A Strange Feeling as of Late...

truthseeker, thank you for following through and presenting your results from your meeting of minds.

I will continue to follow this thread along with the newer one that popped up recently.

@Tragic

Once again, I really appreciate all the time you have spent on this for all of us Truth. I hope you get some well deserved rest soon.

Tragic, thank you for not only posting, but for your kinds words as well.

Unfortunately, there is no rest for the weary, and I am very weary. I've been working non-stop doing research into all the major religions, old civilizations, etc. trying to find a common ground in all of them. I get closer every day. I wish I could say that I will win a trip to Bermuda for 4 after this is all over, but it won't happen that way. I feel an urgency as of late, as if my time is running short on this planet. I knew from the time I could have a rational thought that I wouldn't be here very long....30 years max. I need to do all the work now, because I feel that many people need help. I'm glad that I have found this outlet, because otherwise, I would still be keeping this information to myself, mostly because I do not have a platform to speak on where I am from. I have almost always been selfless in my actions, and I think the biggest act of selflessness is to help others regardless of the cost to my own physical well-being. I care about every single one of you even though I have never met any of you IRL, and some day, when this is all over, we'll sit back and I'll start passing out the beers and cigars. Until then, I will not stop in my pursuit of knowledge, nor will I stop fighting that which scares mankind the most: the unknown.

This is all I have in my world, and one day I can rest knowing that at least I tried to do something to help everybody.

Anywho, I'll post again in a few days, as I need to keep concentrating on the research that I am doing.

Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

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Zosomike, Hi and thank you for your reply.

Yeah, it's right there a tiny bit above my eyebrows but directly between them if that makes sense. That's so strange. Thank you for that insight!

~Tragic~

Amy,
I unfortunately live in Florida. I would love to be part of one of these groups, if I could find the time that is. I used to meditate when I was probably around 19-20. Unfortunately day to day life reared it's ugly head and took over from there. Sad to think I have just been living for the past decade. I don't regret it though. I spent most of that time raising my children and taking care of my family. But as of late, I have had the strong urge to get back to meditation. I remember it used to be great for relaxation and putting all of life's little surprises in order. I definately plan to work on this after I move this weekend.
What are these once a week "baths"? I assume they are a relaxtion type thing such as lavender oil etc?

Truth,
I too felt connected to the people here before I even started posting. If anyone had kept up on this thread when the week was up I probably never would have said a word. So, thank you all for that, I'm happy to be here sharing.

I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there, I think whatever is coming isn't too far off. I just have to believe that like everything else there is a grand plan and it will be for the good of us all.

Stay positive ~Tragic~

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This is not in response to any post, but merely to add my own info. I have had insomnia for years now, but still can manage 8 or more hours of sleep when I am completely exhausted. Lately, though, I only sleep three or four hours before I am "up". I work the overnight shift, and so for me this means that around 3 or 4 in the afternoon I am waking up. This is twelve hours difference, but still the same time on the clock from the majority of you.

Also, I have noticed a huge amount of headaches (several a day, every day) and several times a day I feel off kilter, so to speak. My equilibrium is off, and I have had several falls lately. This is not a constant thing, but a sporadic thing. This is also unusual for me. I also see the shadows in my peripheral vision, and strange flashes of pinpoint sized light on occasion. I know these are classic signs of migraine, but I have not had one of those since high school (25 years ago).

I also have had constant feelings of, not doom and gloom, but of "something" on the horizon. It isn't a negative feeling, but an important one nonetheless.

I am a long time lucid dreamer who experiences full color and all five senses in what I call movie dreams. I call them that in that it is like being in a movie or being in another place and/or time. I love them, even when they are terrifying. I have seen a large increase in the number of these dreams, ie: every night now when they used to be an every few month occurrence.

I have been an empathic for my entire life, and am very easily disturbed by strong emotions in others, and for that reason I read here more than post. I create enough of my own stress and don't need to take on others' stresses. This post, however, made me want to chime in.

I don't know what worth any of these comments have, but hopefully they will resonate with some of you.

Ceri

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I am thankful you shared your ideas. I am a collective consciousness kinda girl, and I have to agree, something big is coming down the pike and some of "us" will have to deal with it. There is a reason I have survived my life and I will leave it at that. I am just now, this past year, starting to figure out that reason. I have a gift of communication, and I will leave it at that. I started to elaborate and then realized I will be asked to prove this, and it is not entirely controllable yet thought I am getting better. ANYhoo, I agree with you and applaud your courage.

Ceri

Nice to see this thread got bumped.

Just wanted to add some stuff:

I have been seeing those strange flashes of light more and more now. It has gotten to the point where they don't really phase me anymore.

Still got the feeling of anticipation for something. Still don't know what it is, but man, its coming. Something big is on its way that will affect us all.

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I think you are exactly right. Here is my thought on this... I have always been a history nut but I like ancient history... All through history it has been written, carved on rock, walls, stone, this destroyer from the sky. Wiped out civilizations, caused floods maybe even the story of Noah is that. What if this large destroyer from the sky, that only comes every thousands of years is somehow, after all these generations of living through it, it is somehow the KNOWING it's coming and the fear of it has been encoded into our DNA. Kinda of like, fear of drowning, or fear of raging fire? If this is the case it explains why every day this feeling of Something is coming, is getting worse for me. I never used to pay much attention to the sky, now I am always looking up and when I do it's in a way that I am waiting for it... I don't know.. just my thoughts...

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extreme out on a limb thought: things and folks get so corrupt that the
bad aliens are allowed to attack full force.
all we can do i take one day at a time and be ready. if you have any
extras that would come in handy just in case..great but maybe we are
walking a fence sort of , ready to fall either way, whatever that means.
i can only generalize as i know very little about anything.

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Ceri,

Thank you for the kind words. Yes, I too have "escaped death" more than once in my lifetime. There were many times where I should have been in a horrible car wreck and managed to escape it with no damage to body or property. I feel like something wants to keep me alive (and in the past, against my will), and that I will have an important purpose before this something will let me pass on.

My research hasn't led to any more knowledge than I already had prior to starting this thread. I've been visiting ATS on and off for a few weeks, because I have been so ingrained in the books. However, the only theme I can come across is the major extinction event that resounds across history. In every other account it has always been a natural disaster: A meteorite, a flood, a war, famine, disease, etc. I can only speculate that the next one will not follow the same path as the others...and that is only a feeling I get. Like I have said in previous posts to this thread, I have a strong suspicion that the next event will be supernatural in its nature.

I have felt the death and the destruction around the world. I have felt all of those poor souls getting lost to the nether only to be stuck there against their will. For the first time since I have started my spiritual journey, I have effectively "shut off" the light switch that controls my abilities. It was getting to the point where I was only sleeping 2 hours a night, and it was fleeting. I would toss and turn, wake up every 15 minutes, and then stare at the ceiling, wide awake, for hours on end, speculating, hearing the echos of the dead, and trying desperately to find the sleep that my body needs to go on. So I shut off the switch. I don't know if it's possible to turn it back on, since I've never shut it off before, but I feel that I need to recharge the batteries for a while if I am to do any good when the time comes for it. I did my last investigation 2 weeks ago for a couple that I have known for years. I cleansed the house, and then cleared the rest of my schedule. There are other paranormal agencies where I live that are certainly capable of handling such small matters for the people that were on my list. They were very understanding, and even thankful to me for at least addressing their issues.

For now, I need to take that break and work on getting myself into shape once again. The hunt has taken its toll on me both mentally and physically, and it's time for me to rest for a bit.

The amount of support that I have gotten since starting this thread is overwhelming. Every one of you that has posted has been open minded, added your own ideas and clues, and has helped me to slowly piece together the greater puzzle. I am grateful for each and every one of you. In anonymity, we keep ourselves safe, in sharing our own personal accounts, we gain strength. I only wish that we were all closer together, as I feel like that by meeting we would all have something to gain from all of this.

So Ceri, thank you for posting your own account, and feel free to U2U me if you would like to discuss more with me, as many people before you have already done.

Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
I know about Orion, it's my favorite constellation, I feel like he's my friend.

Just had to shoot an aside here after reading this... I hear ya. I completely understand what you mean here. I look for "him" every night and when I can't see "him" I am very disappointed. Strange. You are the only other person I have ever known to feel that way.


Ceri

Originally posted by Ceriddwen

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
I know about Orion, it's my favorite constellation, I feel like he's my friend.

Just had to shoot an aside here after reading this... I hear ya. I completely understand what you mean here. I look for "him" every night and when I can't see "him" I am very disappointed. Strange. You are the only other person I have ever known to feel that way.


Ceri

WOAH! A huge synchronicity moment here. I have felt like Orion has been my guardian since the day I was born! I look at him every night in the winter sky, and I am very sad when he leaves for the summer. He gives me the "hunter's strength" to keep going on in my pursuit of knowledge, and I am very thankful for him being in the night sky.

Very cool.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

You guys too!? Orion is my homeboy! I usually know exactly where he is in the sky and I always take time to admire his constellation every time he is there in the heavens.

That is really cool that you guys like that constellation too. Something about it really stands out in the night sky.

While typing this post, saw two more flashes of light. They don't bother me, I would just like to know what they are and why people are seeing them all the time now.

WOAH! A huge synchronicity moment here. I have felt like Orion has been my guardian since the day I was born! I look at him every night in the winter sky, and I am very sad when he leaves for the summer. He gives me the "hunter's strength" to keep going on in my pursuit of knowledge, and I am very thankful for him being in the night sky.

Very cool.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Very interesting indeed. I feel like a clue has been given and we have to figure out what it means.

NOTE: I was typing out a response, had gotten close to the end, and suddenly was on another website with no way to go back. Had to go into history to find this page I was posting. Feels like I was being redirected to not post what I was posting. Gonna do it anyway.

Years ago I did empathic readings very successfully, even from long distances over the computer. It got, though, where I was not getting any rest from the thoughts and visions that came to me at all hours of the day. I decided then to shut down and focus on myself and my loved ones. I am still open to them and when weakened, get an onslaught from others that I can quickly dispel. I also seem to have the ability to calm others once I have separated myself from them.

I meditated constantly during that time, even did automatic writing, until I was "told" I could just listen and didn't need an intermediary like a pen and paper. I found this to be true. When I stopped doing the readings, aside from being exhausted, I also felt like I just didn't need to do them anymore. Like it was a lesson to me in what my capabilities are/were.

Now, when I consider doing it again, I feel like I don't need to. Like I need to keep it open to me, but to save it up, because I am going to need it for the coming storm, to assist my other communication skills that I am going to need for what is coming. I say storm, and some may take that as a direct opposite to what I said before about it not being good or bad, but I find that
storms can be transformative and destructive, rejuvenating and restoring. It is what the end result is that can be either good or bad by interpretation. Not the storm itself.

So, after all of that, TS, take care, recharge, and as I KNOW you know, take care of YOU. That is what is important for what is coming. Whatever that turns out to be.

Ceri

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I absolutely know what you're talking about. This is pretty clearly not an isolated feeling--sensitive people I talk to from all parts of the world in all walks of life have been having similar unnerving, disorienting, feelings.

One other experience I've had, and I'm not sure if anybody else has ever felt this way (I will elaborate on it more later) is that I keep getting the feeling there is one too many people in a room. Sometimes in meetings or in elevators, I'll just keep thinking that I see a person who turns out not to have been there. It's really hard to articulate. It isn't like a full blown hallucination. Just as my eyes are scanning my environment I'll feel like I register a person (male, pretty nondescript, more on this when I have time) and think "Huh. Don't really care for that dude." Then when I start to really concentrate I'll realize that there was nobody there at all. This seems to be happening in more and more intimate settings (the first few times were in a movie theater, then in a conference room, but most recently it was in an elevator with only four other actual people with me) and it's beginning to get a little freaky.

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Hi again TS
i know what's all the "switch off" deal. I did that from 9 to 18 y.o., then from 19 to 25 again. When I was a child, it was a very, very heavy weight i felt on my shoulders. Every night i talked and even fought while asleep. My mom did something on me, she was also so intuitive and sensive, and she has also switched off her abilities since that time...

However... when I was 18 I met a weird character. One of the first men i liked. He was, and still is, involved with the higher realms of concience. He woke me up, putted me again on my original path. But when he left me, everything looked so dark and i switched the lights again. I couldn't survive there without his powerful white aura near to me...
Then this "strange feeling as of late" woke me up again, last year. This time completely alone. It has been harsh times, but I have been strong enough to bear them and well... it's not easy. AT ALL. I feel like I'm doing what I was destined to, finally.
I have been reading every weird book and webpage that appears in my way (recently, with the quake, an old copy of the Bagavad Gita flew from my bookshef along with an old astrology book. Those ones were my mom's, but she left them on Santiago when she moved with her new husband). This things are appearing in front of my nose, like saying "remember? this is what you was meant to do/feel/be. And you're late!"

So, in short, you can always shut the lights off, but always they're gonna light up again. Because when you're here, you can't just left. Quit for a while, yes, sure. But quit?. I'm not sure. [insert evil laughter here] (j/k)
Really, we have something to do, a mission. I have an urge of doing something because another something it' gonna happen... soon. And can be avoided. Just if we wake up and realize that we can change everything if we want to!
-C

[edit on 12-4-2010 by Caggy]

I have always been easy going kind of person. Live and Let Live is my motto. Never had an experience that I would call out of the realm of normal. Two years ago I moved into a house after seperating with my husband. Just my son and I. Almost immediately things started happening. At first my friends thought I was nuts when I said, I have a ghost. As they visited and heard and felt what I was feeling they believed. We got great EVP's, great photos of things. Finally called in a woman and her brother who are sensitive as they put it. We went through alot to cleanse the house. After that experience life for me changed. I feel things now I never felt before. I know now I am here for a reason. I just needed something to open my mind to belive it. Things are happening, things are changing, and without that experience I would still be asleep.

I mention the above to say that we all need to take care of ourselves, take time for ourselves to be healthy and ready for whatver is coming. Somehow we need to be ready, able to work together to help the rest. Time is getting short, everyday the feelings increase, I never meditated before and now do it every night before bed. All of you be good to yourselves, take the time you need to recharge as we all need to be ready collectively.

Peace

Not alot of time here but I will confirm the same symptoms:

Sleep that does not rejuvenate my energy levels.

Heightened awareness of energy of those around me.

Some headaches... a little more than what I would call normal.

Lots of tension and feeling of angst in others around me at times.



My mother also speaks to some psychics and native shamans and all are convinced that big events are going to happen this summer... so who knows, maybe those of us who's intuitions are kicking in are picking up on events to come.

Nice to find a contructive thread that confirms a lot of what I have been feeling myself.... I've felt that things have been increasingly "messed" up on Earth especially in the last 2 years.

It could be a combination of many things resulting in this.

Thanks for the new postings friends.

In recent days I've been trying to find peace in making music. It is the one thing that can get me truly centered, and now I don't even have a desire to make it. I used to compose grandiose pieces that I would have hoped to one day have performed. Well, that stopped. I have developed a composer's block, and no matter how hard I try I just cannot force myself to sit in front of the piano and compose. I feel as if it won't matter soon. I know that there has been a feeling of desperation from people from all walks of life. It is apparent every time I walk down the street. It saddens me because of all the young children in the world. They are so innocent and pure yet I feel like they will not have a future. Today I feel very flustered and overburdened. Caggy, you were right. The light switch turned back on about four hours after I turned it off. And now it is stuck in the on position. Something doesn't want me to forget what I am here to do....whatever that may be.

When I first started this thread, I don't really know why I posted it. But I think I do now. The fact that we are all conversing on the implications of what is going on in the world right now was my tell-tale sign. I feel like my purpose is to not only wake people up, but to amass some sort of force. Every time I think about it, I think I am crazy, but it is the only thing that makes sense in my mind. I've always been the natural leader in my group of friends. I've always been the one to stick up for the little guy no matter the cost, and now I feel like I'm the one that needs to "rally the troops" so to speak. Nothing else in my life makes sense but that one point. I don't even know where to start, and any helpful input would be beneficial to not only myself, but the people posting on this thread.

When I have more time, I will post about the very dream that led me to the conclusions that I came to up above. It is very long and elaborate, and it has been reoccurring since I was about 13 or 14.


Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

I haven't posted too much here, but I have been reading the thread. The last few months or so I seem to have found this sort of peace with things. It's not so much a 'no longer caring' feeling, but a 'hey things aren't so bad' feeling. This year I plan on enjoying what life has to offer. I still have a lot of worrisome thoughts and stressful things to deal with, but it's manageable. I do have to say I have been having some weird dreams, but that may be a residual effect of the stressful things I had going on over the last few years. Some are pretty freaky though.

One thing I do want to mention is that when I'm awake I get the sense of others around even when I'm alone. It's strange to say the least. It's only been occuring the last year or so? Maybe a little longer. And it may just be a 'paranoia' manifesting from stress.

It seems many posting here are experiencing similar things, but keep on keeping on as things will eventually change. And I for one think for the better in the long run.

Edit: Spelling

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