Killing and replacing people.

This is something that you have to experience for yourself. No description of this uttery bizarre truth will ever convince those that accept the officially impressed narative.

originally posted by: Robert Reynolds
This is something that you have to experience for yourself. No description of this uttery bizarre truth will ever convince those that accept the officially impressed narative.

Yeah I know... oh well...

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Nobody is going to take you anywhere ScrubCommander unless you are a danger to others or yourself.

Don't think that for a moment.

Do you even understand the processes involved where recreation of an actual human being is concerned?

I dont because the technology does not exist yet.

What medical attention do you receive, and who have you spoken to?

As to hearing yourself, well you need to step back attempt to do just that, same as with talking to people can help immensely.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

That's a start, you can build on that, and do something with the thought.

After all recognising that a problem exists is half the battle and allows you to address the issue.

Is it the shapeshifting lizards? Not making fun, just asking for more info.

a reply to: andy06shake

I know that story from somewhere.... oh right... most handlers have been handled once.

The thing with believing is, it's totally up to you what you make of it. Can be fun and empowering, or sad and debilitating.

I don't think my soul is affected by that any more than any other brain fart, from my first desire for milk, to my last WTF death breath.
What part do you think one looses?

To think there is an absolute objective reality is just soooo boring and if wrong rather risky... but hey it might as well be all there is

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Do you people even hear yourself?

It might be a form of self-protection, can you really blame them???

a reply to: Terpene

I would imagine our soul, if such a thing exists, is affected by all the things we experience in one way or another.

After all perspective is rather a personal experience.

The thing with believing is it requires proof and facts to support said belief, else that's faith or at best imagination far as i can establish.

As to the part you lose, well from my perspective, you lose your edge and a sort of innocence.

Drugs are bad people don't take to many Amphetamines is the gist of that story, or at least my story.

a reply to: andy06shake

For bringing pragmatism to the table, I was a little thrown off by the usage of soul yes...

I guess once you're over the edge and didn't fall off the face of reality, it makes you realize there is no edge at all just awareness expanding... as to the innocence... I still feel like a kid without rules and complete innocence in a world where everyone is too afraid to blow the whistle by coming forth and lecturing me on the rules...

It's hilarious, because the game of listen to your crazy talk works both ways...

a reply to: Terpene

Well sanity is rather a two sided precipice at the best of times.

Its easy enough to fall and slip off one side or the other down to a variety of different circumstance.

At to rules, those are important, because without such chaos and anarchy prevails.

Thing with being over the edge Terpene is that people seldom realise they are even falling.

And will use all sorts of justifications to maintain there beliefs down to the fact that at the end of the day the madness or disassociation where reality is concerned can be a comfort of sorts, especially if its all one has known for quite sometime.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

It's very real and very true. Just look at Biden, that's not the "real" him. That's been proven. Not only that, but there have been many instances of this occurring over the years, especially since the late 90's. Now with deep fakes.and everything being digital,. We can't believe anything we see on TV because we have no idea if it is a "digital" clone, A real one, an actor with advanced prosthetics etc.

People that dismiss this as fake either just don't know, are being disingenuous, or willfully ignorant. The research is out there. I mean FFS, China admitted they make clones for the purpose of harvesting organs, and that's "old" technology. So those that say clones don't exist are only fooling themselves.

a reply to: andy06shake

Look, I appreciate any sincere interest in my mental health.

At this moment I can say I'm not in a psychotic episode, I'm not even slightly psychotic.
I know the steps of my 'disease'.

It starts with simple voices being annoying and laughing with everything I do, then I feel I get watched here in my room, remember, I recognize it right away, I have 14 years of experience.

In fact, I have so much experience, that while I am, in fact, IN a psychotic episode, I will still say I'm psychotic and such, recognize the symptoms, but at the same time just believing my story.

They say 'A crazy person does not realise he is crazy'.

So what am I now?
I constantly say I'm crazy, and I know it, and I tell my stories with a lot of passion, but never would I present it as the absolute truth... But it IS what I have experienced, and with all I have experienced, I have just the same amount of confidence in saying that reality is bigger than you think, just as you have the confidence that my experience is not real because it's supposedly not possible in this reality, or otherwise the technology doesn't excist?

You have eyes everywhere on the planet and in space? I mean, I have no clue what technology there is... You do though...
Funny though, very little effort to check some things would relatively fast conclude that there are many research domains, public and known, which are already a bit questionable considering morals and ethics and such...

Take that # underground, full budget, prefferably black... You don't believe that #? Your mind is so narrow, that you judge my mind too wide... And because majority dictates, I am the one who 'needs' to see a doctor...

Psychosis is just one of many different reaction healthy people have to a sick society. Then have doctors and other retards who think theyre smart, but they don't really know very much, and certainly not in the case of mental health (and underlying mechanism, such as demons and other related entities).

And thats why many get misdiagnosed, take #loads of medication, still get harassed by demons, then get told they are crazy and should take more meds?

Why? Because the doctors know # at all and I'm fairly certain.. Not all psychotic episodes, are ONLY delusions.

a reply to: ScrubCommander

Why? Because the doctors know # at all and I'm fairly certain..

Well if you want to go with the brain fart of being a lone ranger, it should make you question if these "doctors" are really acting out of ignorance...

a reply to: Terpene

Some I know not to have the sincerest motivations... Others seem to want to help... It's a disgusting business though.
And they refuse to listen to my 14 years of experience in dealing with my disease.
And I know medication that is insanely effective in certain critical situations...

But yeah, if youre having weird thoughts, and your scared #less, and you cant sleep because of fear, then you need anti-psychotics, which are completely useless at that point in time.

But since I have a history of drug abuse, we refuse to give any sedative (benzos ofcourse), even in a hospital setting with full control over my use, even though I used that medication for 14 years, until now, my new psychiater called my doctor and made her add a note to my file telling all the docs not to give it to me.

Then... Considering how smart these doctors like to pretend to be and it 'used' to be a trend to emphasize on cooperation with the patient and, maybe, listen to his advice.

And then I get a angry, then they close the door and run and I have to be the one that apolagizes for it.
Instead of them Trained and PAID profesionals stabelizing me and acknowledging that my anger is valid, nah, close the door on you.

What happened to the world? Everybody became such a #en pussy, you can't #ing raise your #ing voice in a mental hospital without the personel in some way punishing you for it... I don't know, that does not seem right to me.

They even take it personal, I'm even explaining, do you not realize I'm overloaded with many different emotions and the whole situation is too much, nah... If youre gonna raise your voice I'm gone... I would do a better job without getting payed, and I'm not even exagerating.

originally posted by: andy06shake
a reply to: ScrubCommander

Nobody is going to take you anywhere ScrubCommander unless you are a danger to others or yourself.

It's funny you say that, because that is not how it works in reality...

My mother called the cops because I was verbally aggresive, then lied to to the cops and told them I threatened my parents with a knife, they wrote it down, I had to go with them to the mental hospital... The whole misrepresented situation, because I certainly didnt threaten my parents with a knife, caused me to be detained for 3 months, no say in it whatsoever...

I was not a danger, not to myself, not to anyone. Disgusting world.
Because I'm a 'known looney-toon' and my mother is supposedly normal, they just believe her word, we don't care about facts... Hah, pathetic.

Ive seen some weird stuff since covid while driving. The weirdest two examples 1/ a woman walking robotically along the road, she the walked into the road, i stopped my car as I didn't want to hit her. Im sitting there and she walks straight into the bonnet of my car and just keeps on trying to walk as if she cant even see the car. Imagine a character in a computer game glitching trying to walk into a wall. She did this for a few seconds then turned and walked away. There was nothing in her eyes. 2/ a man again i stopped at a crossing to let him pass, he then stops in front of the car and gives this grin it was evil and weird. My dog was in the front seat, a harmless dog that never growls, this time her teeth were showing and her hackles were up. These arent the only examples there are others of people acting robotic but these two stand out. I have considered drugs but im not sure

a reply to: kerrichin

I've seen these 'empty' expressions before, they come stand close, they look at you, but they look through you, and the eyes appear to be glassy, like, there is no actual life in there... Very weird.

originally posted by: ScrubCommander
I have to tell you, there were many times my dad grabbed me and hugged me and started crying pretty intense...
And he's really not that kind of person, he was scared, he knew something, he was scared to say anything about it

Your dad grabbed and hugged you ... because like any good father ... he's freaking out watching his son disintegrate in front of his very eyes ... and he's helpless.

Get back on your meds. And, get back on them right frikkin' now!!

ETA: And all you mother-effers taunting this guy should be ashamed of yourselves.

a reply to: Snarl

You are the most common type of annoying people in my life.

Don't know the story.
Make wrongful assumptions.
Acting as if you have some authority on the matter.
Apparently knowing the situation at home.
Knowing that I am 'desintigrating'.
Wow man, and with the 'take your meds, asap' one liner befitting for standard format pharma-slug/Doctard.

At this point, with what you state right here and I'm certain you firmly believe it, you are actually more psychotic than me.

I think sometimes people are a tad too quick using 'drugs' as a catchall for the causation of 'altered' states of perception. I feel in many cases that the underlying reason for the drug experimentation in the first place is what actually causes or enhances a heightened emotional state. Substances of course exacerbate this.

Childhood trauma for example.

But more on topic, the use of the word 'shift' by the OP is interesting.