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originally posted by: orionthehunter
a reply to: tinkortwim
Sorry to hear that.
I hope you find a reason to enjoy life again. I see no reason to rush death and I heard that suicide involved breaking a contract.
Your post reminds me of a book I read not that long ago called Saved By the Light. The author or co author died two or three times and went to heaven and I believe a crystal city. The way he described his return to Earth was extremely painful since his body was recovering from being struck by lightning. I appreciated his struggle and sharing the knowledge he gained while back on Earth for the time he has or had. I do not know if he is still alive. Hopefully if you would rather wish you were dead, I hope you aren't in as much pain as the author of the book was. He felt like he had a purpose while he was here though. Maybe you need to seek a purpose.
I once thought most of humanity was going to get wiped out at a moment's notice any year. I believe I still have plenty to do in my life before leaving here. I hope others feel the same way unless they know they are going to die soon.
One of my relatives knows her time here is running out and has downsized to a small residence and already paid for and made funeral arrangements. She discussed her will with me and the executor of her estate for when she passes away. She's even planned on dividing up her furniture and possessions in her house to avoid possible fights between surviving kids. She has beneficiaries set up on all her bank accounts and insurance policies. We could only hope others would take all these or most of these preparations before they pass away. You don't want the government taking everything do you?
I'll never commit suicide. I'm not afraid of death either. I've experienced dying so many times in dreams. What's weird about those dreams is that I'll read in the paper or hear it in the news of the death happening to another person and the exact same way that I died in my dream.
This has happened countless times. At first, I had thought of them to be just coincidences, but after having witnessed about a hundred now, I don't think that its coincidental.
I scared the # out of my mother once by telling her that an earthquake was going to happen a few days from the time of me speaking to her and the magnitude that it was going to be. A few days after discussing it with her, the earthquake happened where I thought it would and the magnitude that it was. Even knew the number of deaths too.
You don't want to hear what I have to say about EBOLA. All I can say is that you cannot trust your government.