A Strange Feeling as of Late...

Came back in to add the last 2 days have been very interesting. Sleep has been a rapid flash of pictures. I came home after class and tried to meditate and was "pulled back" multiple times. I did manage a nap after and had very strange dream.

I found myself in a forest it was beautiful walking barefoot at dusk. I could feel the grass in between my toes and the trees whispering softly which at the time gave me peace. I was enjoying the coming moon and I 'swear' I could actually smell Lilies. Anyway as I was walking I came to a beautiful stream and decided to drink from it because I was thirsty. As soon as did I looked down to get more and the reflection off the water showed withered and burning around me and I smelled nothing but decay only things i could relate to it would be hot trash. I turned and saw nothing wrong away from the reflection. Dream stopped.

The next dream was a much different. I was flying along with others but then became deadlocked like I was driving in LA in rush hour. I was looking around. The light was warm, Yellow and Orange all over. A loud bang was heard and everyone around me yelled and a huge dark blue bubble surrounded me and the people around me. There was a slight relief once the blue hit me. I felt like I was being mixed and became to have a air of knowledge being spread from the dark blue object. The earth that i forgot was beneath me gave another bang and split in 2, a large muddy brown object appeared and slowly started engulfing all other light or color. The air turned extremely tense almost thin. I felt like I was being ripped apart slowly and felt pain. I then immediately awoke.

Now I wouldn't have said or shared this but I don't "dream" like this in fact I don't dream very often and when I do most of the time its a precursor to something negative. I'm not going to think that right off the bat cause I have no idea what the hell any of this is suppose to mean.

Interesting side note last week on Friday or Saturday I was outside and I felt a rip in me. Not a rip physically but a rip like something had been done that shouldn't have.

Hopefully some that are much more knowledgeable on here can spread some light or give me a clue of any ideas what this might mean. Im feeling a weighed feeling again. Thanks

P.o.E

So I was outside tonight, and I felt the blink.

The blink is these strange moments that occur to me when the world closes and the reopens up into a different scene. It's like a camera taking a snapshot, that's what it looks like, the blink

It is af the world itself is blinking at me. It is crazyyyy trippy, but it happened again tonight.

I cannot tell if we went up a level a down a level, but there was a definite "switch" outside.

How are you all?

reply to post by NixiePixie


Hey Nixie!

Welcome! Good to have you here. This thread is an on-going journey and one that I'm very happy to be on with all these fantastic folks. Never feel that you can't honest. No-one's here to judge , because I'm sure we can all relate to everything each and every one of us feels.

Also, don't worry if you think you're rambling. In the words of the mighty Led Zeppelin - Ramble On...

This shift we're in at the minute has been going on for a while now, and probably will continue to for a while yet. I think maybe the slower it occurs, the less the masses will notice, which is such a shame for them.
I also think we are the lucky ones to be able to notice it and this will be significant for us when we are fully through it.

For me, it's a time to live in the 'here and now'. The past has been done and the future hasn't happened. I'm learning to live and let live - something I wouldn't have been able to do a few years back.
I have no need to fear anything because fear is a hinderence and it leads only to anger. I'm a better person for knowing these folks and that includes yourself!

So welcome once again. I look forward to your input!

Much love...

It seems from everyones posts latley that whatever this is, is ramping up again.

Interestlying it goes hand in hand with another quake:

news.ninemsn.com.au...

Hey all,

Definitely noticed things are odd lately. Yesterday I did notice a lot of negativity and stress as well. Started to feel like I was actually getting sick by last night so I popped some vitamin C and B12 pills and worked out to release some energy. But when I went to bed I couldn't really sleep much so I am kinda feeling it today.

And welcome to the new posters. You are definitely in the right thread

- Dredge

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Yesterday I was bursting with energy and enthusiasm, but at the end of the day, I suddenly felt drained, and so weary. It happened so sudden that I was shocked and couldn't comprehend the sudden change.

But by morning, I realised I caught the flu bug, which made my body lethargic the previous day, the common cold that is only common in the winter season I supposed.....

Sometimes, medical science may be the answer. But then, the more adapt in spiritualism may be feeling something that is more than a common cold. Unfortunately,

I have nothing to share in this aspect, as my feelings are that we as a race, are given a chance and evolving rapidly, for better, not with TPTB's help, but by humanity's courage to stand up to truth and common aspirations against them.

It seems we the awakened are few and helpless, but it also seems to me personally that the equilibrium of awakened is about to peak and tilt in humanity's favour as through exponential spreading of information that will lead to more being awakened.....

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


Hey Seeker
Sorry to hear that you've fallen ill. I hope you're feeling better really soon.
*gentle hugs* Wish I could bring you some soup & tissues.

Love you all to pieces

These are only some general musings. Do you ever feel like you are caught up on the cusp of some gigantic, layered issue, to which you could attempt to unravel with a shovel or a bulldozer, but would still make no headway even if it became a full time activity? I found one, perhaps many-in-one as they seem interconnected, but priorities over-rule looking into it for long. It's polite to glance at the surface a lot longer before "landing", taking crustal samples, talking to the natives, that sort of thing anyway. Every time I feel a drop, or shift in my awareness, I consider it the loss of understanding which could have been gathered by taking a more investigative approach to the mysteries that beckon ... then again, I am compensated by peace of mind and older, time-tested, and for me, worthier pursuits. Again, it's a matter of priorities. I didn't dilute my time, skills, concerns in a cultural mountain. I hope the mountain will understand, but, of course it won't. Nor should it miss me, overmuch

Been a fairly sedate few days at work. Tinnitus is really driving me nuts today though, the permanent noise is louder than usual and I keep getting temporary tinnitus as well every hour or so. *sigh*

Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming ...

- Phoenix

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Thanks Tragic. Sure needed that. Am ok now, thanks to your kind thoughts for me and everyone else. Phoenix, wishing you and anyone else not feeling physically well a speedy recovery. You are all in my thoughts.

Northwarden, I understand how you feel. If I did not interprete your post wrongly, in summary, do you mean ignorance is bliss? Following the way of the ostrich of sticking its head into the sand is never a good idea, and chances are, one will be taken advantage of, if not abused. Forgive me if I had misinterpretated it.

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


YEs, yes, Ignorance is bliss. I enjoy sticking my head in the sand, and I'm so glad you saw exactly what I was trying to say.

/sarcasm off

Sidestepping culture isn't a bad thing. For example, would my time be better spent reading up on world events, as I do, or entertaining a long talk about local rap artists and their pointless, violent messages. I find so much is worthless in idle banter, and many a petty subject, but until I delve in, how will I know if it's actually worthless or not? I think much of society must be demon-possessed, that's all.

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


Thank you, you too Hopefully it wont disturb my sleep too much tonight.

My shift at work ended with one customer claiming that money was the root of all evil and that he was Jesus ... so that was a bizzare end to the evening

* Hugs to everyone *

- Phoenix

I don't really know what happened yewsterday's night, but at least MY personal world changed from bad to worst.
The bubble bursted today, i'm sad and angry, but calm, finally my uncle is at my home, but the first one who came was my granma (is his sister). She's so freaking cruel and sadistic, both with my mom and me. I just couldn't stand her and runned away to my best friend's place, been hidding here since 1 PM... I don't want to go back home, really...
at least I talked to my mom and told her that my aunt wanted me out of the house, she just said "well, we used to live in a room that I rented for some years, why whouldn't you bear the same?", she was so kind, I really never expected her being so nice with a notice like this one. Then she called again and told me to ask my best friend if he wanted to live with me, and later she said "I don't want you to keep living there at your aunt's, we're finding a solution, ok?"

I'm more calm, I don't like to hate people, but I can't help hating my granma, she's really a freaking poisonous viper,... and her sisters.Even the aunt that lived with me and used to love me now hates me due my other aunts influence... and the one who was always my defendant,still thinks i'm an inmature brat that doesn't know about life and is always critizing what I do, no matter if it's right or wrong...

Let's see what happens now. The world as I used to know it's dead and nothing can change the situation... the only ones whom are still here are my mom, my friends, my dad (who would tell that 1 year ago...) and my brothers. My other family is dead now.

And that's it... I don't have money to recharge internet, so maybe i'm not connecticng in some days. I'm coming here and my other friend's next week to read my email and the like, I'll keep all informed.

Love you all,
Cags

Hmm... sorry to hear you are going through trouble. Some people are hard to deal with and seem to need no reason at all to be fixed against someone. I know how that feels... total strangers hating my guts before they even know me and thinking the worst, that I am out to screw people over... and to be treated badly by someone you know that should care about you but doesn't seem to need any reason to be hateful- frustrating.

You don't recall doing anything to get on her bad side? maybe it's something you didn't realize and if you did, you could be the bigger person and try wiping the slate clean by re-approaching her differently and see what she does. Who knows, maybe she will have a change of heart. I'm not saying I assume you did anything but while you are upset, you might as well take that energy and use it to be absolutely certain there is nothing you've done to her.
Remember, some older people have lost their patience for even slight antics long, long ago. As you get older, your view of things start to change. Try to be certain there is nothing you overlooked.

Evening all

Things seem as if everyone is having troubles. I wish you all the best with much love. Remember we are never as alone as we feel. I had this reminder today by a very dear friend. It meant the world to me today. It made me realize that no matter how "bad" we feel that someone will always be "there" to carry us if we fall. Remember this and know you are not alone. Even from the other realm. Giving us guidance and love when we most need it. Walking us through and just holding our hand. Close your eyes and just feel this. I know it helped me a great deal today.

Last night I slept through the night for the first time in a very long time. I don't know if I was just that exhausted or I had a bit of "help." All in All i am extremely grateful for it.

NOW for the amazing question I have for you all. About a week ago my mom was at work. She went outside to start her car since it is getting rather cold now. Earlier that day I went to the back to move her car to the front. Usually I feel very safe at work. However that night (last Friday to be exact) I ran to her car and locked it. Unusual for me. ANYWHO... i get a call a couple hours after she leaves. She said when she went to start the car all she could smell was sulfur... When she went it the Ladies she was taking home said to her "Do you smell that?" Mom had not said anything to them...
SO tonight I left works. Put towels in Mom's car and went to get into mine. I freaked. and ran to my car and locked the door. Why freak? The sulfur was back.

Now I know what sulfur means... But I am having a hard time bringing myself to believe this. Why is it there. What does it want? I have no intent to speak with this... thing? But am about ready to go pick up some holy water again.

I would LOVE your take on all of this!! So thank you ahead of time until I get the chance to get back on here.

Best wishes to everyone and much love. Be safe.

((((HUGS))))


ps. THANK YOU for the link to Little grandmother!!!!

Originally posted by NixiePixie
Evening all

Things seem as if everyone is having troubles. I wish you all the best with much love. Remember we are never as alone as we feel. I had this reminder today by a very dear friend. It meant the world to me today. It made me realize that no matter how "bad" we feel that someone will always be "there" to carry us if we fall. Remember this and know you are not alone. Even from the other realm. Giving us guidance and love when we most need it. Walking us through and just holding our hand. Close your eyes and just feel this. I know it helped me a great deal today.

Last night I slept through the night for the first time in a very long time. I don't know if I was just that exhausted or I had a bit of "help." All in All i am extremely grateful for it.

NOW for the amazing question I have for you all. About a week ago my mom was at work. She went outside to start her car since it is getting rather cold now. Earlier that day I went to the back to move her car to the front. Usually I feel very safe at work. However that night (last Friday to be exact) I ran to her car and locked it. Unusual for me. ANYWHO... i get a call a couple hours after she leaves. She said when she went to start the car all she could smell was sulfur... When she went it the Ladies she was taking home said to her "Do you smell that?" Mom had not said anything to them...
SO tonight I left works. Put towels in Mom's car and went to get into mine. I freaked. and ran to my car and locked the door. Why freak? The sulfur was back.

Now I know what sulfur means... But I am having a hard time bringing myself to believe this. Why is it there. What does it want? I have no intent to speak with this... thing? But am about ready to go pick up some holy water again.

I would LOVE your take on all of this!! So thank you ahead of time until I get the chance to get back on here.

Best wishes to everyone and much love. Be safe.

((((HUGS))))


ps. THANK YOU for the link to Little grandmother!!!!

There is no way i made that post about his arms that long ago.

Something must be going on with the times on this site.

EDIT: AH JEEZ...Wrong thread...sorry.

I spent most of the day in quiet seclusion meditating on the various events in our world, the state of our universe, and the state of the energy flows that we know to be increasing at an exponential rate. I don't think I'm any further ahead that when I started this morning. I took a small break this evening for a jaunt to the local pub to see my favorite bartender. This place is so much like the bar "Cheers" that I have constant reminders of the show when I go in. It truly is a place where "everybody knows your name."

When I returned home this evening, I sat in quiet contemplation over my day's meditations, trying to analyze the feelings that we all had for the past few days. Whatever it was, the bubble popped again. I can say with no uncertainty that this will happen again before the 1st of December. The waves have been coming just like that lately. I don't know what it is, nor do I know what to do about it. The one thing that I do know is that pouring more love out into this world is the only way to combat the negativity that we have all been feeling around us. I was reminded of Jim Henson and his message tonight...mostly because I was going over old posts to the thread, and watched the video of Gonzo singing "I'm going to go back there someday." Jim Henson was a man that truly had a vision, where everybody got along, and where love ruled over all. The lesson that I learned today is that if one man can cause two generations of people to love one another (at least in part), what is stopping us from doing the same thing? How did our whole world become so out of whack so fast? Is there a purpose for it?

I will be looking up to the heavens tonight on the hood of my truck. It might be cold, but I need to do this, not only for myself, but for everybody in the world that is lacking that one emotion that could save us all: Love.

I will try as hard as I can to spread a little bit of that into the heavens in hopes of it coming back to Earth, to spread like wildfire.

I have been guilty of being judgmental in the past, but I vow tonight that I will become more understanding, and more loving to every single person that I meet.

I will go back "there" someday, but until then, I need to spread the love.


I love you all with every fiber of my being, and I hope you are all warm and safe tonight.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Don't get lonely out there.

He won't get lonely.