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dominicus
I'm not fully realized, since there are only glimpses of what is prior to the nondual state, and not a permanent establishment in that like what many speak of. That's a flowering that happens in its own time in within certain parameters.
Thoughts happen, feelings happen and emotions happen. It appears that there is a 'you' they happen to and that 'you' doesn't want them. That right there is the suffering - the human condition.
Thank you. It happened here prior to any knowing of the word. The contrast was obvious yet I had no idea what it was - the separation dissolved. It is indescribable.
There is still seeking there! You seek in India and in books
and write about how to achieve 'enlightenment'.
Question your current state if you really think its final and the end.
dominicus
If I had a billion dollars I'd bet it all that there's more and something prior to what you experience now.
Seeking a certain 'state' is seeking.
All is just happening as it does - nothing 'needs to happen'.
Where is the freedom if one is looking for more than what is actually happening?
Putting expectations and goals on life is not freedom - it imprisons everything.
Itisnowagain
dominicus
If I had a billion dollars I'd bet it all that there's more and something prior to what you experience now.
I am not experiencing anything - there is no me to experience - there is just what is happening.
dominicus
Itisnowagain
dominicus
If I had a billion dollars I'd bet it all that there's more and something prior to what you experience now.
I am not experiencing anything - there is no me to experience - there is just what is happening.
There is still something prior to "just what is happening"......is there awareness of that or not?
Have you compared this "no me & only what is happening state" to a variety of notes, maps, blueprints, and what others have to say about it?
Actually..........just forget it. Be as you are, believe what you want, no need for anything, no questioning, no checking, no comparing, nothing further to do. The nondual stupor continues..........edit on 8-3-2014 by dominicus because: (no reason given)edit on 8-3-2014 by dominicus because: (no reason given)
Itisnowagain
dominicus
Itisnowagain
dominicus
If I had a billion dollars I'd bet it all that there's more and something prior to what you experience now.
I am not experiencing anything - there is no me to experience - there is just what is happening.
There is still something prior to "just what is happening"......is there awareness of that or not?
Have you compared this "no me & only what is happening state" to a variety of notes, maps, blueprints, and what others have to say about it?
Actually..........just forget it. Be as you are, believe what you want, no need for anything, no questioning, no checking, no comparing, nothing further to do. The nondual stupor continues..........edit on 8-3-2014 by dominicus because: (no reason given)edit on 8-3-2014 by dominicus because: (no reason given)
Ha, ha, ha, ha.
Keep thinking you know more and keep teaching ignorance. And call it non dual stupor if it makes you feel better.
Itisnowagain
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I am not seeking anything to make anything better - do you get it?
I am not teaching anything either!edit on 8-3-2014 by Itisnowagain because: (no reason given)
dominicus
Itisnowagain
reply to post by dominicus
I am not seeking anything to make anything better - do you get it?
I am not teaching anything either!edit on 8-3-2014 by Itisnowagain because: (no reason given)
sure. carry on.
though your need to post on ats via pointers & reply to me, shows me all I need to see.
Itisnowagain
What is it you are all looking to find?
What is at the end of all this searching?
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dominicus
Itisnowagain
reply to post by dominicus
I am not seeking anything to make anything better - do you get it?
I am not teaching anything either!edit on 8-3-2014 by Itisnowagain because: (no reason given)
sure. carry on.
though your need to post on ats via pointers & reply to me, shows me all I need to see.
Expression and writing happens.
The question originally was to no one in particular.
Itisnowagain
What is it you are all looking to find?
What is at the end of all this searching?
dominicus
Just an opinion: IF I was you, I would forget doing the prelims for years and years and just break through into it whichever way is fastest. Considering time is short and one of the teachers I came across who is fully enlightened pounded into my head the idea of "Honoring Time."
One more point: This practice of training the heart is very important in that it forms the source of all goodness and merit; and whatever is the source of goodness and merit deserves special care and attention. The heart is a vessel for all that is good. When the heart is pure, any meritorious actions you may perform externally will truly foster happiness. External merit is like a tasty curry. If it's served in a filthy dish, then even though the curry may be delicious, the person eating it won't want to eat his fill because of the filth. But if the dish is clean and the curry delicious, the person eating is likely to eat with confidence to his heart's content. In the same way, if the heart is clean, it will find itself attracted to performing externally meritorious actions. It will always be ready to make sacrifices, because in every case it will taste the nourishment of its goodness.
Not only that, a clean heart also forms the path for release from stress and suffering, leading ultimately to nibbāna. Those who are to reach the paths (magga) and fruitions (phala) leading to nibbāna will do so by way of the heart. If the heart isn't trained, then no matter how much external goodness you may have, you won't be able to reach nibbāna. Nibbāna can be attained only by training the heart in the practice of virtue, concentration, and discernment. Virtue forms the basis for concentration; concentration, the basis for discernment; and discernment, the basis for release. Concentration is especially important because it forms the basis for discernment and intuitive understanding (ñāṇa), which are the crucial factors of the path. You can't do without concentration. If concentration is lacking, you can gain nothing but jumbled thoughts and obsessions, without any sound support.
Concentration is like a nail: and discernment, a hammer. If the nail isn't held firm and straight, the hammer will strike it only hit-or-miss, and the nail will never get through the board. For the heart to penetrate the world and get through to the highest Dhamma, it must take a firm stance in concentration so as to give rise to intuitive understanding. Intuitive understanding can occur only to those who have centered the mind in concentration. As for discernment, it's something we all have, but if it lacks intuitive understanding, it can never get beyond the world.
ust wanted to add something as I noticed you mention that you realize there's still more to learn, etc. I missed pointing this out earlier as well for some reason : anapanasati and satipatthana aren't actually preliminaries, they're complete paths in themselves. I get that you're talking about the fastest way, etc, but those meditations when done enough, and some people can pick them up fairly quickly, can lead all the way to fully waking up.
As a final note, this might be something you like if you ever decide to look at those meditations : www.accesstoinsight.org... Extract from above link :
Itisnowagain
What is it you are all looking to find?
What is at the end of all this searching?
If one is seeking to escape emotions like anger or frustration or any other 'seemingly negative' emotion by becoming 'enlightened' then one is believing a myth