Are you a "targeted individual" or a paranoid schizophrenic?

originally posted by: GENERAL EYES
a reply to: tetra50

Your wish is my command.

All personal communications between us will cease from this point forward.

Wow. And where did I say THAT? What I said was, please stop putting me in that box I described. Is that the point of personal communications?

You know, because I didn't want to detail to you at that moment my UFO experience doesn't really mean anything other than it wasn't a good time. How it got here, I don't know, other than I woke up to Wan putting my name in this thread, when I hardly participated, and labeling me as someone who wants to think they are special, instead of deluded, and then you tell me my described not wanting to talk seems I am either a liar and/or deluded, and should commit myself, forthwith, and described to me what that would be like.
WTF?

Really, WTF?
tetra

a reply to: tetra50
There is obviously little I can say...of benefit...this evening.
Perhaps you could verify with a moderator (I don't know) that there has been NO U2U/private messaging between my account and anyone-else's...other than - you...tonight, yesterday, the day before...
Again - I don't know... ?
And - there is not one message in my Inbox by, among or between any other participants in this thread...much less, any that have to do with, or reference...you.
My offer/request of friendship was based on a recognition of your intelligence, sincerity, and...having experienced something similar to what you espouse.
Just because I have not arrived at the same conclusions as you (or - do not continue to hold to those conclusions) does not mean that I don't value your insights or thoughts on the matter.
Does everyone have to arrive at the same conclusions...?
Is there only one Right conclusion?
I realize that these...facts...may have no effect on your suspicions, as...my own experiences were equally filled with such suspicions...
But - there's little more I can do in said regards, except... Wish you a peaceful evening.

originally posted by: WanDash
a reply to: tetra50
There is obviously little I can say...of benefit...this evening.
Perhaps you could verify with a moderator (I don't know) that there has been NO U2U/private messaging between my account and anyone-else's...other than - you...tonight, yesterday, the day before...
Again - I don't know... ?
And - there is not one message in my Inbox by, among or between any other participants in this thread...much less, any that have to do with, or reference...you.
My offer/request of friendship was based on a recognition of your intelligence, sincerity, and...having experienced something similar to what you espouse.
Just because I have not arrived at the same conclusions as you (or - do not continue to hold to those conclusions) does not mean that I don't value your insights or thoughts on the matter.
Does everyone have to arrive at the same conclusions...?
Is there only one Right conclusion?
I realize that these...facts...may have no effect on your suspicions, as...my own experiences were equally filled with such suspicions...
But - there's little more I can do in said regards, except... Wish you a peaceful evening.

Ah, I am sorry I said that about private communication, Wan. But I did respond, and it did push my buttons, that you referenced my name, here, quite publicly,, in fact, attached to your hypothetical story about a clerk…..
and hypothetically, I guess, labeled my intent and what I hold in my brain…..

Whatever you wish to conclude is up to you, entirely, and absolutely no, we don't have to all come to the same conclusion. And if you have come to a new conclusion, based on what you've read or your interaction, here, and it helps you, in any way, then I am sincerely glad and happy for you.

What I have to do with any of it, and if you prefer to see my personal motivations the way you've hypotheticallly posted this evening, then you do. I am scratching my head, and I think, after being asleep for 24 hours and coming online to see that on a thread I have, again, barely participated in, been referenced in the way that I have, and then the following happened, it is quite strange, to say the least.

I wish you the best.
Tetra50

Everyone okay here guys and gals?

a reply to: randyvs
Just waiting for you!

originally posted by: tetra50
...Ah, I am sorry I said that about private communication, Wan. But I did respond, and it did push my buttons, that you referenced my name, here, quite publicly,, in fact, attached to your hypothetical story about a clerk…..
and hypothetically, I guess, labeled my intent and what I hold in my brain…..

The only reference I made to your name...was in the addressment.
Which, I do, almost always...when responding to someone/anyone's post.
Nevertheless - sorry that wasn't clear.

Whatever you wish to conclude is up to you, entirely, and absolutely no, we don't have to all come to the same conclusion. And if you have come to a new conclusion, based on what you've read or your interaction, here, and it helps you, in any way, then I am sincerely glad and happy for you.

My 'conclusion' is a work in progress...else I would not have taken interest in anyone-else's thoughts on the matter --- which include yours.

I wish you the best.
Tetra50

And, I, You!

a reply to: tetra50

*LAST COMMUNICATION*

I'm pushing 40 years over here, Tetra....I'm not a teenager with endless energy anymore.

You brought the UFO subject up voluntarily, and the only reason I even contacted you privately was because I've had unexplained events in my past dealing with Black Op Military aspects.

My inquiry and private account to you of my own experience was something us old farts call "an ice-breaker".

I put time into that, shared something with you I haven't discussed with my husband, family or therapist....or even on site.

You never responded to me - not even to say "Sorry - I'd rather not discuss it".

That would have been enough for me, Tetra - I would have dropped the subject instantly....but no, not even that small a courtesy from you.

And now you've decided to throw it back in my face as a weapon, amougst other minutia.

I'm tired of it.


I have feelings too, believe it or not - and I don't appreciate constantly abusive accusations.

It seems there's nothing anyone can say that won't be taken out of context when you get offended and I am honestly deeply sorry you've been hurt that deeply....I honestly pray you find your personal peace...but I've gone as far as I can on this journey with you.

*END TRANSMISSION*

a reply to: GENERAL EYES

Only to clarify, I contacted you after you friended me, which I was happy about, and it piqued my interest. So, I read your profile, and saw we might have a lot of things in common. But out of respect, as I very rarely contact members I haven't had an exhange with here, on ATS, publicly, first. Then, in chat, one night, when you were there, I said hello, and responded to you friending me.

Then later, I admitted after a few years of being on this board, that I'd had a UFO experience. And everything changed, then. You and I had contact, and at the same time, Skyfloating's thread, from a few years ago, seemed to experience a renewal, with people posting on it again. I read, and didn't write. Just as I read the thread where I admitted my experience. But I wasn't physically feeling well, as I'm physically disabled….I've been hospitalized in the last few months for shingles. I am not healed, yet. It's very, very painful. The nerves being affected (3 or 4 nerve paths, unusually severe), are also the nerves affected by my ruptured cervical disc, which is putting pressure also, on my spinal chord. So, obviously, I am not well. At all.
My responses and the time I make them are dependent and influenced totally by that situation.

I told you privately I was unwilling to talk much about it here, on ATS. And that I preferred some other form of communication for that issue, specifically. And you answered your husband required that you not give out your email to anyone here, which I understood, and still do.

You then told me you would be in chat that evening.
Frankly, as I stated,I was certainly unwilling to share that in chat, much less on the boards. I have been sleeping the last 12 hours because previously I had nowhere to sleep and had not slept for many hours. So, when I finally got a place to sleep, I slept for quite a while. I am still not feeling well: that means I'm in pain, though I'd like not to detail that so it won't get worse.

I found this situation when i logged on tonight. I have not reacted to it well. I am not special. But I don't think I'm schizo affective, either. Nor do I think these are the only two choices. Because that is someone else's experience or decision doesn't mean it applies to me, and that certainly doesn't mean I'm "special," either. '

I see a lot of if you aren't this you are that, going on. Because I had this happen to me and now translate it this way, and you don't, then you're ___________…fill in the blank as you choose.

Why, WHY is this going on?

As for what transpired between you and I, GE…you communicate, I think, at least with me, with saying generalized things, which are supposed to apply to me right then. As an example, you told me on the last page what it's like if you commit yourself, and you were directing that to me. That says to me, that you are telling me I need to commit
myself, but you're doing it (telling me that), it seems in a passive/aggressive manner. At least, I didn't have to spend a lot of energy reading between the lines. Unfortunately, or fortunately, depenedant upon what's happening, I am a mostly direct communicator. I don't know if it was on the board, or in pms, that you gave, always prefaced with your vast experience (which I do not doubt at all, nor am I disrespecting here), of drug addicted people you've seen in a treatment capacity, whom you've asked to detail their abuse experiences, but who become angry and defensive, and won't do it. You extrapolated that it's because they are lying about their abuse, and then demanded "just one experience" being detailed would be enough for you……if not, someone is lying.

I guess that someone was me. I'm not drug addicted, GE. I'm not detailing my experiences on a website. I shouldn't need to, either. I am 52, it's not my first trip around the block, either, and I'm sick right now, physically have a very, very painful problem. Supposed to be stress free right now, so I'll heal, so my cervical disc problems, on my spinal chord, can be addressed.

I'm sorry I took up your valuable time. I don't appreciate the indirect, nor labeling, nor the descriptions of what it will be like when I commit myself, and then calling me "dear." I apologize, really, if it offended you I wouldn't share in public. What you shared with me, was really in public, and we both know it. I assume you know the private message system here should not be considered "safe" nor "secure." Our private messages are taken off the system over time if we save them, so as not to clutter the server. And mods look at them in times of dispute.

Sorry, I didn't tell you to share there. I wouldn't and probably won't. That doesn't make me rude.
I've taken quite a bit of my valuable time when I'm not healthy, and it hurts to sit and type a long time……but I'll do it. Because I needed to apologize to you, and to WanDash, but I do take exception here, as I am not trying for anyone to believe me, provide proof, or wallow, either. Nor do I consider myself special. I am truly sorry I offended both of you, defending myself. I posted that I didn't think that it was fair to tell anyone if they hadn't followed a certain path, they choose to go through what they are, as though following that specific path will undoubtedly help someone. It may. I've certainly gone down it. It didn't help me. That's all. That doesn''t necessarily mean I think I'm special, because it didn't or I don't accept it will help everyone. Or that I'm lying because I don't want to share publicly. I don't think any of that was a fair characterization of me, nor the trying to put me in that "box" tonight.
And it doesn't happen to any of you because it happened to me. I'm sick of being blamed, labeled, characterized, etc.
I have barely participated in this thread, anyway.
Regardless and despite all that: to you and WanDash I am sorry for offending you, and hurting your feelings. I mean this; it is not an empty apology. The last thing I wish to do here is offend or hurt anyone. But I get it that my being here seems to be a problem.
Tetra50

Well its typical I get overlooked yet provide workable ways and rational suggestions.

a reply to: missgaia
It seems your link does not work, Missgaia. Please fix it so we can be informed….and I''m not being sarcastic.

originally posted by: sanitizedinfo
Well its typical I get overlooked yet provide workable ways and rational suggestions.

How do you figure you are overlooked? I've certainly been paying close attention to your ways of workability. I may try them when I have the funds to do so…. Your rational suggestions have been noted, by me at least. Are there irrational things going on?
Regards to you,
tetra50

a reply to: tetra50

I'm just eager to see people find success.
Altogether cost of materials are about $50.

There are ways to imagine and feel/intend sound and energy to shrink by visualising it happening any where in the body or brain. I'vefound that directionaly where the sound is from is left is right and right is left.

Areas to focus is top center brain, lower under brain, nasal, roof of mouth, ear areas, temples, brain stem, teeth, cheeks, back jaws side, nechand throat, lungs, ribs heart, shoulder blades, intestine, right left hips.

a reply to: Spruce

I tried to make contact by DM and was not allowed to...
I tried to ask the site about it and got no answer yet.
Do you know why?

It seems that nothing is really working from my computer. No direct messages, no link success...
I will try again because it is worth listening... sorry, it is impossible.
I am adding a new one to see if it works.
Impossible either.
Try youtube: Solfeggio frequencies.


a reply to: tetra50

a reply to: missgaia

Find refraction material place over computer and modem

I apologize for the ignorance and lack of proper english...
what do you mean by "refraction material"??
Like, crystals being one of them??? I have a few around...

a reply to: sanitizedinfo

a reply to: missgaia

I wouldnt use that, I'm suggesting space blanket material with weedblock fabric, spare carpet with canvas or rubberized plastic. Basicly blocking feedback

originally posted by: missgaia
It seems that nothing is really working from my computer. No direct messages, no link success...
I will try again because it is worth listening... sorry, it is impossible.
I am adding a new one to see if it works.
Impossible either.
Try youtube: Solfeggio frequencies.


a reply to: tetra50

yes, we have some very good threads here about that. Have you searched for them? They are good and worth reading. But also, someone told me recently, and I have reason to agree with him, that the more attention paid, the more this will plague you. So, there may also be a time to try the meditation and deep breathing sanitized info speaks about (sorry, sanitized, autocorrect won't let me do your name right). This visualization has worked for other things for me. Good thoughts to you.
tetra

originally posted by: missgaia
I apologize for the ignorance and lack of proper english...
what do you mean by "refraction material"??
Like, crystals being one of them??? I have a few around...

a reply to: sanitizedinfo

Be careful with your crystals. Have you cleansed them and do you do this regularly? Also how you store them is important. This is just what I have read here. I am no expert on this, but am just passing on a generalized warning to you, trying to help out…
tetra