A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Originally posted by AmyWho6
After reading a few posts, I started doing the "Me too!'s"...

I haven't been getting headaches or migraines of any sort, but I have felt like something is "off" with world. I feel a little on edge, like I'm anticipating something bad to happen. I'm always fairly optimistic, but it's something I can't shake. I don't know if it's some sort of reaction to all the world events lately, but it's been going on for a few months now.

Could just be my imagination... Who knows.

Welcome to ATS, and welcome to our thread. You are most welcome here.

Your feelings are shared by all of us who regularly post in this thread, as well as many others outside of ATS that have been feeling the same strain on our existence. I think reactions to world events can be very powerful, but at the same time, I feel that many of us have learned to look past those events to see the fabric that has woven them all together. Something is indeed amiss, and we have been discussing that very thing for well over a year now. This thread is evidence of something going on. All of us have felt the "waves" of energy come and go throughout the past year, and each time we hit a "spike," it only gets stronger. You are not crazy, nor imagining anything. What you are feeling is real, and it's happening right before our eyes. What it is that we are all collectively feeling is still up for interpretation, but let it be known, that we are all here to support those that have started to "wake up" and feel this strange feeling that we are all experiencing. If you have any more to share, please do so. You have friends here.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

All this week, since 28th March, things have felt "different", I feel better than I have done in a while. It's almost like an extra light has gone on, like a slight sharpening of sight/clarity. Dreams have switched pace too.

Anyone else since then?

Also, AmyWho6: Because it will bug me if I don't ask, how did you come about your username?

- Phoenix

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The biggest thing bothering me these last few months are asteroids. I keep feeling like they're looming ever closer. Even airplanes flying overhead are making me nervous. I do still feel like the earth is up to something, but the asteroids are making me nervous, as well.

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Thank you for the kind words.

I feel that it will be a spiritual word coming known in the real world. We will see others, possibly loved ones, devoured right in front of us. The spirit world (call them ghosts, spirits, demons, angels, or whatever) is boiling. It is getting closer to the top of the pot and we (living people) are about to be burned.

I agree love will win out in the end, but the road to get to that end will be disturbing in ways that are unknown to most. It will start out innocent and seem to be a new friendly adventure. That is a deception, the human world and the spirit world cannot stay mixed in that way.

I really hate to bring movies/books into this but there is a saying from one that fits here. It goes like this "A storm is coming" for the life of me I cannot remember where I heard it, I swear it was in The Stand, though I could be wrong. The storm that is coming is going to a be very dark and violent one.

Raist

its just a migraine. nothing "enlightened" related. quit living with concern.

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First Name- (Doctor) Who- (The Prisoner, Patrick McGoohan, Number) 6... Two of my absolute favorite shows!

Hi Everyone,

Has anybody felt a sense of destiny in the last few months?

I have to say that personally I have no idea what I want to with my life, but I feel that once I know what I want to do I will do everything I can to make a positive change in the world.

Originally posted by klain
Hi Everyone,

Has anybody felt a sense of destiny in the last few months?

I have to say that personally I have no idea what I want to with my life, but I feel that once I know what I want to do I will do everything I can to make a positive change in the world.

Klain,

You know, I haven't been able to find the words to explain that feeling of wandering, trying to find a goal to reach. You hit the nail on the head with this one. I have yet to find a path, or career, that really "fits" my views. I've always felt that when the time is right, I'll know exactly what to do and I will stick with it, no questions asked. I'm going to have to think about this for a while now. You've sparked my interest.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by Raist
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

Thank you for the kind words.

I feel that it will be a spiritual word coming known in the real world. We will see others, possibly loved ones, devoured right in front of us. The spirit world (call them ghosts, spirits, demons, angels, or whatever) is boiling. It is getting closer to the top of the pot and we (living people) are about to be burned.

I absolutely agree with you there. Something is getting ready to pop, and what comes out from this burst of energy is anybody's guess. I still feel the same way you do, but with a new set of eyes. I used to have these prolific dreams about demons wandering the streets, people screaming, blood, gore, etc. all over the place. In my dreams, there were small groups of people that could see through these things and could physically fight them. As I have progressed and grown on my journey, I have come to the conclusion that, at least in part, these dreams were a metaphor for the wool that has been pulled over our collective eyes from those that we call "in charge." As a paranormal investigator, I have seen things that cannot be explained, and have documented the same. I fully understand that evil does exist, and it's about time that the weights are balanced back.

I agree love will win out in the end, but the road to get to that end will be disturbing in ways that are unknown to most. It will start out innocent and seem to be a new friendly adventure. That is a deception, the human world and the spirit world cannot stay mixed in that way.

Once again, I agree with you. I think the spiritual and the physical need the mix up from time to time, but staying that way is not only a detriment to our personal developments, but it's dangerous. I only hope that the process is fast.

I really hate to bring movies/books into this but there is a saying from one that fits here. It goes like this "A storm is coming" for the life of me I cannot remember where I heard it, I swear it was in The Stand, though I could be wrong. The storm that is coming is going to a be very dark and violent one.

It was said in The Stand, and in Storm of the Century. I'm a Stephen King buff....hehehe. Incidentally, Randall Flagg was in both of those books.





Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

The energy was very muddled today.

There was a large influx of negativity, and I can still feel it.

But I am slowly fighting it back, and it has only made me stronger and more ready for this to happen.

I can tell my spirit animals and I are getting very ancy, we are ready to take action so to speak.

Be prepared for this week.

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You might indeed be feeling something way beyond my experience, but first things first. I have more then migraines I have cluster headaches. My first Neurologist who determined what they were, said to me "You know ***, people have killed themselves because of cluster headaches"? I said thanks Doc, I love to consider myself enlightened even if its bad news. First, get yourself to a MD Neurologist and make sure your not going to have your head blow up, and ruin some ones dinner. Then get back to me, and we'll talk.

Originally posted by arbiture
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You might indeed be feeling something way beyond my experience, but first things first. I have more then migraines I have cluster headaches. My first Neurologist who determined what they were, said to me "You know ***, people have killed themselves because of cluster headaches"? I said thanks Doc, I love to consider myself enlightened even if its bad news. First, get yourself to a MD Neurologist and make sure your not going to have your head blow up, and ruin some ones dinner. Then get back to me, and we'll talk.

Thanks for your post. If you read just a few pages beyond the initial OP (and I think I mentioned it in the OP itself), you will quickly realize that not only myself, but the other regulars that post to this thread have all been through the medical junk and have been cleared. I personally had (at the time of the OP which was over a year ago) 3 MRI's to try to diagnose other issues that I was having at the time, and everything was normal. And quite honestly, in recent months I have not suffered from any headache, whether it be the physical or spiritual kind. The OP was merely a springboard to a much bigger world of experiences that we have all collectively shared for the past year.

If you have anything you would like to share, we're all willing to listen and offer our own experiences in return.

Edit to add: I just caught the joke at the end of your post. I just about spit my tea all over my computer screen!

In all seriousness, if you feel up to it, read through the thread in its entirety. You might find something of value for your own personal life, whether or not you believe in the world of the metaphysical. We're all pretty down to earth people just looking for answers to the big questions.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

They are creating artificial resonances, to control our brainwaves.

Originally posted by Raist
I feel that it will be a spiritual word coming known in the real world. We will see others, possibly loved ones, devoured right in front of us. The spirit world (call them ghosts, spirits, demons, angels, or whatever) is boiling. It is getting closer to the top of the pot and we (living people) are about to be burned.

I agree love will win out in the end, but the road to get to that end will be disturbing in ways that are unknown to most. It will start out innocent and seem to be a new friendly adventure. That is a deception, the human world and the spirit world cannot stay mixed in that way.

I really hate to bring movies/books into this but there is a saying from one that fits here. It goes like this "A storm is coming" for the life of me I cannot remember where I heard it, I swear it was in The Stand, though I could be wrong. The storm that is coming is going to a be very dark and violent one.

What you posted resonated deeply in me. Not so much about the 'spiritual' world, but worlds that we have yet to know outside Earth. Today, we have only begin to learn the multitudes of making contacts with others in our Universe where once humans thought impossible. Information can be packaged into beams of light, telepathy, etc, are being discovered, or re-discovered.

Humans and such 'beings' as you described and even claimed, perhaps without any authority on the subject, that we cannot mix that way. Who said so? Our masters? And what are their agendas?

I agree with you that the journey of knowledge 'will start out innocent and seem to be a new friendly adventure', as it often does and filled with hope, as it did mine, fortunately gently guided and led to make discoveries on my own free will and rational mind, BUT 'that end will be disturbing in ways that are unknown to most', equally true as I found out.

It is one big mess. That's what happenes when lies are created. It needs more lies to cover it up and as more piles up, it becomes one big mess and no one can even begin to comprehend how to unravel it all, as it affects all mankind on planet Earth.

I, only an insignificant nobody, stand helpless at the end of the tunnel, and what is keeping me sane is the hope that we humanity will realize the truth, awful as it is, and determine our own future collectively,not to let others decide, impose or draw us all into their power struggles for supremacy as they had done to our ancestors for centuries....

And that hope increases everyday as I see the level of conciousness being raised, of kept divided humans willing to compromise to stand on common grounds of aspirations in life, enough to make a stand collectively even against those minority whom are rich and powered with military might, as we eventually will against those more powerful.

We mankind will never stand alone and divided again, no matter how many times we fall and fail, for that consciousness cannot be undone once in our minds, if not for ourselves, it will be for the innocent next generations...

Originally posted by SeekerofTruth101
Humans and such 'beings' as you described and even claimed, perhaps without any authority on the subject, that we cannot mix that way. Who said so? Our masters? And what are their agendas?

Not our master. No TPTB would like nothing more than to control the beings I speak of. They wish to use them to strengthen their own power.

Some will even think they do control them or have gained favor with these "things". That to will be deceit.

No those that say we cannot mix are the "things" of the spirit world themselves. They have a fear of us and are jealous of the fact that we live and are free to choose what to do and whom to serve. We disgust them because we have the ability to love and feel empathy for fellow beings. It sickens them when we weep for another's pain or feel joy in the presence of a loved one.

Those I speak of feel no love, it is a word and feeling they do not understand and one they have distain and fear of. They know only hatred, anger, violence, pain, fear, disgust, envy, lust, and all other dark emotions and senses. They are masters at telling lies; they have the cunning of a coyote, the slyness of a fox. They enter in through doors we open willingly or by accident. They have the stealth of an owl at night, and the viciousness unmatched by any other in the physical world.

The worlds will never work together. I have no doubt you and I both will see people taken down in the streets just as mentioned above. It will be like a hunt on a game reserve where humans are the prey and they are the hunters. It will be a very dark time, but not so dark to blot out all light. Only the strongest of heart will survive. Those who are easily tempted or weak in their heart will be become the food of these hyena like "things".

Raist

Originally posted by Raist
The worlds will never work together. I have no doubt you and I both will see people taken down in the streets just as mentioned above. It will be like a hunt on a game reserve where humans are the prey and they are the hunters. It will be a very dark time, but not so dark to blot out all light. Only the strongest of heart will survive. Those who are easily tempted or weak in their heart will be become the food of these hyena like "things".

Raist

edit on 4/4/11 by Raist because: (no reason given)

Perhaps the simple me is not up to your esoteric levels to see 'spiritual' beings devouring and feeding on humans. I am not challenging your assumptions, for there truly is so much more to comprehend. Mine is more ground rooted to the physical world and relations to it, based upon logic and reason by millions of other researchers before me, and I can only forsee further enslavement and domination as a capital resource if we refuse to wake up.

I believe in the spiritual realm, but it is upon a leap of faith as modern science had not caught up with religion yet, and the spiritual realm is one of a common Creator who loves us all and will help us if we but call upon His name.

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I am not claiming some great knowledge or anything. I am only explaining what I feel and what has been given to my understanding at this point. I could be only half right, everyday is a learning experience if we listen.

When I speak about the spiritual world exploding and the beings devouring humans I mean they are no longer in the spiritual realm.

They will still have their abilities that they carry, though they will also have some worldly vulnerability. The best I can explain it is some will say another dimension has opened up and other worldly dimensional beings have stepped through. You will physically be able to touch a spiritual being and they will be able to touch you. Our world is not designed to have the two combined, we are kept relatively safe because that realm has not split open yet. At this point it is difficult to be harmed most of the time. Sure on occasion some manage to harm but not as severely as they could if they were completely freed. Mostly they cause us to harm ourselves. Sometimes they get out completely, right now though their world tends to pull them back soon after.


Science is good but it can only explain the physical. Many things happen daily that are not satisfactorily explained by science. One can fall several thousand feet (this has happened with some skydivers) and live, yet another can fall ten feet and die. It can be said that the one falling ten feet landed wrong, but really how do you fall thousands of feet and fall right? That is just one example there are however many more to be found.


Even though I feel as I do I live life and plan days as if nothing is going to happen. Since I cannot know when this bubble will burst I want to live as much as I can. I wish I knew more. I would love to have some kind of words that would help everyone understand. All I know is that I feel that there is a storm coming. This is a storm that will not be stopped.



Raist

Raist and Seeker,

What a wonderful balance you two have shown on this thread. I woke up this morning ready to tackle the world (even though sleep was still heavy in my heart and eyes), and I come across your discussions. The balance between concrete hard data, and the esoteric that we cannot quite touch is profoundly inspiring. To be quite honest, I see myself in both of you. While I have a very critical, rational mind, I also see the metaphysical world as a very real thing. You have both managed to pull the thoughts right out of my head.

Raist, if you go back to about page three of this thread, when most of the original posters to this thread starting posting, you'll see that I had the exact same theory that you have now. What an interesting spike of synchronicity. I still fully believe that all the negativity that has been brewing for millenia will pop at some point. It could be tomorrow, it could be a million years from now. Although, I am highly doubtful of the latter. If you take the thoughts of Seeker, who (please excuse me if I poorly paraphrase your thoughts...I'm still very sleepy) sees the "pop" as the economic, social, and other such issues coming to a head, and you take the thoughts of Raist, who, much like myself believes that there is some sort of spiritual bubble about to burst, you begin to see the bigger picture. While none of it can be proven beyond a shadow of a doubt, it makes sense.

What we have to do is find strength not only in each other, but strength in the powers of observation. We have gotten so far in the past year. So many people have come in to share their own personal experiences, and so many more new people see this thread weekly. I think the whole purpose of sharing my own personal thoughts was to bring about a conversation about what we are apparently all collectively feeling, whether some will admit it or not. All of the theories, from natural disturbances, to HAARP, to social and economic unrest, to the spiritual world exploding, all make sense in their own right. Now, we must take all of the events that we have cataloged, analyzed, and discussed over the previous year, and make some sense of them. I've been slowly rereading this entire thread (something that I haven't done in many months) to find a pattern, something that can help us understand what is going on.

I had an idea for a project some months back, and I had to put it on the back burner. I think I may take a few days next week (as I'll be on spring break then) and write down the events and theories that really struck a chord with me. While I won't have the time to compare them to real world events, just glancing past news articles might be enough. Let me know if either one of you (or anybody else for that matter) wants to take a chunk of pages to go over and collect the experiences contained in those posts. What we have is a gold mine of empirical data, and using the powers of observation, a pattern may indeed emerge.

Let me know what you think.


Much love all.






Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by phoenix_zephyr
All this week, since 28th March, things have felt "different", I feel better than I have done in a while. It's almost like an extra light has gone on, like a slight sharpening of sight/clarity. Dreams have switched pace too.

Anyone else since then?

Also, AmyWho6: Because it will bug me if I don't ask, how did you come about your username?

- Phoenix

Phoenix,

Yes I have indeed felt the "difference" in the mood in the air. My dreams have been very fleeting, if there at all. I attribute that to being sick, however, and once I am 100% (I'm at about 95% right now) I'll start having the "normal" ones again. I have felt at peace on and off since March 21st, with some days of absolute anger/angst mixed in. The days that I feel completely at peace, my entire body just feels like it's weightless, and I feel as if I have no cares or worries in the world. The days of the anger/angst are absolutely crippling and exhausting. These days come without warning, and no amount of meditation and relaxation techniques can stop the feelings from overcoming me. On these days I take it easy, do some light reading, and go to bed early. When I wake up the next morning, I feel right as rain again. I think these "bad days" are essential to the growth process and once we realize that and take the experiences for what they are, we can begin to master the emotions.

I'll share with everybody that Gradius and I did a ceremony on me a little over a week ago. While I don't want to "cheapen" the effectiveness of the ceremony, I can tell all of you, without a doubt, that it did do something to change my perspective on things. Since the day we did it, I have felt my entire being become lighter, and my outlook on our current reality is so much clearer. If Gradius wants to elaborate, I'll let him do that at his discretion, because I know that in certain Pagan rituals, by talking about the "spell" or ceremony can cheapen its effects.


I'll share a little interesting thing that happened to me last night as I was drifting off to the Land of Nod. I closed my eyes, and began my relaxation meditation before bed. I do this every night, and I find I sleep better when I have no tension in my body or mind. Without even trying, I began to see a vortex tunnel of sorts open right up in front of my eyes (they were closed of course). I began to feel lighter and lighter, and just as I thought I would have a breakthrough, sleep overcame me and the experience was lost. Have any of you seen this vortex thing in front of your closed eyes before? It is something that is rather new to me, and I've only seen it one or two other times in my life.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker