Tragic: yeah, everythiing is more calm here right now, but I still have the feeling of being an alien on this house... I feel I don't belong here
anymore, so... I've started to search for a new home. It's not THAT expensive, and I've found a pretty great flat on an old sector of the city,
called Paris-London. It's BIG, old and pretty. The buildings in the surroundings are all old, the streets haves stones instead of pavement, it's
very quiet and also in the very downtown of the city. I hope my parents can give me the money to live there. It's pretty big for the money and for
being a 1 room flat... I'm so loving it... If not, I think I'm searching some rommies and rent something bigger and share bills.
I feel like I'm disturbing my uncle by being this late up working (it's my first recess... I have been sewing since 10 PM and it's 3:34 now and
there's a lot of work that I need to finish yet), but there's nothing I can do against it, because my class lasted till 7 PM and I came home by 9
PM... and nw I'm fixing the details my teacher just said to me in that class to fix. My career is this way here and I can't do anything against
that. At least my cousins understands the situation... and the youger one knows that I'm searching a new place to live. Actually, just my parents and
her knows that I want to leave.
Sol: great pic my friend!
And now, for me... I have been living in a prophesy. Let me explain. As I've told you in the past, I dream so vividly. Well, in some dreams I was
given some dates, that were sorta important. All of them (yes, ALL of them) have a meaning attached and the ones that already happened, those meanings
were revealed to me. I can't explain more because they're important just for me, but WTF?! Hopefully I sleep with a notebook in my bed and I have a
log of those dates and when nthey were given to me. I don't know why.
Tomorrow... well, today, is one of them, and I already don't know what's going to happen because the dream was very cryptic. I just know that it
involves my ex bf and his current girlfriend. The other dates were full correct (and the dreams less cryptic too so it was easier for me to decrypt
them), let's see what happens. Oh, no tragedies, just good things. I hope the prophetic dreams come back when I finish my finals, now I barely sleep
and I have just stupid and weird dreams without any relevance when I do sleep a couple of hours.
At least my last final is turning great and tomorrow I have the first evaluation of it. The last one is in dec. 17th. so I guess in 18th I'm going to
my mom's till xmass.
Another thing I wanted to share is about a friend. Actually I have 3 best friends, the one who posted here the other day, a guy who haves the same
personality of Sheldon Cooper from The Big Bang Theory (also like Phage
he just believes in science), and this particular one I'm going to talk
you about. He's the kind of hardcore sceptic, he doesn't believe in anything not "real" but he knows I'm on this kind of things, so he shares
with me everything out of the normal he lives. Lately, he have been having weird dreams (a prophetic one about the n. korea/s. korea deal) and also a
pre OBE. The day of the prophetic one, he called me asking WTH happened, and I've explained him the easier way I found.
It's like he just woke up suddenly and still can't assume that the world he used to believe was real was just the tip of the iceberg. I like it in a
way, because I don't feel THAT alone on this travel. Two of my best friends are sharing experiences with me and that's great in so many levels.
back to sew, g'nite!
- Cags