotion when I talk to people, and it's exactly what they feel, because I relay what I'm trying to channel back to them. As for predicting things, it's just things like the bus coming late today, someone will walk around the corner, the receptionist at work had a bad night, (and that's before I've even seen her). My emotions are everywhere.

I haven't felt the impending doom of others. What I've felt is a huge desire to change things, and expecting that the world will change. I'm almost to the point where I wouldn't mind a global event to happen. I feel like the world is due for a reboot.

When I drop hints of what I feel to family and friends, they think I'm nuts, but I know full well I'm not.

I look forward to developing a network of friends on here, who I can open up to, because in my reality here, no one understands me.

Okay, I had a complete turnaround from my earlier post. I am now having a great day. I told myself, you are going to have a great day, and then I did! It was awesome!

Hope everyone is doing alright. Spring is finally here in this town, so that probably played a role in my mood today.

Love and light to all the puppies. (that's all of us)

Originally posted by Dredge
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

As crazy as it sounds (and in the past I wouldn't even post this even if I thought it) maybe someone unintentionally (or even worse, intentionally) 'blocked' the progress of the session? If the reality behind the idea of group meditation at a distance holds true, then anyone could potentially 'attach' to the session. Or am I looking at it incorrectly?

Anyways, just an idea that I had.

- Dredge

I thought this may be the case too, I gotta tell you all there could be a "psychic vampire" of sorts. On Friday night I posted about how positive I was feeling, within 30mins of posting that I began to feel a little drained. This lasted until I realised what occured. Once I knew what was happening I pulled myself out of it easily but others less attuned may be un-aware.

In my own experience "psychic vampires" can come to you in the astral realm. For those that have been waking up tired and not able to re-call any dreams from the previous night....That! my friends is a sure sign of psychic attack....
Just to be clear! I am not accusing anyone who posts here, its much more likely that its a lurker on the thread. I would never do anything astral with people I don't know because of the risks involved. Be careful guys thats all I'm saying...

I came with an idea...
I don't know if the people here haves facebook? we can do a free private forum there, just for us. You can do also a bogus account to participate. If you're interested, then send me via U2U your FB account... I think that being so open to the rest of people with opur experiences can be contraproducent too.
That or I can see if there's a free forum support to keep at least our plans in secrecy, so we don't need to leave this thread alone.

Hi Strangleholder1,

That is something to think about. If this is a possibility, are there things that can be done to block these types of things?


Hi Caggy,

I'd be willing to do the forum thing. I am on Facebook, but no one else I know would even remotely consider or discuss the types of things on this site, so I'd probably have to make a second account or something.

- Dredge

Originally posted by strangleholder1

Originally posted by Dredge
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

As crazy as it sounds (and in the past I wouldn't even post this even if I thought it) maybe someone unintentionally (or even worse, intentionally) 'blocked' the progress of the session? If the reality behind the idea of group meditation at a distance holds true, then anyone could potentially 'attach' to the session. Or am I looking at it incorrectly?

Anyways, just an idea that I had.

- Dredge

I thought this may be the case too, I gotta tell you all there could be a "psychic vampire" of sorts. On Friday night I posted about how positive I was feeling, within 30mins of posting that I began to feel a little drained. This lasted until I realised what occured. Once I knew what was happening I pulled myself out of it easily but others less attuned may be un-aware.

In my own experience "psychic vampires" can come to you in the astral realm. For those that have been waking up tired and not able to re-call any dreams from the previous night....That! my friends is a sure sign of psychic attack....
Just to be clear! I am not accusing anyone who posts here, its much more likely that its a lurker on the thread. I would never do anything astral with people I don't know because of the risks involved. Be careful guys thats all I'm saying...

SH1-

Yeah, I found out what it was. It shouldn't be messing with anybody for a while. If anything else, he'll be coming back for me instead. I broke through last night for the first time in like 6 months. Full astral walking...I couldn't believe I did it...

Folks, I'll put up the shielding lesson that I send out to people later in the day. It would be wise to start learning how to use them to prevent these "psychic attacks." I woke up this morning with a bloody nose (I never get them) because of what was going on up there. My head is a mess and my entire body aches. Be extra careful and focus on the positive until I get the instructions up...I don't have to time right now to post it, but rest assured, it will be up later in the day.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

An easier way to do a private forum for communication that is not as exposed as a FB type thing, is that you can create a Yahoo or Google group, make membership by invitation only, and limit it to people you know. Then you can choose to read posts either on the web or by email delivery.

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As promised, here is the shielding/cleansing lesson. I have about an hour before I have to be anywhere, so here it is.

Shielding: This is what you would consider your own personal force field. My only comparison would be like Star Wars or Star Trek when they say “all shields up!”

Before you attempt this technique, make sure you have grounded and centered, as this is where you will get your energy from (as well as your own personal energy). Once you feel like you have achieved your center, close your eyes and start to visualize a radiant ball of light forming from your midsection, just around your heart. I find that it helps to hold your hands over your heart as if you are holding a large ball. Draw the energy from your center into your hands. Once you feel like you have amassed a sufficient amount of energy in your hands, envision that this energy is slowly enveloping your person, covering every square inch of your body, as your clothes would cover you, let this energy cover your inner and outer selves. Once you have achieved this, envision that this energy is slowly expanding around your body, forming a perfect circle around you.

*At this point you will have to gauge your own personal boundary zone, as in, how close you feel that someone can approach you without making you uncomfortable. If you don't feel uncomfortable with someone being very close to you, then you can chose to only expand your shield a small bit. If you don't like people being that close to you, then you can expand the shield to that distance. It's all up to personal preference.

*There are several types of envisioned shield that you can create that will work for different situations.

The first one is what I consider “The Bubble.” This is a catch all, and will keep you safe from any form of psychic attack, and will also filter out certain negative energies. The way I personally envision it, I see almost like a soap bubble like kids would blow out of a wand during the summer months. Of course, you can envision this bubble any way you want.

The next is the “Steel Trap”. This particular shield will effectively shut out any and all forms of “sixth sense” as well as keep you invisible from things that would otherwise seek to hurt you spiritually. This is rather useful for shielding your entire house. The downside is that all of your senses are dumbed down and you'll be unable to sense anything outside of your immediate circle of protection. This can be used if you don't want unwanted visitors in the night and want a more peaceful and restful sleep.

The third is the “Sheep's Wool.” This is effective for filtering out senses that you are choosing not to use that day. I use this one quite often when I do a paranormal investigation, as sometimes they are so filled with the “junk” energy it is sometimes hard to find out what is really there. This will help to still your mind so that you can concentrate on focusing on one thing.

The fourth is the offensive shield, which I don't recommend using just yet as it is very powerful. Doing the same thing as you would when forming a basic shield, you will instead visualize anything from a spinning wall of swords or fire or guns or whatever. It is the intent over the method, and it is your own personal visualization that will do the trick. Once you have centered, form the shield, and with an outward force, project this shield as if it were a nuclear bomb going off. Envision it spreading around your area, throughout your home (or where ever you are) destroying and cleansing anything in it's immediate path. You will feel a burst of energy, and you will feel drained*.

*as a side note, you should feel a level of strain with any of these exercises as you are expending energy that we all have available to use. If your intent is to clear your home of negative energy, make sure to warn (out loud) to any benevolent entities in your home that you are going to use this shield, because it will pick up everything. A grenade or nuclear bomb doesn't pick and choose its targets, and this technique doesn't either.

Cleansing: This works about the same way as shielding. Once again, it's the intent more than the symbolism used. When cleansing your space, just start from your head, and work toward your feet, returning the negative energies to the ground, or the air, to disperse the negativity back to the Earth. If cleansing your house, start from upstairs, leaving doors open as you go along. "Sweep" each wall in each bedroom and room visualizing that your hands are "on fire." Use this fire to collect and push the negative energy from each room. Work your way downstairs, lather, rinse, repeat. Once you have collected everything, move it toward the front door. Push it out the front, giving it back to the wind, so that it may take it away from your home. The last step is to cleanse your door. Same motion, and same intent. Once that is done, you can go about shielding the house the same way that you would shield yourself. To shield an entire house might take a while, but when you do it, I guarantee that you'll feel a positive difference. Like I said before, there is a level of strain that you should be feeling when attempting all of this, so just be mindful of that fact. If you start feeling feint, just stop and rest. Drink a glass of water, relax, and go back to it when you are ready.

Between grounding, centering, shielding, and cleansing, all of you now have the tools to protect yourselves against what goes bump in the night. You just have to believe that you are doing it, as our mind is our biggest skeptic of all.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

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Thanks TS,

I have a question about this. Is it ok to U2U you?

Update: On second thought I'll post it here in case others had a similar question.

When envisioning these fields is it possible to project that onto an entity you feel within your vicinity, like a cage or something? Because honestly, I think I've done that before. I just thought I was paranoid or something...or nuts lol.

- Dredge

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[edit on 19-5-2010 by Dredge]

Originally posted by Dredge
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

Thanks TS,

I have a question about this. Is it ok to U2U you?

Update: On second thought I'll post it here in case others had a similar question.

When envisioning these fields is it possible to project that onto an entity you feel within your vicinity, like a cage or something? Because honestly, I think I've done that before. I just thought I was paranoid or something...or nuts lol.

- Dredge

[edit on 19-5-2010 by Dredge]

[edit on 19-5-2010 by Dredge]

Actually, I believe it to be possible to "bind" entities in a way that you described. When you fight a soldier you use a gun. When you fight something in the nether, you use your mind. You just have to be cautious about doing that type of thing, because it's something that you need to practice for years to accomplish correctly. I have yet to fully understand the mechanics of "binding" entities as it were. The intent is all in your mind. You really have to be careful about what you attack, however. There is always the possibility that you are really binding a benevolent or lost soul that just needs help. On the opposite side of the coin, you may wrangle with something that will relentlessly attack you until you find someone that can truly take out one of these things. The best thing to do is to tell it to go away in a commanding voice. If that doesn't work, set up your light shield and let it do its work. Nine times out of ten, that is all you need to rid yourself of negative entities. My years of experience only goes so far, as I still have much to learn about the finer mechanics of the metaphysical.

And yes (this goes to anybody) if you need to U2U me for whatever reason, feel free to do so. If you think it might benefit the whole group and it isn't too personal, then go ahead and post on the thread.

Good news is that my meeting got canceled today, so I have the afternoon off!



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Just to share an insight.

The greatest shield one can ever have is faith. Faith and confidence from one's spiritual source, that it is the right source, that will never hurt or harm another.

And that breeds love, beginning with oneself. For if one doesn't even love oneself, feels miserable most of the time, it will be most likely that one will blame others for one's misery, and that path will only lead to the darkside.

When you have faith and confidence in your original source, a calmness will descend, come what may, and take all things in stride. And that is your shield, as long as your faith and confidence is strong.

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I was going to come on here and ask if anyone was feeling down. Since this past weekend I haven't felt really happy, my husband and I got into a fight, and I am still bitter. I have the feeling that life is hopeless and their nothing to look forward to. Plus, two of my children have felt nauseous and nervous, they said they had no idea what was wrong. To add to the problems since the beginning of the weekend my dog attacked me (he bite the crap out of my hand and drew blood) he hasn't acted like that since. So what gives??