A Strange Feeling as of Late...

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I'm currently watching the live election in the UK so I'm hoping to catch that upcoming thread before bedtime.

I'm very interested in exploration and adventures during dreamtime, but need to tune up a bit first I think, any tips for starters always appreciated.



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[edit on 6-5-2010 by viber8]

welcome back TS!
You know... I've already tried to contact you but it was like you were wearing a lead apron! Now I see why. Nice to see you around. How everything went? *big hug*

Tragic, that energy thing on the head happens to me almost everyday. It's sort of annoying... always starts like tickles, then it's strong, and stronger... and ends up hurting a little...

and for me, nothing unusual.... yesterday night I went to the other room, now I can make the "veil" I mentioned lately appear if I want. it's like a green curtain that covers everything, I can't control it to last for too much time, usually 5 seconds and it's gone. I can do it again, and again.... I still wonder what it is.

Oh my goodness. Truth, you're such a post tease! You take off and come back with promises of posts! I'm only kidding .. well kinda. Anyway, I really hope it gets posted tonight cause I don't know that I'll be able to sleep otherwise and I really want to try out the dream "walking" to steal your word.

I had a kind of funny experience earlier today. Chuck (handyman & known him for a couple years) was at my house fixing something to do with a closet door track. I just kept getting these waves of frustration. I knew it wasn't coming from me. Other than being tired and the normal everday stuff I was ok. So, I was sitting on the arm of my sofa and just looking at him & thinking. I guess he noticed me being weird and staring at him like a science project forgotten in the fridge. He said "You alright?" I laughed and said "Yeah, I'm just fine but what's your deal?" He looked a little surprised and denied being bothered by anything. I said something along the lines of, if you don't want to talk about it, that's fine but you need to let some of that weight off your shoulders before you collapse under it. So, he gave me a look of defiance (typical man trying to be tough hehe) and then started talking like a maniac about him & his wife splitting last night and insurance, etc. I listened and offered my advice and helped him with the closet. He seemed a bit better after that, calmer I guess. As he was leaving though he turns and says to me, "You're an odd girl ... you know that right?" I said "Well, strangness is a hard thing to define." He says "No, you're odd. How do you know sh%@ about people?" I just kinda half smiled and shrugged. Thanked him for the help and all that. But damn him, now I do feel like a weirdo! ... I'm not weird.

~Tragic~

Thanks for the warm and fuzzy welcome... TS I'm assuming, I'd have no problem discussing my family history, but id hate to submit an off topic post.. Anywho, I think theres more to this... us all having these feelings as of late, what makes if even more interesting is we all feel the same, almost to a t. I'm sure every one here has some sort of "idea" what they think is causing it.
Maybe theETs are here and are awaking our minds! super powers here we come!

But in all honesty... wtf do you think is up? connections? Chemicals? or are we(or just me) just over reacting to something thats really nothing at all?

(Edit: grammer)

[edit on 6-5-2010 by Eternity_Awaits]

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I have fibromyalgia and "getting hit by a freight train" is a common phrase used by fibro people to describe the morning after a bad sleep. Look at they symptoms and see if you have any others...just to be sure..

Okay friends, well, as promised, here is my experience in my 1.75 days of absence....haha (I thought it would be a lot longer, but as it turned out, I guess I didn't need that long).


So first off, to address something I believe Ellie was talking about:

That music video with that woman with the blue chicks and everything, well, I happened to be up at like 3am, the evening of my last post, when MTV actually has music videos, and I saw that. That music video was weird beyond words, and almost reminded me of Lady Gaga's stuff out there. It was dripping with symbolism for what I would call "New Age Hokey-Pokey." I don't take a lot of stock in much of the New Age stuff out of there, but I respect them for viewing their world as such. I did not get a good feeling when watching it, unlike some of you who said it resonated with you. I don't know, those types of videos don't set well with me, especially with everything that is going on in the world right now. Just my own opinion, of course, and I respect the fact that it resonated with some of you.

That night, I started to fall asleep and felt very strange. I felt a presence in the room with me, and I instantly set up my shield of protection, not knowing what it was. My policy has always been shoot first, ask questions later, but this time I decided not to, as it didn't immediately feel like it would be a danger to me. As always, I keep my guard up, because I know all to well, in my experience, the things that do go bump in the night, and after last month with my three visitors in one night, I don't chance anything anymore. I decided to go to sleep, as, like I said, I didn't feel an immediate danger. About 2 minutes after I shut my eyes, I was in that half asleep, half awake frame of mind, and I started hearing noises in my ears that I knew weren't from the road out front, or from within the house itself. I felt a sudden rush of air go through my right ear, as if someone was whispering, or blowing air into my ear. What happened next pretty much shocked me (and it takes a lot to do that). I felt an electric tingling starting in my feet, and it was quite powerful. The electric tingling slowly turned into a warming sensation that started in my feet and worked its way up my legs, my body, arms, and finally to my head. It was the most calming, warming sensation that I have ever felt in my entire life. I felt completely at peace with the world, and that night I had the most sound sleep of my entire life.

I don't remember much of my dreams from that night, but I do remember something about aliens and/or disclosure meeting, but beyond that, I don't remember much.

The next day I went for a very long walk through the woods behind my home. I took my dog with me as she needed some exercise. I took Sol's advice and went walking barefoot for a while. Minus the pine needles and sticks, it was quite a nice feeling. Of course, there was always something to upset my peaceful nature, and I started getting very aggravated and grumpy for no reason. Everything seemed to piss me off once I returned to my home. It was definitely a different feeling from the previous night, and I didn't like it one bit. I spent the rest of the day secluded in my room meditating. I meditated for serenity and peace of mind, and it seemed to cure my grumpiness for the remainder of the day. That night I saw something very weird in the Northern Sky when I went out to stargaze. As I was looking up the road toward the city (I live in the country) I saw a very large and bright ball of light traveling along the curve of the horizon at break-neck speed. It was yellowish-white in appearance, and it was not a plane or 'copter, as there were no blinking lights. Besides, it was far to large to be that type of craft, not to mention they don't shine bright yellowish-white. I watched it travel until it reached the tree line, and then I lost sight of it. I immediately went back inside and checked Heavens Above, my favorite astronomy website, to see if it was an Iridium Flare or the ISS. They were passing through my area, but they were much earlier in the night, almost the closer side of dusk. This was around 11:30pm. I thought it may have been an meteorite, or whatever, as my rational mind said that's what it should be. Well, I've seen many "shooting stars" in my life, and this did not match the description of any that I have seen, and I've been an avid stargazer for most of my life.

Interestingly enough, I was really longing for "home" that night. It was just when I was thinking about it, that this object showed up on the horizon. I am still pondering on the meaning of what I saw that night. Well, I went to bed feeling refreshed. The same thing that happened to me on the previous night, happened again, and the dreams were very weird. The only one I remember in any detail was one of the last ones of the night. I was in either an Ames or Hills (if you remember those stores from years ago), and there was this kid that was being harassed by a group of Latino Gangbangers....like hardcore Los Angeles style gang bangers. He was being kicked and punched, and I remember people just walking around him not paying any attention. Now in this dream I was still a full-time teacher, and I recognized all the kids from school. The one in particular came up to me and told me to "walk away old man." I remember grabbing him by the collar and telling him "If you don't leave him alone now, I will kill you." Now, this is pretty extreme, but a regular thing for me in dreams, as I seem to have a bit of an inferiority complex in waking life, even though I am an ENFJ. These guys really pissed me off and I made sure to let them know. They eventually broke up and said "we'll get you one way or another." Well, I remember the kid being beat up taking me to a bar to buy me a beer (I don't know why as he was only in high school....dreams are weird sometimes). Well, I came back to my home sloshed. When I got to the front door, I saw the same gangbanger at my front door trying to break in. I caught him in the act (and at the same time somehow sobered up), and I kicked him, ran inside and slid the door shut....and I don't know why it slid shut, it looked like a regular hinged door. The next thing I know gunfire breaks out. There is a woman that is upstairs and she starts coming down asking me "truthseeker, what is going on?!?!"

-continued-

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-continued-

(and I don't know why she called me this....were one of you in my dream?) It was a woman in her 30's about shoulder length dirty blonde or brown hair. I could not see her face, but she was wearing a nightgown for some reason. I didn't know people still slept in those. Anyway, I said "HIT THE DECK!" and the gunfire erupted into my house. I was plastered to the floor in the prone position, and I knew that I didn't have a weapon to return fire. I reached into my pocket for my switchblade, and I slowly slid open the door when they stopped to reload, and I ran out to the car that they were in to try and stab them or something. I woke up as I was being riddled with bullets.

So yeah, as of today, I have been feeling on and off about a lot of things, but I couldn't keep away from the forum as I feel the connection with all of you, and I really couldn't stay away. I can say for certain that I'm not 100% yet. I still feel like my abilities are in "rest mode" but the dreams are more vivid then I have had in a long time. And with the experience I had two nights ago, it makes me wonder if something made contact to try and help to expedite the healing process.

Anywho, there is my exceptionally long post. I am off to see Iron Man 2!


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Great to see you back in action, Truthseeker.

I think all of our connections will continue to deepen with every passing day. This is truly my favorite thread on ATS.

Wow, that is quite the retreat hehe. Well, I don't think it was me in your dream. I don't have blonde or brownish hair ... well it's a red/brown. But wouldn't be mistaken for blonde, too dark. And I don't wear nightgowns lol I haven't since I was a small child. Very interesting though. You know since you brough up the disclosure bit let me find a link I read earlier tonight on here. Brb

Ok, never posted a link before so bare with me .. or is it bear? .. hang in there heh.
www.abovetopsecret.com...

It's on the front page and a poster suggested something along the lines of wouldn't this be the easiest way to start disclosure. Which I agree with really.

I don't know, just a thought. I didn't see the video but now I'm going to have to go back and look.
Alright, well, I watched it. Really, I like her voice, I think it's beautiful. The video and song made me nervous. I want to like it, I like the beat ... otherwise, it gave me goosebumps in a not so nice way. That's just me though, I'm hard to please

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[edit on 6-5-2010 by Tragic]

I wear nightgowns (yah, weird, but they're comfy) and my hair is brown, but too dark to be mistaken with blonde! hahahaha

Eternity - I don't think you sharing your family history will derail the thread at all. We're seeing a lot of connections between us all in various areas of our lives and that is one of them. In relating to one another, it's bound to shift one way or another anyhow. It's in a good way though and we will always come back to what's at hand. So, if you want to share, please do so. If not, that is your choice. Don't feel pressured to do so.

Cags in a nightgown, invading Truth's dreams lol

Well, my hubby just IM'ed me and said he would call tomorrow night, not tonight (He's out of state n business) so I think I will head to bed. I'm determined to get a good sleep here at some point. Whether that be in my own dreams or someone else's here. You'll know it's me in your dream by the sound of light snoring and the stealing of your blankets.

Love you all
~Tragic~

oh noes! Tragic is gonna appear on my dreams and will steal my blankets!!! *hides*

oh dear, I'll try to sleep early tonight... I'm insanely tired and don't know why... and tomorrow I have a ton of things to do for college T_T...

And there's something I always say when I feel that someone is trying to contact me, I always say if that it intentions are good, they're welcome. But if it haves bad ones, then it will suffer the consecuences! *evil grin* so, you're welcome if you have good intentions, people. I'd love to met you, even if it's just in dreams.

Going to sleep right now, see ya all!

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regardless though, the person was one of two things. Either, 1, a part of your subconscious or 2. someone else you shared the "moments" with.

If it is number two, at least you know that someone else out there had the right/needed the dream, just as much as you.

I have had people show up in my dream to confirm it later, but it's more fun when it's someone I KNOW, but their body looks different.

[edit on 5/7/2010 by mynameisjuan]

Hello all. Just wanted to update my thoughts yet again.

Today was a great day. The sun was out, and I had many chance encounters with people, in the best way possible.

Then, leading into the night time. Man, I had a great meditation session about 30 minutes ago. I spent about an hour on my fave hill, stargazing and getting the big picture. Some deer decided to join me, and they munched quietly on their grass. They are very peaceful animals.

I was thinking about some on this thread said they are feeling "blocked"; their energy fields I mean. Well, I noticed it tonight while meditating. I still had a great session, but as I looked around at my surroundings I sure felt a lot of tension in the air. Even so, I was still able to connect with mother earth, but sadly she told me she not feeling too well.

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Hey TS,

Glad you're back brother!
I posted a recent dream I had,but didn't post it all for fear of rambling.

The rest of it has to do with 'dealing' with certain beings - much the same as what you're alluding to.

I'll U2U you about it - 2 as 1 is better than 1 (hopefully you get what I mean!)

About the disclosure chat earlier....a few months ago, I had a dream where (long story short), I was outside a crumbling building with a couple of people, when we felt and heard rumbling vibration, looked up and saw what we/I knew to be an alien craft. I didn't see it all as it was quite low and moving really slowly, so I couldn't say it was the typical saucer shape.

But then more people appeared but they were terrified. I was sort of on the outside of this manic mob asking them to think about what they were really scared of.
They kind of gradually listened and then must've started to think about it. One by one they looked up and just waited...

Anyway, glad you're back and recharged my friend!


Much love...

It is now bedtime for me. All this talk of some of you seeing each other in dreams has me all excited! I will keep you all posted on how it goes.

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Lol you're not a weirdo. I rather enjoy your posts. Perhaps this just makes us both weirdo's? Anyways, I don't think your weird.

Note: I've been terribly busy with work but will try to catch up with the thread tonight when I get home.

Peace and love!

Sincerely,
--capablemind

No weirdos here lol.

Update: I know I dreamed last night, but I don't remember any of them sadly. I did rest pretty well though.

- Dredge

Good morning everyone, or afternoon/evening for some,
I was really hoping I was going to get to come back with something to report from last night but I don't. I don't remember anything other than laying down in bed with my fav blanket and thanking the world for being such a dark & quiet night (I really needed one). I have no recollection of dreams. I woke up a lot through the night which isn't so out of the ordinary but the fact that I have no memories of any dreams is strange. Normally when I wake through the night (when I remind myself to) I will remember whatever dream I was just having. But there's nothing. Maybe tonight will go better. I was thinking mabe it had to do with the fact I didn't med last night like normal. I was waiting for a phone call so I didn't want to get interrupted. Anyway, I still have hope for another time.

Capable - LOL thank you. I do feel better. I don't have that need to fit in with people around me but someone pointing out my quirks is just a little insulting.

Oh, and on reporting on how today is going so far; ug. Sore all over, like I was in an epic wrestling match last night. My head is pounding. It's weird though, it makes me want to try and "pop" my ears. Feels like so much pressure. Maybe I'm just getting a cold but we'll see.

~Tragic~

[edit on 7-5-2010 by Tragic]

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I wasn't going to say anything, but I see that others are talking about it. I am in my 30's, shoulder length brown hair with some gray so it makes it look lighter brown, I love wearing nightgowns, and funny thing is that I often dream of me in them. Sometimes in situations where it isn't appropriate, like in public with others around me, and sometimes in my dreams I just walk around barefoot at night in beautiful billowy nightgowns. Sometimes I am running with an excitement to or from what, I don't know. NOW you got me really curious, do you remember what it looked like, color or style or whatever? Lately I've been dreaming about wearing a certain nightgown that I don't own in waking life and I wonder...... *shrug* could be nothing.

What kind of bothers me is the other content of your dream too. I have a sick feeling about it with what you described about the person being beat up and the gang members and all. It touches me very personally and it is one issue that really scares me. I live in an area where there is a lot of gang activity and many random beatings and stuff. The cops don't even do anything, it's like they don't care or are scared. I know someone personally who fortunately was ok but really badly beaten. My husband's job takes him out around the city a lot and he has seen stuff more than once. I wish he wouldn't tell me what he sees, but maybe he needs to talk about it because it disturbs him, so I let him. I don't even live in a big city, near one sort of, but I worry in the event of civil unrest it could spill over to where we live.