A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by EzraBuckley


I have seen the same thing more than once but not clearly. Just yesterday I thought my son was next to me as I was typing on the comp, when I turned to see what he wanted there was no one there. I called his name thinking he just walked away and was around the corner, but he was upstairs. Another time I thought he was in our room in the middle of the night, but alas, when I said "hey" to "him" I saw that he wasn't there. there are other times too. I think they really are spirits or angels or aliens.... I have no idea about any of this. I used to think I had answers but now, not so much. I don't know what to believe anymore. Thanks for sharing.

reply to post by Caggy


What the heck is at work? You say the books and this thread and other stuff appears before you... it seems obvious that someone/thing is trying to get you to pay attention to what you need to be doing. You are not the only one as I'm sure you know. this is all really exciting and a little frightening to me. I too have been having signs or whatever you want to call them for a little while now. My background is this: Used to be into all the wierdness of the world, paranormal, what have you, sidetracked for around 11 or 12 years with the Christian faith, now back to what I was before, but this time around I am serious about learning more about the "why" than the "what". Thanks for posting your experience.

reply to post by truthseeker1984


After I had that dream I looked on here to see if anyone said anything about Orion, this thread I found is pretty cool. It's about feeling close to Orion:

www.abovetopsecret.com...

[edit on 13-4-2010 by Ellie Sagan]

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


yeah, there's something trying to reach my attention, that's for sure. The way I discovered ATS was one of the most stupid ones you can imagine (waiting online for some news on a well known ATS user that's also a singer and famous worldwide that I like a lot, and then a girl shout that he was online here... I never came back to that forum, because i sorta hate fangirls, but I've stayed very active here on ATS since then).
The books thing was the last event... my bookshelf didn't move at all with the earthquake (hard to believe when it was 8.5º here, the shockwaves were in just 2 directions, and no, my bookshelf is still where it used to be when I moved onto this flat) and since I have a lot of books, they're so tight in there... and just those two flew off. It was like somebody pulled them from the bookshelf and leave them on the floor.
I have been reading the Bagavad Gita in my dead times at college and there are a lot, a lot of things I believe as certain, like confirming that I'm not the only one in the universe that believe the same (aside of some ATSers hahaha).

What's trying to get my attention? I really don't know. That's a good question to ask tonight before going to sleep (I usually get the answers on my dreams)

Talking about that... some nights ago I was feeling so anxious... and with a little angst because the world's fear... and I asked what was going on...
I had a very weird dream, woke up suddenly and started to write like mad on my dream journal... again, in english (those things I can't understand... always when I have a relevant dream my almost automatic writing is in english)
I'm going to copy what I had wrote there since I have my dream journal sitting here on my bed (they are snippets):

- robbery near my house (sirens and alarms)
- I was on the computer, in a weird way. I was contributing in a webpage, called something like " whxxs" (the x's are letters I can't remember), that was like a forum but you contribute to it by meditating in front of the computer. I was lying on my back, visualizing a blue ball of light and reading on it the comments of the other users. Mentioned about the robbery on there. The users asked me about my cats.
- a heavy urge to see my cats
- runned in pajamas to an old house. stopped at the fence
- the fence was very old and tall and had some sort of dry climbing plant on it
- a lioness came from the dry bushes (behind the fence)
- I started to talk and pet her in a very lovely way.
- She answered in spanish, he was hungry because her "daddy" haven't feed her in days. Her name was "Harmony" (yeah, that way, in english). She also claimed that her "daddy" didn't had clean her place and she was feeling so unconfortable because of this. I petted her and promised to let her free.
- There was also a male lion
- I asked Harmony for the "kittens". They were "tim", a white one with a pinkish patch on his back, and "tom" that had grey patches intead.
-The four "kittens" called me mom
- Their "daddy" was an ex. Which one? I never knew or maybe he wasn't even a real ex bf. I climbed the fence and entered the house
- he was on his room, door closed, listening to music very loud and having sex with a woman.
- I was more worried about my cats, and started to search for a key to open the fence and free my kittens.
- found the "key", that was like a computer mouse, disconected it from a plug on the wall (usb plugs on walls, yeah) and started to flee from the house, through the window (it was in a second floor).
- I opened the fence and my cats were too happy. I guided them to a place on a street that's close to my real house
- That place was full of dead leaves and dirt. I started to rake the leaves and sweep the dirt
- The sky was red, like when it's going to rain by night. It was, indeed, night.
- A guy appeared and started to sing "here is where I want to live, here is where I want to place my mansion"
- I asked him to shut up, because that was my kittens place.

I had a weird feeling when I woke up. And a question came to my mind: Is somewhere a key to free harmony again? Or will it still be left behind?

I havn't experienced anything like that, but I would suggest seeing a doctor. Maybe you have the flue.

Well, I promised to tell about my reoccurring dream when I had time, so here it is. Excuse the lack of spelling if there is any....it was trivia night at the local pub and I had to partake in some adult beverages.


The dream:

It starts out with me standing in the middle of a desert. I am in a military style, open air bunker....(if any of you have seen Starship Troopers, this is what the bunker looks like). I don't know if was a circle in shape, or if it was more of a hexagon...however, I don't think that is important.

I am dressed in full combat regalia....however it seems something out of the near future...not something that the soldiers are currently wearing. I have a large machine type gun in my hands, a small side arm pistol on my right hip, and a large combat knife on my left hip. On my right side I have 7 men, and on my left side I have 7 women. They are all dressed in the same regalia that I am wearing, each carrying what I would consider automatic weapons.

We are facing what I assume are the large steel gates of this open air bunker. I look to each of the people and say "Get ready, because it's coming." Each person locks and loads in turn, and we all face the doors. In the distance I can hear this immense roaring sound....almost like a large train is coming closer to the bunker (the interesting thing is that the people on each side of me are people that I know in my life. There are only a few faces that remain blank on each side, and I am assuming that these are people that I have yet to meet). It is bright outside...it must be about mid-day as the sun is right overhead, and there are barely any shadows on the ground. As I look out, I can see this massive sandstorm approaching our bunker at an alarming rate. My hands start trembling, but I remain steadfast in my stance. I call to my "troops" to aim and prepare to fire. The sandstorm reaches the bunker doors, and they collapse in an instant. I say "open fire" and each of the people starts plugging away at the unseen force within the sandstorm.

Finally the sandstorm dies down, and it reveals a very beautiful woman. She has deep red hair, pale white skin, a red dress, and black eyes. In some incarnations of the dreams, she is wearing a red body suit and riding upon some sort of animal, and in others she just appears in a skimpy red flowing dress, and she is carrying a sword. When she is riding the animal, she has a very large gun.

In any case, she opens fire on my troops. One by one they go down until I am the only one left. She approaches me as I empty my last clip into her chest. She is un-phased. In some dreams, she plugs me in the leg with one bullet from her gun, and in others, she slashes my leg with her sword. In either case, I go down to the ground. I pull out my sidearm and empty the clip into her, with the same results as last time. When that doesn't work, as a last ditch effort I use my knife and slash at her, with the exact same results as the guns.

She looks at me and says in a very dark, demonic type voice: "You will not win this battle. We have already won." And then just before she puts a bullet in my head I wake up. In the other incarnation, she says the exact same thing, but she beheads me with her sword, and I see her as my head rolls away from my body....then I wake up.

This dream has been plaguing me for years, and I almost think that it is related to what is going on. Any insight into this dream would be most helpful, because I'm starting to pay more attention to the themes presented within it.

Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

Originally posted by truthseeker1984


When I have more time, I will post about the very dream that led me to the conclusions that I came to up above. It is very long and elaborate, and it has been reoccurring since I was about 13 or 14.


Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

I look forward to it. I wouldn't worry about pushing the music thing either, if I were you. I get the feeling that will resolve itself when you least expect it.

Blessings,
Ceri

Originally posted by truthseeker1984

She looks at me and says in a very dark, demonic type voice: "You will not win this battle. We have already won." And then just before she puts a bullet in my head I wake up. In the other incarnation, she says the exact same thing, but she beheads me with her sword, and I see her as my head rolls away from my body....then I wake up.

This dream has been plaguing me for years, and I almost think that it is related to what is going on. Any insight into this dream would be most helpful, because I'm starting to pay more attention to the themes presented within it.

Peace be with you all.

-truthseeker

You have answered this question yourself many times and in many ways, right here on ATS. "They", the beings you deal with, are trying to get you to give up the fight. You have been doing this work since you were six years old, correct? They have been trying to convince you that you needn't bother all of that time, if you have been having this dream for so long. They visit in the dream to try to get to you subconsciously. They repeat themselves because they feel that repetition will drive the message home or that you just aren't paying attention. Like over-saturating the airwaves with the same bad commercials. Good thing for the rest of us, you don't buy it.

As for your army, I believe you don't need insight for that. You already know the truth and stated it as such in your post.

Ceri

The truthseekers need a leader. Someone truly enlightened, informed, intelligent, and charismatic. I feel the same in you that I have a string pulling at me that always encourages me to discuss controversial topics with my friends and others who are like minded. I want to take small leadership actions myself but I feel under educated, and unprepared to back my statements with researched fact. Anyone with an open mind, and some sort of intelligence could probably start to change if only they would decide to dig around on the internet themselves and draw their own conclusions rather than side with the conclusion drawn by government, media, those in power.

If those who are awakening, could have a true figure to stand behind that could empower us.. we could create change. I would mobilize to help demonstrate, protest, awaken others if we had some sort of system and leader to follow.

When will good find it's champion over evil? Because evil is winning in this world right now, and it employs many agents.

I constantly have a sick feeling in my gut, and when I read articles that connect dots I just get sick in my stomach and mind... I wish I could do more to snap people out of the perceptions of media, fear, lies, and deceipt. That humanity could band together and progress... but for now it's just an idealistic thought... but with dream and hope and enough of us likeminded people maybe we can start making things happen.

[edit on 14-4-2010 by ev1086]

[edit on 14-4-2010 by ev1086]

I've got a name for you TruthSeeker, I got it from a pretty crazy dream a while back.. the name is Jesus Nazel. U2U me if you want context.

I very much believe there is something tangible going on here, there's so many coincidences, so much synchronicity and all the people experiencing the same things.
For me, personally it's hard to discern what's going on in my sleeping pattern since I barely have one to begin with, it's been up and down, inside out for years now. Though, I have been waking up at approximately 3 am lately, I've also been seeing black blotches in the corner of my eye, very subtle though, almost so you don't know if it's been happening.

Also as mentioned by many, most of the people that frequent this site have this unshakeable feeling of tension and 'novelty' in the air(to some it's restricted to strictly physical phenomena, a feeling of impending doom, perhaps a false flag attack or a collapse of infrastructure, whilst to others it is more of a spiritual thing). We're definately gearing up for something.. and I have absolutely no idea what, but I don't have the audacity to discount anything since this is pretty outlandish for most people anyway. Demons, aliens, shadow spiders... it's not hard getting lost in the rabbit hole once you've entered.

Originally posted by zosomike
I have added all of you as friends...if I've missed anyone, I apologise and will look through the thread again as most of the time, I'm in work, but secretly on ATS all day.

The reason I've added everyone is purely because of the connection or energy that just keeps pouring out of this thread and as I said, I feel - like literally feel a huge love for every poster - and I know I've said it before, but the connection as phenominal!!!

I can feel the love in this post, just had to add you as a friend!

[edit on 14-4-2010 by TheLaughingGod]

A new development for me. I am now sleeping like a rock, having many vivid, strange dreams that I remember easily in the morning. I woke up yesterday with a huuuuge headache and feeling like my body had been beat up. I don't get headaches a lot and I haven't done anything different that would make my body so sore and tired. This next thing I am going to say sounds wierd even for me, but yesterday I noticed a bruise on my arm down by my wrist. I wondered about it but dismissed it as I can be clumsy. About 5 days ago I suddenly had a scratch and fast forming bruise on my shoulder, middle of the day, can't recall hitting anything that hard with my shoulder. Again, I ignored it. But last night I was looking at my arms (I have scars and freckles which fascinate me when I'm bored, I know sounds dumb) and I saw 2 more bruises on my other arm. I showed my husband and he said "who's been grabbing you?" I was shocked and said "no one! what the heck (didn't say heck though)?!" I am concerned. It looks like someone grabbed my arms tightly around my lower arm/wrist area. I don't want people to think my husband abuses me or something. I hope no one sees the bruises and thinks that. But anyway that was just an update. I still am learning more about different things, religions, sciences, history... I am definitely going through a change or something.

Originally posted by ev1086
The truthseekers need a leader. Someone truly enlightened, informed, intelligent, and charismatic. I feel the same in you that I have a string pulling at me that always encourages me to discuss controversial topics with my friends and others who are like minded. I want to take small leadership actions myself but I feel under educated, and unprepared to back my statements with researched fact. Anyone with an open mind, and some sort of intelligence could probably start to change if only they would decide to dig around on the internet themselves and draw their own conclusions rather than side with the conclusion drawn by government, media, those in power.

If those who are awakening, could have a true figure to stand behind that could empower us.. we could create change. I would mobilize to help demonstrate, protest, awaken others if we had some sort of system and leader to follow.

When will good find it's champion over evil? Because evil is winning in this world right now, and it employs many agents.

I constantly have a sick feeling in my gut, and when I read articles that connect dots I just get sick in my stomach and mind... I wish I could do more to snap people out of the perceptions of media, fear, lies, and deceipt. That humanity could band together and progress... but for now it's just an idealistic thought... but with dream and hope and enough of us likeminded people maybe we can start making things happen.

The human world is not ready yet for a leader. We are dealing with the vital and critical 6th sense.

Our Creator is undeniably a Wise Being. We humans based our perceptions upon solely on the 5 senses, and yet, for thousands of years, we had not been able to master it yet, for many children of the Almighty had been lied to, manipulated and enslaved by it through ignorance.

Like a 6 year old child that should not be taught advance maths, so too mankind cannot be fully gifted with the 6th sense yet till they show signs of maturity.That gift and opening up of the 6th sense would had only made it worse at our stage of development today.

Some amongst mankind had been gifted such, and while it had lead to progress, some had only misuse and abuse mankind with such gifts. Until more of humanity can wake up to their inherent consciousness either through Science, reached out by others or by Epiphany, then can only they realize how important and precious the 6th sense will be.

In the meantime, those who may be awakened, will have to be patient and help out fellow humans. Such awareness is not meant to harm or cheat mankind, and if anyone proposes such, either directly or subtlely, is not an awakened one but still a 5 sensed beast, and no answer can come from them except lies.

Thus, be aware, and know the gift you hold. There may be questions unanswered yet, but in time, when the true leader from our Creator comes, and we will know it, for with Him comes the gift of the 6th sense, and questions will be answered.

It is within you and your ability to differentiate right from wrong and to reach out and help others, with no need for any media, leader or commander to command you to do so. Free will is paramount and flows from our Creator.

Never fear that you may be insignificant and cannot help more. If you can turn one to the path of enlightenment, which is to simply to love, care and be responsible for others, to value life and evolution, then your help is higher than any leader can ever perform, for that one good turn of change in Fate will become exponential to all mankind, and one day, we will evolve to fulfill the destiny our Creator charted for us, if not us, it will be our next generations.....

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Sounds like something is out to get you Ellie. I don't know a lot about psychosomatic physical symptoms, but I can tell you from experience that I have had strange scrapes, scratches, and the like all over my body at times. I was attacked by something unseen at an investigation that I did a few years ago. It looked like claw marks down my back. It disappeared the next day. Very strange.

If I were you, I would envision yourself surrounded in white light and keep repeating that you are safe and that nothing can harm you. Without being able to "train" you in person, that is about the best I can tell you at the moment. If it happens again, please let us know, because it seems as if with every passing day, something darker happens.

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


Very wise words SoT.

However, I don't think that the Source is with us anymore. I feel disconnected from the universal energy that I have come to known through my years on this Earth. I think this source has finally left it up to us to figure out the answers and to fight for truth and light in this world. I hold a slightly different stance than you do, but I think the thoughts are the same.

I think with every person that we make aware of such events, we come ever closer to discovering the Universal Truth, and with that, it will set us free.

I've been listening to The Protomen quite a bit lately (if you are not familiar with them, they are a Mega Man tribute band, but they tell the story in a different light, and in a rock opera type genre). There is one line that Protoman says to his brother Mega Man that always resounds in my mind: "Mankind is doomed.....why should we save them if they cannot even help themselves?"

Well, in my mind the answer is that there is still good in this world, and it is worth fighting for. Those of us that feel like we are old souls are probably exactly correct. We were sent here as the first line forces, so-to-speak. I finally realized this with the help of the friends in this thread (thank you Ceri). I think we do need a leader, or general, or whatever. We need someone to mount an offensive against that which would destroy humanity as a whole. Now I understand that fighting can come as peaceful resistance, through love and understanding of each other....after all, we are all parts of the same whole. However, this fight is metaphysical, not physical. A call to arms is coming for those of us who are gifted in this area, and it is coming sooner than later. Who will lead it? I don't know. But what I know is that I will not go quietly without taking a few of them with me. There is still too much beauty and too much good in this world to just give away.


Thank you for the wise words. You, my friend, are truly enlightened.

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

reply to post by truthseeker1984


I understand your point of view and think equally well of you. And am compelled to share this with you, supposed to post it earlier but stubbornly refused to do so, and may it be an answer to your dreams:-

www.youtube.com...

I think i can explain something to you all. Last year (spring 2009) i had an spiritual awakening from-out the inside of me. It was definitely Divine of origin, so called a positive Light-Force. Let me explain what happened:

It was started with a sort of explosion in my body. the way i received it was just hearing a very loud explosion and my whole body went up in the air. I thought "huh, what was that? What exploded outside close-by ?" and i looked for regional disasters of some sort explaining this experience. But I could not find anything. A few days later I felt that i was changing inside my head, better say a Transformation that was changing my whole physical body, especially in my head. I had a sense that even my bone-structure of my head around the brains was changing. Very weird feeling. But definitely a Transformation if I could give it a word. A voice in my head was guiding me with a few words through the awakening (Telepathically), to search for the truth to the understanding that the world we live in is not the reality we normal Humans perceive (I mean Government in most to all Countries is not in control, there is no democracy, it's just on a high level totally corrupt by greed and power, as I watched David Icke who did a real good job explaining most of it. I felt in a certain sense inside me he was right in most things.) I also after 2 weeks of this ongoing Transformation emitting pure Light from my body, but because I was before my awakening in a 'deep sleep', partly unknowing and partly by strong *medication (*stopped on awakening ordered by the voice I heard), I didn't know what it was and it just scared me. I feared it. Now i know it was Enlightenment on his way to future Ascension, influencing the people around me on some sort of way(Think Energy-waves).
But after 3 weeks of the beginning of my Awakening, a few day´s after I told someone in my family that soon I was able to read Thoughts of other people, I was brought down by I think TPTB (or whoever they are, definitely the evil guy's) by attacking me with an strong Negative Energy (you can't see this but you definitely feel and know it) focused on me. This made me in one day total psychotic and I left the Transforming Energy out of me by a wrong choice I'd make that time to stop this Negative influence, I put away the Bible to get my thinking-process back to normal because i could not normally study the Revelation's section the Voice ordered me to Study it. Right after that I was thinking I was somehow possessed and solved this possession and I could not remember anything that had happened to me the weeks before. After a few month's slowly came back my memory of what really had happened. I think I failed to help Humankind in this transitional process, the real Revolution and solution to the problem we are facing on Earth now.

This Telepathic Voice in my head has not spoken to me anymore, but you must understand it was pure guidance and only on some moments in my life when i needed it. When I was young it told me to `Observe`. I also had the knowing all my life that we Humans on Earth are not alone here, but most people did not believe in Extra-terrestrials. I also knew we are Infinite Consciousness, an Energy in a Body. And that there was something wrong with the World we living in, but could not put my finger on it explaining this knowing.
When I grew older I started just living my life and not thinking about it anymore. When I was 22, I wen´t to go out once in 3 weeks with friends to Club´s using XTC. Here I had a Kundalini-awakening experience and thought that someone (TPTB?) in the back of the dancing was looking at me, doing something to me or just recognized me for something I never knew. It was
at that Kundalini-awakening-moment the Voice spoke to me the second time in my life and said that I had sold my soul to the devil. All that happening at once confused me very much. Now I understand what that message was meaning. I failed 12 years later.

PART 2…

I know i can’t physically proof this experience I had to you, but it really happened.
I know it happened to other people too.

What i want to say is that there are Divine Forces at work that influence all of us. Even our Solar system. And I hope that my recent failure to help in a positive way in this time don’t have negative consequences on this thing in a whole. I think TPTB wanted the Energy that was transforming me, possibly for (black-underground-) science-investigation or to use it on someone else. (I even opted the possibility of an Anti-Christ in the making if you know what I mean.)
I think that the Mind-Control influence-program by TPTB, deployed by HAARP and especially the worldwide Cell-tower-network is also active without us knowing and act to influence our brainwave patterns, so we all be more easily controlled.

Thus, if you are awakened and are Transforming and later Transmitting Light-Energy, all I can say is Go For It! It is the whole reason that we Humans are here now, to Evolve and to go to a new Future.
Don’t be afraid for it, just be in Love and Joy of the amazing experience and walk your path.

reply to post by truthseeker1984


I have felt a HUGE energy shift this month. In fact, when I go out into the world, I am blinded by the amount of it.

reply to post by Viddelcy


I have had ridiculous spiritual experiences that started in the fall of '09 as well, including, as you mentioned, times during which I would feel as if I was emitting pure light. I also had periods of time during which I felt as if I was dying, including many nights over many months. At night while asleep, I would feel as if I was being ripped from my body at times and either have vivid, lucid dreams or feel like information, dates, and images were being beamed to me.

reply to post by SeekerofTruth101


oh why oh why did I watch this? I think you posted this for others also not just TS... I grew up in the 80's and remember this song, i liked it's sound and feeling, but never really listened to the lyrics. I wasn't ready or whatever I guess. It has me crying now. So I think it's safe to say that it was meant for me too. the part where it says "teach the children quietly, for someday sons and daughters will rise up and fight while we stood still" resounded with me tremendously. We have always taught our boys not to trust the institutions, the governments, the system... one of them is very clearly all about being prepared and able to fight if it comes to it, and the other one is a quiet soul and his waters run deep. I think he will rise up when necessary. I wonder what is in store for our future. As for my husband and I, I think we are also at least more prepped than others in mindset and physical aspects. The spiritual I'm working on and he trusts me it seems in these matters but I am in a new awakening or something and I haven't shared it with him yet. Anyway, thanks for posting this link. I know it helped me.