Proof that I am not Human nor can Inhabit this World

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reply to post by Three


Gravity Kills!

literally...

reply to post by Three


Well of course you're human, but if you're thinking like that, it's best to talk to a doctor. You're not going to get any answers from random people on ATS. You should expect 99.9% of it to be ridicule, unless your very new here.

Hey buddy,

I know it seems people are being rude, but that's only because what you describe is not uncommon. It's call "ennui." It's weariness and boredom. It's a human condition. You are human, you are having feelings that many humans have had. Most of them: the want of a higher purpose, the want of special powers, reluctance or inability to look into the future, most people aren't happy with "birth school work death," people aren't as brainwashed as you think. The reason people are being "rude" or "judgmental" is because they've felt this way too at some point or another.

If your thread had been called "This is how I feel, is this normal?" People would still be saying the same things, but in a different, more understanding way. The "not human" thing gets people a little snarky. I know, it's hard to hear that you're not as special as you think you are, but the good news is you share this common experience. You have a connection with a large part of the populous. Thinking you're some higher being or not human is not a good way to make connections with people. Even if it's not for sex, but just for the other affections you might want.

Hang in there. Try to be a little looser, you might think you're being open-minded but you're actually closing yourself off. Talk with people, but don't come at it from an angle of superiority or from a place where you can't hear helpful criticism. You're obviously not alone. People in this thread have said they feel the same as you at this moment and most people have felt this way before.

Flow.

Originally posted by Radekus
reply to post by rwfresh

 

Story time:

Met a Buddhist in my travels, he was locked away with the key in the hands of his tormentors,
they called it religious delirium for doing nothing but drawing Buddhist symbols on paper
out of boredom,I don't know what happened to him, I just remember his anger at his very real
situation and his disillusionment with the reality he now faced. As I have accepted my situation
and adapted instantly to be given freedom as reward, he stayed, denying his current reality
until the very end. I don't know what became of him.

My advice to you, don't go down that hard path of realizing that you too are bound by
this world's many laws. He found out the hard way. When your fate lies in another's hands,
I highly doubt it to be illusion.

Wake up from your slumber and awake into reality,
dreaming too much causes cloudiness when it comes to your vision.

edit on 2-4-2012 by Radekus because: (no reason given)

Really sorry to hear about your friend. Sounds like he died for what he believed in.

How do i awake into Reality? By not going down the road?

I think the road that is often unavoidable is the one where we believe we are what we see bound by this world's many laws. Yes there are laws and there are things seemingly bound by those laws. Are you sure you are what you see bound? How long have you been bound? How long will you be bound?

Fear is natural. You don't have to try and avoid it to make it happen. But it's definitely can happen like that.

reply to post by SaulGoodman

Nice post.

Life is hard. That's why we need each other's wisdom and company.

If there was an escape from reality I think someone would have found it!

Lol. Billions of people have come and gone, ya know!

I honestly think death is the only way out.

That or losing your fear of death and thus... being free, in a matter of speaking.

I think this person feels closed in or limited somehow. Maybe because of failure or sensitivities or an accident or feeling hurt. Something makes them feel heavy and lacking conviction. It's a natural impulse to look for a way out when it starts to get hard to breathe in a room. That room can be life.

Op i really hope there is more to this life than what we see

on this s_hole we call home.I see so many good and honest people

screwed over by the system we call our government.A honest man or woman

can barely scrap by in this world.But the corrupt and evil get buy just fine.

I just do not see how evil keeps getting buy.Not one thing happens to the evil doers.

I have been to the point i considered taking a bullet to the head.But that would be the cowards way out.

One day i hope the tables will get turned and good will prevail.Until then the best i can say is to

keep hope alive in your hart.

reply to post by Three


Let me begin this by saying one thing. You are a liar. You did not prove that you are not human nor did you prove you can not inhabit this world. You actually proved you can inhabit this world. If you couldn't then you would be dead. Since you proved that you can inhabit this world then you have established the reality of it. Since you are real and you live in it then it exists in this reality. Now that the world is real lets work on your humanity.

Since the world is real and you reside in it with billions of other genetically similar people then you are most likely a member of that group. Your appearance is human. You've been to the dr a bunch like everyone else so that means your blood, bones-bless those xrays and your immune system is human. Your parents live in this world and have been to the dr many times so they are human too. Since you are created from them that assures us that you are human. Congratulations! Lets make sure though. Your behavior is fairly typical for conspiracy site members. About two out of every hundred of ourmembers fall into that whiny delusional nutter category. But its human. On to your percieved asexuality. Well guess what, about 1% of the human population are truly asexual. Wow your abnormality confirms your humanity. Just to be sure you should find a girl with daddy issues and low self esteem and knock her up. If you arent human even though everything about you is human then you shouldnt be able to fertilize. Hell if you do knock her up you dont think this is real anywat right? But if its not real then you'll never read this because i dont exist unless imaginary friends can come to life in you funland. You never know you might find you like sex after she pops your cherry. Remember you put the money on the dresser before she gets naked.

In all seriousness get some help. You sound like a total mess if this nonsense in the op is your honest belief. If you dont lime your life and your career then change it. You say there is no job to satisfy you. Thats an ignorant self righteous generalization that you cant prove. You have lived this long without superpowers so clearly you do not need them.

The world is real. You are human. You dont need super powers and you can survive existence in our real world. All of those things you've proven. Now stop whining and do some research and find a career involving something that you are passionate about. Quit your silly griping and go get laid. Get some therapy.

Three,
Been the exact same way since i was 5. Looked at all this and saw that reality is fake and my earth parents arent really my parents. Everyone always looked at me as weird and the black sheep of the family and crazy. But i saw that 99% of the world is crazy and brainwashed, living in the mind and in illusion. I have found others like us, however they simply go through it all wearing masks.

I have refused masks and tell everyone that this is all illusion. I have found home in mystical experiences and remembered that i preexisted prior to earth, so i dont take this place serios. I see how everyone is attached to their own point of view and have had,my own pov destroyed

Only in mysticism, Buddhism, and Nonduality have i found home and detachment and my own asexuality even as a male is completely normal to me. The lusts and longing for release and sexual stimulation that this body has, i see as not my own and for decades have battled w it. I know i am not this body and only in glimpses of enlightenment, fasting, and meditation, have i been able to loosen myself from its grips.

These bodies are like these inefficient, heavy, weak, limited vessels that greatly effect who we really are as sparks of truth. They are genetically limited to 120 years max as scientists have show there to be a genetic on/off switch, the sickness and desease, the requirements for sleep, it all has always felt so unnatural.

The things that everyone else is into, i could care less for. The stereotypical version of what a "man" should be like, aggresive, over sexed, drunk, fights, strong, rich, to me has all been a bunch of b.s. i remember myself in preexistence as being sexless.... as just being.

Im saying i know exactly how you feel, especially w being timeless and the feeling of of having x amount of time to accomplish things as totally unnatural. Plus the school/work/death cycle to me is also utter crap!!!!

The good thing; it goes by really fast!!!!

The bad thing; Many who have come before us and felt exactly the same as us, found the only way out as enlightenment which they say is also a precursor to never having to come back here again. I tend do agree and have made some inroads on that path.

I will do WHATEVER it takes, to never come back to earth again. This realm is madness!!!!

reply to post by Three


Hi there friend,

Having suffered depression and anxiety for the better part of my life (thankfully much better now) I recognize a lot of your symptoms. The are simply a product of your thought process/attitude that you've allowed to develop over a long time.

1. Hoping/Knowing that you are destined for something else - this stems from being unhappy or feeling that you don't belong. You think you can't be happy in this real world so hoping for something better makes you feel better.

2. A-Sexuality - Been there. For years I never felt a desire for sex (as strange a concept as that may be to a lot of people). Because I had depression as I was reaching adulthood it affected me before I started having sex and was a hard thing to remove from my mindset. It can be done however.

3. Feeling like nothing can satisfy you in this world - being depressed means spending a lot of time over analyzing and being acutely introvert. The longer you spend 'in your head' quantifying made-up things means less time you spend in the present moment actually experiencing life. When you spend more time in your head taking wild notions seriously, the less you will be satisfied with real life.

All I can say is that you can't go on the way you are living. When you finally come out the other side of this you'll wonder why you ever allowed yourself to be satisfied with the life your living, the thoughts you allow yourself to have.

You need to be the change the you want to see in the world. Peace

My sarcasm was unwarented.

PW, you just need to accept that you are like us, get out more, take a break from conspiracy sites and read a non fantasy book.

I hope you get better soon, but trying to escape your reality will just further your pain in the long run.

Good luck friend

reply to post by yourmaker


Anything is possible. But that doesn't mean it's right...

I honestly think you should maybe go get some professional help. I'm no expert but it sounds as if you could be suffering from some sort of mental disorder and you might feel much more satisfied if you seek support

reply to post by Three


"I don't care," sounds like a display of emotion??

And your not human, sounds like a conundrum to me.

And 2nd for Adn21's reply to this.

Originally posted by nineix
It's nice to have wants.
Everyone has wants. Welcome to the human race.

It's nice to have needs.
Everyone has needs. Welcome to the human race again.

Wouldn't it be nice if we all had those magical powers?
Is your need greater than children that get sold into prostitution when they're 9 years old?
Is your need greater than children that starve to death, or get turned into child soldiers, turned into monster killers?

Is your need greater than all the people of the world born into the bondage of poverty with no hope of anything else ever better?

Your needs and wants seem quite selfish, and self centered.

What I need is free and openly available education, housing, and food for everyone on the planet, without reserve, without restriction, without requirement or any precondition.

What I need is for all the petty squabbles and arguments between peoples over land, politics, religion, race, and or economical standing to stop.

What I need is for all of us to get along, with, or without me ever having the satisfaction of seeing it happen.

You should be ashamed of yourself for having such selfish wants when there are so many more people that have greater need and greater want than you will ever know.

edit on 2-4-2012 by nineix because: (no reason given)

I believe this is the direction Human beings are heading in, very well put.

reply to post by Three

Greetings Three.

Chill, Relax, Chillax, the fun has just begun. And I ain't being sarcastic.

Your young, your mind will change, you will change, such is life, you will see.

Originally posted by Atzil321
Sounds to me like you have been Wallowing in Self-Pity so long that you have turned it into depression. Seek some help, you sound genuinely ill...

Hey Dr.Phil why dont you learn how to be sincere, and then someone might care about what you have to say.

reply to post by Three


you need a therapist, not ATS, this is not the place for you to dump your #, this is not a therapy web site

The moment you started your thread you mentioned you were asexual.

And I think all of your thoughts about not belonging here may have to do with that. You feeling like you don't belong or don't fit in this world is normal when you dont have sexual feelings for anybody while everyone around you wants to hump the walking daylights out of someone.

Forgive me if I'm making assumptions, as with more things online, I don't know you or have anymore knowledge of the situation you're in so I'm going to make the assumption that:

Your mind is trying to figure out a way to accept yourself for who you are and to accept the way the world is in general. Some may see you as in desperate need of a doctor, but I think you're just reaching out because you're trying to make sense of it all.

Have you tried looking up asexual groups online? I know there are quite a few of them out there. You're not alone.

reply to post by dominicus


While what you say isn't necessarily wrong, we are ALL here for a purpose. The longer you don't realize and accept it; And evolve with it. Then you will be in this realm of madness for a very long time.