reply to post by jaycen420
well i am here to tell you of my experience.
i suffer from "hyper kinetic" or also called "attention deficit"
since i was very young. i noticed it.
now my parents had never heard of this. and thought
yes he's just a little # and needs a kick up the arse for mis behaving.
yeah sure i got that every day of my life until i left home. most the time i probably deserved it also. being into everything breaking everything.
pulling everything apart.
now the thing is. ADD and ADHD are real. they are a real disorder that is out of the control of the sufferer.
for example. me. i dont have the hyper aspect of it. i am a ginger. and there was some arguments that it was a GINGER disease. lol. anyway i have a
few ginger friends. and a few of them have ADD. and i know 1 guy who is ADHD. now from this, meeting this person. you would think they had some
disorder instantly. the need to be doing something, fiddling,kicking,touching,breaking,talking, invovlved. "NEED FOR ATTENTION". is actually a cry for
stimulation.
now at one point i remember my parents thinking that "attention deficit" meant he wasn't getting enough attention. i was also confused when told this
by the same guidance councilor @ school. told my parents. and my father actually told the guidance councilor. (never forget this ). no he's just a
little # and needs a good kick up the arse to toe the line) so to speak. haha
now because i dont have the hyper aspect i cannot comment on this.
but i see so many people out there that claim they have ADD or ADHD which are clear hoax's and its just ppl who are bored or lazy. where dont get me
wrong. bored and lazy can also be traits of a geniune sufferer of add/adhd
now personally as an ADD sufferer. this is how it goes for me. i am so distracted by whats going on. always. i forget about myself and my own well
being so much. i neglect the "social institutes" to a point where the impact on my health etc has shown me that i neglect and dont get involved
with.
i have never had medication. although i have tried the ritalin and conclude it works. (not without making me feel like a robot).
with me this is what happens, i get extremely focus's or involved or at tentative beyond anyone's means when i am interested in something. if there is
no stimulation or anything to involve me mentally/physically my mind takes control over me and in an instant. i have actually tried and tried and
tried to focus on teh moment it happens to see whats actually going on. but alas i am unable to. i get distracted so easily.
just talking here and typing this message i have been distracted a handful of times but because im "HELLBENT" on getting this post out i am overly
focused and interested so i wont be beat. and thats another thing. add' ppl come across as competitive. its not usually offensive in nature but can be
seen that way. esp if they are deliberate competing for the sake of. most add ppl compete for stimulation. me at school having a perfect anatomy i can
run fast and im extremely flexible and cant put weight on or loose it. im kinda stuck. so i was fast and agile @ school. always picked on but ran
faster. however i could just downright beat most kids. but i used to convince them they had a chance so they actually pushed themselves. then as i
knew that there was a geniune threat of a competator. i would anihilate them .. eg a running race. a arm wrestle etc. something fun. and i admit that
was kinda mean. but hey. had to make my own entertainment
so thats just 1 of my ADD rants. so dont try to tell me ADD doesn't exist. i hate the name and everything that people perceive it to be like. its not.
and its #in crazy. "interesting". but still crazy and chaotic.
now. the ive heard heaps of talk about "its all about your diet".
it is so true. because everything is from the energy in energy out perspective.
could take it further and say its all from the SUNLIGHT you get.
you are what you eat. sure i can eat lots of sugar. it puts me on the slightly hyper side. but im not hyper all the time. sometimes when its a
specific form of stimulation, usually talking. sometimes i get so involved in the conversation and teh topic is "TABOO" or somehow involved in cryptic
or subversive "conspiracies". can effect the people around me and myself. almost like a social anxiety.
edit on 4/4/2011 by Ashyr because: (no
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