Originally posted by xxshadowfaxx
Hey ChaosMagician,
The device is really comfortable to wear, it does not have a tight grip. It is a snug feeling, like the penis is being caressed. It can be worn
24/7. Hygiene is not a problem once you know how to clean it properly, as there are vents along the shaft for air and water. The end is open for
peeing. You really should look into these devices and see how they work. If I am not wearing the device, and I still don't have an orgasm, it
doesn't feel the same. After a few days in the device, I have more energy for everything. It's really weird. If I take the device off, that energy
seems to slow down, as I'm assuming, because the semen stops flowing upwards toward the brain, and starts back down for orgasm. I am only guessing
here, as it's only been 5 weeks of experimentation for me so far. But I can tell you, the last 5 weeks, have been the most productive of my entire
life. It's like I turned into a completely different person. So I may not understand what transmutation is, but I do believe I am experiencing it
with this device. It really makes me wonder how far it can take me. If I feel like this after a mere 5 weeks, what happens in 5 months? 5 years?
Can I unlock parts of the brain that not many people ever use? I don't understand it, but I am certainly going to try and find out, because the last
5 weeks have been an incredible experience.
edit on 24-4-2011 by xxshadowfaxx because: (no reason given)
Well, you did say that you were a virgin of 27 years, which seems pretty patient concerning sexual urges... so perhaps you are simply not an overly
aggressive sex maniac like many people are. This may be a good thing for for you. I'd say just be careful and listen to your body if a great deal of
pressure builds. Perhaps you actually
are experiencing some type of gradual transmutation and with learning that process, I think slow is the
way to go. I just know some devices, can have a potentially negative effect when overused... like that ball clamp I mentioned. They say even tight
pants can decreases sperm count but I think it's the pressure on the balls rather than the penis. Have fun.
I also want to take the time to commend the OP for the patience that they have demonstrated in this thread. Don't get me wrong, I have respect for
those who when faced with excessive negativity resorts to simply pulling out a bigger gun than the opponent, but you fight the battles that are worth
winning, right?
I think some people are simply taking much of this out of context and don't understand that one is capable of generating negative energy within,
which is also connected to the world around you as big cycle and that even chemical reactions of the hormones and neurotransmitters are still
energy... energy that can be transferred and displaced or thoughtfully allocated. Maybe some of them will simply just try it and discover new things
and notice things about their habits that they hadn't noticed before. One also doesn't have to be absolutely 100% correct and scientific in their
statements to make a point or just open dialogue... to share ideas and to learn from others.
I know for a fact that if I masturbate and if I a not centered on love and endearment... for another, for nature, for the pleasures of living, life
itself or anything positive and constructive...such as if I am doing it simply out of boredom or trying to force myself to sleep by wearing myself
out, I might tend to resort to highly perverted thoughts to fill the void that love can fill your heart with and excite the senses. To make a habit
out of such a thing is programming ones self. As actual demon doesn't have to walk into a room and say "oh, look... a person thoughtlessly
masturbating...LUNCHTIME!".... you can create demonic forces within. It may be very gradual but we shape our own lives in many ways. I'm not saying
it is all bad and evil to have some extremely dirty thoughts because there is a very dirty side of nature (for lack of a better word so please no one
come in here saying "it's not dirty if it's nature" because I get it!..it's just a slightly polarized description to make a point, much like the
intensity of the word evil in the thread title is just to show some polarization. I think it simply describes a direction things can take rather than
a comparison to hitler or something)
However, no matter how dirty nature can be, we are meant to progress above the carnal instinct even though we must accept some level of that in a
carnal world. it is part of our evolution to he celestial. I sincerely believe the soul wants to progress to the state where there is a separate but
organized balance of polarization as opposed to chaos constantly cycling in a perpetually torn apart state or complete infite singularity... balance
between the yin and yang express in a life of peace. True harmony between opposite polarizations rather than violent caustic polarizations often found
in less sentient nature and in the extremes of the highly destructive and creative forces in the raw universe. God created this bubble of attempted
safety that we must attune to to achieve that delicate balance and rise above. Is it possible to discipline the carnal perversion while still
accepting it as a part of the sexual process? With love, I think it's worth the effort to find out.. to embody that balance right here in our beings.
If you only accept that this is what sex is, the carnal deviation of purity and nothing else, no discipline (which is why many fantasies incorporate a
defiling of innocence but commonly and dangerously without love)... you might be endangering yourself into contemplating higher extremes in the carnal
mind because sex is an addiction. In the brain it produces the same chemicals that addictive substances do. It's not about *not* giving in to what
the brain and body wants but tempering it into a controlled and peaceful, yet unleashed state... for your own well being and for those around you.
When I direct my energy as love, there are the pure feelings of love but there are also some unrestrained, highly erotic, somewhat dehumanizing
sensations and thoughts that pass... which is ok when your focus is on someone who is understanding of this and accepting of that carnal instinct and
it's shared and consensual and not out of place, not sought for the perversion of it but for the love. it is passing expressions that if solely
pursued by what they can accomplish (facilitating the high of the addiction) then that becomes more of what you are teaching yourself than the
disciplined and understanding state of upholding love. You may not wake up to be a complete pervert the next day when dabbling with loveless thoughts,
but you may lose a part of yourself that over time cannot be regained. The problem is not that sex is a chemical process or solely a physical
expression, it is that it is seldom NOT accompanied by thoughts, fantasies, wishes. It is seldom completely physical.. and *that* as a matter of FACT
are a problem in this world! Sex crime is no uncommon thing. It is far from imaginary. It is CLEARLY a real problem and the fact that more men are
guilty of it than woman is directly tied to the male process of sex. it's not a coincidence. It's not that men's minds have a higher tendency to be
born bad, but their sexual biological expressions are more outward and more aggressively defined in their bodies and whether or not they know it, they
probably fantasize a lot and therefore they are at a risk of spiraling down a degenerative path if they allow their thoughts to spiral into a
predominately loveless state. Everyone is, but I am just pointing out statistics about men. Not picking on them. They are simply commonly known as the
aggressive species and that included aggression in thoughts and a tendency to vehemently hold on the that aggression as a natural state of their
uncomplicated masculinity, which is actually highly complex whether they realize this or not. We are all very highly complex in nature and to
understand and discipline those complexities is putting value into ourselves.
To resist loveless thoughts in the mind doesn't detract from the sexual process and it doesn't hinder it. It merely transforms it into something
more disciplined and more loving. Some just want to stick with what they know and not complicate it with notions they are not even aware they are
thinking about or not thinking about.
anyway... star and flag for the OP for the expression of ideas and the patience they have displayed.