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dominicus
reply to post by Specimen
Which was where I screwed myself, considering I over monitored my own thoughts, and then one thing, to another.
In the Mahasi Method, "over monitoring" your own thoughts, helps to produce a hyper awareness and awakening/shifting into Pure Awareness (also a goal in Zazen).
I can see how someone could freak out about being in Hyper Awakened Awareness and perhaps mistakenly label it as "over monitoring." (Not saying this is was your case, but if very well could be)
That's what I did, used the Method, went into Hyper Awareness, and the ego/mind (which is not me because I am the Hyper Awareness that is aware of the Mind), tricked me by saying, "Oh now you've done it, this new awakened state of consciousness is way too much to handle, better leave this alone for now.......
But that's a trick. That is who we are, and when Awakened, its the best way to live life because then you are one step away from Merging with Absolute Reality.
Hi Dom, when i sit in meditation, do i need to keep noting that im sitting or just note once?
Your mind may wander elsewhere while you are noting the abdominal movement. This must also be noted by mentally saying `wandering, wandering.' When this has been noted once or twice, the mind stops wandering, in which case you go back to noting the rising and falling of the abdomen. If the mind reaches somewhere, note as `reaching, reaching.' Then go back to the rising and falling of the abdomen.
Been trying to do this for about 5 days What a learning experiance this is. I find it odd that I am making these kind of unconscious decisions that I don't understand or agree with in this state
Should I be honing in on that cleare state for decisions?
This source seems so core to my self yet I know not where it's decisions come from Like an infinite well
It's feels like both sides are areas out of my control Accept I feel asleep when I defer to the egoic mind stream and awake when in the bottomless ocean consciousness
It seems as though I am attracting more powerful connections now like this thread and the Ubuntu movement
This seems overwhelming
and it is easier to go back asleep but now that I have come out of that cave it feels like a prision
silent thunder
We are already inherently enlightened. It is the fundamental ground of our being, and the interconnectedness of the universe.
Some folks need to sit in a cave chanting or being aware of their breath for 20 years to realize it. Others instinctively know even if they've never heard the word "enlightenment."
Why? Who knows?
Personally I think the fastest way to enlightenment is to not care about being enlightened.
dominicus
Some who are ripe for it, merely hear a Koan, and in an instant, merge/uncover permanent Enlightenment. To say you need a lifetime in a monastery is just more projections from a status quo.
I think this post says it all.
We are already inherently enlightened. It is the fundamental ground of our being, and the interconnectedness of the universe.
"Personally I think the fastest way to enlightenment is to not care about being enlightened. "
And I think you would agree.
When one is ripe it will happen and not before. Awakenings happen a lot without even knowing what it is. Eckhart Tolle awoke and did not know what it was that had happened, he had suffered extreme distress, anxiety, depression and one morning he woke up and it was gone and everything was wonderful. He did not seek enlightenment - he gave up, surrendered.
Looking for enlightenment is seeking and enlightenment is the end of the seeking and the seeker. Seek that which is seeking.
Yet you are all looking for something. So when you find nothing will it be enough?
satnam
I have been seeking for some time.
After a break from reality in 2007 where I discovered the world was not what we were told, I began attracting truth and new age spiritual development.
I began finding truth everywhere but it was on an expansion from conspiracies.
I tested and achieved some amazing things like 4th 5h dimension consciousness, telekinesis, telepathy, etc at my amazement the core requirement was pure intention and no expectations.
I discovered kundalini yoga, chi gong, channeling etc all of which have been causing a change in me. And I have worked on some eckheart tolle and Allan watts material. Excellent short term effects, not much lasting.
So I have been seeking for some time and feel this as a passionate pursuit of the heart. I am driven to find an answer.
Funny thing happened to me on Sunday. When I noted in the morning I discovered there was nothing to note. I was caught off guard surely there must be something but there was nothing. Pure and calm. Nothing worried me, all thinking of past and future felt trivial and irrelevant. Every choice flowed effortlessly focusing on joy and love. I thought something was wrong . I had to actively remember my prev habits as they were not presenting automatically and with each of them I found myself asking is this really wat I want? And it lasted most of the day I began to realize you are on to something here
satnam
Funny thing happened to me on Sunday. When I noted in the morning I discovered there was nothing to note. I was caught off guard surely there must be something but there was nothing. Pure and calm. Nothing worried me, all thinking of past and future felt trivial and irrelevant. Every choice flowed effortlessly focusing on joy and love.
I thought something was wrong . I had to actively remember my prev habits as they were not presenting automatically and with each of them I found myself asking is this really wat I want?
Itisnowagain
reply to post by satnam
satnam
Funny thing happened to me on Sunday. When I noted in the morning I discovered there was nothing to note. I was caught off guard surely there must be something but there was nothing. Pure and calm. Nothing worried me, all thinking of past and future felt trivial and irrelevant. Every choice flowed effortlessly focusing on joy and love.
This sounds amazing yet........ a thought arose.
I thought something was wrong . I had to actively remember my prev habits as they were not presenting automatically and with each of them I found myself asking is this really wat I want?
The thinking, reasoning, mind will not like it and will jump up and down - it is that which is the stress, it has scared you. Did you not enjoy the day that you found nothing? Pure and calm.
The realization of nothing is wonderful. Nothing is eternal whereas things are transitory.
Thoughts and sensations will appear and disappear in the space that you are.
Know thyself as the entire space inclusive of all that is appearing.edit on 17-10-2013 by Itisnowagain because: (no reason given)
satnam
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The question I was asking myself on sunday was what is missing. All of my habits were not automatically popping up in my mind. I wondered if something had gone wrong, and to return to a state of normalcy I choose to re-introduce my prev patterns. The interesting thing was I had to choose to bring them back, where as before, those paterns were imposed or agiven.
I wasn't anticapating this, and wandered if this was expected. It seems as though it was.
Now I am in that state most of the time after I begin noting. The note seems to disolve the thought from its mind form into its precursive state. Without defining the thought I know it, and it seems if I let my mind define it, much of the conetent of the thought does not come out.
I very much appreciate your feedback, this is invaluable. Please please please be here for when I am through the 15 days as I feel a little like I have just wondered onto a path which has no road to follow (that used to be my egoic mind)
Most of my thoughts are originating in their precursive thought form, sort of like when you are walking you do not think every actin in detail it simply flows through you. As I am used to the egoic analysis, I am not adept at precursive analysis. Being in the flow feels a bit like flying.
When you have sat meditating for long, sensations of stiffness and heat will arise in your body. These are to be noted carefully too. Similarly with sensations of pain and tiredness. All of these sensations are dukkhavedana (feeling of unsatisfactoriness) and noting them is vedananupassana. Failure or omission to note these sensations makes you think, ``I am stiff, I am feeling hot, I am in pain. I was all right a moment ago. Now I am uneasy with these unpleasant sensations.'' The identification of these sensations with the ego is mistaken. There is really no `I' involved, only a succession of one new unpleasant sensation after another.
is the consciousness like a movie played inside this space? I kinda sense this space since last week. everything seen through these eyes feels like fake. but doubt appears stronger when i was almost convinced.
Thus, with every act of noting, the yogi will come to know for himself clearly that there are only this material quality which is the object of awareness or attention and the mental quality that makes a note of it. This discriminating knowledge is called namarupa-pariccheda-nana, the beginning of the vipassana-nana. It is important to gain this knowledge correctly. This will be succeeded, as the yogi goes on, by the knowledge that distinguishes between the cause and its effect, which knowledge is called paccayapariggaha-nana.
Next, the yogi will become convinced that all these psycho-physical phenomena are occurring of their own accord, following nobody's will and subject to nobody's control. They constitute no individual or ego-entity. This realisation is anattanupassana-nana.
i notice this yesterday feels like there's no voice in head when trying to note for like 2-3 seconds, the noting voice doesnt want to come up. it just feels like energy inside head.
satnam
I very much appreciate your feedback, this is invaluable.
Please please please be here for when I am through the 15 days as I feel a little like I have just wondered onto a path which has no road to follow (that used to be my egoic mind).
Most of my thoughts are originating in their precursive thought form, sort of like when you are walking you do not think every actin in detail it simply flows through you. As I am used to the egoic analysis, I am not adept at precursive analysis. Being in the flow feels a bit like flying.
dodol
Know thyself as the entire space inclusive of all that is appearing.
is the consciousness like a movie played inside this space?
I kinda sense this space since last week.
everything seen through these eyes feels like fake.
but doubt appears stronger when i was almost convinced.