reply to post by ripcontrol
Ripcontrol,
First of all, allow me to apologize for losing track of your posts and valid questions in the midst of the flurry that ensued in this thread. You
posed legitimate responses in rational form and I thank you for that. You clearly deserve my attention and seem to be someone that might hear what I
say and apply a rational, critical evaluation of my stance. You have my full attention. I will now address your posts completely and as thoroughly
as I can.
I have never claimed to be FBI. I have danced around that a few times because I didn’t want it to distract from the overall point of my post, which
I will touch on again in summary. Now I feel that I can address it a little more directly; I am NOT FBI. I hope this doesn’t disappoint. Please
keep in mind that there are hundreds of federal law enforcement agencies. I hope you can understand my hesitation to give out too much personal
information in regards to being completely specific in my professional credentials. If that is a point of contention, I apologize.
The cases you point out; I have readily acknowledged that scandal has been a reality in numerous instances across the entire spectrum of law
enforcement. I won’t argue with that.
Your four specific questions:
1. Why should the members here trust me?
How can I really answer that… All I can offer to you is that I am attempting to be as honest and forthcoming as I can be and offer my true personal
opinion about these issues without doing so as a mouthpiece for the larger agency as a whole. Before I took on this job, I was just a normal person
like anybody else on this thread. And I would like to think that that doesn’t change when you take the oath and put on the badge. I am still the
same person I have always been, I member of the same society as everyone here. I am trying to speak to you all on that level to prove that we are
human just like anybody else, prone to respond out personal beliefs and opinions and draw on our total life experiences.
2. The worst case I ever investigated.
Without getting into specifics, I have dealt with numerous investigations involving the trafficking of humans and related smuggling operations. I
think we all understand the reality of the high toll this takes on human life.
3. What was college like for me?
I have a BS in Sociology and my minor is in Criminal Justice. I initially went to college to pursue a career in journalism but a sociology class my
sophomore year changed my mind. From there I had picked out a career path that I thought was going to lead me into a career with the Highway Patrol
in the state I grew up in. During the course of my college career I determined that I would get more satisfaction out of a federal career that would
involve more complex investigations and net the bigger fish higher up the chain, more satisfying that writing tickets and cleaning up after accident
scenes. I was a member and officer of the Phi Sigma Pi national honor fraternity and graduated cum laude. Granted, it wasn’t a prestigious Ivy
League school, but it was from the second largest university in my state. I still maintain contact with the sociology department head from the
university. My senior thesis addressed the sociological circumstances that can lead people to seek out affiliation with gangs and was well
received.
4. How do I treat corrupt LEO’s personally?
To put it bluntly; they are dead to me. I have no use for them and any relationship I may have had with them before their deeds were brought to light
are meaningless since, to me, they were experiences that came under false pretenses. I personally feel that corruption is one of the single largest
detractors from our profession since it can undo any trust we may have been fortunate enough to earn from the public. It makes my job harder. If I
can’t do my job, then I am not serving the public. Corruption within in the ranks is a failure on our part.
To address your final quote, which I think is a great metaphor for professionals in any career, I can only say this: While I don’t try to claim
that I am perfect and that I have never made a mistake or a bad decision, I like to think that I use my own principals to dictate the actions I take
in my life. As I have mentioned before, I have participated in investigations of my peers and subordinates that have led to their termination and
threat of incarceration. I have been promoted, yes, and I have had good assignments. I did not, however, achieve these things by being an as*kisser
or covering for superiors. I have always relied on the strength of my work to represent myself. I take pride in my accomplishments, not for the
rewards that go along with them, but for the personal satisfaction of achieving things on my own that others couldn’t.
My only goal out of all of this is to allow those of us on this forum who are from the law enforcement community the chance to contribute our opinions
without the thread becoming bogged down in hateful rants that derail the entire topic. There will always be those that hold onto their distrust or
dislike for law enforcement, but I don’t think that should keep those LEO’s from being able to contribute their opinions on subject matter on
these forums.
Again, I apologize for not responding to you sooner. You made excellent points and did so fairly and without undue prejudice. No matter what it is,
I will respect your opinion.