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All I am trying to put forward here is that victims of abuses of this sort more often than not have programming and/or reservations that make discussion of said subject extremely uncomfortable.
All I'm saying is that our OP might be going through a deprogramming process herself - and if she's not ready to talk about certain issues - it's probably not best to force her out before she's ready.
Ok, I've read everything here so far. I'm sorry but I'm not going to answer questions or get into specifics because emotionally inside I don't even like talking about this. So why did I post the thread? I'll be honest, I don't know. I can't stop thinking about it and missing my sister recently. As I said to another poster in a U2U just now, its funny what bubbles up, even years later.
I know my occult beliefs are not acceptable or understood by most people and I don't expect people to believe me. I don't even know what to believe half the time myself!
To those who have been supportive, thank you so much. In particular, thanks Silent Thunder you have been so wonderful to me since the day we met. You are always my white knight, what can I say? I appreciate what you wrote and tried to explain because I can't, really.
I don't think I'm going to talk much more in this thread but I hope it keeps going and people have more stuff to say about this. I'm trying to read the e-book that the link in the original post is the first chapter of, but its really hard emotionally and to be honest its really freaking me out. I'll probably have to stop soon. But I still want this topic out there being discussed.
Thanks again.
Originally posted by MemoryShock
reply to post by zaiger
Fair enough but personal account can be expressed in many different fashions. Based on the variant level of education in our society it is difficult to expect that some accounts that are true to be expressed without a level of emotional reaction (which also speaks to the lack of information on this particular subject available for public consumption).
While I completely disagree with assuming that the thread author is truthful, I certainly am of the mind to lend credence to the possibility. As well, if it is a false story, the subject matter warrants discussion. Which is implied by the use of connotation in the opening post (if the thread author wanted to get the topic discussed then the use of sympathy to gain interest implies a desire to get the topic into discussion/awareness).
While I find the story unfortunate if true, it is such that it is capable of happening again. At the very least, the topic should be taken seriously...
Originally posted by B.Morrison
no offence intended.
-B.M
Originally posted by MemoryShock
None taken.
ill comprehended inference.
But discussion of this sort should occur (I have always wondered why I never see a Mind Control Forum on conspiracy sites...)...