Killing and replacing people.

a reply to: Snarl

There is something about my mother in the kitchen, and my dad silently pointing towards the kitchen and make movements and gestures which indicate there is 'something wrong with that woman', which wasnt nothing new for me, it was new for me he actually did acknowledge it eventually.

But sure yeah, disintigrating on the spot, my poor baby. Haha...

a reply to: didntasktobeborned

Where did I use the word shift? lol. Can't remember me using it, a lot of # though.

shift

here…sorry knee jerk humor attempt..You were talking about peoples faces.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Go and ask your dad to tell you.

Don't bring up any delusional topics. Just ask him to tell you what you need to know. And LISTEN to him without argument.

a reply to: Snarl

I quote my dad from one of our moments in the kitchen: *Frightened and concerned expression*: "Maybe there IS something going on..."

Why are you forcing your opinion on me? Do you think you are right in what you think of me now? It's not even your own opinion, you're just regurgitating popular opinions. Ppl love to tell other people to take their meds, do you even realise how condescending that sounds?

You think you are a sane specimen? Are you what defines normal? Are you and the others what define normal? I might not be able to prove these things because of the their nature...

Certainly does not exactly mean that I am wrong, just that I cannot prove it.

The thing with science is... everything used to be something that could not 'yet' be proven.

I have no fear that the more sinister story of the world will surfice some day....

a reply to: ScrubCommander

I always asked: "Where's mom?"

And my dad would somewhat angry reply: In her skin if she isn't already dead... Heh, he knew damn well.

originally posted by: ScrubCommander
Ppl love to tell other people to take their meds, do you even realise how condescending that sounds?

You're off of them though, aren't you?

originally posted by: ScrubCommander
a reply to: ScrubCommander

I always asked: "Where's mom?"

And my dad would somewhat angry reply: In her skin if she isn't already dead... Heh, he knew damn well.

When my kids would ask, "Where's mom?"

I'd answer, "If she was up yer ass you'd know."

It's a dad thing. You're taking what he said literally ... when it was a joke.

a reply to: didntasktobeborned

There have been 4-5 times I've seen demon eyes, I think they just show it on purpose. The thing is, they know that I know, so when they interact with me, it's extra juice for them since we can look at each other knowing that I know they ain't normal humans, and they know I know this and they like to keep me in suspense that way...

It's a strange dynamic, but I can't entirely say it's evil, it seems more teasing, but not meant in an enjoyable way, well not for you... They like to have that control over how your emotions flow.

a reply to: Snarl

Please...

You really think you know anything about it... I've taken the meds for 14 years, and guess what, since I actually experience real events, it doesn't work... Ofcourse not, can't treat real events with medication for unreal events now can we?

Haha... These people. Even more delusional than they think I am. Then accuse me of not exactly realizing how 'far down' I am.

Do I sound like I am not a somewhat intelligent, critical thinking being? Do you not think I evaluate my own experiences and such? Do you think you are 'helping' me? People like you is the exact reason the world does not change at all.

'It's like that... it's just the way it is..."

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Atleast I'm trying to get outside of the box, most of youz still need to realise they are in a box.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

But yeah, majority power. Enjoy it while it lasts, cause your world will crumble, much sooner than you'll like.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Just say to your dad, "Help me."

He will ... and it'll be okay.

a reply to: Snarl

Now I'm sure you're just a troll. Sensing it through the webz.

Good one though, had me for a while. Bye.

a reply to: andy06shake

You're saying there are rules in a world that is only in my head? Chaos and anarchy are not conditions that scare me, au contrair, so I guess I'm missing your point...

If you want to talk 'science' how one can retrieve information from your brain...

Very interesting watch, you will not be disappointed.



Used some parts in my track:

No More Secrets (Soundcloud - Melodic Downtempo Trance)

a reply to: Terpene

Some people might argue that the reality we think we experience is all in our head, i imagine its a tad more complex all the same.

Put it this way Terpene if chaos and/or anarchy ever turn out to be the colour of our days, we probably wont be able to communicate in the manner we are now doing, so there is that.

As to the rules being in your head, well the reasons for following such reside in our minds.

a reply to: andy06shake

chaos and/or anarchy ever turn out to be the colour of our days

They are, all we do is label and categorize it. We try to paint a fluffy, save, castle onto an ever-changing canvas. Sisyphus would be proud

a reply to: ScrubCommander

So what age are you?

Do you still live with your parents?

Why would your mother call police and then lie to them about your threats?

Where there any other witness or a record of incidents like that happening in the past?

Fact is they would not have detained you without good reason.