My reply is no murder is murder.
In self defense probably does carry "baggage" both in the trauma and future karma but if you are defending yourself, that is different.
I've seen many people die in a "peaceful" setting of a hospital when I was in nursing many years ago.
Each person's death is individually unique and being with another person when they pass from this level of existence, you can feel something
, a
energy force, the soul, their "inness" actually leave - a very subtle and yet deffinant life energy force.
Once you are with someone that is alive one minute and dead the next, you readily see what these containers we call bodies really are, simply
containers, shells nothing more. The feeling of someone here one moment and gone the next is a profound experience.
I've been with two dogs that have passed and that too was a reflective experience, so again in my opinion, all life is sacred.
Two examples are a little girl of 4 due to go home the next day (in remission) asked me to rock her before bed, saying she "felt funny". As I
rocked her, she passed and it was zooooooom very fast and the feeling I had was a good one, like she was really beyond pain and in a better place.
Another time we had a young man brought in who had been dealing drugs and was shot in the heart, he bled to death right in ER and they couldn't get
him to surgery fast enough. I held his had as he passed and the energy force I felt was almost like a wild animal fighting to survive, not wanting to
leave, don't know how else to explain it.
This young man's death felt more violent and the leaving wasn't as fast as the little girls, there was almost a fighting, tugging, frightened
feeling.
There are many "bad" people, the question we all should be asking is I have never seen a "bad" baby born. What is it about our world that can
turn a beautiful pure baby in the space of a few years into a monster?
Poverty, injustice, apathy are words that come to mind.
I believe we are all interconnected and what affects one of us truly affects all of us.
[edit on 5-2-2010 by ofhumandescent]