My expiriences from 10 and up

reply to post by AussieBoy


Boy, I know EXACTLY what you feel. Completely. Before I became more open minded, I really didn't have anything that would make me believe what ShadowNinja is talking about. Honestly, even when I first read his post, I wasn't about to go and change my life because of it. I'd never dreamt anything weird or seen anything odd.

But something told me to speak with him more. And I did. The things that he shared were really, really out there to someone like you and me. You probably think, "Um, Okay. That's cool and everything but let's get real." That was my thought process too. But speaking with him, he will answer every single question you throw at him. Trust me he's answered about 5 million of my questions, and I've never felt like he was holding back more than he needed to.

After speaking with him, there was no denying that what he said felt...right. And I learned to accept it. No coincidence that the next day, I'd experience my very first odd dream. I consider it more of a message or vision because damn, I was fully aware at the time. I wasn't even sleeping yet!

And since then, I can't even begin to explain what I've gone through. It's true that when you become aware you will be shown things. But not accepting it will lead to a life similar to what you have and what I used to have: Nothing out of the ordinary.

I feel that you want the truth. You just need a little nudge. Just listen and let go of some of the skepticism. I know how feel. Been there. And I'm still continuing to learn. It's only been a little over a week, and I've already experienced great things. And see things so differently.

[edit on 1-5-2010 by LaurenVirgo]

reply to post by LaurenVirgo


Yes, when you seek you will find, and when the student is ready, the teacher appears. All old sayings that come true for the seekers.

What are we here for? Surely this should be the core question everyone has. Its not just to tune out our conscious and mind nudging us, and watch yet one more movie and disappear into one more distraction while half or more of the world is deprived of the bare necessities for survival. We're here to explore it all. And those ones that do start to have doors open, including memories.

The higher your frequency, and I have some threads with a whole lot of songs, dolphins and whales songs too, that raise your frequency, creates more psi awareness, more contact or communication. But its not just the songs, its the way we see the world, our level of consciousness.

If we think its every man for himself, and don't think of those in need, but somehow believe that the elite and their banks and corporate slavery is the righteous model, and all the rest, the billions of those excluded, or traumatized by abuse in childhood, poverty, and soul wrenching traumas, all have it coming. If this is how you justify the hellish world we live in, your consciousness is very dark.

If people don't seek, though the world in front of them, makes no sense at all, but just tend to their own lives, and goals, at the expense of concern for others, keep electing the same heartless lying scarsity model controllers to run this show, and believe they're really good guys, taking no responsiblity for educating themselves, hunting for answers, empowering others, then our consciousness is in darkness. Darkness is not only heartlessness, and cruelty and the pyramid structure of power and ruthlessness, but its also, ignorance. Being kept in ignorance by a small group that blocks the truth is one thing, but to not try to uncover answers, to seek, when they themselves are forced by the duality (and they know it, this system would be taken back otherwise) when all their official stories have a hundred holes in them, is darkness as well.

This thread doesnt force anyone to agree with it, no one needs to read it, or believe all his visions. Some may be real, and pertain to the world, some may be timeline possibilities or metaphors for the world. But this is happening to him and this process of going into his heart, and new astral experiences, and contact occurred for him just this year when he battled with his negativity and won.

For those who are waking up, going through their hearts, and seeking their truths, they will notice his posts, because he's writing them straight through his heart, and this activates light and memories in others, the ones who are close to ready or ready.

No one is reading or feeling anothers light felt sharing by accident either. There are no accidents or coincidences.

So those who experience and share appeals to the ones who are ready. And the ones ready, when they begin their own lifelong search, inside their hearts for answers, they may not have the same experiences or answers, their Higher Selves may have certain things to show them, related to why they're here, and/or perhaps you will notice in a day, challenging moments, almost like small tests or big tests. When a person could chose to do the right thing, or give in to a habitual reaction instead. So try to find those moments, and try to pass the test with Love & Light and charity.

If you think in retospect that you may have failed, got upset and used harsh words when you shouldn't or gave into an impulse to do something that you felt was wrong, examine it carefully, and chose a way you have responded and try to be more conscious the next time, its a gradual process of gaining conscious awareness that we don't just have to react, and can choose.

Alot of our reacitons, harsh words, many temptations, are programs running in the universe/matter, in our bodies, biochemical reactions, they're just programs, the duality is not in soul, but its in this universe, in the system.

I'm happy he has the bravery to share, risking appearing foolish in the eyes of the world, things that many cant share, they may experience these but they dont want to be put down for it. Like I said Naratu is a bit like he is inside. Because he is sharing and shining his light, more is given to him, more memories. Theres always a reason for things.

Also, this is about personal journeys for the answers within. He has no message to join a group, buy a book, start a religion, this is the opposite of all organized ways, its just the wild card, go within, be brave, seek, its not about looking good in the eyes of the world.

Love & Light!

[edit on 1-5-2010 by Unity_99]

Why I am like Naruto

I guess as they say its time to let the cat out of the bag and explain why I am like Naruto.

Over the whole time period when I was young I was seeking answers and I was full of hate, anger for not receiving any from them. I was an outcast because of my abilities with many around me. I use to use my powers for jokes and to brake things so I never was pointed in the right direction. Until the day that Unity introduced me to her friend I shall call him Mr M (To hide his real name) and he started to teach me things the way to turn my powers into good use. I was so ignorant full of hate that I just kept blocking him out and I demanded answers also contact from him with the Council. So after my 17th birthday about a week or two Mr M organized me a meeting with the ETs. Which I was not even aware off until that night and I was gonna have one hell of a messed up experience to see also feel.


The following night I was sitting on my bed talking with Unity and some other friends on my lap top. Until I felt odd and I saw things around me starting to levitate in mid air. I thought this was a dream so I touched the items floating and it was not a dream which was the most amazing thing I seen. After two minutes of floating items some one showed up in my room and he was dressed in a black coat with a hood and army boots. He was a Federation Trooper at that very instant moment I just felt so much hate towards him and them so I started feeling so much power. I then threw him into a wall and I saw my energy eating him away as if disintegrating him into a mist. He was pulled away by a ship it was roundish and had blue lights I saw it fly off.

After he was pulled away I remained in an awakened state for about 3-5 minutes I was filled with so much hate and darkness I wanted to go destroy the town. But then I heard a voice of people beings and those I know saying "This is not the way and this is not who you are". I then forced to shut my self off from the awakened state and had a meeting with the Council about the whole situation. So it was decided to place a limiter on me that will keep my energy drained and at a certain level so there will not be a repeat of that night.

I felt the darkness and the power every human has within our self. I realized for what I did was not the way it was meant to be so I started to change. Working very hard to get on the right path to turn away from what I became and I battled my shadow the darkness with in me to make it leave. After the incident I shut my self off and the worst thing I shut my friend Mr M off. I was an ignorant kid who thought it was all fun and games with the abilities, energy and power. Until that night I opened my eyes what I almost became and could have done to the people around me also those I love dearly.

I know what the darkness is like for what it is also how it is obtained by many and I also realized that the decisions I made to turn around was the best thing I ever did. After I started doing things the proper way the way of light and I started to connect more to my Higher Self had experiences and things I never did before. I sent out love to that Federation trooper and hoped he was ok also well. I then realized about a month ago that he was fine and survived the accident we had.

I know what darkness is now and I know what the light is now. For I hurt many and I lost a dear great friend of mine Mr M. I had a monster in me that almost destroyed me and that is why I picked Naruto because in some way I relate to him. I hope you now understand what I truly experienced and see what I am trying to do is to give that light to those that struggle just like I did. I want all to awaken to the truth and not be blinded by this darkness in the world. But it is important for all to awaken and seek within of the truth also their Higher Self.


Love and Light to all.

reply to post by ShadowNinja




I guess from about 0:19 to 0:55 it fits in.

Bahahahaha yes the two sides monitoring me is sort of part of that video

But I am not like that Light Warrior here sorry

Yoda will always sound funny though

Yet he is so so so wise

reply to post by Unity_99


I've been reading some of your other posts, which have songs and crop circles, things that raise your frequencies. And affirmations as well. So glad you put those up, because they're helping me focus. The meditation is going okay, but I'm finding it hard to concentrate.

I felt something strange, but pleasant while watching the crop circles and I have the need to really connect with my star family. It's an odd feeling to yearn for a family that you don't remember much about. I'm just trying to do as much as I can to wake up, gain more memories and find out who I am and what I need to do.

Yes. It's amazing how you become so much more aware of the darkness in the matrix! I've been doing actually very well with looking at the darkness and how to avoid giving in to it. And to actually want to help others. We're all family and need to love one another.

And Shadow is great to come here, tell his story and know that people will try to call him crazy. When he isn't. He's very courageous.

reply to post by LaurenVirgo


I havent't done this yet, but am going to collect my favorite songs, music and a video, and try to organize some simple excercises of connecting inside to your Infinite Source/Soul and Self, something that even a child can do. Also its important to ensure you're really looking within, not a wide open appeal for contact because there are negative Et/entities beings that would only too gladly connect. Your Higher Self and Family of Light protect you but theres free will and we need to become conscious in the day, and really seek within our hearts, feelings, phone home to ourselves. And its a skill that happens without consicous overlay, outside of mind, thoughts, opinions, ideas, beliefs, its zen mind, rushing in quite quckly with your feelings, intuition heart, to feel something and connect inward with love to Love. To you.

With anything negative or whatever is around, for anytime one is seeking and shining Light & Love, there is darkness that tries to step in, interfere with your connection to self and harm you. Never respond with anger or threats, but Love, and say, "I love you, please go within your heart to recover, my brother or sister. But....I renounce firmly all negativity. I denounce the dark programs and the pain and suffering that is caused. You must leave me, my family, our home, now!" Gentle, loving but firm.

And work at raising frequency and awareness, waking up, gaining memories, and shining love. Finding the small tests each day that challenge us and ways to help and give.

I love your posts and gentle loving aware energy. Much love & light!

More things are being reviled yet the deeper I sink into the Rabbit Hole following the White Rabbit. The more things start to make sense yet there are things better not be said or mentioned.

This thread is so huge I haven't had time to read it all, but would you care to elaborate on your "Iron Man" suit project you mentioned on the earlier pages?

Feel free to use as in depth technical terms as you like - I am a professional engineer. I'm particularly interested in your power source and motor system.

Honestly I see this thread as someones experiment / dare as to how long this hoax can go on, but feel free to change my mind by giving some details of your power suit (which I will easily be able to verify in terms of technical validity).

Not to mention the absurd uselessness of a suit like this unless it's 100 years ahead of current tech.

reply to post by ac500


Well the suit it self will need to be made from a steel, iron and several other metals to get a sufficient enough produced molecule structure. The outer shell will be 2 times thicker then an actual skin layer of the suit. In between the two will be an exoskeleton supported by titanium rods still working on that.

Instead of an ark reactor like in the movie I figured out a structure for an ionized motor that involves magnets,mirrors, lasers and an electronic arch. At a sufficient enough speed the magnet will produce a high enough magnetic field to contain the ionized energy. The mirrors will react in a way of a casing with the stability of the lasers and the electronic arch. The motor and the energy is hard to describe over the internet plus takes the right frequency and tuning to produce properly. I stumbled on it after looking at a device on a craft but as far as I know mine turned into a energy device.

There is much more I would love to tell you about the suit and the proper process off the motor. Because the motor can become dangerous because of the ionized energy. I had some one make the motor a practice one just to get the spin it blew out their house electricity.

But still thanks for the comment.

E.G. WARNING!!!!

The ionized energy can disintegrate things after being used for too long so several metal will have to be used. To just find the proper material that will not get eaten away. Yet the worse thing that could happen it can destroy your lungs if inhaled. I am still curious as to what metal or substance the ETs were using to contain it and keep it from disintegrating

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
reply to post by sawgunn69

 

it is a condensed ball of ones energy and can come in use full in defending and more I make them but I can not see them on this physical level well I can but only some of it and all i see is strips of energy spun in a ball. Also a little bit of a mist like effect.

Well, it could be described as a Rasengan. I have tried this Psy-Ball as well, and it is as the OP describes. I just have issues concentrating the energy because my energy field radiates about 10 feet from me.

I have seen the Mist like effect and feel the pressure of the energy between my hands.

So, yeah, we can make Rasengans, but not all of us can create them for physical effects. At least, not yet.

reply to post by Skada


Thank you for the comment.


Light and love to you stranger.

reply to post by Skada


your energy is it 10 feet of radiation and if so are you for real. Also who is OP??

[edit on 6-5-2010 by ShadowNinja]

reply to post by Skada


I have an energy glow same as to what you described but the Shifter called me a fuzz ball. It because of the radiating energy glow I find it funny

Fuzz Ball hahaha never knew ETs had such humor

here some more love and light your way.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
reply to post by Skada

 

your energy is it 10 feet of radiation and if so are you for real. Also who is OP??

[edit on 6-5-2010 by ShadowNinja]

op = original poster
My field is described like a bubble of water, by my friends. I have seen my field like the snow like static on the tv with no signal. It does extend for some distance around me from the smallest of 5 feet to as large as 20 ft at one time. I think it helps protect me. Try and scan me if you like.

I feel like an old soul but I haven't gained access to my past lives yet.

I hope that makes sense.

reply to post by Skada


Sure does make sense good man and I understand what you are talking about.


The past life part have you tried asking for it??

Please list the things you have done to try and regain the memories. Maybe I will be able to help after a proper analysis

Love and Light as always.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
reply to post by ac500

 

Instead of an ark reactor like in the movie I figured out a structure for an ionized motor that involves magnets,mirrors, lasers and an electronic arch. At a sufficient enough speed the magnet will produce a high enough magnetic field to contain the ionized energy. The mirrors will react in a way of a casing with the stability of the lasers and the electronic arch. The motor and the energy is hard to describe over the internet plus takes the right frequency and tuning to produce properly. I stumbled on it after looking at a device on a craft but as far as I know mine turned into a energy device.

That's all very vague - sounds like something a science fiction author with no real technical background would say to describe some fictional device, to be honest.

What you say makes absolutely no sense at all technically, and in terms of specificity, it's the equivalent of saying, when asked "How did you make this meatloaf?" saying "I used multiple ingredients"

At this point if I were creating this hoax I would reply "Well it's not current science its something entirely different so you wouldn't understand..", which is what I expect you will say.

Giving you the benefit of the doubt though, could you specify more about how your ionized energy works and what it's purpose is in the mechanism?

Also you still haven't mentioned anything about how the motor control systems work.

Or even better.. explain why you would use iron in the suit.

A legitimate answer to any two of these questions would validate quite a bit of your story, but optimistically I can't imagine you will do anything but ignore or evade the questions.

[edit on 7-5-2010 by ac500]

reply to post by ac500


First of all what do you think Im only 17 and I do not have a mechanical/ engineering knowledge.

Secondly the its called the Iron Man suit and I am going to combine metals together so there is really no point of asking why I would use iron.

The Ionized energy will be the power source and the motor the rest is up to programing, tuning, joints and several other motor functions and the way to produce the ionized energy is the power source.

I mentioned it in the reply before I think you did not read it properly. I do how ever think "Yes indeed it sounds Science Fiction and nuts to even make".

I also said the ionized system and energy is hard to explain.

Do I look like I have super advanced ET knowledge of technology??

I merely tried to recreate what I saw and was shown that is all.

Love and Light as always.

Originally posted by ShadowNinja
reply to post by Skada

 

Sure does make sense good man

and I understand what you are talking about.

The past life part have you tried asking for it??

Please list the things you have done to try and regain the memories. Maybe I will be able to help after a proper analysis

Love and Light as always.

I'll try to U2U on this one. There are many things that I would love to share with you. So expect a U2U from me, that is, if I can do this whole U2U thing correctly.