reply to post by AfterInfinity
Well when you put it into that perspective it definitely sounds like I really am to be pitied, but your still not seeing what I am trying to point
out. First off though thanks for elaborating I see where your coming from. Its not that I am stuck with a life of self loathing and subjugation
feeling like I never am anything, its more so an understanding of how low I can be, as well as how great I can be, if I am forgiven for my iniquities
and my shortcomings, then I can only go up, if you will. I do not believe that the human race is just about destruction, that its all meaningless or
that we dont have destinies and legacies, but to ask a further question; If say our lives are there to impact another persons life, to have that
legacy to impact another persons destiny/legacy, then what happens to that person, and the person or people beyond that? What about the greatest
leaders of ancient times, men that lived lives with much more impact than a modern day human could, in what way have they really influenced you? I am
not saying historical figures have no meaning in your life, but rather I would bet those in your life who did have the most meaning would be those
closest to you, family, spouse, etc, those are the ones that really shaped you.
So assuming those in your life that shaped you the most are those who are related to you or friends with you, people who you have intimate
relationships with, yet may not be categorized and historical figures, that means I could agree with you on the same fact that Jesus who I have an
intimate relationship with also has shaped much of my life, yet He is also a historical figure. I feel you may put too much faith into humanity, when
what your really trying to tell me is that you put your faith into the 'good' people that you know, such as said friends and family. Why are Biblical
religions dangerous? For the same reason your belief system is dangerous, and that is it involves 'people'. Religion is the enemy of God. I know your
stuck on the belief that I am a slave who only serves to live another day, but that is incorrect, you see Heaven is a place where you continue to
serve God, so why would that be something anybody would want you might ask? Let me ask you a question, why would you serve anybody in your life that
you care about? Do you consider yourself a slave when you do a favor for a friend?
Did you know serving God is to praise God, and to praise God is to serve God? If you have ever admired the beauty of nature or taken a moment to savor
probably most things in your life you enjoy, you would be praising God. Heaven is like this, it is a further discovering and praising of God through
the exploration and enjoyment of His creation, imagine someone so infinite that it would take an eternity to explore every angle of their personality
and wonder? I know it doesn't make sense to you because you see it as a give and take relationship, you cant let go of your humanity and your sense of
something for something. I dont live my life feeling guilt or regret, or feeling ineptitude, thats your perception of me, I live my life with the
ability to acknowledge my deepest flaws, something most people are incapable of doing.
You may not know this, but just as you accuse me of living a life of subjugation, so also do you. You serve man and you serve them by living for them
and putting forth your legacy and whatnot out there. Your life does mean something, but to who does it mean? It can be both you know, God and man,
there is no trade off, seems as though you think you either live for man, or you isolate yourself in a world of guilt and serve an invisible fairy
tale, its not true. life is to be savored and enjoyed, which is why there are alot of guidelines in the Bible about how to live your life, most people
think those guidelines are to keep one from having 'fun' but thats not true, they are there so you can live life to the fullest without getting
yourself stuck in a rut.
I am sorry I do not post with such elegance as yours, if I missed any of your points I will answer them in the next post, but I do appreciate your
replies, its very rare that we can discuss such manners in a polite way, I respect that in you. : )
edit on 5/3/13 by honested3 because: an
attempt at proper grammar