Rant for Singles

a reply to: KnightLight

and u are waiting for what?

I slept 36hours less than u can u imagine?

u are my first!

., reason to stay up

I can't imagine..
My screen is sliding down and stuff.

I'm a zombie..

The picture isn't what you think..

a reply to: KnightLight

do u think I am capable to think about what the pic is about ?

I don't even know why are we talking about pictures

a reply to: MimiSia

I don't know actually, wait no I said something about picture.

don't trick me not fair.

a reply to: KnightLight

# I never laughed so hard
don't u love it than only one person in 7.5 bill of people just understood u

I don't know about u but yeah
omg #in hilarious
u are my first dude

ok why am I writing here
ok the fb didn't load
can u hurry up just send it to my inbox in the other spot
before my brain crashes ok
it just happened I am back again but maybe only for a last smoke then u know what happen to my soul

a reply to: MimiSia

Upon vaporous paths,
Through misty skies,
Souls may roam,
From time to time,
On highways shimmering,
Through the clouds,
On pinions of potential,
Free of flesh can they be found.

originally posted by: MimiSia
a reply to: StratosFear

Yeh, the lame stuff you guys think its cool

cars- u act like kids
Xbox-c24h and u still don't have enoug?
startrack- Jesus don't get me started

Not sure I`d disagree about the second two but yeah cars and aviation stuff has me turned back into a 7 year old little boy every time. But that enthusiasm has earned me a nice career as a mechanic and opened up many interesting doors.

I think a lot of what my Exs thought was super important as lame, but to do my part in it I at least tried to get into what they liked. Many times I got dragged to clothing stores to spend seven hours trying on cloths I didn't like, discussing 30 different shades of white for wall paint that ended up being blue anyways, and attempted to eat vegan food. Yoga honestly wasn't that bad. But not in a group, to me it defeats the purpose.

a reply to: TrueBrit

ok I share some poems I have written

i see me burn with ur words
and it all seemed too much
I saw u come, I saw ur stand 
Never say never I told myself
I stand against it again
staying where things 
don't come to end
I need to numb this pain
I was not designed to
walk this road alone
To fight me all along
to keep you of my mind
you have to go away
I have to stay behind 
I stand firm
in this house of sand 
I want to stay and 
play inside forget the pain
it is only me
I feel like a fool but
standing on that glass roof
I feel free
It is only I who can walk
me home.

a reply to: TrueBrit

I am not afraid of heights I am afraid of falling.
I am not afraid of darkness I am afraid of what's in it. I stood for thousand years and have never lost my momentum
I am not afraid of today now I am afraid of tomorrow 
I am afraid of loosing you and you not even mine

a reply to: TrueBrit

I love 3am and you -so vivid. raping your sleep. night by night. it has become so simple to enter your space all it takes it's a deal with the devil.. you-till dawn in exchange for dreams. every piece of your skin every breath. the silence of the night -I have all of you only to myself- no one to be on your mind. only you in me

a reply to: TrueBrit

next is 18+


How do you come to the place you come to without the person who came there with you. 
I will get your body flooded and break your mind apart with my definition of orgasmic. Your six sense will come alive and you can only pray for your acquired retention. Because I would do things to you only a killer does to his victim. Despite your plea I know what you need. 
But I am awake enough to know you come to the place you come to without me 

But if u came here with me.. I will place my hands on you... and my lips are covering and silencing your heart beat to a space unknown to you now ..go crazy when u let me inside
I will make ur whole being tremble. Allow me my passage.

I have no limits I am bottomless and unstoppable
I don't know you or us but I know your every leap forward would accelerate everything within me and I will take you to a place beyond any known moment experienced by man. 

a reply to: MimiSia

Damn

That was one of my favorite things I have ever read.

no sleep on the fourth day.
no way in hell am I waiting till the 7th.


Something I wrote when I was I


It's the whoever that whatever
should endeavor, like never, before
because the door, is closing...
not choosing is a choice not sewing
your knowing into existence
with no resistance, what do you expect?
Your mind unused
your purpose is fused to those who chose, and used, but you froze
Come with me now, while time is still now
Let's make life beautiful some how

a reply to: KnightLight

ok just to be clear
this chat with knightlight

he is the first person I know stayed up for 4days straight
I was sharing the dilusional experience u have when u stay up for so long

i stayed up even longer to see what he will experience next
all this natural hallucinations are amusing to me

I retread what we chatted here and it sounds weird
ok next .

a reply to: MimiSia

haha..

I wish more people were awake.. Like truBrit.
I want to see what he says.
And also maybe he would write more too?

Think I'm getting my 13th Wind.

a reply to: KnightLight

Morning everyone!

Mighty is the Chaos strain,
Emerging from the nether plane,
Around which entropy revolves,
An age of bloody torment,
Skies filled with dark portent,
Under which this organism evolves,
From form to form,
Stagnation scorned,
Ever changing and never at rest,
From strength to strength,
Without relent,
Ready for the next mortal test,
From ages lost,
And at all costs,
To futures yet unseen,
The Chaos strain is yet strong,
The masses in this gathered throng,
Issued from a pool unclean.

a reply to: TrueBrit

the pool unclean it's treasures unseen
Deep depth of Darkness.
Swallows like the Night.
The morning Sun.

Good Morning TruBrit.

a reply to: KnightLight

Have you had any sleep yet KnightLight?

I only ask, because having had large chunks of my mid teens to early twenties consumed by insomnia, I know precisely how much damage a prolonged period of sleeplessness can do to an otherwise functional set of synapses, and would be very sad to see the worst possible effects of the same befall you.

originally posted by: TrueBrit
a reply to: KnightLight

Have you had any sleep yet KnightLight?

I have not slept.
And trust me I can feel it, and I want to sleep..
not like I'm drinking any caffeine or anything like that.

Any information you have would be interesting.

I used to have insomnia. This is not that feeling.
Insomnia would make my brain be so dead by now
I wouldn't be able to spell or think.

dunno

a reply to: KnightLight

Insomnia has many faces KnightLight.

When I had it, I used to stay up all night reading books, writing poetry, or drawing in my notebook. Yes, my eyes were grainy, and I DESPERATELY needed to sleep, but at the same time, my mind felt like it was on overdrive. I would get about six hours sleep total, within a week during that period, mostly on a Saturday night, into Sunday morning.

The thing is, this situation is actually quite dangerous to be in, because it means that your mind is producing chemicals at the wrong time, stimulating a mind which should have been rendered into replenishing and healing sleep. Having the neurochemicals associated with wakeful cogitation flooding your brain for prolonged periods, can induce more than mere delusions and hallucinations on a temporary basis, but can also result in full blown psychosis in some cases, depending on the genetic, environmental, and psychological factors acting on the person involved.

Although I do not wish to alarm you over much, I should state that in my view, the best thing to do would be to consult a medical professional if you find yourself unable to climb down and sleep. This kind of insomnia can be the result of neurochemical imbalances which themselves can be indicators of other, sometimes serious neurophysical, or sometimes glandular problems in the offing, so it is really worth getting some professional advice about the situation, rather than just soldiering on.