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Damn. I hate cancer. It took my son.
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: JAGStorm
I’ve lost another member of my family to pancreatic cancer. It happened so fast we were not prepared...My mind is cloudy and I know I am not thinking clearly.
I lost my mother a couple of years back and it made me numb for the past few years to say the least... only just understanding it now. I never got the chance to tell her how I felt and we had a tough relationship to say the least. Speak your heart if you need too
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: chr0naut
Damn. I hate cancer. It took my son.
So sorry to hear that.
My mom is begging me not to wallow in sorrow, she says she is old and has lived a full life.
I feel utterly selfish for not being able to imagine my life without her.
I’ve talked to her almost every day for the last few decades.
My heart is hurting so bad.
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: chr0naut
Damn. I hate cancer. It took my son.
So sorry to hear that.
My mom is begging me not to wallow in sorrow, she says she is old and has lived a full life.
I feel utterly selfish for not being able to imagine my life without her.
I’ve talked to her almost every day for the last few decades.
My heart is hurting so bad.
I swear every time the phone rings I think it is the call.
Just be you. All we have is the time we are allotted. Tell her ALL the things. Let her know how much you love her and she influenced your life.
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: JAGStorm
I’ve lost another member of my family to pancreatic cancer. It happened so fast we were not prepared...
For those that have gone through this, what advice do you have for me. My mind is cloudy and I know I am not thinking clearly.
What do you regret, what do you wish you would have done.?????
You’re always welcome here. You made this what it is. Long time now have I followed your true words and thorough lines of thought.
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: JAGStorm
Can I just say that it's weird, yet oddly comforting that I can share some of these feelings on here.
originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: chr0naut
Damn. I hate cancer. It took my son.
So sorry to hear that.
My mom is begging me not to wallow in sorrow, she says she is old and has lived a full life.
I feel utterly selfish for not being able to imagine my life without her.
I’ve talked to her almost every day for the last few decades.
My heart is hurting so bad.