My tumour is now untreatable -- RIP our beloved friend: August 11, 2016 --

a reply to: woodwardjnr

We have had our difference of opinion in the past, but still neither you, nor anyone else deserve to go through this.

Most people will never understand because they are not going through what you are going through, and it is hard to put in words what you are really going through.

My prayers and thoughts are with you. I wish you the best and to recover.

a reply to: ElectricUniverse
Well thanks for the message anyway. I understand it's not easy for anions to know what to say, but I guess ats wouldn't be ats if we all agreed and shared the same opinion. That's the beauty or it..

So peace to you

originally posted by: Visiting ESB
Wow, I just read through some other posts and although I know they mean well, I would strongly encourage you NOT to "accept" this or resign yourself to what we think is fate. "

Acceptance and resigning are not the same thing. My grandma accepted she was sick, but she still fought it into remission once before it returned. I should have probably clarified that my use of acceptance is influenced by my interest in Buddhism. I think Buddhists have a healthy outlook on sickness. I was only pointing out that my grandma found strength in it. She got the bounce back in her step when she accepted it. If it came across as cold or encouraging to quit it wasn't my intention.

originally posted by: mahatche

originally posted by: Visiting ESB
Wow, I just read through some other posts and although I know they mean well, I would strongly encourage you NOT to "accept" this or resign yourself to what we think is fate. "

Acceptance and resigning are not the same thing. My grandma accepted she was sick, but she still fought it into remission once before it returned. I should have probably clarified that my use of acceptance is influenced by my interest in Buddhism. I think Buddhists have a healthy outlook on sickness. I was only pointing out that my grandma found strength in it. She got the bounce back in her step when she accepted it. If it came across as cold or encouraging to quit it wasn't my intention.

I think when a person has reached the point of illness that the OP has, its time to find a balance between acceptance, fighting and the quilty of the life time remaining.

originally posted by: woodwardjnr

originally posted by: stabstab
Pump yourself full of CBD oil and ginger extracts and call me in the morning. No really though best of luck to you and by all means party like it's 1999.

I'm on the old ginger and cod extract. I'm finding my meditation helpful too

Thanks

When all else looks unhelpful, pray in addition to meditation. Your owl avatar prompts me to suggest the seed mantra called 'Shrim' (pronounced Shreem or Shreeng - try both and see which one resonates with you). Do it slowly and soulfully,

The seed syllable or Beej Mantra belongs to Sri Lakshmi, a manifestation of the Divine Mother, the personification of beauty, wealth, auspiciousness and spirituality. Sri Lakshmi's vehicle is the owl and no other deity has this vehicle. It is my favorite. I know this is all in a Hindu context and may not suit everyone's taste... take this as only a suggestion, and feel free to try it out if it helps!

Click to read:
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Click to see more pics:
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Click to listen: Om Shreem Maha Lakshmi Namaha
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May you be well and happy!

a reply to: woodwardjnr

l have to respond because l'Ve often imagined myself in your situation giving thought to how I might handle it.
I feel the thought was fruitful by perspective.
And l would look forward to solving The Great Mystery. As if I were getting ready for a great
adventure or journey. For all we know, what we think is the end of life. Could be the beginninng of the best part of life. Thats my hope for you Wood.

a reply to: randyvs thanks randy

Just came in to give a hug.

Your courage and determination have been inspiring.

I'm so glad you've been around to spend time with your niece and that she's been such a joy to you and your loved ones.

I don't know if it will amuse you to know that you have something in your life that another would envy, but when you mentioned that you had someone to bring your cereal and coffee in the morning I just about turned green

originally posted by: circuittoys
I have not read everyones comments, spotty connection on my mobile phone. But have you considered trying Apricott Kernals? Documented on many websites including .gov websites but not easy to find because bigPharma cant make money if folks know about it.

You can get these at any natural health food store, they are bitter but tolarable. They key is to chew them up really good.

The bitterness comes from cyanyde which in this form wont kill you like it does when altered into a gas. You liver processes it and feeds it to the blood stream where it targets just cancer cells and kills them.

Its documented in the bible as well. Any searches on "apricott kernal cancer" shoukd take you to plenty of reading. There is also a product banned in the usa called Laetrile (basically b17)
www.cancertutor.com... and if you can obtain this its badically the same as apricott kernals.

Hope this makes it to you and you can look into it.

Peace
Russ

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I was going to suggest this apricot kernel too, looks like you've beaten me to it. I agree with you that it's worth a try. It is readily found in TCM stores - if there's a Chinatown near where you live, pop into a store that sells Chinese medicine and ask for bitter apricot kernels/seeds. Apricot kernels sell in two forms [1] bitter kernels [2] sweet kernels. The difference in taste wrt sweetness and bitterness is slight but the bitter one (aka northern variety) is better for health. It costs very little too.

Drinking lemon grass tea is another good option and it was in the news not long ago when it was reported that cancer cells would commit suicide when exposed to the tea infused from the leaves. Some doctors in Israel would find a long line of people waiting at their clinics doors every morning to avail themselves of the herb.

originally posted by: Night Star
Just came in to give a hug.

I was just thinking the same thing Night Star ! Hope you don't mind if I tag along with your cute bear sticker.....Thinking about you today Woody....

a reply to: woodwardjnr

Look after your health and make the most of your lives while you can, follow your dreams, enjoy your families they will always be there for you and have proved to be the most important thing in my life. and don't let anyone hold you back. If you can walk and talk you can achieve anything you want.

I needed to hear that, so thank you.

Peace to you woodwardjnr. I will be thinking of you and sending good vibes.

- AB

You use WORMWOOD EXTRACT to treat cancer.

The ancient origin of the name "WORMWOOD" actually comes from its ability to treat Cancer!

Cancer was viewed as the human equivalent of woodlice or termites. The "WORM" eating at the "WOOD" of the body.

Asians cultures have used this as a medicine to treat cancer for a very long time!

Cancer is mentioned and named as 'Wormwood' in the 'correctly' translated Bible. In the book of Revelation.

The word which has been translated as 'Star' actually correctly translates to something closer to 'scattering points'. Which is referring to ... The cancers growth!

The Church has the correct translation and has known about WORMWOODS ability to treat cancer since Revelation was written! They just don't tell anyone. But they do tell you to 'pray' for people with cancer. Interesting yeah?

The drug companies also know that Wormwood extract kills cancer. It's DOCUMENTED!

Do a Google search and you will see all the studies telling of how it kills up to 98/99% of cancer cells.

So why haven't they done anything about it, and released it as a market treatment? Because anyone can grow WORMWOOD, they can't PATENT it as a treatment, therefore there is no money in it! Basically.

Read up on WORMWOOD, and then I would suggest you start taking them as soon as possible.

Best wishes,

I hope this helps.

Sam

Sending you an Internet hug and positive thoughts. Hope you find many more journeys and that you'll never be alone.

a reply to: TerryDon79 thanks for those words I know exactly what you mean, just need reminding occasionally

Wow! God bless you. I, like most here, know you not. And you are right...I have nothing to say...except, I learned a lot about you. You are a fighter and not a quitter. You love family. You obviously look for hope even when hope has ignored you so far. You wish to be conscious to the end...to experience it for you only have one chance to experience it...That blows my mind. I myself has three dates I conquered and am expecting more. So I fear death not. Only the possible pain of death. And like you, I wish to experience it for the same reasons. You might of felt alone when you penned this, but you are far from being alone. You possess all the positive attributes one admires in others. We've met and now we are friends despite you know me not nor do i know you not. But i will remember you when I too face the obvious. Maybe it will help me in knowing others of great strength, such as you, did so with wisdom that you shared with others. Again...God bless you. Now lets get back to the notion of hope. I wish you the best and I hope for you and you continue to have hope too.

a reply to: IamSandSHEisBWow..very interesting. I will research that. Also, Cannabis oil in blank capsules is highly recommended by people who survived stage 4 cancer and told nothing else to do but make final arrangements. Also, I hear Paw-Paw treatments also helps as well. At that point I'd try them all. Who knows, you may be a survivor offering the same advice to others long after your DOD (date of death) term expires.

a reply to: woodwardjnr

Woodwardjnr,

I read this thread the day you first posted it, and found myself unable to compose any message of any kind. The trouble was that there was too much to say, most of it utterly irrelevant, or trite, as are all things in the face of what is to come. The dignity with which you are facing the future, and the way you comport yourself here are a testament to the good nature and character you possess. These are rare qualities in any human being, let alone a person who is beset by such trying circumstances as those in which you find yourself.

Whatever happens next, no matter how long you remain with us, you have my utmost respect, and my admiration.