A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by Dredge


Actually yes, since you ask, they absolutely do resonate with me. I am actualy pretty speechless. I will get back to you all soon. Time to absorb.

Dredge,

Just a thought: Schism is word interpreted in most contexts to mean 'division'. A monastic figure is often interpreted as someone with an awareness of the conscious. A higher mental capacity, etc. Perhaps what this dream is saying is thus:

Separate your mind (or consciousness in this case). Or, the all too often used phrase, "Free your mind." Again, just a thought.


Ellie,

Thank you! I'm glad you understood what I meant. I wasn't sure if I could find words to clarify. I'm also glad you share my sentiments.

Sincerely,
--capablemind

Ok first things first:

Acapablemind, I whole-heartedly apologize for coming off the way I did in that case. I'm glad you're joining us at any rate. Please forgive me for acting in such a manner earlier. I don't know how to explain it other than I would defend these people to the ends of the earth. Which, who knows it may just come down to that. I suppose I see them as my family from far away. I know that sounds strange but it's how I view everyone here. Lol I promise, I'm actually pretty nice.

Dredge, well lol I was going to post about the song but Acapablemind basicall took the words out of my mouth so ... I second that!

Ah, crud. I forgot what else was written. Going to have to post, go back then edit. Um, Please stay tuned? hehe

Alrighty,
Ellie, your experience sounds incredible! I'm a bit jealous actually. I'm surprised you were still able to drive during this. I'm sure I would have had to pull over and well, I don't know. You must have some pretty solid nerves! lol

And last but certainly not least, welcome Tyxquarra! Every day that brings us new people, thoughts, ideas makes me smile that much more.

Eternally
~Tragic~

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WOW.
I just want to say...a think a shift is taking place within humans.
I experienced two things I've NEVER had happen before in my entire life.
I literally had a 'being' interact with me and a friend... we could see it move in shadows, and we could feel it move past us, and into us, and out of us...
Last night, I experienced the most INSANE body sensations...like..every muscle fiber and part of my body was charged with energy, and it got stronger and stronger and stronger...I could hardly move my hands or face muscles because the energy was wrapping itself around me so intensely..
after it died down, my hands were filled with energy..I could control it, though..

I've done meditation for a long time, and lots of research.. never in my life had I had my body do that.. nor have I had an inter-dimensional 'thing' interact with me AND someone else..

if anyone would like to know more or share their experiences..feel free to contact me

reply to post by acapablemind



I'd have to agree with that actually. I am very much in my head a lot and do have an appreciation for the higher levels of thought behind most religious/philosophical ideas. I am also very into scientific studies; pretty much anything that lights the fires I guess lol.

Tragic,

Hopefully speechless in a good way. Not trying to generate negativity at all.

Thanks,
Dredge

Dredge, I am only ever speechless in a good way. When something doesn't bode well with me. Well, I try not to keep those things inside. I hate festering. No worries.

~Tragic~

Wow. I am loving all the new input and new people posting in here! Very good stuff everyone.

I just wanted to add that I have been feeling even more connected to everything lately. I have a favorite hill that I like to go meditate and sit down on late at night. On my walk back from class today in the daytime, I saw two people on seperate parts of the big hill, both of them just sitting there enjoying the hill. I felt so connected to them that we all liked the same hill and appreciate it so much. It was a really cool experience and made me happy that other people are taking time out of their day to go relax and meditate with nature.

Other than that, I have been feeling more and more disconnected from this 3rd density world. It feels as if I have moved on, yet I still spend some of my time here when I'm awake and not in the amazing dream world or 4th density. It's really hard to explain. It's like I percieve the 3rd density world with a 4th density mindset, and it's really cool.

Hope that all makes sense.

I will definitely be adding more to this thread as it is one of my favorites here on ATS.

reply to post by bvproductions


I am glad that you are becoming more aware as I am.

I have also been communicating with things other than humans. My new favorite friends have got to be the trees and plants that are dispersed all around this spring time environment I am currently in. Today, I was walking through the grass barefoot, and I saw those dandelion things, the white puffy things that blow their seeds into the wind and they catch the wind in order to spread their seed. Anyway, I kept picking them up and blowing so that all the seeds flew into the sky. It was really fun and I felt like I was helping them out.

Also, people, you gotta go barefoot onto some grass. The earth has some very important things to say to you.

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


It's been quite the journey.
I started about 5 years ago...each year, things seem to be accelerating on many levels..
I'm capable of things I never knew humans could do..and.. well, I'm dumbfounded, but also grateful!

I have a site that is dedicated to linking people like us together..it's been my duty to do so for quite awhile!

Well, I want to find a way to speed up whatever is going on with me personally. So, any suggestions would be great. I don't mean to be impatient but I guess I'm just excited to learn and experience so much more. Oh, now I feel greedy. Damn.

~Tragic~

Sol - When I go barefoot, I tend to step on sandspurs. Is that Mother Earth's way of giving me the finger? hehe

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reply to post by Tragic


There's a Buddhist monk by the name of Ajahn Brahm. He once said in regards to spiritual development, "Patience is the fastest way..."

Lol perhaps not what you wanted to hear, but I believe it's relevant. For any individual to excel at any endeavor, they must first embrace the basic concepts fully. These concepts must become a part of them as much as their own heart is. Only then can one progress to the next level. And each level after that requires the same devotion to learning and understanding.

Perhaps you haven't advanced yet where you are because you still have more to learn? Just throwing that out there.

Patience is the fastest way.

Sincerely,
--capablemind

reply to post by acapablemind


I was just going to post the same, as I'm finding out myself "Patience" is key. The things we need to learn are the things that crop up, I'm quite impatient but since I took time out from being frustrated, little trickles of enlightenment have begun to flow again........

reply to post by acapablemind


You're probably right. And no it's not what I really wanted to hear. But I know it's not like I can go for a swim in the pool of knowledge and come out 20 minutes later all wrinkled and all knowing lol. I'm just being impatient cause I'm excited I suppose. I appreciate your thoughts

*wonders how she can hurry up and get some patience*
(just kidding btw, sorry feeling a bit silly tonight)

~Tragic~

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ow, the power boost is gone =(, Yesterday I was about to faint 2 times at college, but I managed to go to class! ò_ó! And monday night was the weirdest. I couldn't reach any sleep, even when I came to bed early and I was indeed tired.
By 4 AM I was already tired of trying to sleep, so I woke up to smoke a cigarrette in the other room. 4am means no tv, so I didn't even turned on the lights of the room. In that room theres a sofa, and in the facing wall there's a row of 5 ocarinas hanging onto it (my aunt's collection, she haves more but just hanged those there...). I stated to think about why I was unable to sleep when suddenly one of the ocarinas dissapeared in front of my eyes. Yup, as you read it. It vanished. for 1 second, maybe more. Then it came back. I started to hear a voice inside me saying "look, your eyes are not failing, it's just because you can see the "veil", and that's what you're seeing. Try it again, try to vanish all of the ocarinas now" Without really understanding what the heck was that "veil", and mostly due I was bored as hell and sleepless, I tryied.
It was weird, because Ok the ocarinas dissapeared, but not leading into an empty wall, but it looked like a greenish shining screen covering everything (even the light switch vanished)
I came back to my bedroom, and started to stare at the ceiling. checked the hour, 5:30. Hour to get up and get a shower, breakfast, etc: 6 AM. "no sleep for me tonight. FML" I rested my hands on my chest and I fell asleep for 30 minutes, but I woke up like if I had my 8 hours of sleep when the chorus of alarms awoke me.

In the day I almost fainted 2 times but that's not important, uslally happens to me when I'm in a line waiting for something or in the packed 7 AM subway... nothing weird really.

Today, by 7 PM, I went to the other room to smoke (yeah, I do that all times in fall/winter, I don't like to smoke in my room and it's too cold to smoke in the window as I used to do in summer), sitted in the sofa, the lights were off again and I started to look at the ocarinas again. This time I tried just one time to vanish them and it worked. my concentration wasn't full because I had the TV on, in my room (oh, a friend gave me his old 14" TV this sunday, it's really old but I can watch the news at least). Now here's the question: WTH is that "veil"? and why I can see it?

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@Tragic: it would be awesome that there was a pool like that, really

Originally posted by truthseeker1984

Ceri, how is your neck feeling today, btw?



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

I think the wires got crossed. ROFLMAO! I actually went to urgent care and got a shot of Toradol to relieve the inflammation and a scrip for Flexeril to ease the cramping. Doc said I had a major all-encompassing neck and shoulder spasm that started with my trapezius, just to the right of my atlas vertebrae. I can still feel an occasional twinge just there, but the rest of my neck is doing better and I went in to work today. Still taking the Flex. and am stretching things out. I didn't do anything in particular to injure the area, so who knows why it happened. I sure don't. I truly appreciate the effort though, and I bet Caggy is digging it. LOL

Originally posted by phoenix_zephyr

I also tried to help Ceri, mainly along the spine but also on the neck. Nice to see we all want to help each other

- Phoenix

I thank you very much for that Phoenix! I just love you all so much!

Originally posted by Caggy
I'm laughing out loud, in joy and surprise! I also tryed to do something to calm Ceri's neck yesterday! maybe that crossed the wires?!
a big THANK YOU, from the very deep of my heart, to you and this pretty great bunch of great people I'm surrounded by, even if it's just by an internet forum!

You guys just make me smile, laugh, and be so very thankful that I have you all in my life now. Blessings to all of you!

reply to post by Caggy


First of all, welcome to all the new posters!


Caggy,

Your story sounds pretty interesting. I have also been trying to reconnect to my TK roots, with only failure as a result. My abilities have been failing me as of late and I'm not sure why.

This is actually something that I wanted to bring up to the whole group. I really and truly feel like a "Jedi without the Force." It hasn't been as bad as it has been the past week, and I'm hoping that it is just a phase. I realize that I have been expending a lot more energy than I normally do (mostly connecting to those of you that need some comfort), and maybe that is the cause. What scares me the most, however, is that my RV capabilities have been failing me, as well as my empathy, and my mediumship (which is no surprise to me as that started happening when I first posted this thread). I am not worried persay, more frightened that my connection seems to be dropping....reminds me of when my wireless router goes out and I need to keep resetting it to get it to work again. The weirdest feeling, however, is that I feel, for lack of better words, open. My shoulders seem to feel lighter...as a matter of fact, my whole body seems to feel lighter.

I guess what I'm getting at is that I'm wondering if anybody else feels almost "stronger" in a spiritual sense (maybe I'm passing out some energy)? I guess it's time for me to go on another retreat to recharge and reconnect, because while I feel like a lot of weight has been taken off my shoulders, I feel very lost without it. I feel even more lost without my abilities. Maybe my spirit has decided to check out for a few days to regroup.

Anywho, yeah, that's what's going on with me right now.



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by truthseeker1984


Ah and there it is. I knew that was coming for the past few days, so I'm not surprised Truth. In response to your question; I personally haven't felt stronger. Felt absolutely silly these past couple days but nothing on spiritual level. I, myself am pretty drained at this point. Physically, spiritually, emotionally ... I don't know. I don't feel right, that's for sure. Lost I guess is a pretty good word here. I think I'm going to go to bed. I can't think properly.

But Truth, take all the time you need. I'm sure we'll be here when you feel you can return. I know there's more I want to say but it's just not wanting to form itself into a sentence. So, *hugs* for all. And I miss you already Truth

~tragic~

Originally posted by RadioKnecht
Hello Family!


I look forward to reading your results!! Maybe if we see a trend we can come up one step closer to finding out what is it we're all going through!

INFJ

Idealist Counselor. Um, yeah. LOL