A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Originally posted by dizzylizzy
I will admit to never looking at this thread before or reading all posts.

I am not into whimsical musings have little time for the end is now brigade...but... recenty I have been having weird dreams, as a fibromyalgia sufferer we don;t hit dream sleep yet here I am dreaming of apocalyse.

My whole life has been turned upside down due to an uncanny feeling something is about to go off, it is not my illness had it for over thirty years.

I don't know if this is an ABT phenonium or something is going to happen asap.

edit on 1-4-2011 by dizzylizzy because: (no reason given)

Lizzy, I can tell you that without a doubt, we are definitely not the "end time is now brigade" even if some of our posts sound like we could be. Have been having a topical discussion for the past year on this feeling that many people are getting, not even isolated to our little group any more. A year later, we are still without any concrete answers, but I can tell you that your dreams perhaps reflect this global consciousness that many people have been talking about lately. The fears of the world can sometimes manifest in our personal dreams, and it is very hard to distinguish one from the other when one has not had these types of dreams before. You are very welcome to share any experiences you have up to this point and what affect it has had on you both physically and perhaps metaphysically. Don't worry, because we will get through whatever is coming, and we will all be better for it.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by jammerman
I am going through similar situation, as is my sister. My feelings are that this is part of the "upgrade" in our frequencies and requires some downtime to rest and allow your body to "shift." I've received subsequent confirmation from my guides and other synchronicities to confirm this (for me anyway).
Monday was especially "suppressing" for me and I felt very energetically deficient, but feeling re-calibrated now!

We are in for an exciting ride so hang on! :?)

Peace, Love & Light!

~ Jammer +

Welcome! I do have to agree somewhat with what you are saying. Whatever this "shift" is that we are all apparently going through, is indeed not only concerning, but it is exciting. A change so large will be met with fear at first, but it seems as if you have a very good hold on what is going on in the world! Feel free to share anything else you have, because we need some fresh ideas around here!

Thanks for posting!




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by watchoutfortheblehblehble


Believe it or not, what you have explained really does make a lot of sense. I think as you explore this thread in depth, you will see that our views are not unlike your own; they are just worded differently using our own experiences.

I wish I had more time to go through everything you said, but just let it be known that you really do make a lot of sense, even if you think you are being "wordy" and "nerdy." I think being analytical about the situations at hand is actually a very good trait to have, and something that I think we have all been striving for as this thread has evolved over the past year. I'll respond to your post more when I have more time. For now, I invite you to wade through this beast of a thread and see if you can find anything of value for yourself. I promise that there will be something that will resonate with you.

Welcome to this thread, and I hope you continue to keep posting. I like your style.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by truthseeker1984


Humble thanks, and I'm glad I'm welcome. I've got some reading to do. :-)

Goodness, there are so many things I'd like to respond to, but they're so old.. ..so many insightful posts.

Originally posted by watchoutfortheblehblehble
Goodness, there are so many things I'd like to respond to, but they're so old.. ..so many insightful posts.

Feel free to do it anyway! It would be nice to dig up some old gems from the past year!



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Have you been focusing on all the negative events happening? It may be caused by your feeling the stream of consiousness from these events. It sounds like you are one of those sensitive, tuned-in types and could be feeling the vibration of the trauma associated. You have to be very aware and protect yourself, i'm not saying don't care, I'm saying protect yourself. When these types of events occur and the world is topsy turvy, you have to focus on the goodness in the world. Send your healing thoughts and prayers to all those in need. That's what is needed right now, it will also help you feel better. You have to consiously focus on feeling well, don't concentrate on any negative energy. The mind is very powerful, your mind, the external consious mind, it's all interelated. I'm sure you know all this, but sometimes it helps to hear it. Many postive thoughts are being directed your way as I type this. I truly expect you will feel better within next hour and you have to truly focus on the well being sent your way, it's very powerful...

Originally posted by Geronimeaux
Have you been focusing on all the negative events happening? It may be caused by your feeling the stream of consiousness from these events. It sounds like you are one of those sensitive, tuned-in types and could be feeling the vibration of the trauma associated. You have to be very aware and protect yourself, i'm not saying don't care, I'm saying protect yourself. When these types of events occur and the world is topsy turvy, you have to focus on the goodness in the world. Send your healing thoughts and prayers to all those in need. That's what is needed right now, it will also help you feel better. You have to consiously focus on feeling well, don't concentrate on any negative energy. The mind is very powerful, your mind, the external consious mind, it's all interelated. I'm sure you know all this, but sometimes it helps to hear it. Many postive thoughts are being directed your way as I type this. I truly expect you will feel better within next hour and you have to truly focus on the well being sent your way, it's very powerful...

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edit on 1-4-2011 by Geronimeaux because: spelling corrected, grammar, words are powerful, language should be used to the best of your ability...

I appreciate it, my friend.

Sometimes we lose sight of the things that we cherish the most. There is still good in this world, and it's definitely worth fighting for. I have a feeling that we will be doing that sooner than later.

Thank you for your caring thoughts, they are most welcome.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by dizzylizzy
I will admit to never looking at this thread before or reading all posts.

I am not into whimsical musings have little time for the end is now brigade...but... recenty I have been having weird dreams, as a fibromyalgia sufferer we don;t hit dream sleep yet here I am dreaming of apocalyse.

My whole life has been turned upside down due to an uncanny feeling something is about to go off, it is not my illness had it for over thirty years.

I don't know if this is an ABT phenonium or something is going to happen asap.

edit on 1-4-2011 by dizzylizzy because: (no reason given)

None of us here are into the end is now thing either. As a fellow fibro patient, I can tell you that I absolutely understand what you are saying. However, dreams do happen, you just have to work to remember them. Sleep itself, though, that is elusive most of the time. I have been dreaming more, and have documented some of them here, as have others. Hang out a bit, read the thread, pay attention to what folks are saying here. Somewhere among the posts are those who have said or will say things that resonate with you. Welcome to the journey, and I hope your path is clear.

I will catch up on the last page or so, but first I wanted to write this.

Right now is a very crucial time.

First off, I had a very old school bartering experience last night.

I recieved a piece of barbaqued meat. It was like wow, I cherish this nourishment.

It was so old school and it felt amazing.

If this makes sense... Feels like nature is really starting to get powerful again. What I mean by that is, right now there is a struggle of concrete jungles vs. real jungles, and the real jungles are really active at this moment.

Exciting times we live in.

Also came across a really cool new meditational game.

I was just sitting at a table... bored, and I realized I had 4 really powerful gemstones in my pocket. So I brought them out, and started positioning them in various ways... It then turned into a sort of solitaire like game, where I would rearrange the gems and also jump them over each other diagonally like in checkers...

By moving these gems around, I could feel their energy building and also they were happy there were being actively used. I find it a good way to recharge gemstones. That was fun and I totally randomly discovered this new meditational game, so that is really awesome.

Need to hear from you guys at this moment. Tell me if you feel it too.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


I do the same thing with my power stones Sol. I find it very refreshing, and the energies in the stones seem to appreciate it too.

I do know what you are talking about with the concrete jungle vs. the natural jungle dichotomy. It feels as if the natural energies are really starting to surge again. At this very moment in time I feel very peaceful. I think it helped that I got really, really snookered last night, and that seemed to help me lower my vibrational energies to the point where I could purge my soul of the negativity that had been building up for a while. Ask Gradius about that one....he was on the receiving end last night....hahaha

While I do feel a sense of peace, I do feel a heightened sense of energy. This time around I can't make heads nor tails of the type of energy that it is. While there is definitely a lot of negative energy floating around, I feel as if this energy upswing is very positive. I've been saying since the beginning of this thread that I wish for a healing process to begin. The world, our souls, our societies; they all need to be healed of the evil that taints them. We as a collective have been doing a good job of checking up on each other, sharing positive energies, and the like, but I feel that we need to start spreading that positive energy out into our environments.

When I meditate at night and give back to Mother Earth the energies that I borrow during the day, I make sure to put a little bit of that out into the world as well. I only wish more people would slow down and take the time to realize that we are all in this together. TPTB has so far just about killed the spirit of the people of the world, but I think we can reclaim our rights as sovereign people, and return to spirit, living at peace with our surroundings, if that's even possible at this point. I only hope that whatever is coming is going to be a positive change, and not a negative, life altering thing.

I hope you are all doing well this weekend, and I'm sending love to all of you.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

To add to my earlier post about the barbeque meat...

It wasn't just barbequed meat... it was very special. True Native Hawaiians hunted that boar themselves, showed respect to it, and cooked it with great gratitude. When I was offered a piece of this meat, it was so much more than the food... It was like a ceremonial offering to show respect and good vibes towards me... Words cannot describe how amazing this was. It was so incredibly old school and it just felt... right...

I shared with the Hawaiians, and they genuinely shared back... Gives this sense of being true to my ancestors. It just felt so damn right. I hope this makes sense... It was the moment of my night last night.

To be accepted by this very large "tribe" of Native Hawaiians... Do you understand how important this is.

I feel so damn grateful.

Hope you guys are experience "real" moments like these.

Aloha, Mahalo nui loa na ho'olaule'a me la kaua.

-So'la Pu'ali (SolarE-Souljah)

Just wanted to post an update, friends..

this one is home now from back surgery and recovering. several years ago, i injured myself and have been in an enormous amount of pain every moment. of every single day. i have been misdiagnosed by doctors, told to "suck it up," told "grow up and get a job," because according to the incorrectly read imaging (MRI, etc), i only had two herniated discs. Had i listened to these "experts," i would now be paralyzed. I listened to myself. The last doctor, the one to perform surgery, offered a solution and also correctly read the MRI. When they went in, they found the disc was so severely ruptured that they had to pry it from in between the disc and the bone and the surgery lasted longer than expected.

I am now in less pain than i was before. The surgery pain pales in comparison.

As expected, these years have been filled with trials. many involving the loss of hope, on many levels. throughout threads like this, they did the every so important thing of keeping that hope alive. you people kept my hope alive. i am indebted.

During this time, i realized i could either approach others with kindness, or bitterness. The decision that was made should be pretty obvious now. Severe pain is no excuse to not treat others with Love, patience, and compassion.

i have been focusing on sending out things with much effort to all beings here, but now must focus on this one for a just a little while of recovery. it is time for that final compression adjustment and then i feel it is getting close to time for us to truly start moving and marching, in unison, as individual but not separate parts of the same amazing thing.

-with deep Love and thanks-

reply to post by sinohptik


Your words, as always, are appreciated.


I am so very glad that you decided to listen to your inner voice about your medical troubles. I hope that these next few months will find you in a much better state of affairs, both physically and metaphysically.

We are all together as one, my friend, and I think that once everybody realizes this fact, we can truly start the overall healing process. Like you said, sending love into this world is so much easier than sending negativity. To what ends do our positive thoughts reach? I do not know. But that little bit of hope, the hope that all of us have found in each other, is what is going to carry not only us, but the entire world into the next stages of our existence on this little blue marble we call home. I used to think that hope rode alone, on a lone desert trail in the middle of a nowhere existence, but I'm staring to realize, with the help of all of you, that hope does exist in more than just my mind, but in the minds of all of you, and in the minds of people who are starting to wake up.

I'm sending you healing energy, my friend. Here's to a speedy recovery, and a pain free existence.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

After reading a few posts, I started doing the "Me too!'s"...

I haven't been getting headaches or migraines of any sort, but I have felt like something is "off" with world. I feel a little on edge, like I'm anticipating something bad to happen. I'm always fairly optimistic, but it's something I can't shake. I don't know if it's some sort of reaction to all the world events lately, but it's been going on for a few months now.

Could just be my imagination... Who knows.

reply to post by AmyWho6


It is not your imagination at all. As evidenced by this thread, many of us are feeling it, and we are banding together in a way in order to try and understand it.

We would greatly appreciate your presence and words within our thread here.

Do you have more to say at all?

By the way, welcome.

I have skipped this thread for many months now because, well I guess because I am trying to understand and fight what I feel.

I am not sure when it started. I cannot point to something happening because nothing has happened to cause me to feel as I do.

I feel something is wrong, nothing is right and it is all about to explode. I sense stuff and see glimpses in the corner of my eyes some times and nothing is ever "there" when I look. This has been going on for some time now (maybe well over a year?). I have no reasons to feel as I do at times. As of recently it has gotten worse, things feel wrong most of the time, out of place and as if I am looking through something.

Some day things become extra crisp like HD in real life. It is like seeing every pebble on the ground as if it were right in my hands. Other times it is as if things are on the outside of a fish bowl with me inside it. No it is not my vision I just had my eye checked and that is different than what I am talking about anyway.

Then there is the feelings I have inside as well. I really do not even want to talk about them. I have had such feelings before in the past and they went away. Something is wrong though, nothing is right, everything feels like the pressure is building.

I have seen posts and thread on here about people waking up. That is not the case really it is the world we live in waking up. The spiritual world is even more disturbed than normal everything is about to erupt. I know none of us know when this is going to happen and there will be some instances where it appears people can predict things. This is only a sham brought about by the spirit world to cause deception. The big event coming will never be predicted.

So as of lately things feel like they are pressing down. Even on the days that I am feeling upbeat on the inside I feel the pressure building. Sometime soon the world will erupt with something that has never been seen, people will things that have never been believed to be or seen before. I cannot explain what it is I feel. The closest I can get is saying combine all the "dark" emotions together and make them very strong.

Something is coming and it worries me for every soul on the planet.


Raist

reply to post by AmyWho6

I have never gone through a period of trauma like the one that I am going through now. I was able to keep my emotions in check satisfactorily up until around mid-October. I wake up feeling disoriented and feeling dread every day now. I know something is up. I am having to be a freaking warrior just to keep going each day and not have a damn heart attack. It seems as though these are some very strange times. Can someone grab the Delorian and send me back to the 50's tia. Hope we all survive this bomb about to go off.

reply to post by Raist


Raist, as someone who has been a member for as long as you have, and as someone I highly respect on this forum, I welcome you to the thread. I am very thankful that you decided to share with all of us.

You are right. Something is indeed building. You are also right about not knowing when it's going to happen, or what is going to happen.

Very early on, I spoke about a theory I had on the spiritual world erupting, the veil breaking, and (for lack of better words), the hounds of hell wreaking havoc on this planet. To this day, I still see some of that potentially becoming a real event, whether it's a complete spiritual war, or a physical war between "us" and the "elite". On the other hand, I have been shown, through the strength of the people who post in this thread, that there is still a lot of good in this world. I really believe in my heart of hearts that we will overcome whatever is thrown at us, and balance will finally be achieved. All one has to do is look outside on a starry night and realize how blessed we all are to be here, in the now, in this very moment. While some days may be painful, one has to realize that pain is always temporary and that (as corny as it sounds) love conquers all. It doesn't matter what color someone's skin is, or their religious affiliation, their social status, or their physical appearance, we are all one. We are all cut from the same cloth, and that deep inside, we are all as strong as we can will ourselves to be. I think that if you look deep down, you can even see that for yourself. The negativity that has plagued this planet for a very long time, will be eradicated, and we will start anew, with a fresh pair of eyes, to truly see what it means to be part of this massive expanse we call the universe. We will get through it, my friend. I can promise you that.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker