My tumour is now untreatable -- RIP our beloved friend: August 11, 2016 --

Been reading your thoughts for years... gonna miss you.

Safe journeys ... and we will all see you soon ...

eta: which is a truth even if you make it through this instance.

originally posted by: stabstab
Pump yourself full of CBD oil and ginger extracts.....

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This...

there is plenty of evidence that THC has also shown the ability to fight brain tumors..

news.vice.com...

a reply to: woodwardjnr

I wish you well, that was an emotional post.

I would be on some serious CBD oil, like right now. Good luck, sorry you have to deal with that.

Thank you for your contribution to society. In two years time I'll check to see if you're still around. If not, I'll then go through every post you made. At least you know a complete stranger will be thinking of you.

a reply to: woodwardjnr

May your journey on this planet continue and if it's time to leave I wish you an easy transition.

My thoughts are with you.

Although you do not know me and we have not interacted a huge amount, I always notice your posts. I can't say anything you haven't already heard countless times, and in trying to place myself in your shoes and empathize, I find it nearly impossible to fathom. So I will just say what I would want someone to say, I believe at least, were I in your situation.

I will remember you. I will remember that you lived, and in the course of living, placed your thoughts, feelings, and some bit of your essence onto this site for us to see and benefit from and experience. I will remember that you were (at least I always found you to be) a kind, gentle, and courageous individual facing something terrifying with a grace and wisdom I can only hope we all have when the time comes. And I will remember that as such, however great or small, and upon however many or few, you lived, and made a difference which, again, however great or small, is irrevocable and eternal, so long as any of us remain.

I wish you comfort, relief from pain, and above all, peace.

woodwardjnr, it is not easy to convey my compassions and sympathies over internet forums at times but as a ATS member/friend I do send you many wishes and prayers for you in hopes that you can heal as much as possible to allow as much peace for you as possible during these times. If you need or want to chat feel free to U2U me anytime. Many blessings and strong spirits for you as well as luck.
Take care woodwardjnr

a reply to: woodwardjnr

have u looked into other alternative treatments. ive been hearing alot about baking soda and cesium to treat cancer. its worth a look into. enjoy your time and hopefully your next go round in life will be much more palatable.

a reply to: woodwardjnr

I am so so sorry. My warmest and truly my best wishes to you. I dont know what to say really....
I wish you nothing but happiness and love.

Words can't describe how brave and amazing you are. God bless.

Just want to say thank you to everyone who has left a kind message or sent a u2u message. I'm sorry I haven't responded to them all, but I have saved most to read in the future. There has been some great information provided in those messages and the replies here. It's really been a touching and overwhelming thread that has brought out the very best of this little corner of the Internet. I've had my problems with ats in the past I'm sure we all have, but if you need proof of the greatness of this website, you only need read the replies in this thread. What a great caring community. To anyone I've pissed off a long the way I apologise, sometimes I can be a bit condescending or rude, but it's usually a result of getting owned in a debate or being wrong myself.the inner child kicking out. I'm going to bed now, had a long day yesterday. Having visitors can be really tiring but I know I need to keep doing it while I can. It would have been great to meet some of you guys in real life. right I'm going back to bed for a couple of hrs. I will stay on ats as long as possible thank you all for such an overwhelming and touching thread. See you around xx

a reply to: GoShredAK

Thanks for that, but it says the wrong dose can increase the size of tumours. What's the wrong dose, it doesn't say?

I don't post much, nor do I lurk too much either...

But this caugh my eye.

I read the OP and it grounded me in a way I can't describe. The realness of it has put me into quite a daze.

At only 27 I sometimes freak out at night stating at the ceiling thinking about death, and I worry to the point of mental exhaustion before I pass out.

To read someone who is staring it right in the face is actually quite comforting in an odd way.

Your candid words and blunt approach are amiable. I guess the positive to being in your situation is that you can truly live for however much time you have like you have nothing to lose. Personally, I would be a dangerous man in your position.

I guess I'd like to say I'm sorry, for the situation and the road you have ahead of you...

That being said, use the fact that you have nothing to lose in your favor. Keep swinging. People have beaten and come back from worse. Give it all you got.

I personally don't believe in free will, I'm a fate kind of guy, so the chipschool will fall as they may, but given it everything you got, you may beat it. I believe in you.

Try taking water and a tablespoon of baking soda twice a day that will raise your alkalinity in your body to 7 or 8 which may help kill your tumor. Cancer has a hard time surviving in an alkaline system. Start juicing greens and eating fruits and vegitables. Just because doctors tell you something dont accept it as the only thing that can happen. Look up Fat Sick and almost dead on you tube or netflix. Good luck and god bless.

I am so saddened by your news....and I can't imagine what your going through .this makes my heart ache.... Please look up baking soda cures and cancer or tumors. It has been proven to cure even the worst stages of brain cancer . Baking soda will alkaline your system . You may need lemon, honey or maple syrup to take with the baking soda . As the sugar will expedite the baking soda to the cancerous cells....please check into this. I have a dear friend who had stage 4 breast cancer , was told there was no more hope for her, and went to an oncologist in Fort Lauderdale ( who only uses baking soda cures now) and she is now clean and has been for 2 years now. ...please keep us updated.

you should try some of the alternative ways to beat cancer, some are on ats even, like the ph one or the one with baking soda i think it was? we all have to die sometime man, be it by our own hands or mother natures, i hope your death is painless, i always considered you Illuminati because of your owl picture. i wish you luck with wherever your journy takes you.

To the OP Woody,

I've spent a great deal of my life in and out of hospital for a variety of illnesses (currently its Cervicular Spondlysis) but its also been for cancer and others things, the worst time was the cancer, I was then young and very very frightened, death was not something I'd ever faced and suddenly I was looking at its and I convinced myself it would happen but then my brain evolved from this state of terror to deciding that if things went badly I'd rather be at home with my wife as opposed to a hospital bed, I wanted that time to be happy and with those I loved. That's what you have done and its by far the right choice.

As for these drugs people are suggesting, by all means dabble, if nothing else they may extend your time, it might seem trivial but its not, its more time with your family.

Paul..

a reply to: Mclaneinc
Thanks Paul. Your right I've spent too much time in hospital, so I'm glad to be home where I can wash when I want and eat what I want. I can just relax now and enjoy my time left

a reply to: woodwardjnr

Hi,

i don't know if somebody brought up THC Oil Suppositories. Please have a look:

cannabisdigest.ca...

www.youtube.com...

All the best

I too have had a walk with the grim reaper, I do not know your pain and fear but I do know what this sort of pain and fear is. There is very little to fear in death, its something that comes to all of us. To be honest I fear the pain more than death, so I wish that the Angiles of what ever God you belive in hold your hand and keep the pain away for what ever time you have.