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eriathwen
That's exactly how it went for me. I had a clothing and accessories shop in the Wal Mart Center. There was a book, movie rental place called Hastings
which is where I bought the books from. About 2 weeks later this weird azz woman came into my shop with stacks of books. Initially, she brought in 4
but later she brought grocery bags full. I don't recall how she started the conversation with me. I may have had a book out on the counter but the
whole thing felt fake....if that makes sense.
She brought in one of her grocery bags a flyer for a mystic convention. I quizzed her about it and what types of people would be there. She said "We
don't judge" There are Satanists. psychics, witches, warlocks, etc. I agreed to go and bring a friend. just to get her out of my shop. The whole
incident made me feel like I had been chosen and was being groomed. Creepy AF. I called one of my friends and he suggested that call 1-800 psychics
and not get a reading but explain what happened and see if she had any suggestions to keep her away from me.
She said to sprinkle sea salt if I had it in all 4 corners of the interior of shop the and the outside around the door. I didn't go to it and all my
friends started calling me "psychic friend network" for about a year. I never saw the woman again and I gave her books away, then trashed the rest.
That kinda put me off from further research but I did keep learning and researching the astro signs. I was 23 and believed there had to be a soul
mate out there somewhere. I was struggling over losing a guy I was crazy about but he was my sister's business partner's son. He was divorcing his
pregnant wife because he knew it wasn't his child. We made big plans I told him he probably needed to get back with his wife the prove the baby wasn't
his after it was born. Every day that passed and I didn't hear from him was excruciating pain. I never told this story until last year. I "sucked it
up" then I got drunk and stayed that way for 3 years. Steve finally just divorced his wife but I was engaged. Here is the kicker Steve proved he
wasn't the father, but his father was the baby daddy and had raped Steve's sister as a child and told her if she told anyone he'd kill her mother and
brother. She told me a couple that she traded something for an old pocket knife and she slept with it under her pillow. Stevie Jo was the one who got
away. A Leo which was also one of the three signs Id chose.
I had 3 signs picked out. I'm a sag. and those books described the female Sag and by that age, I knew I was a handful so one of my pics was a Sag
male. I sh*t you not three weeks later I started seeing a guy, Scott, whose birthday is the day before mine and he was perfect. A very masculine man
(he had Mel Gibson's features.) The problem was he couldn't function without using a chemical and alcohol was legal but he was a mean and jealous
drunk.
Then I just stopped trying to find a soulmate. It was just a psyop fairy tale to control your thoughts. After the divorce, I was wrecked. I'd never
felt those feelings again, and I haven't after 23 years. I realized a couple of weeks ago that I wouldn't be able to have peace, love, and forgiveness
until I release the hate. I did screw with him when he came back after 6 years. And had to earnestly ask for forgiveness for the way I had done him
when he came back around (even though it was funny) and I also had to let the hate go! now if I can raise my frequency, I'm going where all of you are
going, Yall just stuck with my country azz.
Sorry for the wall, I didn't mean to do that. Anyway, What still bugs me is how did she find me the first time.
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