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Originally posted by SFlowers
reply to post by ChaosMagician
No, not desperation xD I'm a little bi-curious...
I have to say curious as opposed to sexual because I have never actually had a relationship with a girl.
Actually, I've just never had a serious relationship :|
Originally posted by davespanners
reply to post by OldHand
Surely thats not really a fair test as you could just change it depending on the answer given
Originally posted by SFlowers
reply to post by ChaosMagician
Nah, I think she signed off....
I am a female, had boyfriends, never a girlfriend. Part of the reason being because I am young (as in, just out of high school) and quite shy, and also the fact that I am a Christian and lived in the south during my high school years, where I was pressured by a very overbearing, conservative-baptist aunt.
edit: And her entire church.edit on 12/14/2010 by SFlowers because: (no reason given)
Mhmmmm..... I can't lead you from this.... not now. What have you been running from? If it wasn't for this sight, the few remaining people I met here... I fear I would still be running. Are you running from a selfish act of knowledge? Mhmm.... all I know is this described me...what does it say to you? Crystal eyes of sorrow... a path that cannot be turned away from..... and the crystal eyes shall rain down tears of blood..... Look deep. I think this too might apply to you.
Originally posted by midicon
reply to post by Rishiana
Hi Rishiana,
Have you thought about this cutting off of the hand thing?
It may be important to you, perhaps your unconscious is telling you something.
Which hand may be relevant, remember each hand represents the opposite side.
Of course you may have already thought of this, I just found it interesting.
My home-style decorating style, well at least my walls are all white.
I hang colours upon them. Some are primary, some are soft.
When I write, I never analyze, something within me just gives it out.
Or calls to me, the self calls to me...and I recognize her.
She is my love, my inspiration…and my dearest friend.
I write about her in metaphor…hidden from view…in plain sight.
And people respond unconsciously…does that make sense?
And I do not perceive this reality as all fake, I see it as…
Beautiful, magical and mysterious…
And my Sufi friends touch me, and say, ‘you have a light’
And the ‘strongest aura of all’…but what does that mean…really?
And my Wiccan friends say ‘you have great knowledge’
When I really know nothing at all
And my enlightened friends say ‘you have something…a quality’
But I have nothing Rishiana and I tell them so.
Not so long ago…I called upon my niece…to see her new apartment,
And an old lady…that lives upstairs…said to her later,
‘That man is so kind’ and yet…she never even met me.
And not so long ago…I was coming home…late in the evening.
There was a cool breeze…that filled the air, with a soft whisper.
I called into a little corner shop…where two women were serving.
One young, one old…mother and daughter,
And the older one said ‘you have a glow’…and I smiled self effacingly,
And the younger one said ‘no you do, but it’s nice’…
But what does that mean… really?
And you say Rishiana…who did this to you, was it a he, or a she?
And I say ‘no one…I did it all to myself’
Sometimes I could weep for myself.
Not so long ago Rishiana, something touched me, or I touched something
I can’t say which…and I have been running ever since.
The world of the self can be beautiful and beguiling, but…
It can also be overwhelming and overpowering.
My old friend Jung once described the self as…among other things,
Fickle, capricious, moody and bitchy…how I love those words.
Well my psychic friend, give me a reading.
Tell me where I am.
Midicon
Mhmmm I really wouldn't be able to tell you exactly. But I know I can tell you this much. With a negative attitude never. That, or perhaps you need to gain more... experience? I'm beginning to see that might be the main reason. Of course, don't rely on this reading, as I tell most everyone here. I'm not always perfect.
Originally posted by SFlowers
I'm with first poster. When will I get a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Because this is just getting ridiculous.
Originally posted by SFlowers
reply to post by ChaosMagician
Well we will be two of a kind when I reach thirty-five and have not had a date since I was fourteen.
I should probably leave the house if I want companionship...
All I got was a vision of graffitti like flower painting >,>
Originally posted by davespanners
I'm trying to think of a single thing about myself that I haven't already posted on here at some point.
Hmmm lets see.
Can you see what is painted around the front door of my house?
Why do I want to say G? Then again... even if I am right you could just spite me and post the other thing. Heh... not much of a question here really.
Originally posted by OldHand
I will post a photo tomorrow around midnight EST
which one will it be?
A:dog
B:baby
C:tree
D:corona
E:pills
F:grass
G:screen shot of this page as off 1:26 am EST
H:a birthday
I:train derailment
J:beauty salon
K:the TSA
L:ASDF keyboard
m:angry birds
Originally posted by Rishiana
Why do I want to say G? Then again... even if I am right you could just spite me and post the other thing. Heh... not much of a question here really.
Originally posted by OldHand
I will post a photo tomorrow around midnight EST
which one will it be?
A:dog
B:baby
C:tree
D:corona
E:pills
F:grass
G:screen shot of this page as off 1:26 am EST
H:a birthday
I:train derailment
J:beauty salon
K:the TSA
L:ASDF keyboard
m:angry birds