I am extremely reluctant to post this. Specifically wondering if anyone else has seen this.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha


Hi NarcolepticBuddha, Yes, the sketch you made....very close to what I saw in my experience. Hubby and I were stationed at Schofield Barracks Army Base on Oahu, Hawaii when I saw what you drew. It was night time and I looked over and saw 4 of the entities, very close in appearance to what you drew...saw more detail though....glowing red eyes on the 4 of them, biege/tan color to faces and grotesque expressions on their faces. They were doing something over/to my husbands chest area with their long, spindley hands/fingers.

I wasn't sure what they were doing but I jumped up out of bed, (not paralysed) and literally pushed/shoved as hard as I could at them and yelled as loudly as I could. They landed out of the bedroom and into the hallway and then disappeared. It was definitely NOT a sleep paralysis dealy. They had physical form to them...I could feel that. They felt like clay and smelled like a combo of cinammon and cigarette ashes. I went back to bed and took a while to get back to sleep.

The next day, hubby had his first heart attack and his first by-pass surgery followed soon after at age 39 at Letterman Army Hospital in the Presidio in San Francisco. Were they helping or did they cause his problem? Don't know. I do know that physically attacking them and screaming at them seemed to help...never saw those particular ones again. I do think they may feed on fear. Yet, they may be something we are misunderstanding. Not sure either way.

I've been an experiencer most of my life but never encountered those entities again. Not sure what they were or what their intent was or where they came from or where they went. Will always wonder. I wasn't afraid of them as much as I was interested in protecting hubby at the time...never gave into fear until later to a degree. Thanx for listening.

Originally posted by Wrabbit2000
I'd suggest something pretty straight forward. Maybe it works, maybe it doesn't Either way, you'll learn from the outcome. Hook a webcam up to your current system or another one if it might work better and position it to cover your room. USB extensions come pretty long if needed. When this happens again...If it happens again..one of two things will happen when you review the recording later. You will have captured something of this thing and know it's 100% real, or you'll have captured nothing with the recording uninterrupted and know there is something else amiss in the whole thing. I'm not suggesting it's in your mind ...I'm suggesting how to answer that definitively.

If, somehow, the camera fails at that important period yet doesn't fail other nights? That in itself will be it's own kind of confirmation, regardless. I use a program called "Youcam" for my recording here on multiple cameras and it works well. It has a free version which ought to work for you.

The only thing I'd say is unplug it outright when not using it, given it's sensitive location. A neighbor has had his webcam activate when he wasn't doing it by choice ..so I have no question such things happen for abuse of them ..and that would be a bad spot to have such invasion of privacy happen. I'd also position it to shoot above and across the bed from the head outward...so as never to film you personally in bed, anyway. Just my suggestion.

I hope it helps

edit on 29-4-2013 by Wrabbit2000 because: (no reason given)

There is a wireless networked webcam called "IZON". It sets up it's own WIFI network and then you connect it to yours. You can use an app on a smart phone to view the video in real-time. You can also set it to start recording when it detects motion or sound (you can set the sensitivity for both as well).

The video it records gets uploaded to a private youtube channel only you can access.

I had mine in my living room while I was at work one day. I got bored and being a geek I thought i'd check to see if anything had been recorded on the private youtube channel. What I saw made my hair raise on end.

I saw what looked like a shadow go zooming through the room and out of the camera's field of view. I know, I know video or it didn't happen. Anyway, the camera was so sensitive that it would go off all the time and after a couple of days I had several hundred 10-30 second videos. I accidentally deleted the one I'm talking about. I did show it to a couple of people who thought it was equally freaky.

Just sayin' ... a WIFI webcam hidden someplace that you can set/forget and review the videos later might be a good option. The IZON wasn't cheap, over $100 (less than $200) -- but it's a lot of fun. Now I just need to figure out how to hide it inside of a stuffed bear...

reply to post by ThirdEyeofHorus


No, Satanists are atheists. You know nothing about it, clearly. Thanks for hijacking the thread.

Here, just so we're clear on this. There is no god, or devil. I am a Satanist in the LaVeyan sense. I believe in myself, and I revere the natural world.

Furthermore, just to make sure you people get this.

I Deny the Holy Spirit, and I am not afraid.


Now stop bringing it up. You aren't helping at all.

Originally posted by camaro68ss

Originally posted by DarwinVsJesus
I don't "turn to satanism" for help. Holy #. I live by the philosophical principles that none of you have demonstrated you have an understanding of.

I'm good enough the way I am. To tell me that demons are attacking me because I'm not a christian is a horribly wicked thing to say.

I swear, another jesus post and I'll just disappear. I can't stand that bull#. it's a lie, a fraud, and it's the most wicked philosophy.

How dare you tell me that I'm no good unless I submit to the will of your god? How is this relevant?

I never once called myself "holy" Nor did i say demons attack those that are not christian. Those that are attacked seem to have that “3rd” eye if you will. Having that 3rd eye leaves you open for attacks.

Please point to the new testament where Jesus is wicked? I challenge you to show he how he is bad?

Notice the rage and cursing your using? I’m only trying to help you brother? Open your heart.

The entire belief in vicarious redemption is evil. All the sins ever covered by the torture and murder of one man. This takes responsibility and accountability away. This is the problem. Jesus also said "no man gets to the father but through me" this is a wicked, evil, nasty and hateful thing to say. No one is good enough unless they do what he wants. Don't get me started on the maniacal, genocidal lunatic of the old testament.

I really don't want any of this discussed. This is not why I made this thread. I probably know the bible better than all of you, and you know the satanic bible not at all, but pass judgments and claim a higher authority. You have something I don't, and unless I accept it, I'm a hopeless soul.

It's untrue. Now if you can't contribute something useful about this entity, e.g.
1. other sightings
2. speculation of motives

I don't think I'm interested. Actually, every comment has been great except for the jesus comments. I'll say again
there is no heaven of glory bright, and no hell where sinners roast. Life is the great indulgence, death is the great abstinence.

Say unto thine heart "I am Mine own Redeemer".

Originally posted by shinethelight
reply to post by DarwinVsJesus

 

So you're a sensitive, and possibly an empath? Maybe living with a gay partner. You are opening many doors to attract evil entities.

She is opening many doors to attract evil entities, such as posting here on ATS and having to read such #+&%!+ you are writing. DID YOU so called "christian" people learn not anything in your churches BUT spread intolerance, guilt and fear? Now tell me how YOUR "advice" is going to help her.

Also..in case some forgot already, she already mentioned multiple times she doesn't want "Jesus" replies anymore. A reply such as yours with a disguised message she's is SUPPOSED to feel guilty because she might live with a gay partner is exactly NOT what she wants, rest assured. You, I am afraid, know NOTHING about what is evil because it's thinking like yours which *creates* evil in the first place - note that "the evil" just loves people who are looking for it everywhere they can, like you!

Originally posted by shinethelight
reply to post by Peloquin

 

Having compassion for animals for animals is good. But choosing to follow Lucifer and then complain when his demons visit, doesn't make any sense. What would anyone expect if they follow him?

I guess you aren't familiar with the literary techniques of 1.symbolism. 2. metaphor and 3. figurative language.

I'll spell it out, even though I shouldn't be defending myself here. Lucifer is a symbol. The light that the morning star brings is wisdom and reverence for our natural world. Lucifer is not an actual entity. It's a symbolic way of describing my worldview. What the hell do you think "I believe in myself, I am my own god" means? I don't follow anyone. There's no one to follow.

reply to post by shrevegal


Thanks for sharing! Your encounter is very much like my own in several aspects. Mine definitely was NOT a dream, sleep paralysis, or hypnogogia as I understand it. I was definitely awake and alert. Only problem is it only lasted a few seconds. As soon as I had the idea to jump out of bed and go check it out, it slowly backed away and I blacked out, fell asleep, and woke up a few hours later.

Mine was also a one-time thing (although my thread goes into some detail of other beings I had encountered under similar circumstances.)

It's interesting that your husband had a heart attack, and survived right? Something tells me that if these things wanted us dead, they could do it easily while we're sleeping. This again muddies the waters of just what their intentions are. Maybe they're just there to "check on us" ? Maybe there is nothing nefarious going on at all. And my illness proved to be the most positive growing experience in my life. Maybe what they do is spiritually necessary?

Oh, I could speculate for hours. But that's all it will ever be...guessing.

It's a big mystery for sure, and I am ever vigilant of these kinds of threads and posts. Every post is more evidence in the vault.

I just hope one day we can bust these things Chris Hanson style! "Have a seat. I hear you like to scare people and they don't really know why? What's the deal?"

Originally posted by RAY1990
reply to post by andy06shake

 

Did he not have some ring given to him that forced them to him and do his bidding when commanded?
and you make a good point with true name they are tricksters so maybe you don't really know his name, just a thought.

With Jinns you just need to remember who and what you are for me I suppose my beliefs are more paganistic than anything else so I just remind it the strength of my belief and most of all that I am living and hold my own strength and soul in this realm, this has never failed for me with Jinn. Free will and the respect of it is a powerful thing it is usually enough for any spiritual being you may encounter.

Safe to say with all things though if you don't like it stay away, respect it and step back. Same can be said to the religious saying this or that you must do to be saved

I think Jesus was a great man and religions are good when practiced properly without the preaching and converting.

For the Op:
Have you ever used Ouija boards or anything like that?
Things like that are bad and can have you haunted for life, other than that I'd suggest just demanding it leaves if that is what you want and if that does not help seek a priest/shaman/witchdoctor (whatever feels comfortable with you) for help.

No Ouija boards. I am deeply sensitive to these things. I believe they are inter-dimensional, not spiritual. I see people's auras for example. I lived in a christian household but my sisters dabbled. I have had this entity follow me since I was making memories. My first encounter was the dream. Once, While I was sitting upstairs alone, waiting for my mom to bring me iced tea, there was an enormous bang and a standing pantry full of clothes flew clear across the room. Terrifying. I used to tell my parents there was a man in the hallway, and point to him.
They thought I meant Jesus. I didn't.

reply to post by shrevegal


I saw an episode on The Dead Files where the medium, Amy Allen, encountered some type of shadow beings. I'm not sure this is the same thing you encountered, but she said these entities are "really, really bad"! They come to people at night while they sleep and, literally, suck the life force out of them!

The people in this particular case sounded a lot like what you experienced, just different beings. The man in the video also had a heart attack and died after these things fed on him night after night.

I had a video of this bookmarked, but it got removed because of copyright infringements. It was a very informative episode on shadow beings, and "things" that feed on us.

Be careful, and pay close attention to your, and your husbands health. If things continue to go downhill, I would seek help right away from a medium, or clergy of some kind.

Originally posted by corsair00
reply to post by DarwinVsJesus

 

Whatever you do, don't go see a psychiatrist about this problem. The first thing they will do is diagnose you schizophrenic and put you on all kinds of dangerous medications. Although, maybe a small dose of Seroquel could help out a little...

I already take anti-psychotics. As a mood stabilizer. I have rather severe bipolar disorder. They don't help. I find that the only thing that has helped is stress reduction.

I want to reiterate a final #ing time.

I am a Satanist, but that doesn't mean I follow Satan. There is no #ing Satan. It's a metaphor. It's a collection of all the trickster gods and devils (all religions have a trickster), whose attributes are uniquely animal. This causes a sort of disdain for certain non-human animals. Goats in particular where treated hideously. God dammit, can anyone do a little research before making assumptions.

reply to post by DarwinVsJesus

There is no god, or devil. I am a Satanist in the LaVeyan sense. I believe in myself, and I revere the natural world.

You start a thread about scary spirits, call yourself a satanist and then say that?

Whoops...

reply to post by DarwinVsJesus


Nothing like the Grim Reaper to interfere with a good nights rest.
Yikes!

reply to post by DarwinVsJesus

I am a Satanist, but that doesn't mean I follow Satan.

You certainly do revere him (capital S).

There is no #ing Satan. It's a metaphor.

Thats just what evil wants us to believe. That it doesn't exist.

Covers pulled.

reply to post by NarcolepticBuddha

Hi again, Yes, hubby did survive. His next by-pass had mystery to it as well. He had that done around 20 years later. He went into a coma, died and was brought back to life by those heart paddles.

He was in a coma for 3 months because he got one of those hospital infections. The mysterious part....the day before he came out of his coma, 2 large crows, reminded me of ravens they were so big...they stayed on his window sill on the 6th floor of the VA Hospital all day. They would not leave. They kept looking at him and me and grooming themselves as if to say, all will be well...see how we take care of ourselves and he will be ok too. Even the nurses took notice of the crows. I looked at one and he cocked his head and I felt as if I was drawn into his minds eye and felt the connection of all things to the Universal something that is. It was a beautiful experience. I could literally see the beauty of the universe through the eyes of the creature. At nightfall, they left.

The next day, I spoke as always to hubby...they say you should talk to the coma patient and keep their mind engaged with talk, radio, tv...whatever. I asked him how he was as I always did. I was floored when he answered..."Still breathin". He was able to speak well right away but needed physical therapy for walking and such. Did those critters have something to do with any of it...I wonder. I felt very spiritual and connected at the time, connected to all that is. Hubby is still with me. He has had cancer diagnosis but has far outlived the prognosis. 2 crows visit our yard often and this one old crow, (me) is still watching after him. I often wonder if there are some entities that do not mean us harm. Some may be evil but not all??

Maybe I should also mention I've had an inexplicable severe fatigue. I take Nuvigil - it's for narcolepsy. I take twice the maximum dose given to narcoleptics, just to stay awake. I am constantly tired.

I'm hopeful that this being is just observing me, and means me no harm. I also wonder if it is a physical manifestation of all of the sadness and self-destruction I've piled into my life. And yet, this doesn't explain why he/it has been following me.

Maybe this is irrelevant, but I have lived in 5 different households. I see him in every one. I am sometimes struck with extreme fear and I just feel watched. The reality hits me that this entity is actually here, somewhere.

I am really not looking forward to sleeping tonight. High dose tranquilizers for sure.

One last major event. About two weeks after seeing him last, I started getting SEVERE headaches. I've been diagnosed with cluster headaches. If anyone doesn't know what they are, they are considered the worst form of pain a human being can endure. I can personally attest to this. They are so painful that I took the firearms out of my house. They used to be called suicide headaches. Maybe this entity is bad. I really would like to discuss this more.

reply to post by shrevegal


I've heard it said many times that our guardian animals/ guardian spirits/ angels are reluctant to reveal themselves to us because they don't always look like we'd expect them to. Sometimes they are otherworldly and can be frightening to us Homo sapiens.

Why is it so difficult to tell when we're dealing with the good or bad in the cosmos?

I am glad to hear that your husband survived both incidents. I bet you both have gained tremendous wisdom from the experiences..and that means it wasn't a total loss, right? Sounds to me like we ended up gaining more out of it in the long run.

OK let me get this straight....you're a self-proclaimed Satanist who denies both the Holy Spirit and Jesus Christ and you're wondering why a demonic monster is stalking you...

I'm sorry, I don't get it.

Sorry, OP, but I read the first two pages, then skipped the Jesus stuff. I did glean that you are a pagan female. I usually read threads all the way before commenting.

You are a "sensitive" individual, but not grounded. The manifestations you experience are your own creation.

But why?

You yourself are fearful of what you are capable of. Don't worry about that. Believe in yourself. I had to toss in a comment really quick.

Originally posted by DarwinVsJesus

I'm hopeful that this being is just observing me, and means me no harm. I also wonder if it is a physical manifestation of all of the sadness and self-destruction I've piled into my life.

Now you're finally getting somewhere...

"The evil" appeared to you and literally TOLD YOU it is the reason for not being able to get your memories back.

Instead of reading countless senseless replies in this thread you might want to think about this.

You rejected religion and church (a good thing, let me add) - but I don't have the impression you rejected evil, in so far you didn't "win" anything really, you are still in the same position as your "beloved" Christian fellows since you are convinced your (and others) life is dominated by evil and that life is torture etc..etc.. See, you are not better than your fellow Christians, in a sense, it's just the other side of the spectrum.

For me, the "entity" gave you a clear message what your problem is. The "sensible" way to go about rejecting religion would be to develop a POSITIVE spiritual attitude in its place - which you DID NOT. Instead, you left a big, gaping hole of negativity just making your problems even bigger.

"Evil" is still dominating your life. (Mind you you used the word 'dominate' a few times in your thread yourself).

"Evil" is dominating your life that much you cannot even see good things from your past or maybe (?) see the good things of your entire life - and it even told you so.... how much clearer do you want it?

1. self-respect, self-discipline. we can depend on ourselves. 2. The indifferent universe (Although I think there's some guiding force called Energy with a capital E) 3. Seek wisdom, always. Never give in and always question everything you read. 4. No human idea stands sure forever. 5. Never harm children and never, ever ,ever harm non-human animals. Only harm someone who attacks you. 6. How to be a sorcerer; You can't. It's hopeless, give up. Learn a trade; The magic is in your excellence. Be excellent and master the Earth. Take care of yourself. Take care of the people you love. Be selective, you can't love everyone, but you can be loving. 7. Whatever you do must be good for you. Self-destruction is the antithesis of natural order. Self-preservation is the highest law.

I'm a Satanist and didn't know it.

Op, you said this guy showed up about the time your parents were divorcing. Could this be some sort of repressed guilt? Children often blame themselves for divorces. They think if they had just been a better kid, the parents would have stayed together. Which is Bulls@#$. It's not your fault and don't ever let anyone tell you different.