Where to Find Love?

a reply to: lovekills6
I can be cold for any reason. Just, silent. That was an example. I'm not even sure anymore. About anything. I keep thinking about the good times. To be fair, I don't think either one of us was fair to the other sometimes, or maybe I'm just defensive. And sure I guess by actions and words I hurt her, just like she would me later on.

a reply to: Tiamat384

No body is fair at times in relationships u do stuff not wanting to hurt one another

a reply to: lovekills6
I repeatedly would be cold, or say something not nice. Note that I never called her anything or any cursing, no, more to the effect...well anything. And then those same things brought up. The things I've said brought up, reminding me what I've said or done another time, even if it was weeks. Even if I did regret it. Still, I get it. I delivered pain and deserved ten fold.

a reply to: Tiamat384

Well thats the past u learned from your mistakes

a reply to: lovekills6
Very true. But it's far from easy to show that. I'm just bouncing from caring about her to not caring to just apathy.

a reply to: Tiamat384

So like u have mixed feelings

a reply to: lovekills6
I know I care about her, a lot. But it just isn't easy.

a reply to: Tiamat384

Is that care still love

a reply to: lovekills6
It's still love. Though I haven't seen her for a while. That would tell the best. But yes it is.

a reply to: Tiamat384

Oh does she live near u , are u planning on seeing her

a reply to: lovekills6
No to both of those questions. Especially with the high possibility that seeing her alone is impossible.

a reply to: Tiamat384
Ah I see but if u guys become friends who knows

a reply to: lovekills6

Her sister might have to come or something. Dont see it happening

a reply to: Tiamat384

Why her sister, wait did u ever go out with her alone

a reply to: lovekills6

Yeah of course. But I just feel at this point that wouldnt happen. Nor do I think she would want to anyways.

a reply to: Tiamat384

Ohh I see well it's good your talking to her and she's responding

a reply to: lovekills6
I mean...I guess it's good. I'm not even sure if it is good or not. It may very well be nothing.

a reply to: Tiamat384

I mean how, long did u guys go out texting

a reply to: lovekills6
Wait, what do you mean?

a reply to: Tiamat384

I,Mean from the last timw u texted her , when was the last time u guys did