It's time my story needs to be heard

reply to post by Lone12


Thanks for your post and your concerns. I cannot say whether my Hooded Entity was evil or not. It certainly looked very intimidating. It did not look friendly at all. But so many things we do not understand can appear this way.

Believe me, I'm in no hurry to see this thing again and make friends with it. I mentioned in other posts that I was an atheist at the time, but have since found God. I was also a very cruel and devilish little teenager. I am no longer that person. I wish I could go meet that person and give him a pop in the mouth.

Perhaps that was what the vision was meant to do--put me back on the right track that leads to God.

All attacks and/or visitations seem to have stopped.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

Uhm...excuse me, is there a TL;DR: because seriously...you're story is definitely to long to read.
Also, pics or it didn't happen (someone had to say it!)

reply to post by Thunderheart


There are plenty of pics on ATS searches that fit the descriptions perfectly! They are sketches, however. Just search up "hooded entities" and possibly "mantis alien". Check a few pics for cross-reference and you can get a pretty close approximation to what I was attempting to describe.

I do not know how to make the thread any more accessible and convenient to read. Sorry. "...is there a TL;DR:" I also have no idea what that is. Sorry.

I did my best to keep the "juicy bits" and keep it as short as possible. Believe me, I have loads more to talk about. This thread was mostly about getting something off my chest.

Take it or leave it.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha


Just for your future reference tl;dr mean "Too long, didn't read."

Hey OP - thanks for sharing such a rich story! Glad to hear you are on the road to recovery. You are proabably a much stronger person now to have survived something like this, you know what they say, what doesn't kill you........

I didn't read all the other posts, but has anyone suggested the "meetup" groups you can find online? I was having trouble conveying my feelings about these kinds of things to friends and family and found some great meetup groups of like minded people.

I have a word for all about fear and aliens. If you have done the research you will know we have a soul which moves on after our physical shell expires. Death is nothing to be afraid of, but of course live life to the fullest while you are in this shell!

Having said that, and knowing the worst case scenario with these abductions - what do you have to fear?

These beings feed off fear - but have trouble when confronted with courage and strong will. They live in a low vibrational state as opposed to humans and don't have the spiritual capacity we do. Resist them, but not out of fear, but out of strength. Rise above their vibrational frequency.

Having said that, I know if you are a child as in the OP's case with a Mom or parents that aren't that involved it is tougher to follow this advice.

Here is a great video series which may help to explain why you were abducted and may answer some questions that no one else or very few will be willing or able to answer (it may take a couple of videos to get to the abduction part):



from this website:

www.alliesofhumanity.org... verse.html

And this youtube site has some updated videos on the message from our friends which I'm going through right now myself:

www.youtube.com...

Good luck OP, it sounds like you are close to finding inner peace if you haven't already.

I had one profound experience as a very young child, I was maybe 3-5 years old. Without getting into the detail it taught me two things, love holds power and our minds are the key it's what this is all about. If anything could hurt you physically it would have it will try to get to you through fear, chaos and confusion, that's how it wears your mind down, through sleep deprivation and adrenaline overload it wears out your body.

A weak body and mind is an easy target. Since that seems to be the case it leads me to believe that we are incredible powerful beings - but we live in amnesia about our own abilities and who ever it is that is keeping us asleep is either doing so to keep us from hurting ourselves or hurting them.

With power comes responsibility...maybe we are not ready to take on that kind of responsibilities until our minds catch up with our inherent powers?

My advice is learn yourself , look for the answer to the question - who am I? Once you find that you will understand alot of what happened. Even though you may not ( which is my case) be certain who 'they' are and 'their' true agenda if any. You will at least have reclaimed yourself as a free being.

Oh and a question I ask everyone with these types of experiences....the sound of a million buzzing bees , the white place, hiding under the window? Does any of that ring a bell?
much love

Originally posted by PlanetXisHERE

These beings feed off fear - but have trouble when confronted with courage and strong will. They live in a low vibrational state as opposed to humans and don't have the spiritual capacity we do. Resist them, but not out of fear, but out of strength. Rise above their vibrational frequency.

This is exactly what I have been trying to teach. Thank you for the summary. Also thanks for the links--a good contribution to the thread.

For the record, I am not coming out as an "abductee" of ET. I simply do not have the evidence to convince even myself of that. My observational data and empiricism is insufficient to allow me to make such a claim. I believe my experiences were more spiritual in nature than anything. So many unanswered questions though..and your links only provide me and others with another avenue of exploration in our quest for answers.

Thanks for posting.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha


Hello my friend.

First of all i would like to thank you for coming forward with these experiences and i wish i had the courage to share all of mine.Your story is very interesting.

Now about the hooded figure.I have seen him.You don't have to fear him.Yes i agree his appearance is somewhat intimidating,but his is not bad.
I can't find the thread that i posted about this experience,but one night after suffering a panic attack and i couldn't breathe,he appeared out of nowhere,next to my bed,he put his arm on my chest and after that i could breathe normal again.I couldn't see any facial figures,but the purple trim you mention was there.
I didn't feel any fear or that i was threatened in any way.On the contrary,i felt peace and security.
At the time of his appearance i was awake,so there is no way this was a dream.

Although my experiences are not always pleasant,since they happen for a very long time i have learned to live with them and protect myself when necessary.
Most important rule: DO NOT SHOW FEAR.Learn to control your fear.Negative entities feed of this fear and they come to you like moths to a flame.
When i feel threatened in any way,i raise shields(yep just like in Star Trek).I envision shields of light surrounding me and i make them strong enough,so nothing can pass through them.When i'm inside the shields i feel strong and confident that nothing can harm me.That takes any fear away and soon the negative entity,that decided to pay me a visit,goes away.I sometimes use the shield when i'm in groups of people i don't trust or i don't like.After many years of practising this,i don't even have to focus anymore to achieve it.I just think:"shields up".If not anything else the shields help me with the fear issue.

Anyway i could go on for hours and we don't want that
I don't know if there is anything i can do to help you(i don't have answers or all the answers),but know that you are not alone and that i'm gonna be here for you.

Originally posted by IAmD1

With power comes responsibility...maybe we are not ready to take on that kind of responsibilities until our minds catch up with our inherent powers?

Did you read the quote in my signature? It is actually a quote from the Spider-Man comic. But it is very true! And if I may be so bold, I believe this is why we are here...to learn the lessons and gain the wisdom to become what we are capable and destined of becoming. Before we can reach our potential as individuals and as a species, we must protect ourselves from the pitfalls of all the things that make us flawed. "And greater things shall ye do"

I believe as you do--that love is the conqueror of all. I was completely astounded to find out that not everybody feels my sense of unconditional love and compassion. It was a rude awakening when I learned about how greedy, selfish, apathetic, and indifferent people are to the needs of others. (Don't forget, I spent many of my formative years shielded and protected from the "real world" while staying in sterile, clean hospitals rooms)

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha


ever tried to leave them a well written message in simple english with simple questions on a piece of paper? That could lead somewhere..

Anyways great story, its validity is irrelevant to me. On your psychological health.. what the hell do i care, the only thing i have to say is, never doubt yourself in any situation. Thats a big mistake to think that because its only you seeing these entities, that you have a mental problem of some sort. I envy such encounters and no im not a fearless superman. But there is definitely something to gain from it. If i was you, i would enjoy being this way and try to benefit from it and not envy the ignorant boring normal people.

I thought about the michelin looking dude and that it seemed to happen right after you asked to be left alone cause of fear. Dont you think it could just be the same entity in another shape, less frightening? To make you more at ease?

Originally posted by Phantom traveller
reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

 

When i feel threatened in any way,i raise shields(yep just like in Star Trek

).I envision shields of light surrounding me and i make them strong enough,so nothing can pass through them.When i'm inside the shields i feel strong and confident that nothing can harm me.That takes any fear away and soon the negative entity,that decided to pay me a visit,goes away.I sometimes use the shield when i'm in groups of people i don't trust or i don't like.After many years of practising this,i don't even have to focus anymore to achieve it.I just think:"shields up".If not anything else the shields help me with the fear issue.

Excellent! Yes, I too have a "shield" that I protect myself in. And it truly is effective even if for the sake of the placebo effect.

Likewise, if I feel under attack during a sleep paralysis episode, I find that imagining white light shooting from my fingertips is the quickest way to send any malevolent entities running faster than warp speed! Calling on the name of God, Jesus, Krishna, (please, insert your preference as they are all representatives and embodiments of God) is also a good way to scare things off.

As I mentioned more than once, I felt strangely familiar to my Hooded Entity. It did not evoke fear in me at all. (Not until much after the experience). Whether I was just in shock and couldn't react, or truly didn't feel afraid--I don't know.

Showing courage and strength is the best way we can protect ourselves. And you are more than welcome to post a link to your "personal story" thread or share anything with us on my thread.

Originally posted by _damon
reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

 

I thought about the michelin looking dude and that it seemed to happen right after you asked to be left alone cause of fear. Dont you think it could just be the same entity in another shape, less frightening? To make you more at ease?

Yes. I intended to make this implication in the text. That it seemed like the same visitors as always but in "disguise" for my benefit. It looked so absurd that there is no way anybody could have been afraid of it. It even had a silly, little smile on its face.

After that, I never saw anything again, yet still feel the presence of being watched when I wake up in the middle of the night. I can't help but wonder if they heeded my request and just took more care in not scaring me. This would seem to presume that they had some concern for my well-being. I can only speculate though.

Honestly, asking questions before I sleep has had positive results in the past as I often receive an answer in some form. But, truthfully, I am a little afraid to confront and summon up these memories. They are long behind me and I really have no need to go back there. Curiosity killed the cat and I'm about out of my 9 lives..okay, bad pun.

I believe that I will know what I need to know exactly when I need to know it. I have a strong desire to make sense of these experiences, but it's just a stroke of vanity, eh?

Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha

Originally posted by IAmD1

With power comes responsibility...maybe we are not ready to take on that kind of responsibilities until our minds catch up with our inherent powers?

Did you read the quote in my signature?

It is actually a quote from the Spider-Man comic. But it is very true! And if I may be so bold, I believe this is why we are here...to learn the lessons and gain the wisdom to become what we are capable and destined of becoming. Before we can reach our potential as individuals and as a species, we must protect ourselves from the pitfalls of all the things that make us flawed. "And greater things shall ye do"

I believe as you do--that love is the conqueror of all. I was completely astounded to find out that not everybody feels my sense of unconditional love and compassion. It was a rude awakening when I learned about how greedy, selfish, apathetic, and indifferent people are to the needs of others. (Don't forget, I spent many of my formative years shielded and protected from the "real world" while staying in sterile, clean hospitals rooms)

LOL Ha no I completely missed your signature - I guess we do have some things in common after all

And yes I too was chocked to learn that everyone does not see life in that way. That was always my main reason for feeling an alien on my own heavenly body so to speak. How are you with water btw and strange languages?

Just read the white light frmo your fingertips experience - we must share more details i feel.

Oh and in case you missed it.... million buzzing bees? hinding under the window? The white space? Red book?
Any of these familiar to you?

U2U me please

Hey there OP,

Firstly, I'd like to thank you for sharing your story, particularly as it is clealry one that is closely tied to some of your most central fears. It takes a lot for us to relive in detail, experiences that we have found traumatic so, thanks again for that.

What I would like to say is that, all of the things you have described have been researched and explained quite scientifically, in some detail, with brain imaging equipment etc. Your experiences are very common and, whilst there are variations on a theme, there have been incalculable numbers of these reports, all with very similar phenomena reported.

Without getting too far into developmental psychology, the psychology of trauma, sleep disorders etc, it sounds like your experiences closely fit the ideas of hypnagogic and hypnopompic phenomena, as well as sleep paralysis (which often accompanies these phenomena). When you factor in the influences around you as your brain was developing (x files, 'weird' mum (your words), a picture of aliens in the batbroom which you must have seen literally hundreds of time's etc) it starts to build a picture.

I don't want to get into a word by word dissection of your post or get into amateur psychoanalysis mode about it, instead I recommend you look into the things I mentioned. A particularly good book I can recommend is called 'Head Trip' by Jeff Warren. It's actually a summation of conciseness studies written over '24 hours of your mind'
I think you'd find the 'night' section very interesting. It describes the research into EXACTLY the things you have described (paralysis, the feelings of a presence, hallucinations (auditory, visual, olfactory, tactile) etc. Borrow it from your library if you can because it's £11.00 and, unless you're very interested in that kind of thing like me, it's a bit expensive.

I'm not saying this is DEFINITELY what has happened to you, or to others, but it is a rational and scientific explanation for seemingly extraordinary phenomena. Perhaps this explains ALL abduction/visitation type cases and perhaps it doesn't ... I think it's worth looking into though.

I hope you remain well and that life treats you a little bit better than perhaps it has in the past. Peace.

An alien in my own home..tell me about it! I'm not sure what you mean about how I am with water and strange languages? But I will attempt to give an answer:

Water. I tell ya, I drink A LOT of water (as little fluoride as possible, thanks). I have bad kidneys from all of that chemotherapy I endured. My kidneys are in really bad shape and I need to stay extra hydrated to ensure some minimal efficiency from them. I am also afraid of drowning. I love to swim, but can't hold my breath for very long underwater. I love being in the water but I have a horrible fear of drowning. (I had a psychic medium, the one who also mentioned I was watched by 8 angels--tell me that in a previous life that I drowned at the age of 23 and that I reincarnated here to make up for that lost opportunity. He had no idea of my fear of drowning)

Strange languages? hmm. All I can say about that is that when I was younger I used to talk in a gibberish language to myself when I would play. I think a lot of kids do that though--nothing really strange about that in my opinion.

Why do you ask? Did I answer your questions?

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

S @ F
What an amazing story you have, and you have been through so much.

My guess is that your mother has a "sixth sense" like a spirit world communicator, and maybe she passed it onto you and your brother. Or it could just be a mental illness , just kidding.

I thank god have never had any "visitations" from alien beings, but sometimes I have wondered whether I have. I have however had experiences with ghosts, and have seen ufos before.

Great story, and I hope to hear more from you!!

Take care.

CK

reply to post by Milkflavour


Thank you for contributing to my thread. I did try to make a distinction between my sleep paralysis (aka hypnapompic/hypnagogic sleep) and the other experiences. I was very careful in my wording to try and make the distinctions.

I am glad you offered this alternative viewpoint as no other posters have really brought it up yet. I have immersed myself in the world of sleep disorders (if you couldn't tell by my user name). I am not convinced that the scientific explanations describe the cause, but only the symptoms.

After 10 years of experience and independent, unbiased-as-possible research, I do not believe that it is all simply an hallucination brought on by a flight of fancy. I believe there is more going on here than meets the eye. But who knows, I've been waiting for sleep medicine to get its butt in gear and finally convince me otherwise. As for now, there are too many gaps in what we know about sleep medicine and psychology in general.

I am not claiming to be an abductee or trying to convince anybody that ETs, angels, or demons are real and exist. I have my own ideas about what's going on. They are not set in stone because the picture is much larger than we are capable of seeing right now (in my humble opinion). I do not pretend to have the answers, I simply seek them like everyone else.

Science is so good at describing the symptoms that I think we often forget about the hidden causes of so many phenomena. Why is the power of consciousness taking a back seat to science? Oh, right, because we can't measure consciousness and pour it into a beaker. (I am not attempting to be rude of defensive..just giving my 2 cents in response to your post)

Thanks.

Originally posted by CrimsonKapital
reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

 

S @ F

I thank god have never had any "visitations" from alien beings, but sometimes I have wondered whether I have. I have however had experiences with ghosts, and have seen ufos before.


CK

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As far as I know, neither have I! As I said, the images were so brief and fleeting that it's difficult to be sure exactly what they were and what they were doing.

I have never had experiences with ghosts or UFOs. And I've always wanted to see a UFO in the night sky, that's for sure!

I do not claim to be an ET abductee, I've been attaching this to nearly every one of my replies. Truth is, I don't know what was going on, if anything. I am not convinced that it was a mental disturbance as many would love to tell me though.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha


For people that don't understand terot cards are just a subconscious way of interacting with the field that surrounds us, I have had many expieriances like this as a child and adult as we were seeded by more than one race on this planet we are visited by more than one race the gift of site and communication is coming with the new generations of man as we and our planet are evolving, these things are freighting as change always is and feeling different and alone as not everyone on this earth has evolved to this new energetic level. Our evolution to this energetic level along with our planets is very important to the rest of the universe, dimensions and astral planes of exsistance. Imagine being on the other side of this dimension and waiting for a new birth of man as a whole. So all those that watch over us are guiding and waiting, and yes interested in some more than others because some of us are already more advanced and needed. Hope this is not to out there for you, continue your evolution because above all that is what is important and enjoy the ride that is being human

Originally posted by NarcolepticBuddha
An alien in my own home..tell me about it! I'm not sure what you mean about how I am with water and strange languages? But I will attempt to give an answer:

Water. I tell ya, I drink A LOT of water (as little fluoride as possible, thanks). I have bad kidneys from all of that chemotherapy I endured. My kidneys are in really bad shape and I need to stay extra hydrated to ensure some minimal efficiency from them. I am also afraid of drowning. I love to swim, but can't hold my breath for very long underwater. I love being in the water but I have a horrible fear of drowning. (I had a psychic medium, the one who also mentioned I was watched by 8 angels--tell me that in a previous life that I drowned at the age of 23 and that I reincarnated here to make up for that lost opportunity. He had no idea of my fear of drowning)

Strange languages? hmm. All I can say about that is that when I was younger I used to talk in a gibberish language to myself when I would play. I think a lot of kids do that though--nothing really strange about that in my opinion.

Why do you ask? Did I answer your questions?

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Yes! I U2U you because I think this is significant....

In the mean-time tell me about trees and windows...och and white light fingers (wow) - mine is a white light beam straight from the heart