Killing and replacing people.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

that sounds about right and an indication where this might have come from...

Nevertheless... I get your drift.

They don't hate you they are affraid of you. There is a need to keep you around and it is well regulated whos to do what with whom and when. Be unpredictable and they will loose time to get the new directives.

a reply to: Terpene

Why would they be afraid of me? lol

a reply to: ScrubCommander

The better question is why are you not "exchanged"...

a reply to: Terpene

I just think they're keeping me prisoner somehow... for 'some reason'.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

I mean, in general they appear to be normal but I know they are a lot smarter than regular humans.
I don't see any good reason to keep me, other than entertainment, which I ofcourse picture in some form of torture.
I mean, instead of killing me, they replaced my family and some of my friends. Should I be happy with that? I'm not sure.

I do feel there is some force that protects me, I know that there a silent types of people, on the side of good, they also appear to be normal human beings and also posses some form of 'knowing', I don't know how they do it, but these people at certain times seem to know what is going on without even having said a word to each other, and then they randomly say something to calm you down and to let you know you are not alone.

Those types are actually also in this world, I don't know in what numbers, it seems less than the other side, but maybe they're more cautious and stealthy in that sense...

This world is pretty weird ya know.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

I'm beginning to feel increasingly like some solo warrior human being, maybe even the only real human being. There are probably more like me, but certainly... # is getting bizarre.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Maybe just Covid and all what is going on to world changing some of us, there was a lot of stress in last 2-3 years.
I noticed that some people are different specifically those I don't see all the time some of them are like robots as you say but maybe that is how they dealing with stress just keep distance from everyone and everything

These are some snippets from that document that woman affiliated with Q gave me, it comes from a whole text, told by someone what he experienced...

I find this document 14 years after, I have experienced the same things.
The switching of people, I also had that strong undeniable feeling that at certain moments that were not my real parents.
Also things like: You call one of your friends, and you get the voicemail of one of your other friends, and so with your entire friendslist...

You wake up one day and you see all the names in your contact list have been altered in some 'witty' way...

It's #ed up... And yeah... When you read these things and you see other people experience the 'exact same psychotic episode'?

Hmm, not buying it.


After a week or so of classes, I realized that something was
terribly wrong. Some of the kids in my classes were acting real
funny, and I do mean ACTING! It was as if they were playing parts
out of a movie, the way they were carrying on during class.
Something just wasn't right. It seemed like they had been assigned
various "roles", and their actions in the class made me believe
that they had been put there for some specific purpose.
I came to the gradual conclusion that some of the kids in my
classes were either with the CIA or the FBI, what with the type of
stuff they were doing and saying.

--

When I got back, my mom
called me at my apartment. But it was not my REAL mom! I couldn't
explain it, but I knew instinctively that it wasn't my real mom's
voice on the phone. The tonal qualities were different. When I
told her I had been to Atlanta, she practically exploded at me.
She told me that I was confused and she was coming to see me. She
hung up, and the next day, she arrived at my apartment.
From the moment I laid eyes on her, I knew that it was NOT my
real mother. Her voice was different, her manners were different,
and she didn't know what my mom knows about me.

--


At the end of the month, my REAL dad flew in to drive with me
back to Tallahassee. I knew it was my real dad, and I also knew
that he was pretending to his best to give the impression that
nothing was wrong. I had the impression that he was being watched
somehow every minute we were together, although I didn't know
exactly how at the time. I just played along with it all, as I
wanted OUT of that nuthouse.

--

fly back there.
My FAKE father met me at the airport, and this time I knew I
was going to be framed up bad. My REAL mom and my FAKE mom were
being interchanged continuously throughout the time I was there,
which consisted mainly of my being forced into signing myself into
two more mental hospitals for the duration of my stay.

--

I have to tell you, there were many times my dad grabbed me and hugged me and started crying pretty intense...
And he's really not that kind of person, he was scared, he knew something, he was scared to say anything about it, but he did acknowledge what I've been saying all those years...

a reply to: ScrubCommander

You are not solo, but few... yes the dads get a little "wooopsie what have I done" when they realize. I'm glad mine was up to speed.

It gives me lots of confidence that so much effort is being directed at me in order to steer my narrative. Ultimately, all their effort will be in vain, but it's a terrible idea to communicate your moves...

The spiritual techniques work well to protect yourself, but beware, most organized spiritual teachings are in on it.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

How did my mother go from most loving, sweet, innocent mother, to a woman that my dad feared really bad, who tells me when I cut my toenails: (*slow creepy voice*): Don't cut of your toe. Snarky smile.

Or who actually even called the cops and then even worse told them that I threatened my parents with a knife? Then afterwards she denies that she said that...

But hold up, that's the good thing about being a looney toon, everything gets nicely documented.

And those #ing cops didn't wrote: "Mother says or testifies that he...."

It just said: The son threatened the parents with a knife.

As if it were a #ing fact.

Anyway, so I told my mother, I have it black and white on paper.

Then she decided to call the hopistal to explicitly tell them, that I didn't do that and that I would never do such a thing and that she would like that exact statement to be added to my file...


Well, glitch in the matrix I guess... But yeah, I'm crazy.

Seriously, first of all... My mother would never call the cops on me. Secondly, if she did, she would certainly as hell not lie and tell them I threatened them with a knife.

Or then not deny it, or then not frantically call the hospital to 'clear the reccord'.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

I don't have moves, for now, I'm just surviving in the worst way possible... which is basically killing me. If they want me dead I'm doing their work for them. Heh, suckers.

Oh well... It's an interesting ride, that I'll give this world.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

They are not smarter. And we are all going to die eventually, don't give them too much credit. Actually, that is the MO, make you believe that you are going to die. You are always doing their job, that's kind of the crux. All they can do is convince you to do it their way. Even if they wanted, they couldn't, you on the other hand can, however you please.

a reply to: Terpene

What do you think they are? And why? And what would I be? I mean, it seems there's more people who all know what the # is going on, and I'm running around completely clueless going from one mystery to the next. I mean, it's cool and #, but yeah, I mean..

We could talk more in private if you prefer that...

a reply to: Terpene

And I make the best out of it, while I feel being watched here in my room when playing games and watching p0rn I usually commentate on my actions and sometimes do some casual acting. I mean, yeah, that's probably some form of stockholm syndrome.

OP is half right. They are replaced, however their brains are being modified. Their very conscience is being replaced through infusion of chemicals and drugs.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Look I'm not sure either, i don't think anyone has the answer to it, but that does not negate the countless experiences describing the same. Are you psychotic? by the standard definition sure.
All im presenting here is my way to deal with it, without Psychopharmaka.

As to it being the truth, take it with a huge grain of salt.

Don't be the victim, of your own head cinema, be the hero with a thousand faces

a reply to: Terpene

I'm fine don't worry. I've been through loads, this is nothing new.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

I'm not psychotic at the moment, what I tell could be considered as an psychotic experience, but then again, is there something that the label 'psychosis' technically is imcapable of explaining?
Seems rather convenient if you ask me...

Just saying, these experiences stacking up, this has been going for over 14 years. I can't deny it anymore, it's just hard to explain.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

You just can't talk about these things without sounding crazy.