A Strange Feeling as of Late...

it seems it happens to everyone but me lately... dry days on the weird side for me, nothing new in the universe...
it sucks =(

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
reply to post by sinohptik

Thank you for sharing your thoughts, the true diversity behind this all is always amazing.. when you "meditate," what are you doing? i know thats a difficult thing to describe, at best, but i am interested and it could always help someone.

i think the fundamental difference is individual outlooks on meditation. keeping with the exercise analogy, free-weights versus swimming Through communication, we find that our "exercise" or "meditation" is not necessarily the same concept for both of us, despite being the same context. Neither "right" or "wrong," just pieces of the puzzle of what is "here." i feel perspectives are a lot like different "universes" with individual sets of "physics" and rules. the differences can truly be vast and amazing between iterations.. i feel that while this difference may be "vast," like the ocean, it is all connected land "beneath the surface." i think this should be the source of great curiosity and exploration, though perhaps it is the source of other things for many humans.. i think, if we were to take exploring our own "universe," or perspective, as seriously as many take "beating" everything else on this world, it would be a good thing. basically, compete with oneself with the support of others instead of compete with oneself and others. in everything we do, we would do our best, because that is where the real competition, growth, and productivity lie. i think the total repercussions from such a fundamental shift would be far-reaching. I bring this up, because it is such a strong theme for this current time, as more and more are realizing their personal responsibility and "power" to enact conscious change.

As for meditation, this ones base outlook is that "All Things" are directly accessible here and now, as i do not feel all parts of our "being" are subject to the laws of "time" and "cycles." The implication of that, as far as meditation, is that those "higher states" are already present, it is only my perspective that needs to learn how to incorporate them. Within the "perspective," i see the mind/thoughts as one system amongst others, such as the heart, etc. i think for most, it is difficult to be continuously aware of even the major organs in our physical body. So experientially, i do not try to necessarily "attain" higher levels, i just try to incorporate the depths of what was always there to begin with, and what is here continuously "now," within and without. This process can be done if "sitting" (meditating), doing martial arts, working, or playing a video game. Though its significantly easier to do it while physically still. Keeping equal "awareness" tends to take more energy as movement increases, but as they say in cooking, "to make the cut is to live!" Because of this, i tend to put more effort into such directions when i am actually "not meditating" than i do when specifically "meditating." However, meditating or not, i am always making effort in the same "direction" of expanding my perspective, and continuously incorporating more "systems" into it. Hope that made sense

Last night was pretty bizzare. I was listening to some live music, and also listening to the people around me.

Everyone just kept talking about how much they love the land, and how this is the most awesome place on Earth. To actually hear people praising Earth made my heart swell with pride.

It's a change of pace to see humans actually showing respect to Earth for once.

It was really nice.

Also, it is very low energy as of late. It is not a bad thing, it is almost like a well deserved rest and relaxation for everyone. Everyone is just taking it easy.

When phases like this occur I always know there will be an exciting phase soon following.

This weekend, for me, was rife with fighting back this illness that I'm still struggling with. For me, illness this time of year (I can set my watch to it) starts with a severe fever, body ache, etc. It progresses to a chest cold, and finally proceeds to invade my sinus cavities for roughly 5-7 days. I spent a lot of time sleeping, with barely any memorable dreams, which is odd, given the fact that I have been having some very interesting dreams in the past month. I woke up this morning (still sick with sinus issues), but with a feeling of being energized. I slept roughly four hours, fitfully might I add, and I woke up this morning feeling like a million bucks (sans sinus infection).

I get the feeling that we are back on another one of our "upswings" in energy that we have been able to accurately predict in previous months. When looking back at previous pages of this thread, I can see that we are all feeling these things at the exact same time, and have been able to accurately predict (within a few days) when the next "spike" will be. There has to be something to this.

As I think about it over and over again, we must all be getting more attuned to these energies that are freely floating out there. Is this part of our progression? Are we finally waking up from our extended slumber? I certainly hope so, because more and more people are asking me the tough questions, and I'm starting to run out of answers. These are "normal people," mind you. Regular people that know nothing of what we collectively experience are now coming out of the woodwork to ask me questions. Is it like this with any of you? Are you starting to run out of answers for the questions coming across? I know I am.

I hope you are all well and in good health and spirit.

Much love to you all.





Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by truthseeker1984


Hey TS, Sorry to hear you haven't kicked that illness yet. I had the same thing last month.
It hangs on for a long time. I actually still have the cough from it.
But I will be thinking of you and hoping for a more speedy recovery.

As for the people and thier questions, yes. I am running out of what to say.
I've just been telling them that everything changes. What would life and this world be
Without them? Where is the learning process with no change? That everything is going to
Be fine and the way it's meant to be one way or another. Be good to everyone and only
Do what you know in your heart to be right & true.

What I want to know is why these people are coming to me. I don't normally speak about
these things unless prompted to by another. I don't get it. But I suppose everything has it's
reason and place.

Love you all

I just woke up and I am surrounded by sensory overload.

I am never up this early but the birds woke me up. It is springtime and all the birds are going off right now.

They are so happy and they have their new babies to take care of.

It is truly like a rebirth of the world. The trees are green and prosperous, and everything outside seems to be alive just a little bit more.

Raindrops land on the tin roof of my house and add to the nature music taking place outside my window.

Good start to a day I must say.

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
I get the feeling that we are back on another one of our "upswings" in energy that we have been able to accurately predict in previous months. When looking back at previous pages of this thread, I can see that we are all feeling these things at the exact same time, and have been able to accurately predict (within a few days) when the next "spike" will be. There has to be something to this.

There absolutely is, what "it" is will become quite clear if things continue on their current path, or some of its branches.

As I think about it over and over again, we must all be getting more attuned to these energies that are freely floating out there. Is this part of our progression? Are we finally waking up from our extended slumber? I certainly hope so, because more and more people are asking me the tough questions, and I'm starting to run out of answers. These are "normal people," mind you. Regular people that know nothing of what we collectively experience are now coming out of the woodwork to ask me questions. Is it like this with any of you? Are you starting to run out of answers for the questions coming across? I know I am.

Not so much running out of answers... but definitely content to see us asking the "right" ones after all these years. then again, most around me know not to ask questions to things that they dont really want to know the answer to.. I see many bringing up topics that they would not have normally though, that is for certain. Usually considering something to do with space, or the "establishment."

Awaken is perhaps the right word, though maybe not necessarily from slumber. More similar to the process of our own planet forming. We have been "stabilizing.." "it" to the point where the collective system can nurture growth and life within itself. Akin to that fateful day where the atmosphere started to form around this planet.



It might even be time to start fostering such things.. So, what do you all think is going on here? We are all looking at the same thing, the same light house, but what are the individual contexts about it? There are no right or wrong answers to this. I would list mine, but that would involve a huge wall of text of beliefs/hypotheses that no one really wants to read. So, as we all go about our lives experiencing, what is your intent? What are you mindful of the most (ideally continuously) during the day? What type of path are you laying down before yourself?

reply to post by Tragic


Do as you are doing, as you think right and upon your free will, and if everyone were to be like you, speaking from your heart where love is the wellspring it gushes from, our race will be saved.

Goodluck and cheers!:-)

reply to post by sinohptik


I love the last part of your post, and it is a question that I have yet to present, so thank you for jump starting the thought process!


I started over 20 years ago on a path that I knew would be of some importance. I have always known that my role would be very important for whatever it is that we are ushering in. Beyond that, I'm still struggling with what "it" is.

These days I am managing both my physical and metaphysical lives, juggling thought processes with real-life issues (bills, car payments, job-hunting, etc.). I have started to come to the conclusion that the path we choose does not define who we are in this world. The amount of money we have, the type of job we hold, the friends we keep, etc. does not define who we actually are. All of us are luminous beings, all part of some greater whole, and each one of us has chosen to show up here and now. While our physical roles differ, our metaphysical goals, in my opinion, are all the same: to experience what we call being human, with all of its trials and tribulations.

Like I said, my day to day life is filled with trying to "survive." Keeping food on the table, gas in the car, and bills paid is at the forefront of my mind almost constantly. I question myself some nights with the big question:
"Is this it?" I truly believe that there is more to us being here than just surviving. There just has to be.

Much like Tragic, I'm trying my hardest to send light and love into the world, reject hate and malice, and trying to make myself a reflection of what I would like to see in the world. To quote a Jim Carrey movie:

"Be the change."

That's exactly what I'm trying to do, and maybe that's where my true path is heading.

As far as what we're all "waiting" for, I have not the faintest of ideas, at least not anymore. I keep seeing an epic battle between good and evil, a last stand, a sink or swim situation. That's the warrior spirit in me. The "old wise man" in me says that we must be patient, and that when the time is right, we'll instinctively know what to do. I just wish things were more clear right now. Patience is not one of my better virtues.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

i don't know, but i need a chnge in my life like, now. i'm tired of the uncertain times i'm living in, like from one day or another i'm gonna being throwed out the place i used to call "home" and i can't call like that anymore... yesterday i heard a conversation between my aunt and my uncle that made me so sad... hopefully, today i started to housekeep my best friend's flat and i'll be out of that place for 5-6 days (for me, a little holidays even when i'm full of work for college)... why i can't have a little luck and change this situation? why it seems nobody cares about what happens to me right now? (not even my parents).... jeez...
if someone of you can helpme with some energy,it would be very useful... i feel like i'm absolutely drained because of this whole situation...

reply to post by Caggy


Dear Caggy,

Always know that you are not alone, and never will be. As long as you had been here, and on this thread, we are all your friends, strangers though we may be but not in thoughts.

Secondly, do know that CHANGE is the only constant in life. The journey of life is never linear, but a roller coaster due to the complexities of human nature. Your cry for change is not the acceptance of change, but for the security of linear living, which is impossible for any human no matter how sheltered he or she is.

There's always a spanner thrown into the works. It may seem cruel, but we humankind are only flawed, not perfect as robots, and have to make mistakes in order and have the capacity to progress and mature, as sure as there is a sun in the sky always.

The successful method of dealing with the constant of change is patience and adaptability. When a situation change for good or bad, we must remain calm, take stock of the situation, think in peace for ways that we can survive that change by simply adapting - go with the flow without compromising too much of our individual self during the unsettling turbulent rivers of change.

Once things are more settled, we only need to reflect back on the mistakes made, to correct them, and will be stronger for more changes that will come, but this time, more matured and ready.

I apologise that I could not offer you any better advice than the simple suggestion I made, for no one can live your life. It is your free will to choose and decide.

I wish you the best of energy that it may invigorate you yet again, enough to pick yourself up and face your future - the next second, not with fear but with courage.

Good luck and cheers always! :-)

reply to post by truthseeker1984


The answer is a resounding yes, and rather than instill fear in them, I tell them not to trust what they see on tv and hear on the radio and read in the papers, but to trust themselves and what they feel. I tell them to get informed, utilize the many resources out there, and prepare for the worst, just in case. As Tragic knows, that's what you do in New Orleans during hurricane season. Prepare for the worst and hope it doesn't happen. If they want more info then, I tell them what I know and temper that with my thought process on the changes coming to us, and that helps them to be informed but calm.

I feel it so strongly now, and am resigned to what happens. That isn't passive like it sounds, it just means that I have accepted that even if I am afraid of what is coming, or angry about it, I understand that in the long-term, no matter how wonderful or horrible, these changes will be better for Earth and for humans. I truly, strongly believe that.

reply to post by Tragic


I see you basically said the same thing I did. Typical. (LOL) I agree, I don't know why they seek me out either. All I can guess is that they inherently feel the changes that have taken place in us and are drawn to that energy. That is a good thing as I think we can all agree that we woke up first so that we can shepherd others.

Originally posted by sinohptik
So, as we all go about our lives experiencing, what is your intent? What are you mindful of the most (ideally continuously) during the day? What type of path are you laying down before yourself?

My intent is to venture forth with open eyes, open mind, and open heart. My intent is to make it through these changes knowing that the ultimate outcome is a good one. I am still working on my own anger issues in my personal life, my own negativities, but I have made outstanding progress and even when I start to get bogged down in ancient history, I can now quickly divert myself to positivity. I love that about my new self. The path I lay before me is one of optimism, hope, empathy, courage, and love. I am positive most of us can say the same.

Huh...yes actually. I have been sharing the same feelings as of late, for about two weeks. These have been my symptoms:
Sharp pain in neck, so far every other day, the last two times being at 11:34 my friends tell me
Coughing spasms randomly
Constant mood change the past three days (from I'm on top of the world, all the way down to 'I suck, s-crew (not sure if a bad word on ATS) everything.'
Lastly, as I left Tae-Kwon-Doe last night, the second I left I had an overwhelming sense of dread. And pain, but not my pain, and not physical pain, more of emotional pain I think? I had a feeling something bad would happen in less than two weeks...time will tell.

That's all. Your symptoms don't seem as strange, but you are more in-tune with yourself, where as me being a youngster at 18, I'm just starting to learn all this stuff! It's exciting! Well, thanks for reading!

reply to post by dan25dan25


Welcome to our thread.

Please feel free to update us on your feelings whenever need be.

Also, if you want, you can share a little bit more about yourself with us.

Any strange spiritual experiences in your life? etc. etc.

As I am a sort of co-owner of this thread, feel free to ask me questions of a spiritual nature, as I am pretty well versed in the ways of amazingness.

Thank you for your interest. We hope to hear more from you soon,

-SolarE and friends.

and I'm Caggy. I'm nuts.
(who gets the refference, wins a candy)

hmmmm yesterday i went out to smoke a cig and saw what it seemed like an UFO ahahahaha, i think it was one of those weather globes, it moved like if it were hanging on a cord and being moved by the wind hahahaha
it was great, a pretty and clear night,it's hard to see the stars here usually, but yesrterday it was different...

Hey, guys. I know a lot about what's going on. I mean, a lot a lot. About the things many of you are experiencing, about what's happening, and why. If you'd like to ask questions, I can likely answer a lot of them. Be prepared, though, I tend to be pretty technical and geeky in my replies -- that's a part of my path this time. ..and I'm usually pretty bad about *asking* questions -- but hearing what you have to say, I'd likely enjoy.

Either way.. ..Hi.

reply to post by watchoutfortheblehblehble


Well well well, what if it is I that teaches you?

Ohhhh what now????

Nah for real, I personally know what's up.

But, if you want to share with the rest of the class, feel free.