A Strange Feeling as of Late...

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Asus is a computer.

These feelings may have more to do about what is going internally than what "forces" the world is dealing with. I humbly ask why if such a big event is coming how come only some "feel" and so many more don't?

Originally posted by amc621
reply to post by Ellie Sagan

 

Asus is a computer.

These feelings may have more to do about what is going internally than what "forces" the world is dealing with. I humbly ask why if such a big event is coming how come only some "feel" and so many more don't?

Honestly, with me it is internal, but I think what is happening is that a LOT of people now are starting to feel more of the internal things. Why now? I think something external is bleeding over into the people who are sensitive to it maybe. Many people are too caught up in intellectualizing things or being sooooo skeptical of such things they have in effect put up a wall between them and the external "forces" or whatever. That may be why so many don't feel anything. Also, I think many people who are very materialistic have no avenue to feel these things. However, I have had 2 very shallow people in my life start feeling and experiencing different things along the lines of what we in the thread have been talking about. I am not the only one either, many others have noticed people behaving differently and sensing different things now.

To me, it seems like a borderline of some sort is being made thinner. It is making people start to realize that there is something to this existence besides just day to day materialistic living.

reply to post by Ellie Sagan


Thank you Falling without any safety nets, I guess it's sort of how I'd imagine skydiving to be. Ooo sorry, yes, Asus is my little laptop, I named it Phoenix on account of how I came about it (sad I know ) I've started taking it around with me now as of yesterday just in case I need it

Originally posted by amc621
reply to post by Ellie Sagan

 

These feelings may have more to do about what is going internally than what "forces" the world is dealing with. I humbly ask why if such a big event is coming how come only some "feel" and so many more don't?

For me personally, it's just going with my instincts more, not just blindly accepting things. I personally don't know if a big event is coming, I just sometimes feel ... like an increase in pressure I suppose, like just before a bubble pops, sorry I'm not very good at getting thoughts to words sometimes It's been like that since I was little.

I don't think I'm "special" not in the slightest, I get on with things, I help people where I can, I'm not perfect, no-one is. I've always been interested in Physics, from the biggest galaxies to the smallest of particles and yet I also am open minded to other things, things we don't know or can't explain. Our science now would be considered magic or witchcraft hundreds of years ago, what's to say in another hundred or so years from now so called paranormal things wont be a part of science?

Every action had a reaction, has an effect on something else, whether it be a chemical reaction or a simple smile at someone. Every single one of us causes effects and ripples on those around us and I think that's brilliant. Sure, one small pebble in a pond/body of water wont cause much of a ripple, but what if that was five pebbles? fifty? five hundred? We're all capable of making a difference, of helping people in our own ways.

Originally posted by Ellie Sagan
To me, it seems like a borderline of some sort is being made thinner. It is making people start to realize that there is something to this existence besides just day to day materialistic living.

Exactly, people need to see that there's more to live than just eat/work/sleep.

But that's just my humble opinion anyway

- Phoenix

Originally posted by spaz490
I can sleep however I feel as if I haven't accomplished a thing when I wake up.
Recently last 4 or 5 days with the exception of last night.
I was having very intense experiences were my third eye and heart chakra would thump loudly. which lead into a vibrating of the left and right temple then to the teeth and on from there to my tongue.

However last night there was nothing aside from the usual sounds.

Input on the intense experiences would be great =)

To theorize I agree with all of the above theories as they all hold water.
I did notice the black figures running from side to side in my perception they disappear quite quick.

Side note--I woke up with the chills this morning not the im cold chills but the chills and they are still hanging around 8 hours later.

edit to add- Pains in the back of the neck left side base of the neck to top of the left side of the head. Like pulling at a ligament or something odd.

[edit on 2-3-2010 by spaz490]

Ok, I was just lurking in here not intending to post anything till I read that last line.

A couple of weeks ago I was sitting on my recliner just relaxing and watching tv. Then out of nowhere I get this intense jolt of energy that went from the bottom of my spine up to my skull. It was the only time in my life that I can recall that happening. It shocked me so much that I had to get up and try to "walk" it off. At that point I notice my legs start tingling and when I tried to walk it felt like I was walking with a pair of Drunk Goggles. I was not drunk in any way (don't drink). So by now I'm starting to freak out. The first thing that came to mind was maybe I was having a stroke or a heart attack. But I'm only 28 and in good health so It couldn't be that. My heart is racing at this point and confusion is taking over. So I forced myself to relax by doing some breathing exercises. After a couple of minutes I began to calm down. That's when I noticed this strange feeling in the back of my head. The only way to describe it is just as you did, it's as if there are ligaments on the left and right side, about in the middle of the back of my skull. It feels as if they are straining or being pulled. There is almost a dull kind of pain. It almost felt as if I made a sudden or quick movement that they would snap. This lasted the rest of the night. When I woke up the next day it was gone. Haven't felt it since.

Now I'm no stranger to Anxiety Attacks, so this very well could have been one.Yet I know for a fact that I was not stressed or thinking of anything stressful. I was just mindlessly zoning out watching tv when it happened. After reading what other people are going through I thought, "wow, what a coinkydink", but when I read that last line of your post I got the chills and had to post my experience. And I've never claimed to be sensitive or pyschic.

Originally posted by amc621
reply to post by Ellie Sagan

 

Asus is a computer.

These feelings may have more to do about what is going internally than what "forces" the world is dealing with. I humbly ask why if such a big event is coming how come only some "feel" and so many more don't?

That is better.


I've asked myself that question for a while, amc. Going through four different shrinks (on my own accord) didn't answer any of my questions, because they said that while I was "eccentric," there was nothing wrong with me. I thought for the longest time that everything that I was feeling was strictly internal. I didn't talk about it to anybody for fear of being made to look like a looney toon. It wasn't until I found ATS in late December of last year that things started to make more sense. I started the thread in March in hopes of finding people that may or may not have felt the same things. I think I was trying to prove to myself that I was crazy for a while, so that at least I would have an answer. Well, 94 pages later, I don't think I'm crazy anymore. Empirical evidence doesn't lie, and I think I can say without a doubt that there are some major, but somewhat subtle changes happening to not only humankind, but our planet, and perhaps the universe as well.

I honestly think that all human beings are capable of some sort of intuitive sense, whether it be earthquake detection, communication with animals, communication with otherworldly beings, and the like. I do believe that at least the earthquake part is a lost trait that was at one time inherent in human beings. Humans were once "animal-like" as well, and as I mentioned in a previous post, most animals know when to cut and run when a natural disaster is coming. As klain mentioned, it is quite interesting that some of our "spidey senses" pop up days or even just hours before an earthquake hits somewhere. Now, I realize that earthquakes happen in all parts of the world just about every day. Most of them go by unnoticed. I do believe that the bigger ones we do feel in some sort of animalistic capacity. It is a lost tool that has been weeded out through millenia of evolution and development.

I don't know how familiar you are with Carl Jung's work, but I would recommend reading "Synchronicity" and any of his works to get a grasp on the collective human consciousness, because it is some very interesting reading.


I think we got off on the wrong start, and maybe I'm misjudging you (I hope I'm not), but I'm extending the proverbial olive branch. I think perhaps you are a truth seeker as well, and maybe by reading and posting with us, you may find that your views change. At the very least, you may be given something to think about.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Hey all, just a quick question. I have been just like everyone here for probably the last 10-15 years of my life. Always feeling like there is much more to everything. I gotta head out for the day and can't post too long but just know that I pretty much relate to every single one of you.

Anyway, to my question, how do you go about talking to people about this? All the people I ever seem to meet and talk to seem to just talk about sports or TV or American Idol or what their preferred political party are up to. I am constantly thinking about spirituality, alien life, conspiracies, well...pretty much everything found here on ATS that we know and love. I find it hard to relate to people talking about these "everyday distractions" that they all seem to love so much...or hide behind.

Maybe they are all thinking the same stuff but just don't know how to begin so they conform to the norm and start conversations talking about their favorite quarterback, I dunno. It's not really fear that they will think I am crazy or whatever, it's more of the fact I just don't really know where to begin to break thru to these people.

All the best,

PureS....

reply to post by Puresilence


You must seek out or create community.

I would suggest frequenting metaphysical shops and book stores, looking for events akin to channeling or yogic practices. When I want to talk about freaky things, I go where the freaks are and usually make a new friend every time.

Not everyone is like that, but I've always insisted on reaching out to complete strangers to remind us all that its okay to meet a new friend for no reason at all.

ATS is a fantastic start, there is a lot of fear about having relations with the people you interact with on the web. I was a member of an online game for a couple weeks, found a group of local people, couple weeks later a couple of us were over at the other guy's house puting tile down in his bathroom to give him a hand.

We're in new times my friends...We're reaching out to that I Am nature of humanity, the notion that each an every one of us is sacred just for being alive and is worth knowing, meeting and loving without conditions.

Isnt that exciting?


Much love and blessings,


-G

reply to post by Puresilence


I had this same problem. To simply put it, I just started to bring it up... to see what they would say. To my surprise, most people Want to talk about it... but feel the same way you do. And all I ever got where questions, I just tell them that it's just a theory ... After you bring it up once you'll see that from that point on, it's usually them coming to you. Kinda like you'll find here nothing but nice people here to talk to along the journey...


On a side note, I don't know how to really take this... But remember how I said something about having a strange feeling about the Shuttle Discovery's last flight.... Well turns out there was a fuel leak and a crack in the external fuel tank. Could you imagine what would have happened if they had missed that... Yea, boom.. I'm not saying that i predicted it, no way can i call that... but it just, adds to the proof in my mind that what we are experiencing is something that no one can comprehend.

Safe travels

reply to post by truthseeker1984


Thanks again! I cannot stress enough how good it feels to know that there are other people out there that feel the same. I told my mother about this forum and she was so happy to know that there are other people that are also aware and awakened to the energies that are buzzing. I will definitely keep visiting these posts.

Originally posted by AngryAngel84
reply to post by truthseeker1984

 

Thanks again! I cannot stress enough how good it feels to know that there are other people out there that feel the same. I told my mother about this forum and she was so happy to know that there are other people that are also aware and awakened to the energies that are buzzing. I will definitely keep visiting these posts.

I'm so glad that you got something out of our thread. If you have the time, I would advise that you go through all 94 pages and just take in some of the gems contained throughout. Some of our ideas are more "out there" than others, but I think you'll find that there is at least some synchronicity going on between all of us. And by all means, tell your mother she is welcome to post her experiences in here as well if she feels that it might help her express some of her concerns or ideas. I'm looking forward to hearing more from you!



Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Hi all,

It has been quite some time since I have posted in this thread. I haven't been checking it much, but coming back I realize how much I have missed keeping up with you guys. Lately, I haven't really had many strange feelings...at least none in the forefront. I have been focusing on the day-to-day, and have allowed myself to become absorbed in it, which is exactly what I don't want to happen. I am still acutely aware that "something" is not quite right, and "something" is going on, but I still have no idea what it is exactly other than the fact that it is going to change everything.

On another note, I have been researching more and more about the metaphysical and "magic", spells, occult, etc. I know some people don't believe in it, but I believe that there is quite in this world and around us that we don't know about or are aware of. I guess I feel like if I understand more about "everything" then I can figure out my part in all of this and how I can help.

Okay, I guess I'm rambling now. I will try my hardest to stop by more often and catch up with you guys. Take care!

oooh guys, hello again!
I'm connected from my house, it was like 1 month of being almost completelly disconnected of everything... you don't know how important is internet till you lose it... really.
Anyway, a lot of things had happened this days. The weirdest was some days ago, when I had a creepy dream... I can't remember it, except for the part of being so frightened up and some guy pulled a metal plate from my head, that was nailed to my head with 4 "nails" that were part of the same plate. In the lowest part of the plate was a very broad cord, like an ATA cable, I woke up screaming and the points in the back of my head where the plate was nailed hurted so much... I touched it, and it pulsed to hard... later, one of my friends (yeah, iamnotfromfbi) touched my head and we discovered I had fourd depressions on my head, in the same point that the plate was... and guess what... those depressions weren't here before...
It still hurts me a little bit, a weird pulse...

Originally posted by Puresilence
Hey all, just a quick question. I have been just like everyone here for probably the last 10-15 years of my life. Always feeling like there is much more to everything. I gotta head out for the day and can't post too long but just know that I pretty much relate to every single one of you.

Anyway, to my question, how do you go about talking to people about this? All the people I ever seem to meet and talk to seem to just talk about sports or TV or American Idol or what their preferred political party are up to. I am constantly thinking about spirituality, alien life, conspiracies, well...pretty much everything found here on ATS that we know and love. I find it hard to relate to people talking about these "everyday distractions" that they all seem to love so much...or hide behind.

Maybe they are all thinking the same stuff but just don't know how to begin so they conform to the norm and start conversations talking about their favorite quarterback, I dunno. It's not really fear that they will think I am crazy or whatever, it's more of the fact I just don't really know where to begin to break thru to these people.

All the best,

Puresilence...

There are many posts of diverse topics put up regularly on ATS. Once you are long enough here, you would be able to see the dots and when you start connecting the dots, you would have seen the bigger picture if not the final frame of what is truly going on with humanity.

Therefore, in order to talk to people around you over such topics without sounding offensive or taken as some deranged lunatic, you need only to find one common subject that they can RELATE to..

For example, if you friends are into science fiction, then start off with literary works and then find a co-relation to introduce a real source that they may relate to science fiction such as UFOs witnessed and photographed.

If you friends are into employment, then listen to them and introduce alternatives mentioned here by several members over such topics in politics, global meltdown, etc. Their debates would have given you and prepared you to face their agreement or opposition, and how to counter them and then let them glimpse the light.

You should not and can never show them the bigger picture without first showing them the dots, and must let them on their own free will connect the dots up themselves.

Many may not be prepared for the big picture, for facing realities are otten painful, a paradigm shift in our perception of the world and ourselves. They need time to adjust or to hide from it, but unfortunately...painful as it is...what sets us free can only be truths that are discovered, discussed and debated upon...

Good Luck.

Just wanted to post a song that sums up what I'm feeling right now. It's called "Breaking Out" from the band called The Protomen. It's from their second album: Act II: The Father of Death. Hope all of you are well. I'm feeling strained and rather "off" at the moment.

Peace be with you.

-truthseeker








lyrics: This city doesn't know what's coming.
She doesn't feel the heat.
This city won't know what hit her,
What knocked her out into the street.
This city's thinking that it's over,
And she's all ready for us to sleep.
So I'm breaking out of here tonight,
And I am, I am, I am ready.

We're given only what we need
Only the chance to survive,
And even then it's a coin toss,
A roll of the dice.
There's gotta be something better,
Something that feels more alive,
So I'm breaking out of here tonight.
I'm breaking out of here.

You've gotta feel it girl,
Feel the wind pick up.
It feels like something's gonna change.
There's no use putting it in drive,
If all the wheels are stuck.
There's something wrong here,
I guess the city wants to scream,
But no one makes a sound.

You gotta feel it baby,
Something's wrong here.
So I'm gonna find out what it is,
And I'm gonna tear it down.

The engine's running baby, and we don't have time for goodbyes.
I know that you can't come with me, I see that look in your eyes.
So kiss me fast cause there's no time to lose,
Leave the light on, I'll come back for you.
When everything is said and done, I swear I'm gonna make it right.
I'm breaking out of here tonight.

I'm breaking out of here tonight.
I'm breaking out of here tonight.
I'm breaking out of here tonight.

I'm so tired of giving up,
I am so tired of giving in.
You wake up knowing things have changed,
Not knowing where to begin.

This city won't say where she's going,
She won't speak of where she's been.
So I'm breaking out of here tonight,
Break out.

Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.

Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.

Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.
Say a prayer for all the children still sleeping.
Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.
Say a prayer for all the fathers who still remember.
Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.
Say a prayer for all the girls who've learned to stand up.
Oooohhhh, don't turn your back on the city.
Say a prayer for all the boys who won't surrender.

Sometimes I just wanna drive until the streets run out.
I wanna burn until there's nothing left to burn about.
This city's waiting for a better day,
And when I get back there will be hell to pay.
If I'm the only one left here I will not be afraid to fight,
I'm breaking out of here tonight.

I feel a fever coming on and burning out of control,
Then I hear nothing but the static.
Nothing but the static.
For years I have heard nothing but the static on the radio,
So if you year my voice outside these walls.
If you can hear me.
If you can hear me sending out this message tonight,
There may be silence in the signal but,
If you can hear me.
I'm coming home, all I need is a little guiding light.

If you can hear me.
Don't turn your back on the city.

There may be silence in the signal but
Don't turn your back on the city.

There may be silence in the signal but
I'm coming home all I need is a little guiding light.

Don't turn your back on the city.
Don't turn your back on the city.

I'm coming home all I need is a little guiding light.

If you can hear me.
If you can hear me.
If you can hear me.
Don't turn your back on the city.

reply to post by truthseeker1984


I think this song is a good representation about whats going on in the world.


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Lyrics:

And through the fence I see a ghost
Of a place that used to breathe
You know it choked away the sun
But we still had food to eat

And now everyone is gone
To a place that won't be home
Can they keep their family strong?
Will they make it on their own?

And we'll be standing when you're gone
And we'll be heard again
We missed our chance but not for long
I know somehow we will hold on we'll be here
When you're gone

Then one day we realized
That they couldn't hear our voice
And it's so hard to understand
When it's caught up in the noise

But the ones who fight and die
Are the truth inside the lie
Now it's all built on our backs
And we struggle to survive

And we'll be standing when you're gone
And we'll be heard again
We missed our chance but not for long
I know somehow we will hold on we'll be here
When you're gone

reply to post by Forgoten_Whisper


I never cared for the Goo Goo Dolls, but, you know, that song really did make sense. Of course, my interpretation of the song may be different than yours, but still a very good song selection.


Peace be with you.

-truthseeker

Reply to post by truthseeker1984

I know what your talking about. I work up 5 days out of the last 7 feeling like road kill. The other 2 days I used the freight train responce when people ask how I slept. The last 2 weeks it seems people are just generally WEIRD in corresponding, myself included. Maybe its the chemtrails making us feel like hell n the morning.



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Hey all. I evolved today. heh, it was great.

I went to this event called an Ecstatic dance. It is a feel good dance where you can dance however you want.

Anyway, after a 30 minute warmup, we do a group circle to prepare ourselves for the next hour and half of dance. During this time, we calm our minds and prepare our bodies to get ready to move. Today, we did something a little different, where we brought the circle super close together, and did a prayer/praise type of thing. We did this great chant of a song called "Hallelujah." It wasn't really denoted towards any sect of religion in particular, it was just about giving praise for being alive. It is the only word in the entire chant/song, and it was freaking incredible. Hallelujah is about praising Jah and you know I'm all about Jah. Anyway during this chant, it kept getting more intense and stronger, and at one point, I burst out crying in tears of pure happiness... It changed me. I felt so refreshed and pure after this...

So for the next hour and half, everyone is happy, and dancing, and smiling and enjoying moving our bodies. It was a scene of great joy, and it was very heartwarming. I could see the healing taking place. The feeling was hard to describe in words for sure.

After we danced, we got into a circle again, and this was our chance to share our experience. After a couple speakers, I decided I also wanted to share what I thought. I channeled a speech from the land and shared it with my fellow human beings everywhere. I talked about how we in Hawaii are extremely blessed to have such a deep connection to the land, and how some of our brothers and sisters around the world are unfortunately trapped in concrete jungles. All the energy we created in that room today, I said I hope that energy can be spread throughout the entire world. I also mentioned the feelings of tension in the world today, and how the healing energy we conjured was most definitely needed in this hectic world.

I spoke all of this directly from my heart, and when I finished, I got a freaking roaring applause from everyone in the room. It felt so good to spread the good vibes and praises for this beautiful moment.

My aura is still heavily fortified from all that pure love energy today. And since I have this in abundance, when I click submit for this post, I will include my love and aloha for all of you.

We are gonna make it.

-SES

reply to post by SolarE-Souljah


If we as human beings are capable of creating demons, then your activity the other day is surely what may create angels in this world. Keep it up!

We do activities similar to this in the journey circles and communities I'm involved with with a very strong focus of expanding the energy created within that circle out into the world, your hands and feet are literally buzing when you walk out the door.

Blessings to you,


-G

reply to post by Gradius Maximus


That buzzing you speak of, it totally happened. I felt my entire body buzzing and it felt freaking incredible.

We are all capable of so much. I wish we could all connect to the source. Plug back into the Earth.