posted on Apr, 17 2016 @ 02:02 PM
Rather than give a laundry list of the types of paranormal experiences that I have had, I thought I would share one of the odder and unique
experiences. I can describe in great detail what happened, but to this day, I can not explain what it was or why.
This was the first experience I had with a ball of light, which I made a brief reference to in my Intro. This happened in the late 70’s, when I was
a practicing Catholic and my husband was a new convert. It was a different Church back then and we were young and idealistic and naive.
Our favorite pastime was International Folk Dance, and we were both very good at it. And for a few years, we had the opportunity to dance with an
authentic Russian Folk Dance Ensemble, associated with the Russian Center of San Francisco. It was a fascinating time, and intimidating, as we were
the only non-Russians in the group, which was a problem when something would go wrong in rehearsals, and everyone would begin to argue in Russian.
Their culture was closed to us at first, but once they embraced us, we were part of a larger family and they attended my husband’s baptism, although
they were from the Russian Orthodox Church.
Once a year, there was a large recital and afterwards a formal Russian Ball, and we had invited our parish priest to attend. Now, this was at a time
when priests were always in their priestly garb, so I was not prepared to see our priest show up in a suit and tie. I had never seen a priest “out
of uniform” before. He asked us to oblige him, saying that he preferred to be incognito, as otherwise, knowing their “White Russian” culture,
everyone there would be kissing his ring and making a fuss over him. For us it was a bit odd, and it took some effort to just treat him as if he
weren’t a priest.
After the performance, we changed into our formal wear. I had purchased a new dress that I was very excited about, as it was simple and elegant. It
was a jersey knit, floor length, all black gown with an open back and a princess cut and it had multiple thin straps that tied under the breast with
simple small bows and at the end of the long strands, there were small pink rose buds. Since it was so simple, rather than wear jewelry, I had
fashioned a black velvet band for around my neck that also had a rose bud on it.
There is a reason why I am going into all this detail, as my imagined pretty ensemble turned out to be a different matter, and more of a nightmare,
once I had put it on back stage and looked at it in a full length mirror. What seemed quite pretty before now had me feel that I was half naked. I was
panic stricken and was afraid to go out in public like this, especially knowing that my parish priest was out there.
And so, I tried to quickly fix things, but in the process I only made it worse. What I did was to literally let down my hair. At the time, it was long
enough to sit on, and I always wore it either in a long braid, often pinned up, or in a simple pony tail, but always, always, tied back. And at that
moment, feeling a need for more coverage, I thought that I could use my hair to cover my bare shoulders. But that was a big mistake. I now looked like
Lady Godiva. And my husband was just outside the dressing room door, impatiently telling me to hurry up.
He smiled when I stepped out the door, and told me that I looked very nice, but I had a bad feeling about this. And when we entered the Ballroom, the
priest took one look at me and said, “Wow!”…which actually made me even more self conscious.
The evening became somewhat surreal. I had never been to a Russian Ball. Between waltzes and tangos, there were impromptu Russian solos around this
dancer or that one, with the people forming a circle around them. It was hard to believe that we were actually a part of all this, and those solo
dancers were our personal friends.
And then there was a scene right out of My Fair Lady, where our fellow dancers were off to one side, arguing with an angry old man, who was a bit
drunk and absolutely convinced that I was of true Russian Royalty! He kept pointing to me and yelling something that sounded like “Boyarska!
Boyarska!” until he was escorted out, probably to the giant pool tables upstairs.
And then the priest asked me to dance with him. I retreated at first, telling him truthfully that I didn’t know how to do American ballroom dances,
but he insisted, and we went into ballroom position, with his right hand just below my shoulder blade, in the center of my back.
We had barely begun to dance when something happened. At first, it was just two people, standing together awkwardly and sort of shuffling to the
music. But after a moment or two, his hand moved, ever so slightly, on my back, in sort of an upward embrace. It felt odd, and very personal, and
then, within the space of less than a second of time, a very bright, white ball of light just exploded between us, at chest level. It looked and felt
like it was maybe 9 inches in diameter but instantly got bigger and disappeared. It was silent but powerful enough that we both flew apart and found
ourselves suddenly standing a foot apart, frightened and bewildered. We stared at each other, speechless, for a brief moment, and then we just walked
away from each other, sort of dazed, without saying a word. I went to look for my husband, and shortly afterwards, the priest had disappeared.
But the story didn’t end there. We needed to attend Mass the next morning. I was still shook up by what had happened and had no idea what to expect,
seeing this priest again. I wasn’t even sure if he had seen or felt what I did, as I was having trouble believing it myself. I was thinking that
maybe I was the only one who had seen this and therefore he would act like nothing had happened.
Normally we sat up towards the front, but I asked that we sit more towards the back, and I kept my eyes down for most of the Mass. The only time I
looked up was at the consecration of the Eucharist when the priest holds up the large Host. It has always been my habit to look up at that moment, and
as such, I looked up. And at that very moment, while holding up the Eucharist, the priest looked at me, even though we were sitting in the back —
and he froze and forgot the words of the Mass! There was a long silent pause, and then he fumbled to look down at the book, to find the words so
simple and familiar at that moment of the Mass. It was clear that he was shook up.
I still feel horrified when I remember that moment. I felt horrible for him and also terrified, because I just knew at that moment that he had also
seen and felt that bright ball of light.
There are no codes of conduct at such times, when something absolutely unique happens like that. And it just felt obvious that there was nothing to
talk about because there were no words to talk about it with. We just never went back to that Church. It wasn’t that obvious, because we would often
go to different parishes and we were about to move to Europe. But now, some 38 years later, I do often wonder if he still wonders what happened that
night.