Looking for people who have been to the grey room

reply to post by NotThat


I just heard an interview by Stan Romanek that sounds like he went to the grey room. Now I know why people asked about orbs, boxes, and smells. He wrote a book called "Messages" or something like that.

He also talked about everything being one, so I assume he also had some similiar mystical/spiritual type experiences.

It's interesting to see that many are speaking about the secrets that were intrusted to you!

No matter. Your truth, is also what makes you weak. When the master returns from the dark after collecting his force, He will return in force!
And to those who deciced to stay? Remember...

No gaps in memory here, it's all felt. We are bred EVER knowing. We are charging. There is many of us waiting for THIS EVENT. We already know you. Not only is it in your smell. But, in your eyes! More importantly... We have had time (close to several Millenia to prepare). AND WE ARE NOT RUNNING ANYWHERE.

Can you sense my energy? That's my authenticity.

"To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction."

reply to post by Waiting2


I think I was there on April 21st in 1990.

Technically, I guess I was dead. The platforms above carried passengers, each moving out towards a destination. I floated down from one platform to another, until I reached the floor. Once I reached the floor, I no longer saw (or was aware of) the platforms above.

I was there with 2 other people. One I met years later, and the other I doo not know, or have not met yet.

I "woke up" in a hospital bed, and was told that I had "bled out". Officially, the diagnosis was a herniated esophagus, aggravated by ingestion of prescription strength Motrin in large doses, taken for pain after wisdom tooth extraction.

Because I was an artist, I wrote it all down, and later created 3 songs about the experience, but -- like most pretentious arty types, I hid whatever meaning gleaned from the experience in metaphor.

It is possible that I dreamed the whole thing up while bleeding out.

I used to call it the gray room, the bubble, the lobby, and the waiting room.

I make no claim as to its reality, but your post definitely caught my eye.

In another seemingly (at the time) unrelated vision or dream, which I later turned into a song, I met an old Bluesman who called himself Evandelor Hollis, who taught me an interesting chord -- the A Minor 7. I used that chord in a lot of my songs after that. I remember a few things about that "dream" as well. Train tracks stretching out into a gray field, a girl in a bubble, song lyrics I "stole" from a future version of myself, from a drawer at the top of a tall house, and a purpose (job) that was given to me by the old Bluesman: "Your purpose is to help bring the stars closer to the sky".

If any of that means anything to anyone, I'd love to hear why.

What do you feel was your job or do you know? i'm really curious.

reply to post by magnuswiking


I can relate to that I feel as if I am waiting for something to happen and feel as if I have some sort of purpose. I have never been to the grey room, but am also curious how you found this thread and added a very good post only after registering an account yesterday?

reply to post by America?


Good question.
In my experince most of us from terra are mana(man). However, in this whole existence there is duality. And in this, there is the duality of mana.

As Waiting and friends have their moment, So do we. As they ask questions for things that they cannot totally explain, SO DO WE. These two types of duality, constantly intersect by searching. This is the process of the awakening. Although, some were born awake. And of course, some never do(maybe by choice/fear).

[edit on 12-7-2010 by magnuswiking]

reply to post by magnuswiking


I have friends that probably won't ever awaken because if were to talk about something like this topic or anything related they would either change the subject or call me completely crazy becuase you can see the fear of something they don't understand or can explain. I have only one friend that I would trust with my life and that is probably because we can both relate to being somewhat awake and trying to further that. I just made a thread on a huge leap for me here it is. www.abovetopsecret.com...

Originally posted by magnuswiking
It's interesting to see that many are speaking about the secrets that were intrusted to you!

No matter. Your truth, is also what makes you weak. When the master returns from the dark after collecting his force, He will return in force!
And to those who deciced to stay? Remember...

No gaps in memory here, it's all felt. We are bred EVER knowing. We are charging. There is many of us waiting for THIS EVENT. We already know you. Not only is it in your smell. But, in your eyes! More importantly... We have had time (close to several Millenia to prepare). AND WE ARE NOT RUNNING ANYWHERE.

Can you sense my energy? That's my authenticity.

"To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction."

Magnuswiking, Magunswiking, Magnusweaking....

I agree. Your negative energy is quite obvious.

Why are you intimidated and threatened by this thread? Your name alone suggests you are not threatened by anyone. If you are as powerful as you say you are, why would you worry about what I have to say?


But let's take this a step futher. Let's say you are who you say you are. I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU. You say you can smell me, can recognize me by my eyes. Guess what? I can FEEL you and see you, long before you're able to figure out which one I am.

If you want to play a game, let's play it. Why is the truth a weakness? Why are you threatened by me?

reply to post by Waiting2


waiting....

"Why are you intimidated and threatened by this thread?","Why are you threatened by me?","If you want to play a game, let's play it.".

No where in my response did I mention anything that would pertain to your silliness! Your Reply only tells me the obvious. Was I talking you down in your thread?? IS THIS YOUR SO CALLED RIGHTEOUSNESS?? I was simply stating the obvious. Something different, THEN YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS. PUKE, PUKE.
I'm terribly, sorry if I made you so uncomfortable in your own thread. Enoungh for you to come back and make a defensive like comment. It sounds like hatred in your voice... Maybe too much for the pure of heart.
From a couple of post in the begining. From the things you said. I was thinking maybe.... BUT, now I know why you didn't make your ESCAPE. YOU ARE NOT PURE OF HEART. Even the pure of heart knows FAR, FAR better. FEAR, my friend, does not make the pure of heart shake, hide, play games,or make silly coments as you did( almost that of a child).
Furthermore....What's THIS JIBBERISH, "Guess what? I can FEEL you and see you, long before you're able to figure out which one I am.". If you truly new..... My kind already know you waiting, and others! Even if you try to hide. I DO NOT know why you even need to be told this. On this panet, you are out numbered. This is our domain. We control everything!! I mean EVERYTHING! Now I do not need to go thru a history lesson here. Or, even a current events lesson either. waiting?? If you are, who you say you are, you would already know this...
My Opposite friend, YOU SHOULD LEARN TO RESPECT, AND REVERE YOUR ADVERSARY. Only then, will you understand what IT is that you don't understand. IGNORANCE AND PLAYING GAMES... Will only seal your doom therein.

GOD SPEED, waiting. From the sounds of it. You will need it.

Your respectful adversary.

Wiking.


[edit on 18-7-2010 by magnuswiking]

reply to post by Waiting2


I was just thinking... Wouldn't it be smarter, more logical, to play the friend??? Possibly even, get me to say something... Geting to know the opposite force, "the dark side".

Your pathetic weakness is Blinding you waiting, or should I say pathos.

Just remember that we are equals, just opposite ends of a means. Those who think they are better thru ignorance. Will soon realize that it is vanity and narcissism that is staring back at you O PURE ONE, PUKE, PUKE.

I'm starting to think you are a fake,or better yet.. A fraud!

Originally posted by magnuswiking
It's interesting to see that many are speaking about the secrets that were intrusted to you!

No matter. Your truth, is also what makes you weak. When the master returns from the dark after collecting his force, He will return in force!
And to those who deciced to stay? Remember...

No gaps in memory here, it's all felt. We are bred EVER knowing. We are charging. There is many of us waiting for THIS EVENT. We already know you. Not only is it in your smell. But, in your eyes! More importantly... We have had time (close to several Millenia to prepare). AND WE ARE NOT RUNNING ANYWHERE.

Can you sense my energy? That's my authenticity.

"To every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction."

I don't understand. Are you saying you created the grey room?
Who is the master returning from the dark?
What secrets have we told?
Have you been to the grey room?
You sound kind of spooky and not very friendly.
What event are you waiting for?

I too, will sense your energy before you get close enought to see my eyes or smell me, and be able to hide from you, if necessary.

Originally posted by 0zzymand0s

I used to call it the gray room, the bubble, the lobby, and the waiting room.

: "Your purpose is to help bring the stars closer to the sky".

If any of that means anything to anyone, I'd love to hear why.

I am glad you lived. The bubble, the lobby, and the waiting room are all good discriptions of the grey room. Thank you for posting.

I do not know how the stars could get closer to the sky but it is sure a phrase that sticks with you. I have heard that zen masters give phrases for their pupils to ponder over in the search for enlightment. Perhaps this is your puzzle to ponder. Try breaking it down into parts.

What are stars?
What is the sky?
How are the shy and stars apart?
What does it mean to be closer?
How close is close enough?

My first thought is that the stars are the people in your life and the sky is the oneness of all, or God. Just a thought.

I've been reading this thread for a while. I skipped over some of the "bulk" of the thread from pages 12 to 18 and read the rest of it, since it all started melding together in my head!

Your experiences are interesting. I'd like to continue reading about them. I think I was somewhere similar to this in a dream-like state when I was a child, around 1991 to 1993. It sounds vaguely familiar to me. The only thing I remember is being in a darker corner of a large room on a moving platform.

I wouldn't worry about that guy trying to antagonize you - they're obviously full of it. Even if they weren't, it's not like they know anything about you. However, if they make threats, I'm sure the ATS guys won't mind looking up their IP address to find out some information to pass on to their ISP.

reply to post by magnuswiking


Magnuswiking, I unintentionally misspelled your name the third time I wrote it. NotThat pointed it out to me. It tried to fix it, but it's past the editing time. I'm sincerely sorry about that.

This thread is about a grey room. If you have read all of the pages, you'll know why it was created. Answer my question:

1. Have you been to the grey room?

That is the sole purpose of this thread. It is not for threatening someone, for calling names, for rudeness. It's goal is to find answers.

Please adhere to the rules of conduct on ATS: www.abovetopsecret.com...

Originally posted by Synaesthesia
Your experiences are interesting. I'd like to continue reading about them. I think I was somewhere similar to this in a dream-like state when I was a child, around 1991 to 1993. It sounds vaguely familiar to me. The only thing I remember is being in a darker corner of a large room on a moving platform.

I have heard about others experiencing a moving platform. Personally, I did not see one where I was, but the room was vast. It sounds to me like you were in a similar room.

What I have found so fascinating is that there are many descriptions of a room looking like I have described. The terms used to describe it are similar.

Unfortunately, I haven't found many people who were with me at that exact time I was. I'm not sure what that means, but I have theories. For now, it is enough to hear that others have had similar experiences.

Do you remember how you got there?
How much of the room do you remember?
Who else was there with you?
Did you have any conversations?
What happenend to you while you were there?

Thanks for responding!

Waiting2

Originally posted by 0zzymand0s
reply to post by Waiting2

 

I used to call it the gray room, the bubble, the lobby, and the waiting room.

...and a purpose (job) that was given to me by the old Bluesman: "Your purpose is to help bring the stars closer to the sky".

If any of that means anything to anyone, I'd love to hear why.

I don't think you dreamed it.

"I used to call it the gray room, the bubble, the lobby, and the waiting room." All of those are excellent words to describe the room I was in.

"The platforms above carried passengers, each moving out towards a destination. I floated down from one platform to another, until I reached the floor. Once I reached the floor, I no longer saw (or was aware of) the platforms above."

Yes, I felt the movement and knew I was passing levels, but unlike you, I could not see them. Once I reached the floor, like you, I could not see the platforms above. But, I knew they were there. I don't know how I knew because I never saw them. The movement felt like an elevator. I felt like I was passing through levels. At first I went straight up (from my porch) and I could feel myself moving up. Right before I stepped into the grey room, I knew I was moving downward. I have no idea how I could move up and then down, but that's what happened. I moved down, took a step out of the greyness around me and was suddenly in the grey room.

I'm curious about the person you met years later. Did he/she recognize you? Did he/she remember the experience? Did he/she also have a life-threatening incident that propelled him/her to that place? Was it a positive experience?

From what I have learned, some people seem to go to a grey room-like place in their sleep/meditation state. Some go there when they almost die. Some are abducted. NotThat and I were invited. I don't think we all go to the same place, but it looks similar.

I'd like to find out why were were invited and what happened to the other 200+ people in the room but I don't know if I'll find out the answer to that. Still, I keep searching.

"Your purpose is to help bring the stars closer to the sky". Perhaps it means to bring heaven closer to Earth? Perhaps Evandelor Hollis wanted you to sing about your experiences and taught you a heavenly chord? Perhaps the lyrics in your songs send positive messages that others need to hear? The thing about a job you are given is that (in my experience) it rarely makes sense until the time is right for it to make sense. Your guess of what your job is will be the right guess.

I'm glad you're still here to talk about your experiences. Thank you for sharing!

Are you that dense, wating and synaesthesia??

Here are two quotes;
1)"I wouldn't worry about that guy trying to antagonize you - they're obviously full of it. Even if they weren't, it's not like they know anything about you. However, if they make threats, I'm sure the ATS guys won't mind looking up their IP address to find out some information to pass on to their ISP. " (Synaesthesia).
Where did you get this Bs. about "However, if they make threats". Where in your little goldfish mind did you get the bogus idea of me making any threats in any of my posts!!! Can you read pass grade one reading skills???
2)"That is the sole purpose of this thread. It is not for threatening someone, for calling names, for rudeness." (wating2) I believe you my dear, were the first "for calling names, for rudeness". READ. the bloody post in consecutive order, not your own order in your head.

Are you two, heavy drug users that are off in lal la land, making up your own stupid stories??

I challenge your "I'm sure the ATS guys won't mind looking up their IP address to find out some information to pass on to their ISP" Bs. Please re-read the post S-L-O-W-L-Y, WITHOUT JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS YOU ZEALOTS.

With respect to ATS AND THE IDEA OF OPEN FORUMS. I will not, Precipitate in this thread any longer. I'm sure you, and others will do fine in your ignorant child like bliss.

You two have know idea? Do you??

God speed.

I've always been infinitely amused by people who talk about "reading comprehension" and "taking time to read" yet they themselves cannot spell simple words. I know your type, you're nothing more than a tiny nuisance on forums like this. If you were interested in a rational discussion of ideas, I would gladly participate; you seem more concerned with writing gibberish that pretends to be English and making vague threats. As I said, you're nothing of consequence - if you had any courage to your convictions, a few words from me would not sway your actions.

"Do you remember how you got there?
How much of the room do you remember?
Who else was there with you?
Did you have any conversations?
What happenend to you while you were there?"

I don't remember how I got there. I either fell asleep or I entered this place without realizing it. I would like to think that the room had an orange glow, but the grayish feeling of it was overpowering. I may not be remembering the details of the room's lighting. It could also have been nothing more than a dream, after all.

I don't remember speaking with anyone, but I do remember seeing vague shapes in humanoid form. I don't recall if anyone else was there with me. I do remember being on a moving platform and being carried across the room in a graceful manner - it wasn't frightening or indicative of an abduction event.

If each one of you were holding a light, u2u me. The person with you everywhere you went is a guide.


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reply to post by NotThat


Thank you.

I have always approached the purpose thing as a pure metaphor. I used to think it had to do with my (admittedly, often bad) poetry. Now I am not so sure, but the uncertainty cheers me up a little bit.

"....I used to think I thought it was the truth is I don't know, and anyway there's nothing I can say. In fact, it's almost time to go...."

I am no longer certain about any of it. Frankly, I know better than many that memories are often less then 100% accurate portrayals of past events, but I also enjoy coincidence, the sense of dejavu and other "aha" moments. When I first read this thread last week I read waiting's OP, replied, and then read the rest. Another person mentioned "orbs" and I wanted to chime in and say "aha!" because I have written a lot of stuff about an orb (just fictional stuff) since the incident, but I stopped myself because it just seemed like random "me too" BS. The truth is, I have no idea what (if anything) I was carrying when I was in the bubble. It might have been an orb (which explains my fascination with orbs) or it might have been a key. It could have been a musical clef for all I remember.

Anyway -- there is something elemental in this topic. I can;t quite put my finger on it, but when I write about it I feel very close to some kind of break through (or maybe "break down", haha).

I appreciate your reply more then you know and will definitely consider your words about the "purpose".