Hi everyone!
Happy to see that the discussion continues even if not as focused or frenzied as before. I am not planning to participate at this moment as I am still
very busy with work and home life etc.
I mostly wanted to say hello and see that everyone is still OK here. I miss you all and the conversations we used to have. I sincerely hope everyone
prospering in their life and has happiness.
I personally have not thought about TVP all that much the last year. As I alluded to last spring I have been in the midst of a divorce the last 12
months which has dramatically effected me. It was something I was preparing for beforehand and all things considered it has gone very well for all of
us but still a difficult time, particularly because of my son. It was exciting to reimagine or re-plan the rest of my life but also very overwhelming.
The times that I do think about the book, it is most often thinking about the craziness that entered my life along with the book. Looking back it is
hard to believe most of it, and often leaves me in a position of wondering whether any of it really happened, or did it happen the way I thought it
was happening. I know most of it was real, but that still leaves a whole lot open to interpretation.
I wonder sometimes if this book doesn't induce a certain kind of "madness". Not to suggest that the book is dangerous or cursed or should be censored.
Speaking for myself only, I can certainly attest to going a little "mad" during the 6-12 months that I was really involved in discussing it. I don't
think I am alone in that statement, as I believe at least a few here would sympathize with that. Obviously the book has been inherently limited in who
has access to read it prior to the reprinting, and I wonder how many people read it and thought "that was weird" before moving on compared to those
like us that read it and became obsessed or felt a certain "truthfulness" that they couldn't explain. Not suggesting that there is some profound data
to find, just a curiosity.
I still speak with my friend Gary, and I still "believe" all of his statements as well as those of Deb and Ken. I still "believe" this book is
non-fiction and that Tomas's book exists and is waiting to be found. I sometimes wonder if there may be a red-herring in there somewhere, like maybe
his book is already digital somehow or some other weird factor. I have been getting caught up on his last statements lately. His claim to have written
it in Latin with the help of his friend while at Oxford (paraphrasing), should that maybe be taken at face value as a clue to its location? Could it
just be sitting/hidden in Oxford somewhere? I don't know the best way to go about looking, but surely this should be the first place that is
thoroughly checked right?
Any way, for whatever it is worth Gary recommend this particular synopsis/video about the book.
youtu.be...
I don't suspect that there is anything to learn from this particular video that we collectively haven't already discussed but I have to be careful to
not discount parts due to my already knowing the story. I have a tendency to kind of space out during certain parts of the retelling because they
aren't all that exciting to me, but there very well could be "clues" that are brought up during those parts that I have missed.
I will do my best to try and be active in this thread again but can't make any promises. I hope everyone else can find the motivation that I am
currently lacking.
Peace and love,
Steve