posted on Feb, 13 2006 @ 03:02 PM
i have recently been experiencing this very thing. after an in depth religious episode i prayed for the holy ghost. shortly after i saw a blue orb fly
in through a closed window fly by my left side and imm. fly back the same path through the window and take a quick upturn only to disappear into the
night sky. shortly after this i start to do some really strange drawings that i have subjected to a panel of scientist's to discover thier origin. i
start to play a keyboard, i start woodburning some of the most beautiful work you can imagine. as i am playing the keyboard oneday i look up to see a
face staring back at me from a closed door. i sanded it three times trying to remove it. still there. shortly after i start to have extremely lucid
dreams that are in color. i start to hear things as i start to fall asleep, sometimes voices, sometimes booms, sometimes buzzing. then one day i have
an extremely graphic sexual dream. i got really pissed and confronted what i thought was the holy spirit. the very next night i am molested in my
sleep. now i am confused and angry. how could the holy spirit be molesting me? then i finally give up and am sitting on the couch extremely
discouraged and i feel what i think at the time is fleas. i jump up drop my drawers to check myself. you would not imagine what i saw. my genitals are
moving all over the place. i am at this point ready to commit myself to the local psych ward. when i think i should get the video camera. i awake the
next day extremely tired, and thinking i have had a nightmare. i get up and go to the bathroom. on the way back through i see the video cam. sitting
right where i had left it. it stopped me dead in my tracks, as i thought i had been dreaming. i watched the tape and to my amazement it is real, i see
myself being molested. i have hours of video footage with closeups of finger depressions and lip compressions, ripples. etc. i couldn't believe it. i
had to try again as it was unbelivable how good it felt. i sat on the couch and closed my eyes and thought o.k. lets see it again. i imm see two lines
of light quickly pass through my vision (eyes closed) and i begin to see a kaliediscope of lights and colors. almost imm i feel a finger pressing
against my head it starts to go around in a circle. i feel an ice cold hand on my hip. i open my eyes to look, nothing there. the hand slowly moves
towards my butt, i feel the icy hand on my butt cheeks when it tries to slip a finger in my butt. i snap out of it and come to my senses. at this
point my faith has been shaken. when a thought hits me like a ton of bricks. how is it that this is possible, doesn't christianity teach that this is
why god flooded the earth. because spirits slept with people? i had to ask myself at what point would this be o.k. i open my bible looking for
guidance when what do i find, the page i opened to was when the holy ghost came upon mary to father christ. at this point i am ready to denounce
christ, then i read where 90% of christians experience this to some degree or another. then i become intrigued. ( i love a good mystery) so i set my
heart to know the truth. you will not believe the simplicity of the truth on how to control this. i tried to control it in the name of jesus to no
avail it was as if it laughed at me. then it hit me, jesus is not the real name of christ, why would an entity be subject to a name that was never
heard until 700 years ago. i searched aincient lit to find his real name, to no avail. i searched aincient religion, to no avail. i searched aincient
languages to no avail as all paths led to either western or eastern aramaic. after trying them to no avail i was on my knees begging for the truth and
a thought comes to my mind. I AM HEBREW. of course you are so i looked under hebrew to find YEH-HO-SHOO-ACH. shortly after calling upon this name. i
all of the sudden have a deep desire to keep the ten commandments, shortly after this i hear my new name. so the end result being i now have control
over this thing that is referred to as a succubus. if i call it, it comes, if i tell it to go it goes. i learned early that even though it is now
subject unto me. it becomes stronger everytime it is called because it grows stronger off of your fears, your lust, your greed. etc. this is the
reason that none have been able to exercise this entity none have called upon the son to know the father. to recieve the daughter in whom is power
over all even death.