A Strange Feeling as of Late...

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Sorry I'm iritable and easy provoked at the moment

Originally posted by NixiePixie
Slow forums. Checking in and saying Hallo to all!

Is anyone else feeling, distressed? Antsy? Can't concentrate on any one thing? I feel like there is something I should be doing... But I just can't seem to remember what it is...

I'm not exactly feeling distressed. It's more like a feeling of bursting at the seams with energy. I didn't sleep a wink last night...in reality I was asleep for one full REM cycle, roughly two hours. I find that when I sleep less, I actually feel more rested than when I sleep for ten hours at a time. I don't know how to explain it. I've seen doctors before about my insomnia, and they have said that they cannot observe any sort of negative effects from not sleeping the recommended eight hours a night. I did talk to a friend of a friend last night who is a sleep study specialist, and she told me that it's more common than one would think. Those that only sleep for a few hours (because that's all that they can do) at night seem to have the same amount of rest that those who sleep eight hours or more a night. Eating is another thing that is odd for me. I can be satisfied with one meal a day. It doesn't even have to be a big meal. My body just doesn't crave more than what it needs. I am very lucky that I have slowly learned to listen to my body, and it's a big step for me.

But as of right now, I feel that "buzz" that I get sometimes, but I feel like I need to be up and doing things as opposed to reading or studying today.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by truthseeker1984
Hello all.

I don't often post a new thread on ATS, if only because I love to respond to other threads so much more!

The topic of discussion in this thread is based on my own personal feelings, and I'm curious as to whether or not any of the sensitives on this website have been feeling the same things.

I have been getting massive migraines in my right temple for about the past week or so. These have come and gone with different experiences---mostly related to when I investigate and cleanse homes for my clients. The energy around me feels somewhat shifted, as if I'm almost seeing double in my mind's eye (think of it as The Matrix effect from the movie of the same name). My sleep patterns have radically changed, and the dreams have also followed suit. I wake up every morning feeling like I have been hit by a freight train. As an experienced energy practitioner, I know how to use my natural energies to cleanse and shield myself and my living space, so I know that the presence of entities is of no concern. What I feel is more of a global energy disturbance, the likes of what Obi-Wan felt when Alderaan was destroyed in the movie Star Wars.

I have no explanation for these occurrences or the possible shift in energy. I am a relatively healthy person, with no history of mental or physical illness, and I have learned over the 20 years that I have been actively practicing with energy, that this is not just "in my mind."

I'm interested in whether or not the other sensitives on this page have been feeling the same things, or even experiencing what I have been feeling.

I have already talked to the "regulars" on such topics in private U2U's, and you are all free to post your own theories, but I'd like the rest of you to come out of the woodwork and relate any experiences that you may or may not have had.

Thanks ahead of time, and happy posting!


-truthseeker

Just yesterday.. bah... damn entity is "STILL!!!!!!" following me around and making me want to forget about what I saw either yesterday or the day before yesterday. I'm about to try to kick this thing unfortunately so forgive me if I make random outburst but yeah. I was asleep and I began to have a strange feeling with my body. I felt like I was leaving it but I was fighting whatever was happening. I awoke and saw my ceiling fan and above me a black human like shadow, thing was I was still asleep on Earth when this was happening so I just thought I was dreaming. I've learned to "NOT" think that way since a few weeks ago but anyway..... ughhh.. as I was saying, this entity felt like it was forcing me back into my body, and my arm irl was feeling cold like my body and it felt like I had rigormortis would be the best way to explain it. Long story short, whatever it was made me get back into my body and I was just feeling like absolute # because this happened twice. I don't know what it was, or who it was... but it visited me again last night before I went to bed and disappeared. I don't know if it explains the same feeling as you being hit by a freight train but that is sure how I felt.

Crazy night of sleep last night.

I am friends with the geckos. Every once in a while, on a rare ocassion, a night gecko will sing a very special song to me, which always brings a fruitful night of sleep and dreams.

If I am laying in bed restless, the gecko's special lullaby will put me right to sleep.

Last night a gecko chirped it extremely loud and clear, and what do ya know, I had some intense dreams last night.

It was one of those dream filled nights where when you wake up, it feels like you have been gone for months.

Anyway, the dream last night involved the end of the world. Volcanoes were erupting everywhere, especially the one on the island I inhabit. I remember seeing the lava about 10 feet from my house, as my family and I gathered as much as we could into the car.

It was a very strange dream, and it really felt like the world was ending, but at the same time being renewed. It was actually a refreshing feeling, as the entire earth was being covered with fertile volcanic rock, soil, and soot.

I felt like sharing it. It felt so crazy waking up after that. Can't believe we are still here.

How the heck are you all doing today? The reality is feeling absolutely surreal right now, as if this is also a dream.

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I'm doing good, thanks for asking.

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I have this sense we are playing the game on borrowed time. With no accrued interest.

So grateful for this life. Winters chill grips the land and all the bounty of summer has withered and died, but I live.

I live.

Looking back at all the injuries i've sustained, physical and emotional - to still stand here as a whole being, larger and stronger then before. We human beings are truly unstoppable.

So fragile, yet indomitable.

Giving thanks for this body, it has served extremely well.

I still stand.


Blessings,

-G

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Dear Rishiana,

What you are describing is only a 'natural' phenomon common among mankind - sleep paralysis. Our infantile stage of comprehension in science is still far from complete, even though many in the scientific field claim that it happens when we are absolutely fatigue, which is not conclusive evidence till today.

Me, an insignificant nobody, can only share my own experiences and hope that it may help you overcome such situations.

In my younger and egoistical immature days, where I believe I am the greatest with no one above me, I had never listened to advices, much to my regret in my wasted youthful years, which I can only attribute it to a greater learning experience in life itself, for in only making mistakes does one learn on a personal basis on several issues of life.

More so on 'sleep paralysis'. I suffered much in those younger days and feared sleep for like you, I exhibit such behaviours. But fortunately, I was made known to greater powers that exists other than me, and that is our Creator.

I realised that each time whenever I suffered from sleep paralysis, only by calling upon His name does the paralysis disappears, no matter how frightening the experience can be. I wake up to reality, and not to some different layers of sleep. I recovered and learnt enough. Each time such paralysis happens, I do the same, and gradually, over the years, I had never suffered from it, no matter how fatigue I can ever put myself in the real world.

Within the spiritual realm, we are gradually understanding with small steps on how the mind works. They are receptive of EMP signals as well as giving off such signals as proven by science and by recently german scientists who made the mind create words on a computer screen just by thoughts, hooked up to an interface alone.

We are a civilisation of mere thousands of years, and it would be foolish to believe that we are the only civilisation in the Universe, for the Universe is billions of years if not trillions of years in Earth years term and that civilisations that exists only at the same point of time as us. They may had been far more advance than us, and the EMP field, which only we mankind in this generation is discovering, is a way such beings are using to either help or hinder us.

Thus, in order that you may be helped, perhaps you may want to seek and take that 'leap of faith' on higher powers than yourself. Our Creator has many names and comes in many forms throughout our civilisation, across geological barriers, stage of developement and traditions. Try acknowledging Him in your terms on the basis of free will that we humans, whom are only His children and may your paralysis be stopped. No father would abandon his child, more so the powerful Being whom created all.

And when you had recovered, do spread the word, but only on your free will. to help others I do not know how long more I will be allowed to live, but I am not important. What I had said had only been words past down from awakened generations eons past.

We can win this spirtual fight easily through beliefs and faith, and then focus on the mortal fight for humanity, which is more vital, as those whom surrendered to twisted EMP fields are far more dangerous to mankind. But we only need to care for our loved ones and the fight will be won, for your loved ones, whom are your family, relatives and friends are related to every human race.

Good Luck, take care, and may you succeed. Have courage, Me and many others, even though strangers, will be with you, for we the awakened care. Take care and cheers! :-)

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I have a question about one comment you made. In most of the animal kingdom, young are left to fend for themselves not too long after birth. Don't you think your "Creator" could have done the same?

reply to post by amc621


Isn't your question already an obvious answer to itself?

Unless of course, you wish to categorize yourself and those you care about as dumb animals, and not children of our.common Creator, given the gift of life and love, a creation above all other beings. No offense intended.

Cheers.

I am happy, I am joyful.

I look forward to what life throws at me next.

What a glorious time to be inhabiting this Earth.

Praise Jah, as Jah is within us all.

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


My dearest Seeker, If you don't stop referring to yourself as "Me, an insignificant nobody."
You will be forcing me to stalk you and remind you at every given chance how absolutely significant and how so far away from being a "Nobody" you are. Don't challenge me, I will do it without another thought.

The way I see it is like this; We are all connected. We are all part of one another, every single last one of us on this beautiful planet. So, if you are indeed what you claim, then I suppose we all are as well. And that just happens to be something I refuse to believe.

You are everyone and everything. An amazing part of humanity IMHO

Love you to pieces

You are a human being who is exposed to an environment which is unstable politically, socially and economically. You are exposed to a lot of negative reading material and ideals which can change your perspective on life etc. There is a plethora of fear mongering in this neck of the woods and also lets not discount the chemicals in foods as well as other factors which can be taken into account including personal health problem.

Investigate thyself and how you feel about where you are and what you are doing right now.

Just checking in. Doing good, looking forward to the week off work next week

First nightmare I've had in a while last night/this morning.

Much hugs to all

- Phoenix

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I look at all animals are also made by the creator.

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Tragic,
Please let seeker refer to himself as he likes. We each can feel about ourselves the way we want. You should feel free about how you look at Seeker though.

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Thanks dearest Tragic for you kind thoughts, words and love for me. Perhaps I had been too caught up in truth and realities my life, but that's the real me as I describe myself. I am the least amongst you all.

I had been born with a silver spoon, but suffered much on my own free will later in life so that I may comprehend my fellow humans. I know what is pain, woes, sadness and much more, and now that I am free, I wish no such sufferings be inflicted on them if I can help it within my capability.

But my capabilites are far, far limited. There are more humans who are far more capable and intelligent than me, whom can help far more than I ever can, if only they would share honestly and rationally with an opened mind.

I seek not for power, fortune or fame for it is meaningless to me, as I came into this world with nothing and will leave it with nothing. Failing which, there is still our Creator, who created all and is far more powerful than any being created and all can depend on if they only would seek out Him on their own gifted free will.

The smile on an innocent child radiant with happiness, babies on pram pushed by loving couples and the public display of love by couples means much more to me. Those display are priceless, and would only mean that there is hope for mankind, bounded by love as is the precious love by our common Creator gifted to us.

But enough of me. I do agree with you fully on the connectiveness of us all - the human race. We are indeed one, created with a destiny to fulfill - to fill the stars and maintain its ecological balance responsibly, which sadly, many had failed on our own one home through greed and selfish compromises which had doom future generations.

Thanks again for your kind and fully unexpected words. It gives me strength and courage to persever on. Mere simple words but meant so much to me. You may not realised what you had done, but If only humanity would react as you did, all would have nothing to fear, for in your trust and love can only and will only humanity repay in kind and excell/progress/evolve.....

You have far more capabilities than the common person than you will ever realise, my dear tragic......

Originally posted by SeekerofTruth101
reply to post by amc621

 

Isn't your question already an obvious answer to itself?

Unless of course, you wish to categorize yourself and those you care about as dumb animals, and not children of our.common Creator, given the gift of life and love, a creation above all other beings. No offense intended.

Cheers.

Your post concerns me,

It would imply that human beings are greater then the world around us, which is a tragic dose of misinformation.

A tree, A dog, A mouse, A human being. All of these are gods children and creations.

Do not think even for a second he values us higher then the trees in your back yard or your kitties sleeping in the sunshine by the window.

Earth as a whole was made in gods image, as a beautiful flower in an immortal cycle of death and rebirth, fostering the growth of consciousness and beauty.

The day man thought he was better than the rest of the world, the balance was lost.

I can understand how this truth may be difficult for some to understand as they lead their lives in boxes. Waking up in your house box, driving to your work box in your car box, putting those shoe boxes on your feet to walk to the grocery store box.

As I sit here with my dog, I tell him that he is the same as me. We are going home as brothers and god will greet us both as sons.

This is the truth.


-G

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That's what my point was. Thanks for putting it more eloquently than I did.

Originally posted by SeekerofTruth101
reply to post by Tragic

 

Thanks dearest Tragic for you kind thoughts, words and love for me. Perhaps I had been too caught up in truth and realities my life, but that's the real me as I describe myself. I am the least amongst you all.

I had been born with a silver spoon, but suffered much on my own free will later in life so that I may comprehend my fellow humans. I know what is pain, woes, sadness and much more, and now that I am free, I wish no such sufferings be inflicted on them if I can help it within my capability.

But my capabilites are far, far limited. There are more humans who are far more capable and intelligent than me, whom can help far more than I ever can, if only they would share honestly and rationally with an opened mind.

I agree, there are more capable and itelligent than you. I for one am one of those people. My greatest challenge in helping others is to get them to understand reality, as opposed what they want to hear. There are so many unfortunates out there who will listen only to what they want to listen to. I will continue to look on how I can reach these poor people.

I seek not for power, fortune or fame for it is meaningless to me, as I came into this world with nothing and will leave it with nothing. Failing which, there is still our Creator, who created all and is far more powerful than any being created and all can depend on if they only would seek out Him on their own gifted free will.

Ah the creator, agreed the creator is all powerful. That is why I believe the Creator does not expect or WANT us all to seek Him out. If the ALL POWERFUL Creator wanted that, than it would be done.


The smile on an innocent child radiant with happiness, babies on pram pushed by loving couples and the public display of love by couples means much more to me. Those display are priceless, and would only mean that there is hope for mankind, bounded by love as is the precious love by our common Creator gifted to us.

But enough of me. I do agree with you fully on the connectiveness of us all - the human race. We are indeed one, created with a destiny to fulfill - to fill the stars and maintain its ecological balance responsibly, which sadly, many had failed on our own one home through greed and selfish compromises which had doom future generations.

Thanks again for your kind and fully unexpected words. It gives me strength and courage to persever on. Mere simple words but meant so much to me. You may not realised what you had done, but If only humanity would react as you did, all would have nothing to fear, for in your trust and love can only and will only humanity repay in kind and excell/progress/evolve.....

You have far more capabilities than the common person than you will ever realise, my dear tragic......

Can you clarify your definition of "the common person"?

Thank you, as always your post are well written.

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amc - There is absolutely nothing wrong with telling someone I care for that they matter. For trying to remind them that they are an important part of this world. Sometimes we all feel as though we aren't an important part in the grand scheme here, but it's not true. Even you matter amc. So, please refrain from telling me how I should treat the ones I care deeply for.

Anyhow, I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday. Will be thinking of you and keeping you all in my prayers.

Love you to pieces