A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by Cornczech


Yes the energy field/bubble looks like TV snow to me as well, and extends out about 10-15 feet from my body. People have described this field like a bowl or bubble of water. (I'm a cancer, so that makes sense) Everyone likes to wallow in the field as they have stated that it calms them.

Does any of this sound familiar Cornczech?

I do think it is a protective field that I may have generated in my youth and has gotten stronger as the years progressed. (may have been because of abuse or a strong self-preservation thingy.)
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Getting back to the symptoms, my third eye has been buzzing, which I love because it tickles, but the not being able to sleep is a major pain. Like just laying down so very tired that you would think that you would not even feel hitting the pillow. Yet, it is only after a few hours of laying in bed that I finally drift off.

Hi everyone, I am so glad to see this thread still going. And also to see so many people relating to one another on such a level.

I myself am still insanely tired, still feeling so strange and just waiting. I wish I knew definately what I was waiting for.

I had another strange experience yesterday. Once again I was lying down (I was feeling a bit off). When I felt the bed behind me sink down and the warmth again. As though from someone's body heat. This time my husband was not home. My kids were but they were asleep in their own beds. Then I hear a sigh. Just a sigh, nothing more. (the last time it was the words "you promised... you promised.." ) I got up and left the room. I didn't feel unsafe in the least. I was just more upset that I feel as though I am dissapointing someone and I can't figure out what it is I'm supposed to be doing.

I know it would be hard to have insight into these matters as I understand they are my experiences. But any ideas or direction would be considered and appreciated.


~Tragic~

Just wanted to update the thread with my experiences.

Them flashing bursts of colored lights have been happening about 30 times a day now. It is truly a strange phenomenon and I really don't think that it is caused by any eye problems. They are not the same as eye floaters or anything like that. They are really intense and come in a variety of colors. I was wondering if anyone else has had an increase in these colored flashes of light?

Originally posted by Tragic
Hi everyone, I am so glad to see this thread still going. And also to see so many people relating to one another on such a level.

I myself am still insanely tired, still feeling so strange and just waiting. I wish I knew definately what I was waiting for.

I had another strange experience yesterday. Once again I was lying down (I was feeling a bit off). When I felt the bed behind me sink down and the warmth again. As though from someone's body heat. This time my husband was not home. My kids were but they were asleep in their own beds. Then I hear a sigh. Just a sigh, nothing more. (the last time it was the words "you promised... you promised.." ) I got up and left the room. I didn't feel unsafe in the least. I was just more upset that I feel as though I am dissapointing someone and I can't figure out what it is I'm supposed to be doing.

I know it would be hard to have insight into these matters as I understand they are my experiences. But any ideas or direction would be considered and appreciated.


~Tragic~

Hey Tragic,

Have you considered actually trying to talk to this entity? The dead need just as much therapy as the living sometimes. Maybe leave a pencil and paper on your nightstand or on your dresser overnight and just calmly ask the entity to write down what it thinks you need to know. Also tell it that you are not mad that it is there (as it doesn't seem to be a harmful entity) and that you'd like to help it if you can. If this doesn't work and it keeps going on, then I would just nicely ask it to leave. If that doesn't work, demand it to leave. And if that doesn't work, U2U me and I'll give you some other very potent options.

-However-

I have another theory about this.

I'm thinking that it could be a part of your spiritual self getting release and making you notice it. Maybe you promised yourself a long time ago that you'd do something (or not do something), and you have yet to fulfill that promise? It would be like "being beside yourself with joy/agony/sadness, etc." Do you have any family or close loved ones near by that could watch the kids for a few days while you and hubby go out for a mini-holiday? Maybe it's your inner-self trying to tell you to relax for once.

Just a thought from the ramblings inside of my head. Let me know what you think about it.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

I haven't even considered talking to it at all to be honest. The first time it happened I was sleeping and I had woken up to the feeling of someone laying behind me. I thought it was my husband until I heard the voice. After it 'spoke' I just felt safe although a little confused and drifted off. The feeling was like .. it's hard to put into words. Have you ever been outside on a beutiful sunny day and everything is just so right all you can do is smile and breathe deep? It was like that. And last night well ... I guess I was too upset to consider asking. As silly as that sounds. I could try and I suppose I haven't many more options. I'm more concerned about what happens if I get no answer. And that's even if I get another visit.
I don't want to tell it to go away. It hasn't made me feel ill at ease in the least. I try not to turn my back on anyone or anything unless given a good reason. So far I haven't been given a good reason obviously.
I just don't know. I feel like I'm missing a big neon sign flashing in my face and I should understand.
As far as a vacation goes; It wouldn't be a vacation without the kids. I would miss them too much and I worry about them when we're apart. I would just spend it all calling them and checking up lol
I've been trying to meditate more but it's just so hard to find the time when all is quiet and taken care of. The rare times I do, I end up sleeping.

Maybe the answer isn't meant for me yet. Ug, how frustrating a thought!
I really, really appreciate your time Truth.
I am going to try to watch the meteor shower here soon, hope you guys get to catch it too. I love these things. They tend to remind me of how amazing life is.
I'll be checking back in soon.

Much Love
~Tragic~
P.S- Not bothering to check for grammar hehe

reply to post by thepathoverseer


I had a look for Ascension Symptoms and was pleasantly surprised...

www.eaglespiritministry.com...

Most, if not all of the points are what I'm experiencing, particularily about coping with going backwards and forwards between densities. It seems to be a gradual process which I think we are all now going through.

Here's a wee snippet...

21. Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behaviour patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviours you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait.

Thanks to -
whatsuponplanetearth.com...

Please take a second or 2 to have a read through the points. It explains some things to a certain extent.

Thanks to thepathoverseer for the suggestion!!!

Much love...

edit to add resource

[edit on 22/4/10 by zosomike]

Sorry...double post...

[edit on 22/4/10 by zosomike]

reply to post by Tragic

I myself am still insanely tired, still feeling so strange and just waiting. I wish I knew definately what I was waiting for.

How strange it is to have someone else write the words you feel.... I also wish I knew what I am waiting for- You know the feeling where you know you shouldn't make long term plans or get too comfortable....

That could be attributed to past personal issues though....

Originally posted by jinx880101
reply to post by Tragic

 

How strange it is to have someone else write the words you feel.... I also wish I knew what I am waiting for- You know the feeling where you know you shouldn't make long term plans or get too comfortable....

That could be attributed to past personal issues though....

This is what I have been feeling for a while, and I think it has to do with the earth changes, earthquakes, ect. Not only that, but the magnetosphere is in flux with the south magnetic pole disappearing at times. Now, as mostly water with iron in our blood, one would think that magnetic forces affect us in strange ways.
Moral Judgments
Magnetic fields targeting the moral center of the brain could scramble our sense of right and wrong
Perhaps in positive ways as well
Magnets may boost brain and correct memory loss
Magnets may make the brain grow stronger

But we are not sure what type of magnets to use, in what way to get the positive change instead of the negative, ect. Now, to me, since the magnetosphere is in flux, those of us who are sensitive have trouble sleeping, wake up multiple times at night, and wake up feeling like poo, hit by a truck, cranky, and so on.

So, I suppose the question is: How do we counteract the negative effects?
Any ideas?

reply to post by jinx880101


Exactly. I am a goal oriented person normally. I prefer to make plans and see them through. I find my life goes a little more smoothly (especially with kids) that way. But now ... I have no plans other than the normal things that need to be done. You know, kids going to school, cooking meals, doing laundry and the likes. It almost seems like ... I dont want to say what's the point but I suppose that's the best way I can word it for now. Just taking it one day/one moment at a time and waiting. I'm trying to be patient but I don't know how much longer that will last. I kind of feel like I'm running out of time to figure it all out. Which, I guess in a way we're all running out of time figuratively speaking. But it seems like it's on a much grander scale.

As for these occurances I have been having. I don't know what to make of them. I have considered suggestions and I am an open-minded person. It's just that I haven't had experiences like my little visitor before. When I was younger I would often have dreams of what was to come. My mother laughed when I would tell her but being so young they really scared me when it would happen. Even if it's nothing bad it still makes you stop and catch your breath. I don't have those very often anymore at all. They stopped around 10 or so. But the sense of deja vu is always looming around the corner for me. I have always been really sensitive to vibes others are putting off around me. Like if someone is happy I love it, it rubs off on me and I feel good. But if someone on the other had is really sad I will cry at the drop of a hat like I am the one in pain. In a way I am though, I suppose. I don't know how to explain it other than that. But I don't have any psychic abilities that I am aware of. So, these things that are happening now are just so frustrating. I just want to know what I'm supposed to do or what I am looking for.

~Tragic~

reply to post by Tragic


Let me venture a suggestion:-

Ask yourself: What do you want?

This will be the beginning in your direction of quest. Should you believe that you had been 'touched', then there must be a reason for it, and more often then not, you were selected because of either your capability or your desire that matches with the required goals a higher being is seeking for - the welfare of His children, as mankind had been given free will and can help.

If you are the religious sort, the holy books will be a good place to start. If you are of the free thinker group, then think of the welfare necessary for others, beginning with yourself and those closest to you.

Alone, you won't be able to do much. None of us individually can. Reach out to your family, relatives and friends - share and discuss what you had found out, and if changes are necessary, that's where it will start and come from.

Should you have no idea of what you want, or it seems too lofty a goal for you, then just continue with your life. You had been gifted with life, it is pecious and is yours to live with free will. As long as you hurt no one and is content, and care for others, you will live a satisfied life.

Be at peace with yourself, for a higher being will never force anyone. It will have to come from your heart to do good.

Peace.

[edit on 22-4-2010 by SeekerofTruth101]

What do I want?

It seems like such an easy question doesn't it?
It should be a simple thing to answer.
Honestly, at this point. I want to know what I'm supposed to be doing. Well, that's not true I suppose. I also want happiness in my family, friends and everyone else who needs it. But that's a given.

~Tragic~

reply to post by Tragic


Anything that is 'given', found good, should be maintained. You would have done your part.

:-)

Thank you Seeker
Your time and thoughts are much appreciated.

~Tragic~

reply to post by jinx880101


That's the way I feel too, just waiting and wanting to be prepared if possible. One can't plan for the unknown though. So I am also just feeling like I'm waiting, but don't want to make any plans or anything. I don't like the way this feels, but one good thing from it is that I am learning to really savor every day and live in the moment. I have to to keep my brain from going to mush from the craziness running around in there.

As an aside, the result of this thread has been to get me thinking and learning a lot more about... what... I guess everything from aliens, religions, life, nature, metaphysics, etc. I am changing and growing and coming to terms with much that I haven't dealt with. So TS thanks for that!

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Well said, Ellie.

Not only am I trying more often to not take my days for granted and learning more and more in the process. But this thread has made me feel more 'connected' to everyone here with their experiences. It makes me feel less crazy and more observant.

So, thank you Truth and everyone else who has contributed and shared as well.

~Tragic~

reply to post by zosomike


Okay, i just crashed with your post and links... This crashing thing is happening so often now that's scary. It gave me some answers to my current life too.

Last days I have been almost depressed. I feel like nothing I'll do will help in anything, skipping classes because I don't think my college could give me the weapons I need to fight for a place in the real fashion world, where I want to develop my career, I'm skipping homework, just getting up and going to college to not be absent in the two courses I have pending from 1rst year. I dropped all the 2nd year courses I had. I've lost interest on all my hobbies, also a little on my career. It's getting so cold here and I've stayed on bed even when I'm dressed and all...
I don't know where I'm going, I feel dizzy and a lil' bit depressed... I feel like it would be better to never wake up again, because I'm so happy in my dreams, everything shines and it's beatiful... but in this real all looks gray and watered down... I have a weird feeling on my head, like if there was somebody squeezing it on the sides and my neck and back are aching like mad lately too.

Some of the descriptions on those links made me feel like crying because they fit so well and no, I don't want to believe stuff wrote in a '90s looking webpage and it's not supposed to make me cry in any way (maybe the design, lol). I hate looking pages like that and feeling that i fit on those descriptions that well, i feel manipulated in a sort of way...

Somebody near here have a gun or something like that? I have been thinking on suicide lately too...

p.s: didn't paid atention to spelling, sorry...

[edit on 23-4-2010 by Caggy]

For the last couple days, I've been in kind of a slump.
I am feeling under the weather. I have severe sensitivity to light, and I just feel groggy and blehhh.

But we need to stay positive.

What I find most fascinating is how we can all connect on this level and share our feelings. The internet sure is a powerful tool at times.

reply to post by Caggy


Caggy,
I try to believe that everything is for the better one way or another. It's hard to stay positive but I love a challege so I say bring it on. Even jokes have some truth behind them. If you ever feel depressed to the point of suicide please U2U me or I will give you my yahoo screen name & email addy if you like. Actually even if you feel a little down and want someone to chat with. You're not alone.

Try to see these times as a test. I know you can overcome it.

Much Love
~Tragic~

*edited for spelling and lil' bit o' content.

[edit on 23-4-2010 by Tragic]

Originally posted by Caggy
reply to post by zosomike

 

Okay, i just crashed with your post and links... This crashing thing is happening so often now that's scary. It gave me some answers to my current life too.

Last days I have been almost depressed. I feel like nothing I'll do will help in anything, skipping classes because I don't think my college could give me the weapons I need to fight for a place in the real fashion world, where I want to develop my career, I'm skipping homework, just getting up and going to college to not be absent in the two courses I have pending from 1rst year. I dropped all the 2nd year courses I had. I've lost interest on all my hobbies, also a little on my career. It's getting so cold here and I've stayed on bed even when I'm dressed and all...
I don't know where I'm going, I feel dizzy and a lil' bit depressed... I feel like it would be better to never wake up again, because I'm so happy in my dreams, everything shines and it's beatiful... but in this real all looks gray and watered down... I have a weird feeling on my head, like if there was somebody squeezing it on the sides and my neck and back are aching like mad lately too.

Some of the descriptions on those links made me feel like crying because they fit so well and no, I don't want to believe stuff wrote in a '90s looking webpage and it's not supposed to make me cry in any way (maybe the design, lol). I hate looking pages like that and feeling that i fit on those descriptions that well, i feel manipulated in a sort of way...

Somebody near here have a gun or something like that? I have been thinking on suicide lately too...

p.s: didn't paid atention to spelling, sorry...

[edit on 23-4-2010 by Caggy]

Caggy,

Believe me, I have felt exactly in the place that you are in right now. I used to think that just non-existence was the best course of action for me. I am thankful that I was able to overcome that....if not, maybe this thread never would have happened, and none of us would have been able to come together in such a profound way. I second Tragic's notion. If you ever feel like doing something to yourself, stop, think about what you are doing, and then get a hold of somebody you trust. If you feel the need to, U2U me as well, and I'll give you my email and chat name. You have people here that will support you. I think that has already been established. I care about you, and I care about everyone that has posted on this thread, as well as everybody else in the world. Life is a precious gift, and we're only given one chance to make this life the best that it can be. Don't waste it on fear my friend, because there are worse things than living in pain. Pain is temporary. Death is forever. And quite honestly, from what I have seen from the otherside, it isn't pleasant. Take good care of yourself, and know that there are people here who care.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker