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A Strange Feeling as of Late...

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posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 10:03 AM
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reply to post by Ceriddwen
 


Ha ha ha! Thanks mate - it was flippin' freezin too!
Maybe a bad choice of costume for November in the North of England, but it was worth the laugh!

Much love...



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 11:18 AM
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Oh my goodness! ROFL
That's awesome Mike, I love it hahahahaha
Makes me want to put it up as my desktop.
Thank you for the offer as well, the same goes out to you as well as everyone else.

Love you all!



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 11:29 AM
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hi, i was wondering if you could possibly give me any information on practicing with energy, i am very interested in what i have recently became aware of and wish to learn more if you could explain to me ur interpritation of energy around us id love it. i have been seing what i think is energy all over the sky at night and during the day please im sooo curious! yet i have no idea as to how to connect with this energy or get past the stage of just realising it and maybe move onto something more
thankyou



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 11:31 AM
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HAHA! That's awesome Mike! Brilliant costume! You pull it off so well!



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Night two of disturbing sleep patterns. Is everybody okay out there? My acute danger sense was going off all night last night. My dreams were fleeting, once again, and I woke up feeling like I was hit by a freight train. I haven't had two consecutive nights of this in a long, long time. I feel like something is brewing somewhere. I don't know if it is something in my personal life, or something outside of it, but it is very unsettling indeed.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 11:39 AM
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I, a simple insignificant nobody, beg, and not even use the mild word 'beseech'. everyone on this thread not to hurt or give names to amc.

In the new world that we, the awakened, are rebuilding is one that leaves NONE behind, something that TPTB had alternatively sought to utilitarianly to get rid of many that are seemingly 'abonormal', with the current accepted belief in sciences which we mankind are still far from diving beyond the surface levels.

He is a human, one of us, perhaps only slightly confused or more honestly, trust in his basic 5 senses to define reality and suppress anything else that is 'non-mainstream'. Nevertheless, he is our fellow brother and human, with acknowledged fears beyond his perception of the 5 senses he had been gifted this life.

It will take time for him to accept the realities that many of the awakened now realised. He too, has a free will gifted by our created, and he is but only one or representative of the few unawakened that only patience and time can wean him off the delusions created by TPTB and their pliant MSM.

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Dear Tragic,

I am personally honoured that you would revealed a slice of your life here, amongst strangers. I had been touched by your words often, simple as it is, that speaks volumes to the evolutionary path that will save our human race - love. To me, you are a Goddess personified by your words, for in you, you had shown extraordinary courage, wisdom and perserverance that few can ever acheive this mortal life.

If only you would have more confidence in yourself in the real life, you will be able to overcome your difficulties. You are never alone, for many had face far worse difficulties than you had experienced, and succeeded in overcoming it, as well as many here whom think good and positive thoughts for you. Your advantage over others is love, and love will overcome all.

It is not as cliche as many cynically believe, for only in love will you find the strength to face realities and do what is necessary to overcome obstacles in life. Without love, we humans will only withdraw into our comfort zone, protected, but never knowing our own full capabilities to reach out to others, whom are those we love.

Your love may be seemed to be a mere drop into the vast ocean of humanity, but nevertheless, a reality in the increase of volume of the sea. The Buddishts, which preaches no religon but a way of life, had taught and prepared mankind for our next life. Their basic premise that life is only an illusion, for we came with nothing and will leave this world nothing.

Only through our words and actions will gain immortality. You and I may be strangers, but your words are relative and a commonality of comfort to many. In such, will you be an immortal, not only to to your loved ones whom you will always protect and remembered for your sacrifice in love, with your own life, but to many others that you had reach out and touch.

Much respects and love, and may glad tidings come in your way. Cheers! :-)



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 11:59 AM
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Originally posted by JAMiN
reply to post by truthseeker1984
 

hi, i was wondering if you could possibly give me any information on practicing with energy, i am very interested in what i have recently became aware of and wish to learn more if you could explain to me ur interpritation of energy around us id love it. i have been seing what i think is energy all over the sky at night and during the day please im sooo curious! yet i have no idea as to how to connect with this energy or get past the stage of just realising it and maybe move onto something more
thankyou



Jamin, welcome to our thread!

So you have asked me about how to use energy. Well, there are several ways that I have learned to raise my awareness and energy over the years. I can tell you first and foremost that using energy is more about intent than anything else. Your intent to raise your awareness, your intent to raise your energy, your intent to shield yourself from things out there, is all about concentration and mental practice.

The first thing that my mentor taught me was to concentrate on objects around you. It can be as small as a coffee cup or as big as a MAC Truck. The size doesn't matter. The mental task is to feel the shape, the weight, the texture, and the physicality of whatever you are focusing on. Focus on feeling it in your mind's eye. Know that you are connected to it, as it is connected to you. Since we are all connected in this world in one way or another to every other thing in this world, this should be your first mental exercise. To feel the connection to everything around you is really the best way to releasing and using your personal energy.

Another thing that I know Sol likes to do is go walking barefoot through grass, or whatever you have around you. I have certainly benefited from doing a weekly barefooted walk even just through my own back yard. Of course, it's too cold to do it at this time of year, but it certainly helps in achieving a proper energy flow between you and the Earth. I like nature walks and take them whenever possible. I use the same technique that I just told you about above to raise my awareness levels. I have never felt more at peace then when I have just gone into the middle of the woods to "take it all in."

If you have the means to purchase it, I would recommend buying Michelle Bellanger's "Ghost Hunter's Survival Guide." While the title implies that it is a book for ghost hunters, the energy techniques that she uses and discusses throughout the book are at their core, the most important skills that any budding energy user should be aware of. Grounding, Centering, and Shielding are the techniques that she discusses quite frequently in the book, and they are all easily researched on google. There are different ways to focus these skills. The most important thing to remember in all of this, is that it is your intent that focuses your energy, not some mystical life force, and not some totem or trinket. We are all capable of achieving these things if we just focus on the intent.

I hope that helped you out. If you have any more detailed questions, please feel free to U2U me.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 01:28 PM
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Jamin, a huge welcome for you.

To add onto what TS1984 already said, I can give you some tips about energy.

I am very surprised you said you have been seeing energy in the night skies lately. Truly shocked.

These past two nights in particular, the night sky is BRIMMING with energy to the point where you can cleary see it.

So you wish to harness this energy, eh? Then realize that you are both a giver and reciever when it comes to energy.

One thing I do is, soak up all that energy in the sky, and ground it here to Earth for everyone to benefit from. I also like to take impure energies and purify them and then send them back into the sky.

We have many powers, all you have to do is believe.



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 07:48 PM
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I don't know what to say. All I can do is smile and that's not even close to what I can't seem to express. when/if I find the words, I promise to come running back to tell you lol. But thank you as always for your encouragment, for propping me up when I'm sliding down, for your beautiful mind & for being you.

As far as sharing that with strangers goes - Don't be too impressed really. I think of each and everyone of you as part of my family. I don't see it as sharing with strangers. I see it as sharing with people who are a part of me. Would I recognize any of you on the street? With the exception of Mike and his costume (lmao) no, I doubt it. But I firmly believe that when all is said and done on this level, we will all move on and be even closer with each other then. I can accept nothing less.

Love you all to pieces

Oh! Jamin, welcome aboard hon. Happy to see new people as always. Hope you find your stay here informative and warm.



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 08:58 PM
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Tragiiic =(, I don't know what to say because everything was already said, but you know that you've helped me a lot in the past, why would I not help you? Please, if there's something I can help you about just drop me an U2U, don't forget that we are with you, always.

Mike, I LOVED YOUR COSTUME! men should wear spandex more often, really hahahaha!!!

today something changed. Lately, I have been "seeing" static in the air, and today here was again. Let's see what the world can bring us from today



posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 09:56 PM
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Oh honey, it's not that you wouldn't help me. It's that everyone would do everything within their power to help me. Sounds crazy doesn't it? heh ... I just didn't want to be negativity for anyone. Yeah, I know Ceri already informed me I'm a bonehead lol Don't worry another moment about me. I'm going to be fine really. I've been through heavier things than this. Everything is going to work out for the best. I know that and that's why I can still be ok and do my day to day thing. Faith

Thank you Cags *huge hugs & tons of love*


Mike, I just looked at the pic again of you as Paul Stanley ... You are holding what is clearly a trick-or-treating bag. Did you actually go door to door demanding candy from little old ladies or did you mug a little kid for that? hehe Either way, looks awesome haha
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posted on Nov, 17 2010 @ 10:50 PM
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I've been neglecting keeping up to date or even trying to keep everyone up to date as to how the stranger things in my life have been going. Honestly, I think I've been trying to keep myself more on the numb side due to events that have taken over my life. And I suppose even though he made me grind my teeth and shake my head in frustration; I owe that realization to amc. I probaby would have stayed in that state longer had he not prodded and poked with that passive-agressive bull@ and made me remember and think about it more. (If you are still stalking this thread amc, thank you for that.) So suffice it to say, I haven't been pushing myself or even trying at all to go any further with ... whatever you want to label it.

There were a couple of times where I thought I was ready and would start to meditate, to try for the lucid dreaming and even the OBE's or being able to see while asleep (which is entrancing and so scary all at once). But to me when I push myself for these things I become afraid a little bit, even when my life is going smoothly (or as smooth as my life ever goes lol) but to do it when things are so screwed up, sent me into panic attacks. As though it was all too real and too close to home.

I believe the days of being too afraid to delve deeper are over. I think I forgot about how when discovering new things about myself, others and possibilities of everything in between, it just amazed me. And I'm ready to be amazed again. I think maybe going over my posts from earlier this year may help to jump start myself again. I don't see where it could hurt at least.

Although I haven't been trying for anything, a funny thing happened about 2 weeks ago (on another subject). Well, it's funny to me now. Anyhow, I had my friend's daughter over at my house. She, whom we will call B from here on out has been friend's with my son since they were about 1. So, they were playing in my son's room being loud and annoying as kids often are. I was in my living room folding laundry when all of a sudden I hear a door bang against the wall. I was about to yell at them for slamming doors into walls etc., when both B and my son came running down the hallway screaming and plowed into me. Then B starts yelling "The door opened! THE DOOR OPENED!" I said well that's good honey, they're supposed to open and close. But you guys can't be slamming them into walls or you're going to put a hole in the wall and I'm going to be upset. She started crying hysterically and I thought it was because she thought she was in trouble. So, I tried to calm her down saying it's not a big deal just don't do it again, no one is in trouble. (I look over at my son who at this point is just sitting on the sofa staring down the hallway towards the bedrooms. I didn't think much of it.) Then B starts telling me that the door was closed and they had a big wooden box full of legos in front of it and that it swung open on it's own. I (being the eternal Mom) started telling them they can't block doorways and they aren't supposed to have it shut anyway, completely missing the point. So, my son started just really quietly and quickly saying "mom, it was closed. mom, it was closed" over and over again. So, when I finally got the point, I said "Oh." -- Now, I have had my bedroom door slam shut just as I was about to walk in there before. I figured since it was just to me and no one is being hurt, I didn't really care. And no, the windows were closed, the air conditioning was off. It just happened and it was way too much force to be a draft or anything. --- Anyhow, so, I got the point and I actually kind of froze. Then I just spurted out "Who wants Kit Kats?!" And we all went into the kitchen to drown them in sugar so I could call her mom. Do you have any idea how weird it is to ask someone you've known for years their policy on what they tell their children on spirits? LOL She was stunned but the kids were asking questions and I didn't want to scare the friend's daughter. So, the mom told me "You're going to have to figure something out and tell me whatever it is you decide to tell her." Argh! That was so frustrating. Now, with my own children, I tell them what I believe to be true and other people's views as well. Then talk to them about whatever it is and get their ideas-so on and so forth until they feel comfortable. But this wasn't my child. Anyhow, they finished with their sugary treat and ran off to play. While I could hear them talking about it a lot they never came and asked me again. So, I let it drop. ... Haha that was so very anticlimactic. But that's how it went down and I thought I would share it with you all.

Hope everyone is having a beautiful night. Oh yeah, I'm not sure where all it can be seen from but there will be a meteor show tonight/coming morning. The article said around 5am or so US east coast time I believe. So, if anyone is up at that time and is interested, it should be gorgeous.

Love you all



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 04:30 AM
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Wow Tragic!

I think you did well on asking for advice on the other child. Those are sensitive subjects. Can't be too careful!

And about the door, Whoa! Makes me wonder if the spirits are "awakened" too. heh



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 07:49 AM
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Heh heh -




Mike, I just looked at the pic again of you as Paul Stanley ... You are holding what is clearly a trick-or-treating bag.


It was actaully the remainder of my 8 cans of Scrumpy Jack cider!! We'd just been to a warehouse gig/party with a bring your own booze.
and then off to another party.

Man...I'm a classy guy.


Much love...



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 08:33 AM
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WOW...

I have to say I am amazed and awed by this thread. Took me some time to catch myself up to speed from page 1 to 101. I still have some more to catch up on and get a feel for everyone but it appears that will take some time given how busy this thread it.

SO I am gonna go ahead and introduce myself into this and jump right in. I am amazed by how most are very open with everything, something that took me years to admit to. I am finding myself thankful for rejoining here.

As for me and sleeping... We do NOT go hand in hand. the past few weeks have been horrible. With the peak on Tuesday night or Wednesday morning. for the first time in the 6 years I have lived at this home I woke up scared and frightened beyond belief. I have warded my home and felt confident (before) of these shields. Yet that night I doubted them. I hid under the covers and was terrified to move. Finally I convinced myself I was being foolish but I couldn't shake the feeling of being watched. There was a horrific storm outside to add to this peculiar night. But I was convinced I wasn't alone. Which is NOT uncommon for me. the paranormal has been in my life since I can honestly remember. Seeing, hearing, and just knowing when is really going on out there. But this night was unlike any "shift" I have ever felt. Normally can "hear" shifts in the Earth. Which the first time I heard It I thought a Mac Truck was parked in front of my home. (At 3am looking for said truck that didn't exist) I finally later was aware of what is was. But BACK on track. . . I agree with those who say "something is a brewing" You can feel and almost smell the change. And for the first time ever I am frightened.

I suppose I should have given a back story on myself But I figure with posting more Those interested will be aware of it. heh.

Anyway thanks to anyone with gets through my rambling!



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 08:55 AM
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Good morning everyone. I hope you all had a serene rest.

Angry Angel - Yeah, I just didn't know what to say to her. She's had nightmares a lot since she was tiny. This girl used to wake up in the middle of the night, just screaming her little heart out. I didn't want to be the cause for more of that.

Mike - Lol, even better than being filled with candy! It doesn't get much better than that lol

Nixie - I'm amazed that you've poured through so many of these pages. Thank you for all that effort. I know while I was away for a bit, I came back and found it difficult to get through what I had missed and that was only a small fraction of what is here. All that aside, welcome to the thread. I'm sure we'll get more of the backstory on you as you progress along. And as far as the shifting earth sounds - That's creepy. Makes me wonder about all the times I've woken up sure I heard some loud crashing, only to get up and check EVERYTHING and find nothing. I've always assumed I dreamed something loud and crazy. Who knows. On a side note though, I sleep like the dead when it's really storming outside.

Love you all to pieces!



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 09:03 AM
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Welcome Nixie! The past few nights have been trying for me as well. I had a very fitful few nights of sleep, and last night things seemed to start calming down again. You are most welcome here, and any of us are glad to hear what you have to say. Sometimes just letting it out and knowing you aren't alone in these things is half the battle. Searching for the reality of events is the second half. If you've made it through all 101 pages of this thread I am amazed! I hope you found something useful in all of our discussions, and have felt some sort of synchronicity to confirm your own feelings. Gold star for you!



Tragic sweetie, wow. That's all I can say with the events that you described. It was a very wise decision to talk to the girl's mother about what happened and the best way to explain it. I have had children ask me before about spirits and ghosts and stuff of a paranormal nature before, and I was hard-pressed to come up with a suitable answer. Sometimes just giving it to them straight up is the only way to do it. My cousin's daughter is a sensitive herself, and a very strong one at that. She has bested me at times when we play our "mind games." My cousin has let me train and guide her daughter in such a way as to help to foster her gifts and to make her realize that it is okay to have these things going on with her. I fear, however, that the closer she reaches to full-blown puberty (and she's in the middle of it now), the harder things will become for her. I knew that my hardest time dealing with events was right around puberty for the reason that with all the extra hormones going on in my system, coupled with having tapped into latent human abilities, the ride was downright scary.


Well, I confirmed my "danger sense" from the other day. Right after I finished typing, I got an image of one of my good female friends in my head, and within minutes, I was texted by her. I could sense right away that something was amiss, and she confirmed that she was dealing with some very hard stuff in her life. She was on the verge of mental collapse again, as well as on the verge of a very nasty breakup. The danger sense I got was related to her psyche, as she has thought about, and tried before, to take her own life, so I was on extra careful guard. She said that she was taking her anti-anxiety meds, so I trust that she knows the way around her own mind. She doesn't believe me half the time when I explain to her what I can do, but I think I convinced her beyond a shadow of a doubt yesterday.


Anyway, that's it from me for a while. I'm due for some much needed alone time for meditation and reflection.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 11:01 AM
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Welcome Nixie.

I had read your post, and all I can say is to be not of fear. When you allow the emotion of fear to creep upon your consciousness, very much is lost, for it will only corrupt your mind and lead you astry with all kinds of doom that you heard or read about in your daily life.

Keep an open mind. Ensure that in the real world your doors and windows are locked. It is to make sure that there will be no real world interference and you can assure yourself that you safe.

As you are safe, when you fall asleep or into subconscious reality with is only a reality within a spiritual realm, do know full well that you are an immortal. NO ONE, NO BEING, can hurt or harm you in the spiritual world, for you are in immortal. No one dies in their sleep, less those with diagnosed heart problems and itself is very rare.

In the spiritual.subconcious realm, you cannot be harmed. The only one who can hurt or harm you is yourself, by allowing your deep rooted fears come into play. But as long as you know you are immortal, you will be able to interact within the dream with powers to banish those that seek to harm you, or to simply wake up when such beings illusions are destroyed by your courage.

Know always that you are not alone, for many had gone through what you went through, some with spiritual guides or strong religious beliefs. You are one of us, and no different. Take courage, with comfort of such knowledge. You have far more powers in the spiritual realm that you will realized, for you are a creation, a child of our Creator, who is known by many names and in many forms. There is no being more powerful that the One who creates.

Cheers!:-)



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 02:53 PM
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Looks like the thread picked up again.

I have been riding the energy lately, as in I am even more in tune with what is going on around me.

Lately, I have been able to see energy in the sky; sometimes they are swirling around like mad, and sometimes they are very calm and still.

The energy keeps fluctuating back and forth.

Very strange vibes today. Feels powerful.



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 02:58 PM
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What colour is it, blue? does it ever come from the ground?



posted on Nov, 18 2010 @ 03:21 PM
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I have been seeing a lot of points of light and shadows. I don't think it's my eyes because I think I would recognize that kind of stuff.

I have been in sleep paralysis and have had an eye descend upon me. I feel it's related.
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