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Originally posted by 0zzymand0s
reply to post by Waiting2
I tell you one thing: Ever since the incident I have struggled with playing the punching bag. I have gone out of my way to do "the right thing" in situations where there was clearly no point in doing so. This has caused a lot of trouble for me, and its something I might change (honestly) if it wasn't so compelling for me to be the way I am. It doesn't mean I am perfect, or that I don't make mistakes. I make a ton of mistakes, especially ones involving common sense. The truth is I tend to see connections between people and events that prevent me from pursuing my own self interest, even when I think I should. It doesn't make sense to me that such an experience would force me to "take the high road" if there wasn't a purpose in me doing so.
Originally posted by 0zzymand0s
I am fascinated by the concept of the river, in this thread.
Again -- I make no claims as to the "truth" of any of this. My experience in the bubble was life altering, but seemed real enough. In fact it was hyper-real. The stuff that came after was my creative struggle to both "make sense of it", and my desire to "do my purpose", through writing, singing, and so forth.
It is my belief that these additional aspects serve a purpose to the overall experience, and that they are in fact, my way of "remembering" something I saw, heard, or experienced when I was in the bubble the night of my 21st birthday.
Great thread BTW.
Originally posted by Perseus Apex
That was a 'trip'.
Unfortunately, no recall.
Only the deliver.
No need to rehash.
Regardless, when one seeks the higher self they reap the higher self. When reap what we sow?
As the butterfly to the Effect.
To sow love and understanding is cosmic in origin.
To reap it's reward; divine.
It makes sense because it Is.
Or is not.
Ur-choice.
[edit on 13-8-2010 by Perseus Apex]
Originally posted by one4all
Please consider the phrase"the truth will set you free",I as well have been overcome by a need to be as truthful as I humanly can be,and some close family members have experienced this as well,I feel like we are picking teams in a junior high school gym class.
It isnt a painfull process at all,although it does seem to to be that a lot of people do notice it happening.
And spontaneously.No conscious choice,no decision to be reborn or repent or anything so dramatic---in fact strangly no religous context,no greater power context,simply a change in focus and direction needing no external drive or prodding.
Like Mom and Dad are almost home from a night out and we are furiously trying to clean up the house after our free for all while they were away.No one is telling us to do it ,we just know we need to get it done before they get here.
Originally posted by Waiting2
Originally posted by antar
Could this be MKUltra? Is it possible that you have been tested on?
To my knowledge I have not been tested on in the way you are suggesting. My friend and I were both told by separate doctors that our first babies were not our first. My doctor actually thought I was lying to her. As a result, she assumed I knew what was going to happen and treated me in a different way.
My friend said the same thing happened to her. My friend was also told by an Ear/Nose/Throat specialist that she had had multiple surgeries. My friend has never had any surgeries in that area of her body.
I really don't know. That is why I am looking for others.
There was an entire room/space filled with people. Hundreds of people. This happened to my friend and me in 1994. I decided to break my silence and start looking for other people who have been in that room. I think they have answers to some of my questions.
Originally posted by covert1
Ok, I do not mean to make you or anyone else nervous or a bit scared but your experiences sound an aweful lot like grey abductions. Do you know about grey alien abduction senerios? First off they do perform surgeries and yes you probably know in the nose, sinus and in all other areas. I've had a number of surgeries performed on me. They also do implant embryos in people and then remove them. They also can take you like you described into a room which is really on a ship, circular or a circular feeling , misty and very bright. I had experiences of being in a very large room like you describe but the room I was in had chairs inside. This part is different than your expeience, and then I was taken into another room and they performed somekind of brain scan, typical.
They also can manipulate how you feel with total control make you feel any emotion and yes, calm and important. They do tell people very calmly and sincerely that they are special.
They also do stand behind you like this. One time I was taken into a stationary craft scout ship right into their flight deck and they were standing behind me and said not to turn around and look at them. But they were standing behind like this.
Do you remember if you heard them speaking to you? How did you hear them if you did.
I do not know but you might want to be careful because the greys like to run experiments like this even long term ones. They test people in all manors, physical, emotional, psychological, spiritual heck the most recent experience they had my body half phased and made me walk through a concrete wall which was kind of like walking through thick mud. Greys are strange types but I would not put it past them to have a mass abduction like your experience.
[edit on 15-8-2010 by covert1]
Originally posted by gimme_some_truth
Originally posted by Waiting2
Everyone carried something but I won't tell you what it is.
What? Why not? When I hear that you are not willing to tell us something, the first thing that comes to mind is " What is this person hiding? Why are they not sharing the entire truth with us?"
So I ask you, what are you hiding from us? Why will you not tell us the whole story?
Until you do, I am going to have a hard time believing you, as everybody else should as well.
Originally posted by seamus
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Originally posted by snowspirit
Originally posted by SonoftheSun
reply to post by Waiting2
What a great thread !!! I finished reading it earlier on and wanted to comment.
You and your mom had the courage to stand up and speak out, it is highly honorable !
There are many of us. Isn't it a magnificent feeling to know that we are not alone?
It you've noticed, more and more are coming out. Around the globe.
Silence is no longer a virtue.
Be well.
Originally posted by Waiting2
I read something on ATS that mentioned Oct. 2011. That date resonated with me. My own gut tells me that 2012 is a false date. If TPTB make the date "later", then no one will begin to panic until they get closer to the date. It buys time for them to get everthing into place. But honestly, I don't have a date for you. That's the worst part about waiting. You never know when you are going to stop!
You know you need to move and you have a deadline for doing it. What else do you know? I'm interested in hearing what else you know because maybe something you say will resonate with what I know/feel.