A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by Tragic


I don't remember any dreams either, which is also strange for me. I was consciously thinking about you all when I went to bed, I even wrote down your names to think on, not everyone in the thread but a lot. I feel more connected with certain ones.

I go for a walk early in the morning, and today it was a little different than usual. I felt very nervous, and almost despondent. I kept thinking about some problems I'm having in life, but that's normal, so it wasn't that. It felt bigger. I kept thinking I should be home. It didn't help that I heard an air raid/emergency siren. It was just a practice one I guess. It didn't last long. I don't usually hear that in my town, but in a neighboring town sometimes, so maybe the sound carried. But it scared me for a minute. Another thing that doesn't help my feelings of unease is that a couple days ago I saw army trucks in my town, then yesterday a military plane overhead. We don't live near a base, but there is a National Guard facility nearby, but according to them it's just a recruiting office. It used to be an armory though. It is not normal to see these things around here though. Back to my walk... about a minute or two after the air raid siren, I hear fire engines blaring and coming fast. So I'm wondering what was going on. I feel more and more that something is coming. I know we keep saying that but this morning I felt it very acutely. I feel like I'm on the edge of losing control, like I'm going to fall apart. I have been having personal problems in life and now this other thing weighs me down. I'm glad I have you all.

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


I'm sory to hear about the other issues your experiencing Ell. If you ever want a private chat or just someone to listen and be quiet feel free to contact me. I either leave this site up as I'm doing things throughout the day or I check back often (addicted to you guys I guess lol). I know what you mean about the strange military things happening. I haven't seen any army trucks but I have noticed A LOT of army helicopters and pretty big black choppers with no writing that I could see on them. It's more been more and more over the months. You're not the only one noticing these things. Like they're gearing up for something, ya know? I have Macdill AF Base about an hours drive south of here. But I haven't seen things like this in a long time now. One night about 2 or 3 days before I moved (so it was around april 10th). I was packing up some boxes out on my patio and for hours these things were flying overhead, back and forth going North, sometimes NNW. It really started to scare me after a few hours. I can handle seeing choppers. I know the difference between bayflite (emergency choppers here in my area for accidents) news helicopters, police and then military. These were military. I finally went inside and blared music to drown it out. Just ug, so *nods* we're all here Ell.

I'm in so much pain right now. I don't get it. I didn't do anything that would be strenuous yesterday at all. I have unpacking to do yet and there's just no way I will be able to do it like this.

~Tragic~

Ellie, I am sending lots of light and positive energy your way (If you feel a warm hug wrapped around you, that's me : ) ). Please take time to care for yourself, as we need you here.

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Ellie, to answer your question, this woman was wearing what I think was kind of a white nightgown with I think blue patterns on it. I couldn't tell you exactly what it was, as it was very dark in the house in my dream. Tell your hubby to take good care, ok?

Tragic, don't fear. Just realize that we are all here, and that I'm here to do my best to protect you all from the things that go bump in the night. As far as real life, I wish there were more I could do to ease your fear and pain, but stay strong and focus on the beauty that we have in our world. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. I'm sending you light, love, and hugs as we speak. Do something nice for yourself today, even if it just going to buy a new dress or something of that nature. Stop thinking so much about the negative and focus on the positive in this world. You will be fine, I promise.


As for everybody, keep a track of your dreams in dream journals, even if you only remember fleeting memories from your dreams. Every little bit helps, and I'll do my best to send some positive stuff your way. I'm no Superman, but I'll do my best. Everybody should just be concentrating on the positive and the good energies. Those will be the best things to confront the turmoil and confusion that most of you are facing.

Just stay strong and do fun things for yourselves.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Hi everyone,

I hope everyone is doing well today. I am sorry to hear a few feel down today. Just wanted to say that I too check this thread almost everyday. Hopefully I can send some of my day to you all.

Today I woke up very rested and full of energy. The sun was shinning and the breeze was blowing in through my bedroom window, moving my curtains ever so. Everything felt so peaceful and beautiful. It was such a wonderful feeling.

Also...
I went out last night to stargaze, hoping to see a few meteorites from the shower. I left after about a half hour. I had this strange, dark feeling come over me when I was gazing at the beauty of the sky. I didn't feel safe for some reason in the football field I was in, which is odd seeing how the field is in such a safe neighborhood. It may just be my little fear of the dark haha. Yeah, I am a wimp when it comes to very dark areas. Not sure why. I've had the fear ever since I was a child.

I am still unable to dream...but I also see that others on this thread have been experiencing the same. Anyways, have a wonderful, peaceful day! I have a sudden urge to start a garden!

We discussed a couple different things that might show a connection amongst us. I am not sure about this, but I wonder if this has any bearing. I found a thread about blood types and the RH factor. www.abovetopsecret.com... The thread is interesting. I'm not saying I believe everything I read but I do read a lot, so that I can glean what might be relevant to me. I found this website ( www.inquiring-mines.com... ) among others, again, I'm NOT saying I buy into all that it says. However, one of the things pointed out is this:

"Rh-Negatives are not only rare, but the Rh-Negative Factor is considered a mutation of unknown origin which took place in Europe approximately 25,000-35,000 years ago. This unusual group of people then spread heavily into the area of what is now Spain, England, Ireland, etc."

Weren't we finding that a lot of us trace our ancestry to some of those areas?

RH negatives only make up about 15 percent of the world population. (I've read 14 and 16 on different websites).

I am O negative and caucasian. According to this website ( chapters.redcross.org... ) Only 7 percent of caucasians have O negative blood.

I'm curious about the rest of you to see if there is that connection. We all seem to have varying degrees of perception/feeling/abilities, whatever you want to call it.

edit: in that other thread, i found it interesting that one of the posters said this:

"I am about to get brave here. I am in touch with other contactees. One of the first questions that half the grouped asked of the other was 'What's your blood type?' All of us have a negative RH factor. Given that there are only 14% of us in the worlds population the law of averages does give my theories some credence. I have been told that the contact with other beings runs along blood lines. When I first regestered this I assumed it meant family lines, it is literally blood lines. There are extra markers on our DNA (junk DNA?) that some of us believe is somehow being turned on.

Let us consider also the need for o- blood right here in our little world. Let us just assume that there was some kind of catastrphic event we were hit with, or for some not so strange reason Marshall law was placed into our lives, who do you suppose would supply the worlds or just this countries need for blood....a universal donor maybe. Check out an article titled The Vampire Nurse of Vukovar."

I found the story... vukovar.50webs.com...

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Oh I'm not really all that worried. Sorry to have come off that way and thank you for the concern. I'm just in a lot of pain right now is all. I'm not going anywhere lol I would love to go out and do something for a bit. But really I find myself unintentionally holding my breath cause of the pain. It will ease up eventually though. No biggie. Once again Thank you all though it's really really nice to know there are so many here with such big caring hearts. You guys are the best.

~Tragic~

Ell- Not sure what blood type I am anymore. I'm sure I can find a paper or some kind of work sheet from blood donations or even a hospital visit. I will see if I can gather that info somewhere. Good find

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reply to post by Tragic


you say so many here with big caring hearts.. you're right, you're one of them, and thank you for your earlier comment about being available for me if i want to talk.. I might take you up on that!

oh and tk2dsky, thank you too!

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Aww, thank you Ell! Anytime you wish you can use my U2U or I can send you my email or yahoo messenger info. I'm never too far

~Tragically Delicious~

*big hugs to everyone*

Unfortunately I have no clue what blood type I am, never given blood, scared of needles/doctors I also can't even take a guess as my biological father left just before I was born. I think my mum is O Rhesus D+ or something like that.

As for dreams, well mine have been, erratic, for want of a better word. Have been having less dream recall the past 2 weeks or so which is unusual for me. Only bit I remember last night was being in an oldish type house, it seemed a little abandoned and there was a female slightly hidden in the dark and partially hiding around a corner. She had dark brown wavy hair, slightly past shoulder length. I was trying to get her to join me and a couple of others (cant remember who they were) but she just shook her head and said something I can't remember.

Also had a fun few nights gazing at the sky on the way home from work. Saw a bright moving light in the sky on wed and thur, turns out it was the ISS, was very pretty

- Phoenix

Totally off topic here but is anyone else having issues with ATS loading like molasses? It's driving me up the wall!

~Tragic~

I have been slightly bi-polar as of late. Times where I was very tired and drained, and other times, when I am full of energy and feeling great.

I had an interesting experience today. I felt a "probing" (what ever it was, it was causing pain) in my brain at just to the left of center (strange since I think just to the right of center) on my forehead. I connected to my heart chakra, got the "golden glow" and just rushed the body with energy and the probing went away as well as the pain.

What do you guys think about this? I suppose if I get another head ache I will try this chakra rush/flush and see if it helps again. Sometimes, it is hard to get the golden glow, but I must admit that here lately it has been getting easier.

-Sir Skada the Geko

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Hi Skada
I'm not sure what you're asking to be honest. So, I will say this and hope I'm at least in the ball park hehe.
It doesn't seem strange to me that through the chakras you found healing abilities. There have been plenty of times where I have been able to use meditation and accessing them for personal healing of sorts. This is when I was younger though. Probably around when I was 20 or so when I started doing the meditation exercises. I stopped doing it for years because sadly enough I got 'busy'. Poor excuse I know.
I'm happy for you that finding the "golden glow" is getting easier and easier for you. I wish I could say the same. It's difficult for me a bit. I'm telling myself it's all my distractions that makes it hard to 'connect' and working on quieting it all down.

Now, I'm going to reread the post and see if I made any sense

Ah, maybe you were asking about the probing... hmm. Maybe it's time to break out those foil hats hehe

~Tragic~


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reply to post by Skada


Hey Skada, the first thought that came to me when you described the probing and then the release with the heart chakra, was that you have an astral attachment, and the drain was countered by your release of love energy.

Don't know if that makes sense, but I think your self healing intuition is right on.

Oh and also, if someone is attached to you and draining energy, it can make you really tired. Feel free to visualize yourself cutting the attachments that do not serve your higher self with a sword made of light.

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
reply to post by zara_bow

 

What kinds of things? And how do you react? A couple of us here have dreams of the ships or planes or other odd stuff in the sky, where there is panic in the people around us who see these things whereas we stay more calm or even get excited.

By the way, welcome.

I keep dreaming of a Blue and sometimes Green flash across the sky, but it's as if im going back to the past and watching it in a different time.... (i'm not from that time in my dream)

Also I have a strange dream were the whole night sky lights up and everyone can see the whole universe.. and the planets and everything.. looked a bit like the inside of a clock with all cogs and wheels.

Hey guys,
It seems everyone of us is thinking the same thing. There's something that connects us all.

To start, I'm A+ blood type, caucasian, nothing rare there... I also have a family history that leads to Ireland, one of the areas yall were talkin about. I also have a (only what I've been told by family and read in journals, no hardcore proof) direct bloodline link to Martin Luther, you know, that one famous guy, so that means alot of old school german.. I have also been told that I have alot of Native American in me, its been "traced" to a great great super great grandmother that was a Lakota fortune teller, threw psychic abilities, in dreams.. < that one has always interested me. I do know that I have family history in Ireland, but know nothing more... I have also found journals of old realtives that mention a wife being hanged in the Salem Witch trials, no name was givin, so i thought nothing more than it was made up... < also a biggie in my book. Now, present day... My grandmother, mom, sister and I would get into long discussions about our dreams and how events in our dreams have acutally seemed to happened, well, its more like you see .. "hints" like certain things will stand out in the dreams and then you see that "thing" or "things" irl, and its.. way to close to not be what I saw, you know what I mean?.. Now, my mother and Grandmother have often told me that this is real, not a joke, and our family has a Very long history of psychic ablitis, and hardships because of, but that I am the only the second male in the entire bloodline to seem to have these ablities. which kinda creeps me out, because the other male was Martin Luther, and we all know how that turned out.

My question 1 is, does anyone seem to match? or come close? have any input... so on...

Question 2, I know this is off topic but, does anyone know if theres any way to Verify bloodlines... you find out if my family is telling the truth, or is it make believe...

I'm also feeling that dna and blood lines is a good way to see if we can find similarities between us, as all you already now, but since i found this thread, i do feel it.... we are ment for something .. wierd.

Hello everybody.

I had some very interesting dreams last night in my 10 hour slumber. Many family members showed up, and it was a very good, loving feeling.

Sadly, I don't think any of you were in my dreams, but hey, it could still happen in the future.

Other than that, I kind of overslept so this day didn't start off on the best foot. But, there is still much potential for the rest of this day.

Love and light everyone.

-Sol

To: Tragic & tk2dsky

Well, it could be that someone was trying to read my mind. If that is the case I pity the fool who tries, unless invited, and even though, I think I might accedentally psychic-ly blast them. I have 20 active thoughts going at once with 100s more in the back of my mind. I had a girl one time that I connected with, and she was VERY psychic, she told me to back off psychic-ly because it was too much for her to handle. Plus with my bubble shield she could not even read my surface thoughts, all she said she saw was a blank slate because I was passively resisting.

Now, if it was an other-dimension being that was trying to drain my energy, I don't think they would come back.

Now, I was chatting with one of my very psychic family members (a 2nd-3rd removed cousin) and they stated that they could feel some type of waves passing through their body, and every time this occurred, they had cramps that would go away when the waves did. I think it has to do with the sun, but I have no proof, only theory.

Beyond this, I don't think I can explain it any better, sorry.

Please ask more questions and I will try very hard to put it in terms you all (y'all) can understand.

I just thought of something interesting that I thought you all might be interested in hearing. We are looking for similarities between us, so I'm going to bring up one more that we could possibly share:

Has there been an event in your life in which you shouldn't have survived?
I have this one, and I always think back to how I shouldn't be alive today. I was on the brink of death, yet I survived.

Do you feel you were meant to survive said event in order to fulfill some kind of purpose for this planet in the future?

Because that's how I feel. I feel like I have a huge purpose in the days to come. I just know it.

Please, I am wondering if any of you feel the same.

-Sol

Sol-
I almost drowned at the beach when I was mabe 6 or so. I was swimming along all happily and the tide and waves were coming in. I didn't take much notice (hey leave me alone I was 6, what did I know then.) And before I knew what was happening a big wave came and crashed on my back and knocked me down. The undercurrent caught me and pounded me on the sea floor over and over. I don't know how long I was caught in the current for. I know it seemed like forever. I couldn't find which way was up cause it makes you basically spin around and do somersaults(sp). It was insanely disorienting. So, I don't know how it happened, I don't remember much after hitting the finely broken shells on the bottom of the ocean repeatedly. Next thing I knew I was up in really shallow water, probably no more than 2 inches deep coughing so deeply I was vomiting sea water. I laid in the shallow water for quite a while and tried to catch my breath. Crawled over to the dry sand after awhile and passed out in the sun. I guess my father saw me crawling out of the water and came running over. That's what he said at least, I don't know. I vaguely remember him screaming for my mother. Took a long time for the cuts all over me to heal. .... Good times

Whether or not I was meant to survive to serve a higher purpose ... I don't know. I guess we're all here for a reason, or so I like to think. If I have one in particular, I'd really like to know what's on the agenda heh

~Tragic~


edited cause evidently I can't spell


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