A Strange Feeling as of Late...

This feeling is so strong, that I would actually be down to meet in person. If we decide to do it, we could go over the details through U2U.
Truthseeker, and I also know what you mean about a couple special people here in this thread that I feel I have known forever.

I am truly stunned that you brought up stargazing. My mind is literally screaming for me to go outside to stargaze. That is actually what I am about to do right now. I will tell you all how it goes.

Truth lol does looking at antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov... count? That's what I have been doing with ATS up in the background tonight. Would have loved to be outside but my son is feeling ill so I'm staying close where I can hear if he calls from his room.

~Tragic~

Originally posted by Tragic
Truth lol does looking at antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov... count? That's what I have been doing with ATS up in the background tonight. Would have loved to be outside but my son is feeling ill so I'm staying close where I can hear if he calls from his room.

~Tragic~

I would count that as stargazing. =)

I'm sorry your son is sick.....that's a bummer! I'll send him some good energy when I meditate tonight. =)

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Sol, yes, it would be quite amazing if we could actually organize something of the sorts. Unfortunately, until I get economically stable again, it might be a while. It's something worth considering though.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Just got back from stargazing. It was amazing out tonight. I gazed at the stars while 6 deer grazed on a beautiful hill.

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Have you had an MRI?

I spent 18 months with bizarre symptoms that ranged from atypical headaches, to hypersensitivity to sound (could not stand to walk into a building that had their alarm system activated. It was like sticking an ice pick into my brain), to the sound of buzzing in my head with a frequency that would change which the minutes change in the position of my head.

My doctor kept changing his mind about what was causing it and finally in a fit of anger told me that it just all in my head and it was probably just hormonal. You know us women and our hormones. They are the answer for everything. Heck, aren't a woman's hormones the answer to the meaning of life?

Finally I came to my senses, fired my doctor and got another one. A CAT scan followed by a MRI showed that he was right about one thing. It was all in my head and it showed beautifully on film.

Err on the side of caution. Get it checked out.

By the way I am fine. Just like everything else about me it turned out to be something really rare in adults but more prevalent in children though rare for them as well.

There is just no fun in being normal.l

I had the same problem of sleeping without resting, once. I took magnesium to cease it.

Originally posted by NightSkyeB4Dawn
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Have you had an MRI?

I spent 18 months with bizarre symptoms that ranged from atypical headaches, to hypersensitivity to sound (could not stand to walk into a building that had their alarm system activated. It was like sticking an ice pick into my brain), to the sound of buzzing in my head with a frequency that would change which the minutes change in the position of my head.

My doctor kept changing his mind about what was causing it and finally in a fit of anger told me that it just all in my head and it was probably just hormonal. You know us women and our hormones. They are the answer for everything. Heck, aren't a woman's hormones the answer to the meaning of life?

Finally I came to my senses, fired my doctor and got another one. A CAT scan followed by a MRI showed that he was right about one thing. It was all in my head and it showed beautifully on film.

Err on the side of caution. Get it checked out.

By the way I am fine. Just like everything else about me it turned out to be something really rare in adults but more prevalent in children though rare for them as well.

There is just no fun in being normal.l

Well, thank you for the suggestions, but I've had several MRI's. No abnormalities. I can assure you that it isn't "in my head." And I think I can speak for most of us in here and state that it isn't "in our heads." I am really glad, however, that you were able to find and get treated for whatever it was that was affecting you.

I find that doctors are hit and miss. From the very first time that I went to the doctor's about these problems, he took me very seriously as I had all the beginning symptoms of either Parkinson's or MS. However, after several visits, several tests, and several MRI's it was determined that there was absolutely nothing wrong with me. It baffled everybody. However, since I have had these things all of my life, and have 20 years of experience in the "other side of things" I wanted to make sure that it really wasn't something physically wrong. Now I know for sure that it isn't.

Empirical evidence is a funny thing, really. By posting this thread, and having all of these people from different walks of life coming together with the exact same experiences is really telling of something going on. Science doesn't like to use this type of evidence, but it can be very telling.

This thread is really a safe haven for all of us experiencing these things, to talk about them, and to come to a collective consensus to validate what we are feeling.

But as I said in the very first page, I welcome all views, and I thank you for yours.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

To all those that have been feeling down lately, I feel and understand, this is for everyone, but especially you:




- Phoenix

Oh people, I'm so happy today!
I don't know if I mentioned it earlier, but a very close friend of my family was attacked by furtive fishers in a river, near to my mom's city. Alll doctors said that if he survived, he'll be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life...
He was at intensive care service of the hospital, with all kind of tubes on his body, I could visualice this the first day at night... I was so sad for him, and I did some "work" for him, to see him fully recovered. Basically, asked to all the light beings that surrounds me to help him instead of me, and sending too much energy to him to recover, and visualizing him fully recovered fishing with my stepdad (they do fly fishing, they don't harm the fish and release them on the river), both are so environvental caring, my stepdad is also a member of some ecologist asociations here... this was in late March. He's such a great man, loving and caring, not just for his family but about everything it's alive on this planet

And now, he's walking, talking a little and still fighting to get fully recovered. I can't be more happy for him! I'm so waiting for the next summer, so I can see him on his house in the forest, he and my stepdad fishing again and me fighting with horseflies on the river of the stream... I hope that all those work did something on him, and I'll keep on sending him love and light till he recovers fully!

(ok, sounds a little weird, but I know that my lightwork actually worked! at least partially. Let me believe it for a while, please )

icky, I have a feeling that if it were just a case of needing some magnesium then people (myself included) wouldn't only have a issue at night. Seems that sleeping during the day does allow for the body & mind to rest. Thank you for the suggestion, it is much appreciated.

Phoenix, that was really cute. Thank you for the smile

Truth, well my dear, if that was you that helped him feel suddenly better around 1:30am then thank you. It was strange, he came and knocked on my door (which is also odd. my kids never knock. i have always had an open door policy) and said "Mom, I feel good now. I'm going back to sleep. I love you" I gave him a hug and kiss, tucked him back in and that was that. So, either way I appreciate the thoughts and positive thinking.

I had a kind of funny/strange dream last night which I will post later once I get some more time. Until then *hugs*

~Tragic~

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Truth, well my dear, if that was you that helped him feel suddenly better around 1:30am then thank you.

You're welcome.




Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

I haven't had any issues of myself or others flying off the handle for no reason lately, until I discovered something yesterday about one of the people I manage at work.

She is a God-fearing, let me pray over your pain, kind of girl. She loves our customers and they look forward to seeing her. She works her butt off, never argues with me, always can be trusted to supervise herself so that I can pay attention to those that are easily misdirected. Just found out from her brother, who I also manage, that she just got out of the hospital from being Baker Acted by her mom and him for going completely nuts for no reason, hitting them, etc. This is so 360 degrees atypical for this girl, and the first thing I thought of was you guys. Of course, if I can't get in here and read this thread at least once a day, I feel like I am missing everyone too much and it irritates me until I can.

On a side note, my neck on the right side, for no apparent reason, has completely spazzed out. Going on three days now I can't do anything but sit in one position to avoid this severe pain. I have arthritis in my spine, and in particular in my neck. I also have Fibromyalgia. I am used to pain. Very used to it. This is different. I worked all night last night with a neck brace on, and that didn't keep it from getting worse. My neck, right shoulder and right collar bone area are all one solid, swollen, tight mass. Tomorrow is a trip to urgent care if it doesn't get better. Have taken a muscle relaxer, motrin, hot soaks, used a heating pad, and it is actually just getting worse, so, any healing thoughts sent my way would be very much appreciated.

Hiya Caggy, Good work helping him out. Don't ever stop believing that you can and do make a difference. I'm sure he is eternally grateful

Ceri - Oh my gosh, that poor woman. I hope she ends up alright. I'll keep her in my thoughts and such. As far as the right side neck/shoulder/head pains, I know what you mean. I'm supposed to go in for an MRI because of mine. Been putting it off and just letting the referral sit on my desk though. I don't know why, the thought of another MRI is just seriously unappealing to me at this point. But I romised my doc I would do it before my next appt with him on the 28th. bleh bleh bleh

I had a dream last night that was funny to me. I wish I could remember it all but now all I can recall was that a bunch of us from this thread had met up. (I'm sure that was put in my dreams cause of the suggestion earlier) All I can remember now is Truth for some reason getting all frantic cause there was "1047 channels on the television and nothing to watch" It was comical for some reason. I wish I could remember it all

~Tragic~

P.S. I have to check this thread at least once a day or I feel even stranger than normal heh. It's going to come to a point where I need to schedule time for it!

I had a dream about an ATS meeting long time ago, we gathered at stonehenge! I think it could be an awesome idea! sadly I'm so far away from everyone and certainly not in the best economical times to pay a travel =(... If you gather, PLEASE! do a streaming! so i can be with you all at least by the internet! hahaha
That or... we can meet in "another" place, you know, in a spaceship, the astral, Atlantis

Caggy, you're a trip! It's so good to see you laughing and enjoying yourself. It makes me happier than I could express over this silly interwebs thingamabob

~Tragic~

yah, the good news about our family friend getting recovered made my day. I'm happy right now!
I hope it lasts till Monday

Originally posted by Skada
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I am very interested in the Chakras being "Blown full open". Could you describe this in more detail?
There have been times when my Heart Chakra has been like an energy vortex just blowing out energy (which feels absolutely great, kinda like when the third eye starts to tickle, but more intensive). I describe the heart chakra energy blow as a "golden glow". I hope that makes sense. It would seem that spiritual energy feels different to each soul. Some of my friends would describe the energy in terms of tempature, while others would describe it as electrical, vibration or the sort. I describe the energy in terms of Buzzing.

Hi Skada,

Your description "like an energy vortex just blowing out energy " is a good one for me. It feels like a wind streaming out of me and if I visualise my aura, I can see it expanded far out as it shimmers and is buffeted by the environment around me. It's colour is a light yellow and it feels good.

I think it's amazing that so many people are having similar experiences and I am sure it is part of a global awakening. Something important is going to happen soon and I feel spiritually ready for it

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Thank you for the welcome, Truthseeker!

No one in my family does cultural practices that I know of, but my mother and I have studied our history and culture and hold a world view very similar to that of our Native American ancestors.

To add a bit of confirmation to some of the previous posts, I've noticed a lot of aggressive energy at work--people who previously were just kind of snippy with each other have escalated into open hostility. I've also noticed over the years that full moons (which we just had) tend to make people more angry or excitable, but this week was extra weird. Just yucky. Thankfully I wasn't the brunt of any of it, only an observer.

I'm constantly puzzling over this strangeness we're all going through and trying to figure out what it all means, and what might happen in the future, and all I can do is try to make sure I learn as much as possible--take it all in, and transmute the information and feelings into something useful and positive.

It feels like time is moving faster than before, and I keep thinking that we're "circling the drain" so to speak. This age is winding down, but speeding up as we reach the bottom of a vortex. That's the image I keep getting, anyway. Could be totally off.

I'm also so homesick right now. Several times a day, the thought enters my mind, "I want to go home." And not to my house--I mean my real home, wherever that is. I don't feel like I really belong here, never have. But now I really feel "other." I manage to be social, to function in society on a superficial level, at least. I try to make small talk with the people I come in contact with every day, and while doing so I'm always looking for that spark behind the eyes that tells me, "This person is awake." I'm so grateful when I do find them, but there aren't many. It gets to be lonely, for sure.

This stuff is hard to write about, even harder to talk about--I'm so used to keeping my thoughts inside, but I need to get them out on occasion. I'm glad to have a safe place in which to do so.

Originally posted by CloudHidden
I'm also so homesick right now. Several times a day, the thought enters my mind, "I want to go home." And not to my house--I mean my real home, wherever that is. I don't feel like I really belong here, never have. But now I really feel "other."

I understand this so completely. There are people I miss, that I know are not from here, and that I have never known in this life. I really feel lonely for them.

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CloudHidden,

This is so true....

"I manage to be social, to function in society on a superficial level, at least. I try to make small talk with the people I come in contact with every day, and while doing so I'm always looking for that spark behind the eyes that tells me, "This person is awake." I'm so grateful when I do find them, but there aren't many. It gets to be lonely, for sure."

I myself love to make small talk with people from all backgrounds and that have all different personalities. It's almost like I am trying to search for intelligent, non superficial people to converse with. Not sure if "intelligent" is the right word I'm looking for. But I still look for conversation everyday, I find intellectual conversation so fulfilling and energizing. If I can't have one "deep" conversation a day, I feel so lost or lonely. It seems so rare to find with people, but when you do, I realize those are people worth hanging on too.

Thank- you for your insight CloudHidden. It is nice to know that there are people out there that feel the same.