A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by NixiePixie


Dear NixiePixie,

My answer to you would be to confront your fears courageously. How long do you intend to run away from them? Make your stand, and you will ultimately find out and reveal more better character traits than you will ever realise.

Fear is that unlocked swinging door in your mind that allows outside influences to permeate your gifted rational mind that every human had been bestowed upon by our Creator. Once it enters your mind, it will only corrupt your mental conception process, and everything that you want to do comes with a foreboding consequence, hindering you from taking bold steps on the journey of knowledge.

It is how such techniques of fear are used by social engineers to manipulate mankind on behalf of their paying masters, to enslave mankind to their will, and not that of free will that had been freely given by our Creator.

That is nothing to fear. We came into this world with nothing and will leave with nothing. Thus if we have nothing, there is nothing to fear. Emotions - the highs and the lows that propels our minds into achievements of life, are experienced only at the moment, but moments will pass and all that's left are only memories which we can never recreate, try as we might, but never the original. Cherish and treasure such moments that are good, for it will not last. It will be such memories passed on to our next generations that they may draw strengths upon - aim for the moon, and if one fails, one will stll land amongst the stars.....

We all are flawed beings, and will make mistakes. But we do have the ability and capacity to correct them and press forward instead of laying on the ground and surrender. We each determine our own path.

On a practical note:-
1. Send the car to the garage for a thorough inspection for sulphur deposits that could had been picked up from travelled places or mixed with dirt captured upon footwear and left on the car. If nothing, then get the car washed and clean professionally.

2. If after all that had been done, and you still smell sulphar, then parked the car in the open, rolled down the windows, don't start the engine, clear your mind of any influences, and await for communication. Always remember that you are a child of our Creator, and NO being, more so of the spirit can harm you unless you let or allow them through your fears. Instead, you, through the name of our Creator and His love for us, has the power to banish such spirits if it attempts to seize control.

Have no fear. No human beingis ever alone. Take care.


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Originally posted by ChaosMagician
Don't get lonely out there.

I had the stars to guide me and the energy surrounding us to keep me company. Not to mention all of you in my heart. I was definitely not lonely last night.

Hope you are all doing well. Much love.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

I had a wonderful night last night.

I went to a Kava bar, and it was as roots as it could possibly get.

All good vibes. Not one drop of negativity. I was in real Hawaii last night... Oh man. That was amazing.

Then today I went to the beach with some friends. I was inspired and I made this on the volcanic black sand:

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I am in a good mood today. How are you all?

-SES

I forgot to add:

I was talking to actual Native Hawaiians today, I was invited onto their private land.

This one aunty, she was amazing. She was talking about how she has starting growing organic and self sustaining herself and her ohana. Many of them have been doing it. I'm talking totally self sustaining as in making their own clothes, tools, etc. She had the ancient mana in her.

We talked, and I casually mentioned about the Strange Feeling as of Late, and how it feels like we are all going to be reverted back to the ancient ways of living once again. And she agreed with me 100%, and told me she felt it. We also talked about aumakua,(spirit animals) and throughout our conversation we both felt that mana in the air. You know that feeling you get when you talk spiritual with other people... Phew, it was refreshing.

I hope you all have moments where your environment is peaceful and relaxing. We all need those kinds of vibes.

I, an insignificant nobody, had a strange event last night.....

After finishing my latest post on this thread, I felt a draining of energy from my body. I thought it could be the flu comming on again, but as I had experienced flu just recently, I know it was not the cause. I could feel energy particles, in myrid of colors spectating within my mind flowing out to others who needed it more.

I was physically exhausted as the energies were not produce for my body to act, but mentally still active, as my mind continued to produce energies on its own and flowing out. I decided to go to sleep, had a dreamless sleep and awoke fully refreshed.

I now know what it is like to share energies, only that I do not know the scientific experiments or terms for it, or current science has the ability to explain it for we are still in the infant stage when it comes to understanding our mind. It had been real to me.

The Messiah once said that no one can come to our Creator except through Him. During his time, our ancestors were not as educated as we are today, and knew nothing about the body, let alone how the mind works. But the Messiah was a highly evolved individual, and through the comprehension of His words and teachings can mankind be brought closer to our Creator and His plans for us.

Our ancestors had to draw upon the Messiah's energies and within that spiritual guidiance inside our minds could they reach out to our Creator.

Today, even though still infants, we are far more educated and aware of spiritual significances than our ancestors had been. We may have develope or discovered energies on our own that we can share with others to help them onto the right path of life instead of destruction, to heal instead of hurting....

As our frightened masters and their puppet MSM/academics continue to constantly harp that the world masses had gone mad, their fears are more revealing. Their hold on mankind thru the use of fears is losing, as humanity awakes. Who are the ones who are mad? - those in power who had rob and murdered our fellow brothers and sisters in the guise of legality or the common masses whom seeks for peace and common grounds for achievement of life's aspirations?.

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


I could not agree more, my brother. TPTB are starting to see that shift in human consciousness. They are starting to feel that shift in energy, like many of us are. They know that the tides are turning and that they are fighting a losing battle. The more and more that they close their proverbial fists, the more grains of sand slip through the cracks. We are the grains of sand slipping through the cracks. We are the life force that refuses to lay down and die for an unjust cause. We are the mana that flows through every tree, rock, stream, blade of grass, on this Earth. It took me a long time of soul-searching to come to the conclusion that we are the ones that will take back the right to simply live. There is no power greater than the power that flows through all of us, skeptic and believer, sinner and saint alike. It doesn't matter what that power is called. It's there, and it's there for the taking. It's there for us to connect to once again. It doesn't matter if we were a biologically engineered species, or if we were a simple mutation in evolution. We are here, and we can, and will, connect once again with that force that guides and controls the universe.

I have made a major breakthrough after talking with a very dear friend tonight. The words above are the breakthrough. Demons could walk through the streets, Heaven's full fury could be brought down upon us tomorrow, but it does not matter. We are here, in the moment, and with one collective voice we will rise up and say: "Our destinies will not be manipulated or controlled by an unnatural force. We will not go down quietly. We will not lay down and die. On the contrary, we will fight with every grain of our being, and we will love even more."

There will be a balance. The Yin and the Yang will be recalibrated, and we will find peace once again. It might not be today, it might not be tomorrow. Hell, it might not be in our mortal life times, but our children's children will know of a world where love prevails and war has no place.

It's a nice thought.


Much love to you all.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

I am happy, peaceful but feeling rather anxious.

oh, and not to double post but a draining feeling? talking of general energies or specific energies? I have felt different drains of energy lately... one from releasing too much at times further back and another type of draining pulls a lot of the rest of my energies to the mind and this has been somewhat continuous, some days worse than others. It seems a lot has been coming through and sometimes it feels sort of time wasting because I have a hard time focusing on doing other things and all these things in contemplation are unknown imaginative things but don't feel that way, they feel real... or perhaps I am not as much of a multi-tasker as I thought I was and just need to learn more and try not to be so lazy... although in my life i have been opposite of lazy, practically a robot it seems.
The problem is I am finding that contemplation is hard to resist and is distracting me from petty yet necessary tasks. I feel happy though... uncertain yet happy for now. I have so many questions and things keep pouring into my mind. It feels more important than anything else though, but makes me feel irresponsible every now and then. It is part of the reason I spend so much time on this website... to enhance my contemplation, but also ... I have been sick the last few days with a cold so I have not been doing much anyway... or am I making excuses? I am trying not to. I really am sick.

The strange thing is that even though things seem to have my full attention, I tend to believe things will fall into place and there has been evidence of that lately but that could be a bad position in some circumstances. A non-attentive one to life's responsibilities... but what of thoughts on a larger scale? Seems more important... but is this anticipation and contemplation empty? My mind has always felt kind of torn about things like this, it's strange. Like I've said before, I have always been one to get stuck in daydreams and contemplation and be searching for answers. I know I will have to change things and am waiting for external things to change because it seems everything will follow through automatically if I could only gain understanding and if that understanding was only evident in my real life.

Like I said... I'm anxious.

I could be kidding myself and just need a lot more discipline in concentration...making excuses to not restrain my thoughts and emotions.
I have been finding it really hard to concentrate though. I've been in a good mood but doing things like sticking my drivers license in debit card readers, forgetting things. I am sooooo seriously distracted and refuse to make myself snap out of it now more than ever.

reply to post by ChaosMagician


Heres a soundtrack to accompany the mood as of late:

www.youtube.com...

Wow... that was interesting.

I feel like I'm stumbling out of a movie theater going "Holy crap, that was an awesome movie"

reply to post by ChaosMagician


I know what you mean.

Delving into the spiritual side does not mean having to throw away our present lives, running off to hermitage to get away from it. Far from it.

Personally, I had never allow the spiritual to conflict with my mortal life. Rather, I let what I had learnt to enhance my world dealing with myself and others, never to hurt or harm others but to keep an open mind, listen and offer help whenever I can and to whomever possible within my ability. You said it right - discipline. And we need it in order that our race progress and evolve. It can only happen by interaction with others and not keeping our knowledge to ourselves.

There will be changes that are beyond our ability to help. Alone, as separated and divided individuals with vast differences, we will never be able to achieve much. But together as a whole human race, seeking common grounds of what we want in life to stand on, we together will have that strength to achieve the impossible, as it had been done throughout the courageous history of mankind that gave us our todays even though twisted and cheapened by TPTB.

The most critical aspect is - to live this gift of life meaningfully, for yourself and those you love and whom love you, and be the best you can be for yourself and them.

Good Luck and cheers.

reply to post by ChaosMagician


I think I know exactly how you feel! I too am seeing things differently now and I revel in learning and contemplating more. I have to really fight myself to make sure I am not neglecting everyday mundane duties. I am out of work now and life circumstances are making it hard for me to decide if I should get a job to help with family finances or continue what I'm doing that is helpful, but doesn't make money. (Hard to explain without getting into a huge story, if you are interested, you can pm me.) Right now my bed sits unmade and my floors not cleaned, etc. and here I sit using the computer. I always check in to see how people are doing on here and that seems very important to me now.

Ok now I can't remember what else I wanted to say. I know that your post totally resonated with me. By the way, I've been sick too, but I still feel lazy if I try to take it easy so I can heal faster. Stupid, eh? I am thankful for my learning about herbalism and practicing it now, because I don't want to load up on pharmaceuticals for their bad health effects but also I hate making the corporations rich, while I struggle to pay my bills!

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


You are right, we need to find the balance between the spiritual and the physical life. I do find that my spiritual growth does help me in life dealings with other people and also with myself. As an example, I find that just being outside and basking in the sun or hangin out with my tree helps me relax so I don't feel like I'm gonna explode from my stress levels. While I know everyone deals with stress, my family and I are all dealing with an unprecedented (for us) awful situation that is making us all so weary. I am glad that I have learned to deal with it with nature and the spiritual side of my existence. It gives such respite. Unfortunately, my family are practically killing themselves with stress... chest pains, migraines, anxiety, despair, nausea, etc. It breaks my heart. I try to help comfort them, and I wouldn't be able to do that if I didn't take care of myself. Anyway, to some it looks like I don't care, when really I am just learning to cope better than they are I guess. I wish I could help them.

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Beautiful and amazingly worded reply. Thank you!

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
reply to post by SeekerofTruth101

 

You are right, we need to find the balance between the spiritual and the physical life. I do find that my spiritual growth does help me in life dealings with other people and also with myself. As an example, I find that just being outside and basking in the sun or hangin out with my tree helps me relax so I don't feel like I'm gonna explode from my stress levels. While I know everyone deals with stress, my family and I are all dealing with an unprecedented (for us) awful situation that is making us all so weary. I am glad that I have learned to deal with it with nature and the spiritual side of my existence. It gives such respite. Unfortunately, my family are practically killing themselves with stress... chest pains, migraines, anxiety, despair, nausea, etc. It breaks my heart. I try to help comfort them, and I wouldn't be able to do that if I didn't take care of myself. Anyway, to some it looks like I don't care, when really I am just learning to cope better than they are I guess. I wish I could help them.

edit on 21-11-2010 by Ellie Sagan because: clarification

I'm really layed back about life my main concern is my studies and getting into university at the moment, which can be stressfull at times but when I look at people in my family I see stress that I never feel is a problem. People get angry very easily too often and often it is because of a stressfull event in their day that has provoked them.

I heard a buddhist teaching I think it is in reference to mindfullness, where you should analyse your thoughts and think of a reaction before you give one. So for example if youv'e had a bad day identify why that is and don't continue the cycle by blaming anyone else.

I'm sure this isn't relative to the thread at all but I just thought I'd share

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Thanks for sharing. Good luck with your studies and getting into a university. As you get older you may understand your parents stress better. Not that it's just, but you may have a understanding.

Originally posted by amc621
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Thanks for sharing. Good luck with your studies and getting into a university. As you get older you may understand your parents stress better. Not that it's just, but you may have a understanding.

I'm 23 lol thanks though

Slow forums. Checking in and saying Hallo to all!

Is anyone else feeling, distressed? Antsy? Can't concentrate on any one thing? I feel like there is something I should be doing... But I just can't seem to remember what it is...

reply to post by NixiePixie


I feel great here. Thanks for asking

reply to post by klain


Sorry, meant like your parents age, not that you were young.