Proof that I am not Human nor can Inhabit this World

reply to post by Three


Welcome to the desert of the real.

YOU ARE in this desert and you are THIRSTY. listen to all these rude bastards. Talk to a Psychologist, talk to a Priest or a Monk, get out of your head and talk, people can help, trust us.

You can lead a Three to water but you've got to realise you're thirsty before you'll let yourself drink.

Really it sounds like you are nearing or are in a pitfall of spiritual depression. you need some love&light drink mother#er drink.

1. Say something
2. Pre-conceive and assume what everybody will say
3. Further get defensive on that notion

Other than that format of your post, I do agree with most points you made. You were just asking for people to jump on this post by expanding on it more than once is all.

I don't know what was done to our bodies and minds over the generations of poverty, disease, mental deterioration, toxic foods, scattering of truths amongst several lies, but I feel you. I don't work out with the world often. I've spent enough time out in it, enjoying it, working for years, and much time alone for months at a time.

My spiritual journey and awareness of certain things has sort of stippled certain aspects of my life. Things are the same, but they aren't. The awareness creates a dull bass of consciousness aimed at the sheer reality we oppose out of fear. These thoughts flash often now, and I call it pure reality, which can mostly be depressive in nature. Everybody else seems to walking at the tick of routine, drowning out real truths and allowing the enslavement to continue.

As a kid I'd say that I would go to Mars if given the chance just to get out of here alone, but a near-death experience made me see my real self, and made me drown in empathy towards my loved ones, and fear of losing all of them and fading to black alone, so since that I don't feel like I want a spot to Mars, though I do want this reality to ascend or shift from it's state.

reply to post by Three


I think you are searching for counseling in an inappropriate place. Sounds like your looking for validation more than searching for answers.

When you mention something and then say but I don't want to talk about that, that is exactly what you do wish to talk about.

Originally posted by Three
reply to post by miss_sky

 

You're one of the only people I care to converse with on this topic. SO many other people here are just being rude, insulting, judgmental drones. I don't care to give them any replies at all. What are some things you've noticed about yourself specifically that have you feeling similar or the same? (:

Pity its a Discussion website...you know...where we discuss things and all...


If you want a pulpit or a soapbox, then maybe start your own blog and go for gold...

...duplicate...

reply to post by Three


You are like a bird on my window sill. If I sit real still, you'll sit there and sing. But if I move, you are gone in an instant of fluttering wings. Sorry about the abuse thing. Shame on whomever is doing that stuff. Whenever I feel like flying away i listen to this:

I get this and I totally understand how you feel. I am not from here either.

I do not need proof or need to show anyone proof of who or what I am because I know what I am. I am just trying to figure out why I have been placed here... I'm sure in time this will come.

All these negative and sarcastic comments especially the comments suggesting that you are depressed or mentally ill are just typical of an earth being. It makes me sad that they feel the need to rationalise everything that they can not understand with negativity.

I wish you well on your journey

When I read the post the words mental illness sprang straight into my head and if you look at my sig you will see I have a little bit of knowledge of that area.

I'm not trying to be detrimental about you poster, I'm simply saying what I felt as I read it from my experience. At the depths of my depression I also wished for super powers, I'd actually sit there hoping I could move things with my mind, wished I could fly, wished I could be more special than others.

Sadly it was my mind simply imploding on itself, abusing the frailty I felt and turning the screw.

The mind is a horrendous enemy when you have mental illness, it will strike and you and feed off your problems, I'd unconsciously notice things that then were used to attack my feelings.

I can only but ask you to take a chance on me and seek a chat with a proper person in that field, from the desire to leave this realm I see bad things going on in your mind, so please take have at try for me. I still joke about wanting powers but in a light playful way, who would not want them and to be able to help us survive but its just playful thinking while my feet are lodged firmly in reality, you have to discover the same footing.

reply to post by Three


From the sounds of it your very very young. being asexual does not make you not human. LOL But from the sounds of it you really need a reality check. Only thinking 1 week out shows me you got to be very very young. bills are due once a month in most cases.

"I need opportunities such as having extremely supernatural abilities. I NEED a significance great enough to make change that no one has ever made in known recorded history." Yeah everyone wants to be superman. Open your eyes. Wake up Alice your still in wonderland

""Birth School Work Death" is the phrase I've seen that seems to describe how I view life in the reality" live a little man. your live is depressing make a change there is so much more in between what you listed love, friendship, family plus a crap ton of others. Again open your eyes...

"I need a life with no 'time limit'. I can not have have 'expectation of my end'" it really sounds like you are having alot of issues. you talk like a really depressed person but yet you state you want to live forever? u would want to see your loved ones and family and kids pass on wile you live on forever? i could not deal with that i hope i pass before anyone of my kids does.. parents are not meant to out live there kids..


"know for a fact that the opportunities in this world are not sufficient for my psychological needs." im not sure how to read this. Is the world going to fast for you and you need it to slow down to learn so to say. Or you feel that everything is easy and boring? im kinda leaning to the 2nd one that you feel smart? if the 2nd in the case that you feel that your that smart then you can make a change you stated that " I NEED a significance great enough to make change that no one has ever made in known recorded history." show us how smart. make due with what you got people do it everyday.. and learn to accept changes that you make even if they say did not go down in history. heck man go volunteer for someplace man. personally i work for habitat for humanity building houses for people who could not afford one. makes me feel good to place a needing family into a home to raise there kids. i suggest try something like habitat im not rich i stay away from cash donations i dont have cash to give but ill give my time and knowledge to help

You are not alone. We are living in a matrix (of sorts) and not in our intended environment. I think that you would get a lot out of reading The Ringing Cedars of Russia series and learning about our true purpose and capabilities.

We are alive during a time when the whole world is living in sin (missing the mark), and living in a way that is backwards from our originally intended purpose.

We were created by God to become better than Him, and we were surrounded by all of the things that would allow us to do that. His creations, which are perfect, sustainable, and perpetual, are surrounding us so that we can learn from them and eventually co-create with Him. The animals, the plants, the earth... They all function together in a symbiotic way, perpetually and for eternity... They are perfect creations.

Man was created in the image of God. We are exactly what God would have wanted to be if he was incarnated in the material world. Therefore, we are the most perfect creations in the entire universe.

But we are living in a era that is completely backwards. We bit into the fruit from the tree of knowledge (so to say) long ago and took the (temporary) path of sin and destruction.

Think about it. How could we ever reach our potential when we surround ourselves with destruction? If we want to become Gods and have superpowers then we need to surround ourselves with God's creations.

We were intended to sleep under the stars and stair out at the infinite universe so that our minds could expand, but instead, we cut down trees (destruction) and put walls around us and a ceiling, so instead of staring at the infinite universe, and living in the sustainable environment that God created for us, we choose to live in an artificial environment, that is unsustainable, and stair at dead and lifeless creations. Look around you and ask yourself, did God create these things that I'm looking at or did Man create this. You will find that all the things that are created by man were created by destroying Gods creations.

Instead of interacting with perpectual, self-sufficient creations (such as animals and plants), we create words, and stair at dead pieces of wood and chunks of plastic and glass with flickering lights that are only real within our minds (books, computers, etc.)

Instead of listening to the sounds of nature, we fill our environment with propaganda telling us what to believe (music, media, etc).

Instead of consuming nutritious food that radiates with life, we consume dead food and kill His creations and then eat them and cover our bodies with them (leather clothes).

Instead of being connected to the earth, we pave over it with concrete, cement and oil, then we wear shoes with rubber soles, and we sleep on beds that are lifted off the ground (and filled with metal coils that were mined from the earth).

We have been tricked into believing that the lives we are living are right, and that our lack of motivation, feelings of depression, and disease symptoms that our bodies experience are normal, but really, they are signs telling us that we are doing something that is wrong, and we die because we have removed ourselves from the only sustainable creation in the universe, His creation.

We have been tricked into trying to think our way to self-actualization, when really, we just need to return to our intended environment (reintegrate with nature.). Budah went into the forest, Jesus went into the dessert, they left the cities (the matrix) and returned as Gods.

You are not an alien my friend, you are a Man (or Woman) and you are perfect. You are awakening faster than others and you are realizing that something is not right. Stay on Earth, we need you, for one day you will become a God and you will be traveling the universe and co-creating worlds that are perfect and that are also filled with perfect creations, and you will be doing this because you were given the greatest tool in the entire universe,your mind. You will overcome the energy of destruction and you will be a co-creator with God, and you and I will be flying around the grand canyon like Superman.

Join me and reintegrate with nature, return to our intended environment.

well i cant say anything prolific to give you any hope for the future but what i can give you is a quote

"Lay down and die or fight to survive and die anyway" - Unknown

On a lighter not from my previous posting, this reminds me of the old Peggy Lee song 'Is that all there is?'

'Fraid so. Yup.

Dems Dat.

(previously had video posted, but, due to mention of some beverage intake in video, I've edited and removed to ensure T&C compliance)

You sound alot like some people i know. they dont desire sex and they arent really satisfied with the things of this world. try reading the Bible. not a phrase or two...but large chunks of it. you will find that many of us are not of this world, but rather in this world. no offense, but on the surface, your post and the feeling you are having are not unique.

Originally posted by Mclaneinc
When I read the post the words mental illness sprang straight into my head and if you look at my sig you will see I have a little bit of knowledge of that area.

I'm not trying to be detrimental about you poster, I'm simply saying what I felt as I read it from my experience. At the depths of my depression I also wished for super powers, I'd actually sit there hoping I could move things with my mind, wished I could fly, wished I could be more special than others.

Sadly it was my mind simply imploding on itself, abusing the frailty I felt and turning the screw.

The mind is a horrendous enemy when you have mental illness, it will strike and you and feed off your problems, I'd unconsciously notice things that then were used to attack my feelings.

I can only but ask you to take a chance on me and seek a chat with a proper person in that field, from the desire to leave this realm I see bad things going on in your mind, so please take have at try for me. I still joke about wanting powers but in a light playful way, who would not want them and to be able to help us survive but its just playful thinking while my feet are lodged firmly in reality, you have to discover the same footing.

However much it pains me to say this, I agree with Mclaneinc on this one OP.

Dear Three,

Your post strikes me of someone suffering from manic depression and harbouring strong suicidal tendencies, with a tangible break from reality to boot.

You want supernatural abilities because you are not satisfied with the real world? You don't have sexual desires? You feel this world is fake?

I'm sorry to break it to you dear but it doesn't get much more real than this, not in this lifetime anyway. You might want to educate yourself a little and try to find a way to not live your life following the rat race, it can be done.. I have done it, but in all the stark reality I can express, you're not going to suddenly get magical powers from sitting on your arse wallowing in self pity posting on a forum which is, by far, visited by loonies and haters.

If you do find yourself at the precipice, think of calling the Samaritans before you take the final step, won't you?

T

reply to post by Three


you took the blue pill didn't you?

Im so very sorry you feel this way. Obviously life isn't treating you well. However realize that the birth, etc work, die thing is kind of a common thing in all things that live on this Earth.

Metal illness can and will prevent you from being a part of this greater design, but it is what happens on this place.

If your unsure of your place and why you are here then let me acknowledge that your not alone, and their are plenty just like you however its not because your an alien/god/etc trapped in a pitiful human body... But because you have had trouble associating with the mundane human life and are engrossed in this firm belief that you somehow are different (I.E better) than everyone else...

No I do not say that lightly, but honestly you honestly think that because you do not have the best life compared to all those rich folk and people with everything that you are somehow not doing it right because your a (insert stuff here) and have no way to know how to act in this world. Bull poop. I am sorry but really your just a want everything for nothing guy. You want life to hand you everything without doing nothing at all. It won't happen. Man (or Woman) up and stop thinking the world is against you.

I know my words are harsh but pretending your just 'different', and thats why you fail is just bull. Get help, and stop thinking your the next Godly thing.